this sounds like a bon iver track and i'm loving it tbh

what int he fuccccq

covered some of my favorite songs <3

co-prod. wishlane & soutjay

songs covered:
burbank house - tsubi club
endlessly - bixby
heck - underscores
morris island - soupandreas
rosier/punk2 - brakence
sydney - gabby start
santa monica - aries
peace sounds - james ivy

thank you for the inspiration

songs that keep me sane

spotlight
coming in hot
a yellow flash is all it takes I see you when i meditate ’til you beeline
you always do
there’s no rational for you staying
so irrational for you to think I wouldn’t

go for all the second dates the morning after
I wonder what the fuq i said
to make you get up and leave

take my place
for now i need a minute

take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away

well I’m not gonna force it
telling horror stories
i couldn’t show you love in a purgatory now i see it
it’s all transitory
if its a yellow-white flash, it’s an allegory i wonder what it takes
i’ll settle for my fate
but i wouldn’t let you wait
you sighed from my mistakes


i wonder what i would be doing if it wasn’t for you
hiding from the truth is all i’ll ever do
ah fuq! i wish i said to you
‘no please don’t get up and leave’

take my place
for now i need a minute
take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away
yeah

and i stay lit
just a little bit
too long cause i wanna catch a glimpse of it you said you didn’t know me anymore no you said you didn’t know me
it’s my fault you let me go

It's my fault you let me go

Produced + mixed by me
Mastered by @st1cksyea

Streaming: https://sparta.ffm.to/wl-ns

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-numbers-station-lyrics

Numbers station

deep end

co prod gabbyyyyyyyyy

you told me to stay, when i said this town is just another circle of hell
you don’t have to break but you find yourself counting the times you fell
i and was watching all your situations barring the missed occasions with silent regret
when you said you could never love again
too many dark rooms filled with nights to forget

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want

call it what you want

you could never be wrong
cause this night will go on
and the dj keeps playing that stupid drake song

and you said
i’m just so tired of these kids going places to do coke in the bathroom and it’s like nobody wants to have fun and everyone just wants to get fucked up so

maybe i could never love again
in all these dark rooms filled with nights to regret

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want

call it what you want

i’m tired of this aggression
faking love and self obsession
nobody’s got good intentions
where’s the ending

am i lost to find consistent
when people are persistent
in their own twisted way of living
i guess we call it what we want

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want
call it what you want
call it what you want

Call it what you want (co p. gabby start)

thank you to the awesome @patchymate for the cover art and help with arrangement and mixing! 

she'd go and take it, don’t reciprocate
end up feeling less sweet, opened wide
I’m dead in conversations, going to places i shouldn’t stay
real or on the line

feeling out of touch,
I can’t sense a numb feeling
state the obvious when I lose track of meaning
you keep on reading my mind when I don’t want you to
when I write about, write about, you
shit, go and take it, don’t reciprocate
even if it’s for the worse, I think I’ll be just fine

(patchymate)
don’t!
stop breaking your back for me
it isn’t worth the pain and the sense of a tragedy
it wasn’t no

don’t!
stop taking the edge out of everything i like
don’t!
keep me from friends ain’t like nothing that you had
don’t take it out on me, i’m your beauty queen
and i want everything you have
i want everything you have

still wanna show the do-si-do
show off the branches when the grow
and i want everything you have
i want everything you have
i wanna build an enterprise
co-divide and start to multiply and multiply and multiply and multiply

take it out of me to see the rest
lied about who lies with me in bed
fornicating on with someone else
and all my friends are getting used to it
all my friends are the best
believe me, to be the name i wasn’t then
it could have killed me in an instant
it could have got to my soul

and i love being all orderly
but it ain’t for me
i march to my own form
don’t you see?
i told you babe, it was an omen
and my friends are gonna love it when i cry

and you won’t
but you don’t have to believe me again

me/you feat. patchymate

https://open.spotify.com/track/1maP7HyVHn1FANGa0BJWOF?si=4a0c2721f7c44ad2

Maybe I am right
Maybe I'm wrong
You'll see the same thing happening if you're unaware
I've noticed a change in the state of affairs
Oh, I know
Can you believe it
It's been only an hour since you left home and
You're already thinking 'bout it
I've been on this path
Oh, let me tell you 'bout it
What's it gonna be, yeah
Yeah, this liberation I'm creating
So I'll venture now to kill off this spirit with my laughter
We're all just using this tech as a distraction
Just fucking listen to me
Can you believe it
It's been only an hour since you left home and
You're already thinking 'bout it
And courage has to be my virtue
Yeah, I'm that tragically involved
I knew this path was so dangerous
I've known since I was sixteen
This is my time
I won't pass up the offer
Okay Sage, what's the move
But if I'm keeping it real with you
I've always been steadfast
And I sense that's what screen-time is tryna erase (it's always been)
And you constantly question
If your time has been well spent
But you're lost in the feed
Do you feel that you're well fed
Just fucking break it all down
You're wasting your time
And I'm tryna kill off this spirit with my laughter
And to think I need to get it all out
(You'll find me laughing on my phone
As I throw away my phone)
I fell on my sword
And I pulled it right out of myself
Beautiful boy
I've got no protection now
Do you believe it
Open up the line to my unconscious
I feel it
And we ain't making love unless you're part of my scheming
No
We ain't making love unless you're part of my scheming
Believe it
Felt like my body betrayed me
Had to regain my trust
I'm so sick of complaining
It's all lust of result
Well, how can I advise you
I don't wanna see you grasping like them
And only look behind you
If you're gonna assimilate what's there
I know that you're trying to
I can see the fire in your eyes
Okay Sage, what's the move
But I know it has to be me
It's no mistake
So I'll venture now to kill off this spirit with my laughter
I'll break you with my craft and I
Wanted it all back but
I have to let it go for me to
(Existential)
(And say how much you love it)

steadfast

Spotify

Blair achieves the highest highs of peace and euphoria; with the help of a little something.

best friend

spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

ann j gardner canyon park 2012

LYRICS

stumbling backwards till i fall
bitter through the storm
terrified of whats to come
i cant see my own

[X2] oooooo dont you know
it’ll all work out 
oooooo dont you know 
it’ll all work out 

carry me down the river 
never going under thats what ill say
knowing that im lying
never care to try
tell me that im drowing 
i wont look at why

oooooo dont you know
it’ll all work out 
oooooo dont you know 
it’ll all work out

the river

second officially licensed production by tsunami bitch club

laced up

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From August 10th to August 11th, 2024, over 1,000 creatives woke up early, clocked out of work, gathered with friends, and prepared for the 24-hour challenge to come. As submissions roll in, the day passes in the blink of an eye. Musicians put their final touches on their songs, passing around the master file for one final polish from all collaborators. Visual artists eagerly await for the few final minutes of their render to pass with no issues. All participants take one big, deep breath as they upload their files and hit "Submit". Out of 562 music submissions and 71 art submissions, 45 shining tracks and one cover design were selected and organized with care into one final album. It captures a glimpse of the evolving creativity not just of our community, but of creatives everywhere.

First and foremost, All Nighter is about joy; the payoff is well worth it, but the purpose is in the process. It's so much more than making a song or cover art with a friend—it's human connection. It's learning how to push yourself beyond your creative limits. It's taking pride in your hard work. It's meeting new people who happen to love the same musicians and artists as you. Creating what makes you happy is a joy that keeps the wheels of creativity turning; we all owe it to ourselves to love what we make, and make what we love.

All proceeds from All Nighter, Vol. 9 will be donated to the National Alliance for Eating Disorders, a charity that provides referrals, education, and support to individuals experiencing eating disorders and their loved ones.

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Student Housing - SPIT IT OUT

(i can come back down a little more)
hypnotized
if you come down to the garden we could verbalize
for the hollow of your mother
you could chase the time
and turn it into something else
all the things you did to me are poisoned
with immaculate intelligence that i feel
whoever told you that You can turn it down at godspeed

its ok now
but all i wanted was a feeling

one free fall
shutdown
rising me from the above
smacking me into the ground
if i could
i would let you know the truth
but all i see is staring at and waiting for me
cant let it decieve

all the morning routes
and the night sky
we're just falling out
in a new time
line the feeling
open my eyes
break the ceiling
as the wall cries
about meanings
no regarding
only live it
in the timelapse
and believe it
like do magic
like the kids we used to be

one free fall
shutdown
rising me from the above
smacking me into the ground
all i see is burning colors
i dont wanna see the light

Break the pen
I dont wanna play nor pretend
That we could be something that would work
Only if we break all the amends
I dont wanna have you as a friend and i dont wanna hear from you again
Everything thats been on your mouth
You can let it have some air
I fall through the pieces of the glass
Always on my phone but left on read
I dont wanna feel like im a mess
But i really think that im a mess
I dont wanna have you as a friend and i dont wanna hear from you again
Everything thats been on your mouth

soft

Magic 8 Ball: The Prelude

Magic 8 Ball

мой тгк: shyteclips
#tewiq

мои слова уйдут как на запястьях....

скажи мне
сколько раз ты целовала мои раны скажи
я не могу дальше жить
ну скажи 
че за тип
я не могу так любить
жизнь меняет правила
и заставляет меня жить

скажи мне почему
я не могу себя почувствовать
скажи мне почему
весь мир меняется и в грусть дает
скажи мне почему я так устал все это чувствовать...
проста скажи мне 
скажи...

скажи мне
сколько раз ты целовала мои раны скажи
я не могу дальше жить
ну скажи 
че за тип
я не могу так любить
жизнь меняет правила
и заставляет меня жить
ну скажи

скажи мне
сколько раз ты целовала мои раны скажи
я не могу дальше жить
ну скажи 
че за тип
я не могу так любить
жизнь меняет правила
и заставляет меня жить
ну скажи

СКАЖИ МНЕ (prod. kutaraku)

prod. me 

i watched the truman show and had a depressing existential epiphany
                  
   if this blows someday i wanna make a music video
     
  lyrics                                  
     
______________________________________________________________
call it progressive overload but i dont feel like im progressing

claim ill forever be alone if i dont learn all of these lessons

life is tearing me apart limb from limb just like a twister

and shes playin with my heart peelin slowly like a blister

cause i feel defeated and i want all this to end

conversations heated now they all want me dead

uh uh woah oh

they all want me dead (alot of times)

why do they all want me dead?

("your a dirty demon get away")

climax

call it progressive overload but i think im progressing way too much

im still alone but all these lessons helped me learn and stuff

lifes done tearing me apart and now i know im an emotional f***

("theres no reason to change")

("this is the only way")

me/you feat. patchymate

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