This engineering is so fucking clean, you always impress me with your quality of production and vocal mixing

Love you forever brother, such a beautiful song

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One Day At A Time [+ pekarot]

featuring @xobroken
produced by @smokerosebeats x @flower
clip from "you"

@lottaheart:
lost, i don't think you'll ever find me
these 4 walls in my room only remind me
that you're gone but your ghosts still behind me
think i've gone a little crazy but don't mind me
[x2]

think i've gone a little crazy
but don't mind me
but don't mind me

i think i'll be straight, i think i'll be straight
i cant help but feel like i've been betrayed
i think im okay, i think im okay
don't look back at me when you walk away

i bought you a bunch of fucking roses
but you never loved me, yeah i know this
you were only being so controlling
you were only in it for the moment

lost, i don't think you'll ever find me
these 4 walls in my room only remind me
that you're gone but your ghosts still behind me
think i've gone a little crazy but don't mind me
[x2]

@xobroken:
don't mind me
i got lost again, i hope these b****** don't find me
i think that im dying and they think i'm not trying
falling for your ghost cause you're not here beside me,
while im dying

only leave my room when it starts to rain
addict for a reason, it's to numb the pain
loving myself less, i've been such a mess
used to be a person, killed myself, now there's nothing left

i might've got lost on my way to you
i got all these pills and they bagged in blue
don't let go my hand, im afraid to lose you

what should i do?
i got lost again and i've been thinkin about you
need you by my side, i swear you're my muse
you my lil baby, you might let me die too
you don't got a clue

@lottaheart: 
lost, i don't think you'll ever find me
these 4 walls in my room only remind me
that you're gone but your ghosts still behind me
think i've gone a little crazy but don't mind me
[x2]

lost w/ xobroken [flower x smokerose]

LEMME SEE IT (prod Crizzy White)

RUN EM DOWN (prod by Sorrowbringer)

~2300~

Lyrics: 

[verse1]
Watch me fall apart now
Flaws of my own design
I was unsure now
How I could make it right
Saw the gaps in my past
That’s when I found out 
Nothings ever built to last
Fall short or fall flat
I’m not gonna be like them

[Chorus]
Grabbing at
(Oh)
Slamming off walls 
On the way back down
You were all for yourself 
You wanna reach me now
For somebody else
You’d probably figure it out
I don’t know why
What I’m looking to find
Something I lost
Or a peace of mind
The lines I crossed
Trying to reach in time
To paint myself in a better light

[SageFNTM]
Watch it fall
It’s crumbling 
It’s all my fault
I can’t be saved
Maybe in another life
I could get a chance 
Or I could rewrite
Pull myself back in this every time
I wanna make it stay

[Chorus]
Grabbing at
(Oh)
Slamming off walls 
On the way back down
You were all for yourself 
You wanna reach me now
For somebody else
You’d probably figure it out
I don’t know why
What I’m looking to find
Something I lost
Or a peace of mind
The lines I crossed
Trying to reach in time
To paint myself in a better light

[Bridge]
Distance, you call to me
Unsure of what I’ll be
Gunned down
A pretty corpse
Lust bound
Always wanting more

[Chorus]
Grabbing at
(Oh)
Slamming off walls 
On the way back down
You were all for yourself 
You wanna reach me now
For somebody else
You’d probably figure it out
I don’t know why
What I’m looking to find
Something I lost
Or a peace of mind
The lines I crossed
Trying to reach in time
To paint myself in a better light

peace of mind w/ SageFNTM (prod. bunny)

[he4vy]
(i still manage with the pressure i feel
you could never even get that
only time im good is off of the pills
they help me with the get back)
i still manage with the pressure i feel
you could never even get that
only time im good is off of the pills 
they help me with the get back
jet lag
flight again i get that
pay me just to pop out
dont expect less
thats my petty interest
no i never get rest
do it til i hit check

[nallie]
baby your love was so electric
turns out it was parasitic
makin bad decisions
mental re envision
words hurt they cut me like incisions
diamonds gonna glisten
i dont want you please just listen
cuts that get so deep i think i finally need some stitches 
glad its all over cause im sick of all your bitchin

préssure w/ nallie (toyema)

'07 BRADY CLUTCH PROD BY NEWVAIN2

I've been wanting to do another song with @sadboigoyard for so long, so here it finally is!

lyrics:

My history and yours is mixed together like frost upon my lips
And I just wanna know if death is where it stops
Mortality that’s in my face will terrify me ‘till the day i drop
I’m not the way I was, I’m sorry that I might never be

‘Cause I lied when I said I’m fine
There’s just one detail that hurts the most
‘Cause I don’t wanna leave you that way
I don’t wanna leave you this way
If my time’s cut shorter, my friend
In your memories I will be your ghxst
I hope that you knew in the end
Your love and care, it kept me here

I don’t wanna just tell you…goddamn, I’m sorry
It’s something i just cannot control, in my body
I feel like I’m manipulative, and I’m so controlling
I think the hospital’s my home, ‘cause I always feel it calling

Cancer won’t be an excuse to be an asshole now
I never was before when I abused them drugs into the ground
The only reason I’m sober now is so I could start the chemo
I’m biologically out of luck, should have stayed away from them casinos

The people I scarred the most are the people that cared the most about me
So, the people I cut off first were my OG friends and all my family
And even my collaborators from day one, like ghxst collective
Just couldn’t do that shit to Goyard, man, I’m so pathetic

‘Cause I lied when I said I’m fine
There’s just one detail that hurts the most
‘Cause I don’t wanna leave you that way
I don’t wanna leave you this way
If my time’s cut shorter, my friend
In your memories I will be your ghxst
I hope that you knew in the end
Your love and care, it kept me here

Watch me sleep as I hang my head, for the life i’ve lived has run it’s course
As winter turns into haze, just know I missed you, always
Like the caco coin upon my desk, with a heavy heart I’ll be your ghxst
Your existence wiped away my fears
I hope you know how much I cared

I DON'T WANNA BE YOUR GHXST! feat. Goyard Sad Boi | Prod. HeyLee Manzeron

so much more feat. Vails (Prod. dercept x jkei)

VITAMINS feat. djoey (prod. homeboyjakob)

Prod by YANN
Mixed & mastered by crizzy white
Cover art, written, recorded by Goyard Sad Boi
—————————-

Lyrics

Ditch the body
Had to peal out the parking lot
Hmmm you talking shit 
hear you body drop
Hmmm
Dodge Durango n its matte black
Hmmm
Know some man’ll peel your wig back
Late night with the devil ya I just fw bro
Tried the meds grave Robbin all I really know
Didn’t know, didnt cope, loot the body yo
Take the jaw, take the tooth, take his fucking soul

Feel like Dahmer I just shouldn’t fucking be alone
Take a lot of people from there final resting homers
Ion eat the body I just really want the bones
Double cup full of that potion Mr Jim jones 
Masked up, Michael Myers, gosha body bag
13, Halloween, goyard toe tag
On a murder spree where all the rappers at
Goyard coming different, bet yall just sick of that

Why you lyin dude
Cut em from the head to the mf thighs dude in
Gravekeeper why’d you think I’d ever wanna spare you
You don’t wanna die no one gonna fucking hear you
Hide ya n you friend where the motherfucking deer do

1-2 yard man’s coming for you
3-4 better lock your door
5-6 better hide real quick
7-8 hide your body out of state 

Lately all the body’s that I got are starting to piss me off
Had to shut the voices off
 mix lean with a molotov 
Baby I don’t want your heart 
I kinda wanna chew it off
Young denis rader 
Taking flicks with a Louis scarf 

Hop on murderpedia 
Find my name next to bob berdella
Dead bItch dancing on my balls
She a ghoulish Cinderella
Diamonds aren’t forever 
As I stab her with my new umbrella 
Rolling in Volkswagen 
How quick is the brand new Jetta

Imma crash it 
Make it fucking tragic
No one fucking misses you 
When your just fucking average 
sad little freak show
Homicidal lunatic
Imma dump you body where that dumb as fuck titanic is

i know a ghoul in plainfield prod by YANN

Mr grave man in a 04 impala
2 bad bitches wanna come fuck me proper
Throw em in a basement in a tiny ass locker 
Ion really care about them trash ass choppers

30.06 hunt em down with the long range
7.62 put a moose in a big grave
Riding through the city with killas with no names
Skee town legend give corpses a new game

Matte black hearse with the suicide doors
Louis v rug blood splatted on the floor
It’s a crime scene, wouldn’t dare come alone
Young ed gain make a couch with ya bones

Babygirl I love ya, you don’t know who I am
Looking at the camera n wave to ya fam
It’s a red room, ain’t no use making plans
John Doe drop a hundred just to see one of your glands

Leonard lake babygirl let’s shoot a movie
Your my m lady, can’t treat ya like a groupie
Got a vat of acid, see what happens to your boobies
Here comes the sirens man they might as well just shoot me

Police coming better show uquick
Gotta scalp the head then fucking dip
Leather overalls yo shout out Rick 
Making hella graves my favorite gig

THE HOUSE THAT GOYARD BUILT PROD BY SPHYNX

care prod aloa

Olay prod. geekininspace

[INTRO]
Feelin’ that rush, city lights in my eyes,
Stackin’ bills, livin’ fast, I’m so fuckin’ high.
Ain’t no slowin’ me down, streets know my name,
Chasin’ paper, ridin’ flames, doin’ that gang gang

[VERSE 1]
I wake up with the sun, hit the block, get it poppin’,
Eyes bloodshot, heart racin’, nonstop, ain’t no stoppin’.
Every corner got temptation, every alley got the grind,
But I keep my focus sharp, money always on my mind.
Crew behind me, loyalty thicker than blood,
We move in silence, leave our haters in the mud.
High off the streets, high off the chase,
Every step calculated, no time to waste.

[PRE-CHORUS]
Smoke in my lungs, dreams in my eyes,
Life in the fast lane, no compromise.
I see the ops lurkin’, but I don’t even flinch,
Chasin’ paper, stackin’ racks, never givin’ an inch.

[CHORUS]
I’m chasin’ paper ‘cause I’m so fuckin’ high,
Stackin’ bills, livin’ fast, feelin’ like I could fly.
Ain’t no fear in my chest, just the rush of the grind,
Gang energy in my veins, money always on my mind.
I’m on a mission, and I don’t ever slow,
High as the city lights, lettin’ the world know.

[VERSE 2]
Rims spin, tires screech, hear the night call my name,
I don’t play by the rules, streets don’t run the same.
Haters wanna talk, but I’m too high to hear,
Money talk louder than lies, make it disappear.
Every move a power play, every step a risk,
Life in these streets is a test I can’t dismiss.
Chasin’ dreams, chasin’ green, every night’s a fight,
But I thrive in the chaos, I’m alive in the night.

[BRIDGE]
High as the moon, faster than the sun,
Stackin’ racks til the day is done.
Loyalty over everything, my crew never dies,
Chasin’ paper, ridin’ high, with fire in our eyes.
Ain’t no slowin’ down, we own the grind,
Every step calculated, no left behind.

[CHORUS]
I’m chasin’ paper ‘cause I’m so fuckin’ high,
Stackin’ bills, livin’ fast, feelin’ like I could fly.
Ain’t no fear in my chest, just the rush of the grind,
Gang energy in my veins, money always on my mind.
I’m on a mission, and I don’t ever slow,
High as the city lights, lettin’ the world know.

[OUTRO]
Smoke rise, hearts pound, streets echo my name,
Chasin’ paper, so high, I’ll never play the same.
This is gang life, adrenaline, and fire,
I’m so fuckin’ high, climbin’ ever higher.

Chasin' Paper Cause I'm so Fuckin' High

Kiss Me In The Mosh Pit (prod. Jake Markow)

She/Her 🏳️‍⚧️
Artist, Producer
Ghxst Collective

i'm still here, forever manzeron

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