When she trauma dumps you, keeps you close enough to be friends, but far enough to talk to other guys and leaves you for someone else she never told you about... focus on yourself people, even childhood best friends can’t be trusted nowadays

today we were happy together in my dream n then i woke up w a fucking anxiety. it never ends i guess.//

When I needed her the most she didn’t care the type person u are

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Lyrics:
// chorus (geist)
talk to me i want to hear what you'll say
it's over now, we've got it all on display
and i, i'll miss your company 
but it's too late for therapy 
talk to me i want to hear what you'll say
it's over now, we've got it all on display
and i, i'll miss your company 
but it's too late for therapy  

// verse 1 (geist)
talk to me 
i'm steady digging my grave
truth is there's nothing here we could save
bittersweet stares poison the air,
i feel the pressure, they all want me to cave

// verse 2 (heylog)
talk to me i don't know what to say 
consciousness taking over me and my
dad's never believed in therapy but your
sons got no idea what he needs

breaking down again it's like my ninth time today
staying the night at your house from nighttime to day
and driving home has never been so lonely
but it's too late for therapy
going down again it's like somehow i'm good at this
lookin down shaking my head
ignorance is bliss
tell me do u think about us, do u reminisce
baby i'm losing my mind
i'm struggling to exist
where should i begin i'm telling we're not the same
cut off all my hair cause baby i feel ashamed
now i feel the wind running up n down my scalp
took me 7 months to grow below my eyebrows
took me 2 years to finally figure out
how evil u were like darkness under the ground
now i'm steady growing my heart like it's therapy
ring me through the phone i really want u to-

// chorus (geist & heylog)
talk to me i want to hear what you'll say
it's over now, we've got it all on display
and i, i'll miss your company 
but it's too late for therapy 
talk to me i want to hear what you'll say
it's over now, we've got it all on display
and i, i'll miss your company 
but it's too late for therapy

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i'm geist & heylog - therapy (prod. heylog)

produced by heylog
guitar by ashen

lyrics:
my minds
dizzy and my head is way too light 
middle of nowhere just i
now i wish u could be here
the plan is to go disappear

no i
wanna leave so bad i sigh
and i'm sick of everything i cry
and i don't if i should be scared
just let me know if you'll be here
cause i'm too used to people leaving
why is it never good timing
and i'm sick apologizing 
when ur the one who should b sorry
i'm sick
i'll pass it over with one kiss
now we're both sharing our dna
too soon for home yea i'll be there late
still see grey

i'm sick
i'll pass it over with one kiss
now we're both sharing our eye's
what is it like sharing lives?
tonight i plan to make u mine
hearts so lost, thinking u could change that
i been through a lot and i lost a couple friend's 
but if i'm being honest i could care less
i don't wanna go through hell again
i need nothing, from u or anyone
i see something in her, i felt like i have won
(won)
translate my words into love
a better me, better evolve
no i
wanna leave so bad i sigh
and i'm sick of everything i cry
and i don't if i should be scared
just let me know if you'll be here
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made this with strep throat yuh

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evolve

woods (santana)

produced by me and @heylog

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lyrics:

I’m broken, I know that
I’m trying to get up
I’m falling apart
That should be enough

showing my good side
Have to keep my composure
But always get angry
I’m tryna keep it closed

Tell me something
I’ll ignore it
Always angry
I’m just broken

Take it out
On people that I care about
Always sorry
For all the stuff that I have done

Someday I’ll fade
Away, regrets
Still there 
6 feet in the ground
With me

Don’t need you to
Pity me, I don’t
Deserve anything
Oh anything at all

on a borderline to kill all things i obtain
all i gave was kindness, u don't provide the same
i leave it all inside but man i'm bound to explode
i'm holding in my blood that just might come out my nose

i don't really see a point in this
ima cut you and your stupid friends
before i hang up get the bye bye
no voicemail i got the right mind

ima bleed out if i don't cover up
my wounds hurt, they're all deep cuts
so i stg u need to stay away
behind my back i could feel ur blade so

stab me good and cut my face and gouge out my eyes
staring at a wall i've stared at too many times
the way the shadow shapeshifted its way in the light
sinking to the floor cus it turns out i was right

broken

broken (feat. heylog)

stream

'next to u' produced by heylog

lyrics:
𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴,
𝘪 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵

𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶?

u make it so hard to live
i feel like i'm in hell
my parents ain't raise no kid
who'll just end up killing himself
i could shut down
and no one will ever find me
i could lie down
and see u there next to me

i need u to focus
i'm crying, i'm broken
but no one really cares how i'm feeling so hopeless
i hate ur guts
and i hate ur friends
i realized u all suck
so i'll just cut u instead
now i think of u less
cus i thought highly of you
so i distanced away
to try something new
i'm steady being myself
something you'd never do
but i still wish u the best
even though i still hate you

YOU TEXTED ME
I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO SAY
I'LL RESPOND IN A WEEK
MAYBE 2, MAYBE 3
AVOIDING US AND MOVE ON
THOUGH I STILL WRITE YOU IN SONGS
IT'S THE EMOTIONS YOU HOLD
THAT NEVER FEELS WRONG
GOD I'M SO DISAPPOINTED AT EVERYTHING THAT I DO
I'LL PLAY SOME GUITAR, RECORD A COUPLE OF LOOPS
BUT IT AIN'T MET WITH MY STANDARDS
SO I START SOMETHING NEW
AT LEAST I PUT IN SOME WORK
WHICH YOU'LL NEVER DO
TAKIN PICS OF THE WALL
ADD A PLANT AND A BOOK
WRITE A VERSE AND A BRIDGE
CUS I AIN'T GOOD WITH NO HOOK
I KEEP REPEATING MYSELF
AM I SPEAKING TOO MUCH?
I'M NOT A PERSON WHO TALKS
SO I'LL JUST CHILL IN THE BACK AND WATCH

next to u

purple magic in the cup I see
when the fuck you gonna leave me be
only hit my phone for thc
but you a lick so count your money g

started to express my feelings told me tough luck
look at me in my eyes before I drive drunk
hitting me up to party, but I'm still slumped
telling me I'm too mean but I give no fucks

thought she was yo bestie
till she try and text me 
heartbreak in a Bentley

codeine on my white tee
heart so cold my friends leave
cocaine till my nosebleed x2

its 3 in the morning and I pour up twice
but nobody like me when I'm getting high
so fuck everybody that keep me alive
I'm cutting the ties
you aint even try

I stay making money and picking my fights
pull out the purple and pack that shit
I play with the paper and let that shit fly
word from the wise
set shit aside
(set that bullshit aside)

purple magic in the cup I see
when the fuck you gonna leave me be
only hit my phone for thc
but you a lick so count your..

prpl magic (meltycanon)

cover of 'poland' by lil yachty produced by f1lthy
re-produced by logan

poland cover (lil yachty)

prod by me
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lyrics:
u saw me right through
i looked up to u
ur the reason i make songs, how could u
u made me live
but it came to this
oh thanks to all my friends
i’ll never quit

trying to find the love of my life
but it ain’t going to go so well
i act dumb but i know that u lie
everything for u is going so well 
i’m a fucking piece of shit if u know
i mentioned it in a song long ago 
still pissed but i have to let it go
break me down but i’ll grow 

oh stronger and stronger
i’ve been living my life with no father
take my time, im never bothered 
i wish for the worse upon her (x2)

how could i love you
i don’t even like me
why do i wake up
death dosent want me
i’m stuck in my room
they won’t let me leave
one day i’ll kill them all
they don’t believe me (x2)

it’s cuz i’m weak
it’s cuz im a bitch
when pressures on
i throw a fit
but not no more
build up my core
when pressures on
i’ll start a war

arrogant

prod logan

lyrics:
wait here for a minute
i'll be back in a moment
tie me to a rope
pull it back, cut me open
everything we did together
(god)
likes to haunt me
i take it with a grain of salt and everything you taught me
in the end i'm still a human but you hate that
cause you put me in a bottle when u face back
and i remember we were tight but i don't trace back
so ima move on with my life and never think "past"
cause i don't wanna get caught up in flames i've been in before
i see my problems and delete like i just been through a war
and i got 24 hours and 7 days filled with bored
but when someone asks me to hang i don't have time to afford
and by that i mean i just wanna hangout by myself
& i'm sorry but i'd rather work on music n melt
cause oh my god this heat has got me sweating hotter than hell
i haven't showered for a while and i'm starting to smell
now i look into the mirror, sensing anger in me
i wanna smash it into pieces, i don't wanna be weak
i wanna get me out this town and move somewhere overseas
i'm tryna get me to the top but i'm progressing with ease
and the last thing ima do is hang my head and give up
i think they're praying me to fall but so far they're outta luck
cause i continue steady work while they're hungover as f-
and on the weekends i be staying home cause it's just as fun

again

produced by heylog

lyrics:
let me show you how to act right
if you listened it would define
just the type of person u are
it doesn't matter what you go by
cause you'll always be the same person
and you'll always be one of the worst friends
you always were the one to go
when i thought i could count on u the most

lesson learned, don't hold your grudge
even if it could lose someone
hate to know the truth be told
now everything is overthrown

do u wonder where u come from?
picturing at what you've really done
does it affect the way you see your arch?
do they look at you less than what you are?
cause you've always been the same person
and you've always fought the urge to sin
& goodluck tryna get me back
at 2am it kills you bad

no, you messed with the wrong person
yeah you messed with the wrong
you messed it up on purpose
yeah you messed it up
hopefully lesson learned 
i hope a lesson here was learned
i did what i had to do man
and in all honesty 
you're hurting

continue

sprawled out on this park bench
bloodshed
take a look at what the note read
lighting darts, but the smoke bled
cherry red
lush trees now they all dead

guarantee they don't know me now
ghast rain on this old town
muddy soot in my background
vexation when the suns down

in the coupe now
imma drown it out
with these subtle sounds
theres nobody around

sprawled out on this park bench
bloodshed
take a look at what the note read
lighting darts, but the smoke bled
cherry red
lush trees now they all dead

how could I have knew
understanding you
would never come to view

she hate me under suns
she love me under moons
wish I could smile too
x2
these shadows in my room
the way the flowers bloom
telling me its June

starlight through the roof
my hands ten and two
what do I pursue?

sunsets over anguish (Irby)

lyrics
look at how you all change
looking at me all strange
run your mouth some more and imma show you how my grip range
such a fucking damn shame
none your friends don't know your name
used to light the blunts inside the coupe but now you all lame
pussy on some damn games
memories you don't claim
hope y'all find my body laying cold beneath the doorframe
imma do it my way
beamer on the highway
smokey tint and velvet seats be swerving through the workday

ecstasy switchblades
all of this built rage
autumn on Tuesday
winter on Thursday
drinking the worst days
smoking the good days
thinking the worst ways
sleeping gone get paid

40 oz bottles in the backset
we don't need a taxi
residential. tatted on her ass cheek
fucking on a nasty
oxy on a backstreet
you aint fucking with me unless I got you in the bed sheets

spread sheet 
dead sheets
phasing through the floor
haven't heard a word from that fucker since 4
if you didn't wanna show then learn how to hit ignore
guess I'll pour 2 cups for myself and your whore

bitch made
bitch made you aint winning
this my
this my new beginning
my blood
my blood I've been thinning
2 days
2 night I've been spinning

lame (santana)

r.i.p. the old fisherman. we never did get to have a final fishing trip. 

I love you pop

lyrics
if these legs still worked
i'd take you far
to my favorite spot
where the crows could watch
every cast you throw
every stick you catch
every wave you smack
if the wife was sane
maybe i'd take her too
but if i talk right now
they wont come till june
to get me out this chair
so i'll wait for the final trip

continue

heylog

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