dead girl

dead girl feat. Nicolas Sales

heavy

prod. @ghosthandsmusic
lyrics:
I've been waiting for awhile
Trynna balance life chores while I move on
Here I stay holdin fake smiles
Cause I can't conceive
That my struggles still mount
Despite my works n all
Though it's in good grace
Finding inner peace
Cause I gotta keep me
Some level headed sane no

I got stuck up on that wave
Couldn't get back down
Screamin up in danger
Help all around oh
Then I saw the light shine right before me
And It took probably like

45 days getting up in the mornin
45 nights while the rain still pourin
45 tries but I gotta keep goin
at the end of the sky I find reasons for growin
45 days getting up in the mornin
45 nights while the rain still pourin
45 tries but I gotta keep going
at the end of the sky I find reasons for growin

Ohhh

Couple hours tick by yet I'm waitin
Feelin short like a fuse out of patience
Lack of trust building up in my basement
cause life's a bitch coming up when it caves in
Feels like I'm stuck inside these walls
Like there's no escape
Pressure from life painting
A canvas of me
Drownin in the sea
From a tidal wave woah

I got stuck up on that wave
Couldn't get back down
Screamin up in danger
Help all around oh
Then I saw the light shine right before me
And It took probably like

45 days getting up in the mornin
45 nights while the rain still pourin
45 tries but I gotta keep goin
at the end of the sky I find reasons for growin
45 days getting up in the mornin
45 nights while the rain still pourin
45 tries but I gotta keep goin
at the end of the sky I find reasons for growin

Ohhh

I've been waiting
Been awhile
Minutes by buildin up like a giant
Hesitatin with a smile move on, move on
So I've been hintin life will go my way
Those that oppose can go get back to their old groove
maybe far away some lightyears that won't stop me from goin thru
You thought I was frontin oh
No no

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45 days

fuck ur feelings w/ hoepless, casperrr & cyzun [+ splashgvng]

reset (leave me alone)[prod. living puff]

@soundcloud took this song down unfairly after my manager bought the lease. sorry y'all. hopefully it stays up this time

(Lyrics)
planning this shit for a week they not believing me gonna try suicide i think it's my time don't try to fix me disappointed at myself wish i tried harder I'll be so happy but i cannot i cannot i wish i could but these thoughts won't let me

i try my best to change 3 days of happiness but it goes all to waste remake my whole life sorry for the people that i put my anger on dont mean to hurt you but I'm just so stressful

wish i could learn from mistake I'm the mistake sorry to my mom taking care of us you were there for us you were suicidal i wasn't there i took you for granted i didn't mean to

I'm just yelling at you more crying on the bed i wish i wasn't born i wouldn't cause you stress you were laying sick and i was doing nothing gotta say a lotta things about myself

i got lotta issues lotta problems i dont even wanna try I'm sorry i disappointed myself and you all

especially my mom and josh and kurama glad i met them i met a lot of people i adore like stray demon

cause i got shit to fix please wait for me

sorry for disappointing you sorry for everything I've done i havent changed my friends are getting married i told them the same story I've worked on but i cannot move on from myself if i try to work on myself it can't happen

music the only thing that I'm going far is it worth chasing after

i don't hear no one when it rains no one else talking to me lost in this space put my anger out on my fucking friends when i shouldn't

l gotta work on my fucking self x2

sorry for being a disappointment (misery)

video: https://youtu.be/gTD_59hGtb0

I feel my skin, it's gotten rough
I taste like ashes, I know love
And loving you was just a dream'
But look at you, you're all grown up
Wake up now, I couldn't sleep
Bite my tongue and grind my teeth
There's someone looking at me
But it's not you, so I don't look
And I keep dying in my dreams, I can't explain this
For a second I thought maybe it'd be painless
I threw my love away because I wanted to be famous
But I don't know what I should do

And since you left, I'm living on the East side
You live in my phone, it's just something I can't reply to
Bottom of the bottle, maybe I could find you
But I don't wanna look too hard for a ghost
Started living for myself and it's hard but I know
I'm a needy little bitch, you just sit on a throne
Baby, you're so full of shit, what'd I miss? Now I'm home
With a bruised lip, slit wrist, coke nose

You only get so far doing what you're told
Never sold my soul, but I got damn close
And baby, you should probably hide before they find me
Wait. Fuck. I'm talking to a ghost

And since you left, I'm living on the East side
You live in my phone, it's just something I can't reply to
Bottom of the bottle, maybe I could find you
But I don't wanna look too hard for a ghost
Started living for myself and it's hard but I know
I'm a needy little bitch, you just sit on a throne
Baby, you're so full of shit, what'd I miss? Now I'm home
With a bruised lip, slit wrist, coke nose

VIDEO

NEEDY LITTLE BITCH [VID IN DESC.]

no one will luv me (prod. tunnA Beatz)


i've always known just how shit will go cause everyone's a critic of me
i play the game and it's all the same
yea, i was never able to please

you won't ever- understand what it really feels like to be me
you wont ever understand what its like to give it all till you bleed

no one will love me
im not enough
no one will love me
i should give up
no one will love me
hard as a try
they will never be satisfied 

now that ive grown, they've all made it known that everybody's staring at me
give what they want or you'll be forgotten
id comply but that isnt me

you wont ever understand what it really feels like to be me
you wont ever understand what its like to work until you succeed

no one will love me
im not enough
no one will love me
i should give up
no one will love me
hard as a try
they will never be satisfied 

no one will love me
im not enough
no one will love me
i should give up
no one will love me
why should i try?
they will never be satisfied 

no one will love me
im not enough
no one will love me
i give no fucks
no one will love me
why should i try?
they will never be satisfied

no one will luv me (prod. tunna beatz)

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i don't [branwen]

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produced by Khail

ft. @funeral & @mewatonin

vocals, mix, & master by me

Lyrics:

I'm Over It

gladthatyourdoingsogreat

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produced by @prodimmortal

vocals, mix, & master by me

Lyrics:

WHATEVER I SAY

Stream “unexpected”
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25 years old, hailing from the small town music scene of Georgetown, California, Belak’s musical ethos is nothing short of groundbreaking, as he adeptly fuses the pulsating energy of hyperpop with his roots in alternative rock and rap, crafting a sound that he aptly describes as the "modern alternative."

From humble beginnings crafting beats with friends over Skype on the family desktop at just 17 years old, Belak quickly embraced the collaborative power of technology. With the advent of Discord, his creative horizons expanded exponentially, allowing him to collaborate seamlessly with artists from all corners of the globe. Among his collaborators are notable contemporaries such as Powfu, SadBoyProlific, ulovely, Re:, and screwyounick each bringing their unique flair to the musical tapestry they weave together.

Currently, Belak is based in Los Angeles at gravehouse gearing up to release his highly anticipated yellow album, a self-produced masterpiece that promises to push boundaries and redefine genre norms. Drawing inspiration from shoegaze, hyperpop, alternative, indie, EDM, and hip-hop, this album is a testament to Belak's boundless creativity and fearless exploration of sound.

Influences: brakence, quannnic, heylog, Zac Greer, Aries, and Lil Peep

gladthatyourdoingsogreat Ft. Funeral & Mewatonin

Belak

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