My Submission for Moonboy's remix. 

ALSO I CANT FIND THE ARTIST FOR THE ORIGINAL WARIO PICTURE!!! I edited this one for the cover. If you know who they are, pls message me so i can properly credit them! I found it in some facebook group weeks ago in a comment section taken by someone else. So my google image search doesnt work when I use it.

Moonboy - Have Faith In Me (Brodeathazine Remix)

So this isn't a new song or a demo, but it is a killer remix done by an old friend with a couple unearthed extra tracks thrown into the mix!  

New mix done by Michael at Airworks Audio!  Check them out :-0
https://www.airworksaudio.com/

Less About You, More About Self Loathing (2021 - Airworks Mix)

I don’t want you here if you don’t trust me
And I don’t want to hear that you might miss me

Mouthful of cherry pits
(It’s a nervous tick)
When one beer makes you sick
It’s time to quit
(But what if quitting doesn’t stop it?)


I don’t think about you as much as I used to, but it hurts to miss you all the same 
And trust me, I still do, despite what you’d accuse, but I thought by how I’d be okay
I couldn’t stay
Dreaming about you remains the sweetest thing

Now I go to the movies alone

I kept your broken guitar pick safe in my pocket until I moved back home
Then I went and lost it on a car trip I took up to Lowell
Why am I still talking?
What am I even doing?
Superstition has taken hold
You were the last thing that I really loved, so I know it’s time to fold

Survival Diet (Demo)

I can’t tell you how I really feel
Not that you’d even care to hear the news

The lillies bloomed again a week after I saw you
A week after I told you I still want to die
I don’t have it in me
The important parts are missing
You held me in the driveway as I started to cry
You have been with me since the start of the ugliness that’s part of being born wrong 
And you have said there’s a trapped door straight to heaven, but I can’t pry it open 
I still don’t belong

I don’t belong
Everything thing that I ever hoped it could be,  everything that I ever thought it should be, is wrong

9th Grade Poetry (Snow Day Version)

I’m always anxious when I leave the house
And I’m embarrassed when I open my mouth
Nothing changes
Patterns still weigh me down
I will protect you, I’ll just sit and watch you drown 

Everyone should know that I’m never really sorry
If I was, I would not keep on doing nothing 
Everything I do will always be self serving 
My anxiety is kind, it does the driving

I’m stuck writing the same song for the rest of my life

Phoning It In (Demo)

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[@navyxower]

yeah it washes it away, when im not doin so great
yeah you takin all ur drugs, just to wipe away ur pain
sit and cry about my feelings in the shower, so i stay
i think im loosin grip and yet, deaths scaring me away
its, visual all our lives just fade away
and all my tears, will wipe away
its all i want for you to stay, oh oh
yeah i hop right in the shower with my clothes on
thinkin every night what do i try, for
i wish i had you everynight to hold me on to giving grace
i wonder in three years, can u just look me in the face

[hero x @navyxower]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
singing to myself am i best alone
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

shower thoughts (ft. navyxower) (boyfifty)

This is rough cover of (a cover?) performed originally by Kind of Like Spitting and written by Dan Devriend (according to discogs). I had planned to do a better more thought out version but I’m actually pretty into how this came out now that I’ve had some time to sit on it.

Since I haven’t finished any new demos in a while I give you this! Enjoy

4-LETTER WORDS (COVER - ROUGH)

like were fading(prod. remghost)

ANX13TY REMIX (nothing,nowhere.)

Lyrics
And I hope the state of our house plants
Is in no shape reminiscent
Of the way the past months have been
Or the weight I've weighed on your patience
Can we blame it on
Anything other than

I want to believe it
Delusional is it
Well I see the hole in the bag
Try to bury these feelings
Under the shell of me
But they grow legs and come back
Back back
I see the hole in the bag
Once filled with all that we had
Now spilled in the back
With the trash

Lining the garden
Was trash spread over the earth
The lights went over my head
Confused as to why it won't work
Just hold me tight
I swear I'll be what you need
And everything in between
I swear I'll make you believe
What you will lose if you leave

I want to believe it
Delusional is it
Well I see the hole in the bag
Try to bury these feelings
Under the shell of me
But they grow legs and come back

I want to believe it
Delusional is it
Well I see the hole in the bag
Try to bury these feelings
Under the shell of me
But they grow legs and come back
Back back
I see the hole in the bag
Once filled with all that we had
Now spilled in the back

Dealing with loss
Like an abrupt end
My exact thoughts
The ones that I fed
That I'm dealing with loss
Like an abrupt end
My exact thoughts
The ones that I fed
Need to starve them out
Starve them out
Starve them out instead
I see the hole in the bag

guitar by me
produced by VITO

house plants + VITO (prod. VITO)

you're such a friend to me

singer/songwriter & guitarist
https://linktr.ee/hillamillion

house plants + VITO (prod. VITO)

hillamillion

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