Made this at 4am today
@vodafuji
@montypk
@silokilledthis

Outro produced by voda + monty

u hate me, no u dont (voda x monty.pk) prod. silo

PAINT UR NAILS THAT COLOR I LIKE (ARI)

ily violence (prod. suni vega)

introvert cover (prod.kbl)

you pulled my heartstrings you said you want me dead
I grab the gun load it up and put it to my head,
and I forgotten all the things that you had said to me,
you were a friend of me but now you are my enemy 

and I don’t feel alive no u don’t talk to me unless I cry,
and I don’t wanna go home, cuz it’s in the middle of the night

I’m sorry for loosing your love,
I’m sorry for losing your touch,
if I could take it all back
then girl trust me i fucking would

and I don’t feel alive no u don’t talk to me unless I cry,
and I don’t wanna go home, cuz it’s  in the middle of the night

heartstrings [mommasboy]

produced by heylog

lyrics:
we went through a lot of ups and downs
yet you still stayed close to my side
we often dug straight to the ground
you don't know what i look like now
just a number in my phone
i'll love you the most
march is a horrible month
why's it always cold
spent the end to cry
i miss you every night
don't call me when you see this
i'll hit decline
i don't look the same
as i used to
is this a bad thing
log, i don't know you
i don't look the same
like before
and i don't recognize myself
anymore

2 weeks 'till i go home
can't wait to see you, oh
october is when you go
now things are coming to
an end

she'll only love me if i just love myself
but baby with you i felt things i don't feel
i couldn't imagine to feel someone else
the thought of it always gets me overwhelmed
i hate separating from people i love
but i go forever without anyone
i will go for days and not say any words
you won't hear from me cause i sit back and lurk
closing the drapes to block out any light
the things that i do i would never advise
it's so bad for me and hm, i wonder why
growing more acne and i'm not surprised
don't look at me, please don't look at my face
the way that you stare makes me humiliate
i swear i get uglier
i don't look the same
you won't recognize me by how much i've changed
changed

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beatnik - Brakence

breathe in
and breathe out
but you don't hear a sound
so you'll ask me if i'm okay
you're leaving
and me now
then we go back around
watched it all end on that Wednesday

please don't look at me
feel sickening
but i just want to know if you're still listening
the summer's gone and fall's soon following
will winter freeze what's left of what we had remained

watched it all end on a wednesday
butterflies around your neck
watched it all end on a wednesday
pulled you in for a kiss
cause i knew it’s the end

watched it all end on that wednesday [neverforever]

produced by mix
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