Is this all that I am anymore ?
Can I call this a relapse or
Am I just stupid
I’m just stupid
No one cares when I say it as a joke
I look fine but inside I’m froze
I’m so stupid 
Aren’t I stupid ? 

I’m so deluded it feels like a burden now
Keep throwing money till I say I’m finally out
But I’m not
All that I’ve worked for immediately out my hands
Say I’m fine but it’s nothing that I could grasp
Isn’t that stupid ?

Is this all that I am anymore ?
Can I call this a relapse or
Am I just stupid
I’m just stupid
No one cared when I said it as a joke
I look fine but inside I’m froze
I’m so stupid 
I’m so stupid 

Eyes glued to my screen all night
Fall asleep without my high
You don’t get it and nor do I
I swear I only use it to pass my time
But what time is it now ?
I’m starting to feel better can you slow it down
I’ll stay awake till I go outside
And pretend it’s not ruined my life

Is this all that I am anymore ?
Can I call this a relapse or
Am I just stupid
I’m just stupid
No one cared when I said it as a joke
I look fine but inside I’m froze
I’m so stupid 
I’m so stupid

I’m so deluded it feels like a burden now
Keep throwing money till I say I’m finally out
But I’m not
All that I’ve worked for immediately out my hands
Say I’m fine but it’s nothing that I could grasp
Isn’t that stupid ?

stupid

I sing 🎤
alt pop - hyperpop - melodic edm - dark pop - indie
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Underground wannabe metal artist. I also (try to) make emo rap/lofi type shi like sadboyprolific or powfu. I’m tryna make some trap metal/necrotrap type tracks so stay in tune for that
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Check my reposts and playlists for music recommendations. I repost songs I love


“I advise you to not hide your feelings. Don’t pretend to be okay when you’re not okay. Don’t pretend to happy when you’re sad. It’ll only lead to misery.”
-XXXTentacion

“How can you expect other people to love you? If you can’t love yourself. Be nice to yourself and give yourself the gift of self acceptance.” -Kill Dyll

“Life isn’t about happiness. It’s about the pursuit of it For if we were happy all the time, happiness would cease to exist.” -Kill Dyll

“The sheep will spend its entire life fearing the wolf, only to be eaten by the shepherd.”

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Artist 🎶 just tryna leave a impact and build a legacy 🖤🌙

stupid

hiraeth