[+ sogimura]

1st @soulfadexo | 2nd @autumndropsdead | 3rd @emptychest | 4th @yoimn3ver | 5th @northshoremusic |

(soulfade)
Erase me, don’t bother calling my name
Deface me, leave me nothing but bones
I’ve found me, lost in the outer space
Don’t find me, leave me a fantasy

(autumndropsdead)
better than yesterday
left alone but it's okay
yeah i cannot flee forever
winter calls it says forget her
yeah hate going outside
sun's burning my eyes
they say it takes time
but i won't make it past
patches of grass
i never had
i never had
the strength to hold on 

(emptychest)
my heart is still lost in outer space
live it up like its yesterday
sorry for the inconvenience 
im somewhere out where venus is
i dare you to find me
there was one day i left my home
one day i left alone.
there was one day i learned to cope
one day ill never know

(teddyboi)
sometimes i wanna quit
i wanna live
but this the only way i cope
i like when im alone
but i hate when im alone
in the room, the truth is
its truthless
im ruthless
yeah yeah
tryna figure out another way to live
is just useless
im clueless, but i gotta keep moving
the truth is, im already dead
and the trauma replays in my head

(TNS)
Theirs nothing left for me to say 
I gave you everything and you just fade away
(Theirs nothing left for me to say)
Broken hearts and broken hands
Losing you is something I can’t have 
Sit back move on 
Sitting here is all I have
(Sitting here is all I have)

lost in outer space w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, emptychest, soulfade & teddyboi

we are fine but we're not (drmabeats)

better off alone, thought im better off alone but i always check my phone why'd i always check my phone?
guess im waiting for ur name bitch im waiting for ur name girl u take away the pain
how do u take away the pain?

text me, text me, i love it when u text me
text me, text me, do u think im sexy?
lately, lately, ive been hurting lately
hate me, hate me, pls dont start to hate me

im nothing but an addict but i'll keep u safe
sleeping in the attic if u need some space
im nothing but an addict but i'll keep u safe if u let me

look at the moon, look at the stars, i just want u to sleep in my arms
love it when u play with my heart yea i know u just tear it apart
back then in school i never thought that we would kiss in the park
i think ur cool, ur what i want, praying that we will get far

baby that u are happy  is everything that i need
baby u know u trapped me but its okay ur happy
it feels so right and so wrong while i am writing this song
u look at me like no one ever did before

better off alone, thought im better off alone but i always check my phone why'd i always check my phone?
guess im waiting for ur name bitch im waiting for ur name girl u take away the pain
how do u take away the pain?

text me, text me, i love it when u text me
text me, text me, do u think im sexy?
lately, lately, ive been hurting lately
hate me, hate me, pls dont start to hate me

better off alone (haruhi)

out now on all platforms.

"away from here." - the album. January 27th.

if it means that much to you.

Lyrics: 

𝘐𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦'𝘴 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘯:
𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘪𝘵, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵.
𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦: 𝘪𝘧 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭.

𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵 -
𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵 
𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦


No, it's not too late, 
I will be okay 
because our days our short, 
but I know love is patient 

No, it's not too late, 
I will be okay 
somewhere along this path 
it will be worth the pain someday.

it's not too late

hey
old track from 2021/22
the goat @cherryrizla featuring
prod. @nevrfall
enjoy <3

lyrics:
i just cant wait until
i can come down 
and finally stop melting
i
i drive away from my
home in the hopes
that you’ll see me as something 

feeling a pain in my shoulder
stopping the car to pull over 
losing myself as im older
finding myself now its over

i sit alone in a sea of the blood of my past lives
all nine died
dont wanna find out if i cried
do it again by the sunrise
torture, im living this torture
and nothing will come of it
i just get high for the fun of it
i cannot feel i am numb again
nothin ever does it like you do

i
i just cant wait until
i can come down 
and finally stop melting
i
i drive away from my
home in the hopes
that you’ll see me as something 

feeling a pain in my shoulder
stopping the car to pull over 
losing my breath as i feel it
nothing is sweeter than closure

melting w/ cherryrizla (2022) [nevrfall]

lyrics:
I ain't ever felt bitter like this before
I always said I'm not a killer now I'm not sure
until I taste the blood on my lips
your words so fierce they're sinking ships oh shit

I been tryna keep my head above the surface
I been treading water cus I'm scared to touch the bottom
yeah I'm worthless, I ain't just a joke bitch I'm a circus
wish that I could leave right when I wanna
sink your teeth in I'm a goner
sense the blood like a piranha 
screaming fuck this, wish I'd never jumped ship
guess I'm going down, going down 
its time I kicked the bucket
I been spinning out since the second that the blunt hit

yeah I'm wide awake I just hit that lava cake
I don't wanna talk about the habits that I gotta change
I've been up all night and I ain't really tryna lie awake 
death been on my mind but I don't really wanna die today
yeah I've grown accustomed to it I feel useless often
wish that I could kill myself but I don't got the option 
every time I pick a side I know that they'll be watching 
I've been feeling paranoid my brain been bunny hopping

mutiny ft flesh golem (prod homesick)

Track 1 on my album 'for better or worse'

Guitars by BENNYKAAY 
Drums by me

Lyrics:
i’m waiting for something i don’t know exists 
imperfect reflection of a hope for happiness 
can something remind me why i started this 
from the start to end 
feel like i’m lost again 

i’m waiting for something i don’t know is true 
a perfect example of what I’d want this to do 
but i worry what the story has for me and you

give me a second just enough so i can empty my head 
a second chance that I could use to heal
clinging to moments where I thought that it would all stay the same 
my coping method cuz i still feel 

lost (x2)
so if you read between the lines 
you can see why this is dying 
but until then 
i’m spent 
wasting away, never enough

beginning of the end 
or the end of the end of the beginning 
i try to keep my head up 
but there’s always something missing 
darling 
what’s missing darling 
what’s missing?

at the beginning or the end 
i think i’m lost

lost pt. II [prod. BENNYKAAY & evan carr]

lyrics:

as the wind blows (i don't mind)
as the sea tides change
and i recall the person i was
someone to you
could i be someone again?
as the wind blows (i don't mind)
as the clouds arrive
and i recall the way you loved me
the way i loved you
could we be in love again?

every year that passes i feel
a different weight that's worse than i've felt
i thought that once i had nerves of steel
when really underneath i'm made of glass
and you can see it's broken
shattered fragments
know i'm not a poet 
i'm a person that feels something inside
then nothing inside

(chorus)

as the wind blows

prod me

w/ https://soundcloud.com/earth2athena

awake w/ Earth2Athena

prod michael harrison
merry fucking christmas.

lyrics:
turned into something that i hate
give me snow, i'll give you rain
my regrets are like a flame
and it burns right through
think i hate this fucking day
only soldier on display
found my body in the bay
swimming back to you

too focused on the outcomes
i have no control of
leave me to the snow, love
unnoticed but i'm still here
guess i'll never know love
guess i'll never grow up

and now i feel this sense of shame
i pushed everyone away
i'm the only thing that's been cold this year
and nothing good is here to stay
i'm a victim of my brain
january i don't know if i'll still be here

merry fxcking christmas (michael harrison)

@4EVER-Collective 
big dreams, low expectations

mutiny ft flesh golem (prod homesick)

fakejames

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