Every single night been the same exact thing :c

The Upload

half of my life been apologies
whether it’s earned or not
i know the people that stay in my life are the only ones that i want
man i’m so sick of apologies
the feeling of letting you down
the feeling that i’ll never rest even the day that i lay in the ground
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
i’m starting to lose composure
i’m trying to write
but the tears in my eyes
make it harder to see what i’m holding
i’m never sober
not that i wanna be
i never drink i just smoke marijuana tree
i just kill my emotion 

what am i hoping for
maybe an open door
a sign
an answer or something
i’m always fine and then i’m not
i never know when it’s coming
i’m out of touch with my senses
i got mistakes that replay in my mind
filled with anxiety built around time it don’t matter the tenses
it don’t matter the tenses
whether it’s past present or future i see it ending
i feel stupid
talk to my therapist you never cared n shit
i was the one that was there n shit
i never thought i could talk because pointing out flaws always felt like a heresy

half of my life been apologies
whether it’s earned or not
i know the people that stay in my life are the only ones that i want
man i’m so sick of apologies
the feeling of letting you down
the feeling that i’ll never rest even the day that i lay in the ground
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
i’m starting to lose composure
i’m trying to write
but the tears in my eyes
make it harder to see what i’m holding
i’m never sober
not that i wanna be
i never drink i just smoke marijuana tree
i just kill my emotion 

when i blow up
when this shit done
imma be myself
not for anyone
but that old me
that you knew way back
well he not the same
now he bout this cash
imma bring it back
only for my fam
if you used to know me
then you just a fan
i don’t give a fuck
this ain’t no luck
i put in the work to get out the mud
i don’t give a fuck what you think
i can’t put my mind to it if i ain’t making bands with it
not too long fore i look at my wrist and diamonds dance with it
i been way too modest now i’m just being honest
pay attention to the profit
and now my new girl a goddess

my new girl a goddess
i feel like i'm dying
i feel like i'm dying

half of my life been apologies
whether it’s earned or not
i know the people that stay in my life are the only ones that i want
man i’m so sick of apologies
the feeling of letting you down
the feeling that i’ll never rest even the day that i lay in the ground
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
i’m starting to lose composure
i’m trying to write
but the tears in my eyes
make it harder to see what i’m holding
i’m never sober
not that i wanna be
i never drink i just smoke marijuana tree
i just kill my emotion

apologies (prod. jabarionthebeat x shah x jelly x alek)

[hook]

I been in my mind
only in the nighttime
honestly I’m scared to
say what’s on mind
darkest thoughts that I’m holding onto
honestly I’m sorry if I hurt you

[verse]

that’s the only thing that I’m good at doing
hurting other people then saying sorry
I don’t want to feel this way
not when it’s so late
I don’t feel this way
not when it’s everyday
Every single night been the same exact thing
me regretting everything that I’ve been doing for a year now
throwing everything that I can on a beat how
did I get to this point I dunno how
went from a joke to an actual lifestyle
now look at me I been venting how I feel wow
I don’t really want to feel this way anymore
but it doesn’t even matter because it keeps the music coming

[hook]

I been in my mind
only in the nighttime
honestly I’m scared to
say what’s on mind
darkest thoughts that I’m holding onto
honestly I’m sorry if I hurt you

my nights (prod. nevrfall)

i want it to rain in the summer

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old wishes

Today (feat. Svar) (Prod. Cløud & Ayoley)

all again ft. seejayxo + steadysuffer *jolst*

s/o soundcloud.com/boyfifty and soundcloud.com/user-530621763
enjoy :)

lyrics:

oh you think you know it all.. well you dont
you been stressin bout' everything all alone
and your friends do miss you, you jus dont call em up
it seems to them like you just dont give a fuck

therapy's expensive and exercise is pendin
thoughts are goin wild and anxietys expandin
you need everyone to hear you, but cant seem to open up
yeah your confidence is lackin and you couldnt give a fuck

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself

i miss them all
i need someone to catch me before i fall
i need love and composure
something i looked over
i cant even function, i fucked myself over

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself x2

look them in the eyes, bruh
you cant love yourself if you gonna hide and run
from your confidence its killin you inside of us
im tryna help but you fuckin up the life of us

okay maybe im depressed right now
cant leave the room (go out)
i need some rest right now
i don't got time to show out
i cant find a reason for anything
i cant find the motivation that im chasin so desperately.

oh you think you know it all.. well you dont
you been stressin bout' everything all alone
and your friends do miss you, you jus dont call em up
it seems to them like you just dont give a fuck x2

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself

callin' out to myself

spotify

callin' out to myself (prod. boyfifty x eeryskies)

"Latency (feat. Powfu)" Out Now: https://fanlink.to/ltncy

Produced by KULTARGOTBOUNCE & AK

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Released via R&R Digital

Latency (feat. Powfu)

LYRICS

Cut upon my skin 
To keep my soul
From rotting with
Her love 
Can i

take a second, to realise
the pain she harbours, its plaguing her mind
I swear you look once you’ll see it right though her eyes
that all of her friends keep ignoring the signs
She locked in a trance with the blade, she resides
she dancing with angels like every night
but no one around her could hear her cries
nobody can save her shes outta time

so tell me why
you didnt do shit while she was alive
you just fucking hid behind some worthless lies and went on with your life, 
while she suffered inside
I know you were aware but you still let her die
And now, shes heartbroken for the rest or her life
Every promise that you told her got ripped into five
i dont think she’ll get over it she falls into thought loops 
she's stuck in her mind
and now she cant sleep at night
now she cant sleep at night
no she cant sleep at night

Can i try
To hide myself
Im always hurt
Can i, Can i

Cut upon my skin 
To keep my soul
From rotting with
Her love 
Can iiiiiiii

to hide myself 
Im always hurt
Can i
Can i

hide (autrioly)

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @splashgvng & @overthro
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
You said this was for the best and I'd
Feel better once I got some rest
You lied
I thought that sobriety would bring me peace of mind
It's not

I couldn't be more wrong
Turns out I need a crutch to lean on
Without it I'm too fucked up
Despite my pride
I know I need help
Surely I'm too young to die
I'm too traumatized to think rationally
Like why do bad things always happen to me
You cut ties and turned your back to leave
I really thought that it'd be hard for you

(sendflowrs)
I'll be honest really thought that it'd be hard for you 
I even stopped my friends smoking in my car for you
I know you hate it when I'm faded
That's the shit I lean on
And I'm sippin' care plus until my blood turns neon 

Never thought that it would happen to me
You just told me I'm a fool and stabbed my back and then leave
And I don't wanna hear your voice no more just close your teeth
And I been feelin' hella wavy so just get off me 

You make it seem so easy
Turning your back on me

Listen on Spotify!

Too Young to Die w/ sendflowrs (Prod. Splashgvng & overthro)

Mixed/Mastered By Me & https://soundcloud.com/sakuradoves 
-
Cover Art By https://soundcloud.com/vendilmz
-
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
-
[Lyrics]

(akiradoves)
you should know you disgust me way too much
oh dear i just think you should know 
i just miss you way too much 
you mistake me for someone i don't know
just take me away i just wanna disappear

so tell me why you stabbed me in my back 
you're acting like a little bitch don't know why
you ripped my heart i think i'm just a waste
i think it's about time that you let me go

(sakuradoves)
darling let me go im falling in the snow
i wonder if you know
how much i need you sleeping with me 
baby im so empty maybe they gon envy
when im going up with you now

yeah yeah yeah up with you now
come bring me out 
stuck in this crowd of the memories
from the past living 
fast have fun killing me

(akiradoves) 
i should of known that you'd leave me for him
oh i apologies for the things i did
i fumbled my words way too much 
i wanna be together forever

you should know you disgust me way too much
oh dear i just think you should know 
i just miss you way too much 
you mistake me for someone i don't know
just take me away i just wanna disappear

mistake w/ sakuradoves (nevrfall)

@x1fern
@navyxower
@northshoremusic
@kuriositylol
@emptychest

War w/ 1fern, NAVYXOWER, The North Shore, kuriosity & emptychest [+ sogimura]

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/yungrospo

yung rospo's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@yungrospo


/lyrics/

look at me girl you can see my bones
i wanna talk to you but i don't know how
open up my jaws and let out smoke
one day i might just fucking go ghost, I'm

steadily dying I'm on decline
tar in my sheets i don't sleep through the night
eyes in my windows i cling to the light
i beg you please don't let me out your sight
it's killing me slowly this shit on my mind
and if i let you in I'm scared that I'll drag you down

i need you to thaw me out make my heartbeat
I'm sorry if i had made you doubt that i love you
i swear i don't mean to i just tend to drift away
from this realm i still cling to
trying to stay sane

i can be okay if i try to
i can't tell what happened
im scared everytime i come to
this is what it's come to
let me leave
i don't wanna be the one to end you

jag har ingen annan än dig
dig
jag har ingen annan än dig
än dig

look at me girl you can see my bones
i wanna talk to you but i don't know how
open up my jaws and let out smoke
one day i might just fucking go ghost, I'm

skeleton (yung rospo)

𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕨𝕖'𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣,
𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝕞𝕖 𝕤𝕖𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕.
| prod. splashgvng x pekarot |
non-profit
(lyrics)
its so complicated
and im so sedated
with the thoughts that i have here of you
and im so frustated
im stuck here just waiting
for love thatll never come around
you see that im changing
i fall on the pavement
and i cut myself here for you

for you x2
but you dont want me now
im falling, and i just stumble round
cant clear my thoughts when it is only fogging out
i just wanna rot here in my own hell
ive been waiting here for so damn long 
its kinda scary cause i know youd never love me
i fear the future as im writing all this music
theres no one here that will ever fucking listen
staring at her eyes cause i love the way they glisten
you have me here trapped in this trance
melting at the way you give me that glance
so sedated when youre sitting here next to me
i just wanna give you everything left of me

theres nothing here thats left of me,
can u give me everything that i want to see
your eyes "pretty"
i cant define
the things i see
your way of life
stay here with me
im getting by
with you here with me

made 1/1/2023

sedated (splashgvng x pekarot)

Featuring @sideviewdriveca, @neondion & @decksmusic
Produced by @pekarot_161
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
(Carlby)
Ain't got a dollar to my name but I'm so wealthy
And when I feel out of place my friends tell me
That I'm right where I'm supposed to be
But I'm afraid to open up
Don't get too close to me

No doubt
Wouldn't be here without you
Shout out to the homies
It's about you
I'm slowly finding my way
I'm hoping you do the same
Because we've got a lot to celebrate

Wealthy Pt. 2 w/ Sideview Drive, Neon Dion & decks (Prod. Pekarot)

i hope this song is my last.


it took some pain to write this song
there’s plenty more where it came from
but I can’t vocalize when numb
if you want me gone then you won

I changed more than you all could know
in solitude I’ll stay alone
and I can’t fix what’s set in stone
this aftershock destroyed our home

so now I quit
and what?
my plays are down 
my moods gone up 
so know I see 
the end in sight
this is a sign
to say goodbye

I hope you find a way out soon
this place does anything but help you
when I’m here I’m out of tune
but hopefully I stay immune

I hope you find a way out soon
this place does anything but help you
when I’m here I’m out of tune
but hopefully I stay immune

it took some pain to write this song
there’s plenty more where it came from
but I can’t vocalize when numb
if you want me gone then you won

waving the white flag (moneo)

Title: Playground Heartbeats Artist: Glitchy Genre: Emo Rap / Glitchcore

Description: Dive into the emotional depths with Glitchy’s “Playground Heartbeats,” a track that encapsulates the raw essence of emo rap infused with glitchcore elements. This poignant piece narrates the tale of a first kiss shared on the school playground, exploring the innocence of young love and the bittersweet memories that linger. Glitchy’s introspective lyrics and the distorted, pulsating beats create a soundscape that mirrors the chaos and clarity of youthful emotions.

Lyrics Theme: First love, nostalgia, emotional introspection Mood: Reflective, melancholic, intense Key Elements: Distorted beats, emotive storytelling, glitchy sound textures



Release Date: [7 may 2024]
BPM: [85]
Key: [e minor]
Language: English
Explicit Content: [no]


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my nights (prod. nevrfall)

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