hope you are doing fine friend, and keep up the good work.

definitely a new fan for both. love this.

produced by hiraeth


You know I won’t change
I’ll go I won’t stay
Cut me in my face
Bleed out, I’m the same
Tend me to my grave
Dig me, I won’t stay
Slow me from my pace
Can’t find my place

Take me outside let me die to my sword
Hunt me inside leaving blood on the wall
Push me away bitch I’ve done this before
Crying for help everybody ignores

Leave me alone Keep your shit at the door
Tell me you love me and message ignored
I wouldn’t cheat and get fucked when I’m bored
Nothing to say cause you’ve done it before
 
Covered in ashes and mold
Leave me outside in the cold
Bloods running down to the snow
Tell me you want me to go
Ive got no faith 
lost my hope
This crushing I feel on my bones
Send me to death
Watch me toll
Eaten alive 
Im alone

gravetender

produced by sleepwater leftquiet and heylog
w @heylog

im losing faith and abilities
i wish i was brave im never at ease
what did you say to me
nothing was made for me
nothing went the way of the willow
ill sit right here and wait by my window

picking leaves for you to see
i hate these trees when i cant breathe
im sick of me i said too much
i hate myself not scared to crush
im not scared to crush
i hate myself
not fair no touch
i did this to myself

come destroy me now i rlly wanna know
i locked inside your arms
i hate the way it goes
im locked inside a farm 
while u remove his coat
ive never had the time 
to let anyone close

heylog:
just a log and a tree standing open in fields
rough times for a being if u don't know how to heal
kill me lover, push below the ground
oh i can't stand it here, not even an ounce
oh you
oh my
come back
to my side
i dont know myself
dont go ill stay and get help

no i dont miss you
hate what u done to me
say that your in love me
200 hundred days
where i would see you
i made a mistake
now i cant see you

fields w/heylog

its ur mess
figure it out

produced by neverforever 

completely non profit

lyrics

I been tryna live life wrong 
I can feel it now
tell me when I write my songs
what u feelin' out?
lemme rip apart my soul
let me deal it out
I just live inside my head
I won't let me out

walk around like an apartment complex
scenes of loss n abandoned objects
mental blocks feel like shallow tar pits
I got the keys but forgot where the car is
here's a song for the truly sharded
fucked around n got broken hearted
itchy arms when asked where the scar is
who u r is not at all important

I been tryna live life wrong 
I can feel it now
tell me when I write my songs
what u feelin' out?
lemme rip apart my soul
let me deal it out
I ain't really got much else
so I'ma give it out

even when I'm down count on me I got it
lemme write this down then tomorrow drop it
name another coming up that can match
I'll top it
I get on the beat n watch the heads start boppin 
I don't wanna sing on the same old topic
while I'm on the flow lemme shoutout tropic 
running low on time so it's hard to lock in
I go to work in the morning exhausted

still the cold air of the mountain somehow always catches up to me
I could feel the past go up in flames as smoke rolls over me
I will never get that back, yet still, has such a hold on me
there's nothing, I'm just fucked n u can't save me from my -

I been tryna live life wrong 
I can feel it now
tell me when I write my songs
what u feelin' out?
lemme rip apart my soul
let me deal it out
why u listen to me whine
u should kick me out



mountain dweller (neverforever)

produced by decks

completely non profit

loveless 'til I die.

lyrics 

when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go
I let her gut me like a creature
bourbon on my sneakers
only spilt my drink as she stole my soul

when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go
I let her gut me like a creature
bourbon on my sneakers
only spilt my drink as she stole my soul

me and my boys we put down litres 
drinking til' our teeth hurt
we were born with addict carved in our bones
and when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go

I'm a silhouette
of a tree in a storm
smoking cigarettes
got a couple thou
plan on saving it 
I been working hard
I been feeling it
n u just filling in
n I'm just mixing in
I worked 60 hours this week
n I'm still singing it
if that's not living it
then who knows what it is
work towards a future 
tho I do not plan on seeing it

when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go
I let her gut me like a creature
bourbon on my sneakers
only spilt my drink as she stole my soul

me and my boys we put down litres 
drinking til' our teeth hurt
we were born with addict carved in our bones
and when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go


layered (decks)

@imgeist

prod hira

i see the color of your eyes 
in every hue of the sky 
fall asleep every night  
to thoughts of just you & i 
no more goodbyes 
took all my pride 
and departed  

oh love just look what you’ve done to me 
hold my heart, it barely beats 
i’m struggling here to breathe 
do u not have sympathy? 
is this not enough? 
i swear i’m just not that tough 
u stab the knife in my gut 
pouring salt on my cuts

oh love just look what you’ve done to me 
stab my heart, it only bleeds 
i’m struggling, can’t you see 
but u don’t have empathy  
i wasn’t enough 
i swear this isn’t called love 
pouring salt on my cuts 
and then expect me to trust

u promised me it wouldnt hurt
im getting sick of all the arguing its back and forth
i know ive said it all before, you know it wouldnt hurt
struggling to find a reason i keep going on
and everytime that i go out i feel like everyone
is always watching watching over me 
but i need something more
i cant believe you really left me just to never call
this could be my last night and ur watching me fall 

dropping, on the way she sees my body laying cold
leave it out to surface, baby leave me on my own
dont ask for my advice ill be responding with a no
please dont let them find me promise you wont let them know

surface w/ i'm geist

It’s only been a year, why’s it feel like 10
It’s only been the difference of my life back then
You were everything, the foundation of it all
I can sing as much as I want about it
No one even notices what this has done to me
I keep getting criticised on everything that I release 
Cause it’s not the same, how could it just be the same? 
I don’t have passion anymore, without his in my face 
I don’t care about nothing, I don’t show any love
I don’t show no companionship to anyone I know
It really was just me and him
I don’t know anymore
I don’t know anything
Just that a piece of me’s gone 
Ship is sinking, I’m starboard with a cold embrace 
Cause I know you’re not in the water here and that’s okay
Maybe when I’ve drown, I’ll travel to yours

Oh idk idk

Vessel

If you wanna let me go then darling
I don’t mind
Maybe a little I won’t show it you don’t
Have the time
So stop concerning or worrying about
What I hide
Those feelings locked away the key is somewhere, I resided

You cannot force an entry 
No it’s a little bit mean don’t you think
Maybe these walls are meant to stay up 
Surrounding me
If you wanna get past you’ll have to
Kill me
Are we starting again
Without all my friends

I’m running I’m running away
You don’t have to catch me
Nothing but doubt and regret
You won’t ever find me

If you wanna let me go then darling
I don’t mind
Maybe a little I won’t show it you don’t
Have the time
So stop concerning or worrying about
What I hide
Those feelings locked away the key is somewhere, I resided

I wish I slept thru everything 
Woke up to birds singing 
Outside my window pane
Wake up repeat again
Tell death I’m on my way
He’s not too far away
He’ll take me all the same
Select all delete again

If you wanna let me go then darling
I don’t mind
Maybe a little I won’t show it you don’t
Have the time
So stop concerning or worrying about
What I hide
Those feelings locked away the key is somewhere, I resided

slept through everything

MMAYSKU - ОДИН

feelin right ( prod kizip )

@nversad & @heylog <--check them out; they better than me x111
/
lyrics (:
/
(yuno)
internet girlz
im falling in love with these internet girlz
internet girlz
ive never met a single one i just love these internet girlz
<3 over emojis can you feel my heartbeat the way you do me
tryna play it cool riding in the back seat
hold on to my hand like the feeling so sweet
she says im kinda cool that i know how to move
she sings my songs until the song she sings sounds like its new

(heylog)
mom is always picking up after me
i dont feel bad but i do its kinda hard to see
once you get to know me youll realize im confusing
i hate singing cause it sucks so ill just write weird poetry
just about everything i make is sad and my lyrics are depressing
/
gimme your sugar and ill give some back
i need to tell you something please just relax
i loooooove you
and thats okay but do you love me too

(yuno)
internet girlz in a virtual world
seconds to verge they could never submerge
hearts made of gold with your ice cold hands
can you let me know where to my find soul
/
im in a fairytale when i see that shes around
star gaze into those eyes im no longer colorblind
stars tell a tale whenever youre around
im lost and im found with you safe and sound
she wakes up
i go to sleep
shes far away
but i still dream
just a couple weeks til i see you on the east side
pull up to your house but no im not tongue tied

internet girls feat. heylog (prod, nversad)

fuck out the way

https://soundcloud.com/heylog

https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

Lyrics:

(bbyk9)
A few words now
Girl you’re in my brain

Could you move cause
Girl you're in my way

Yeah you're just watching, you don’t care if I break

Leave me in the dirt, and walk away

Yeah you fucked me up now I've gone bad
Barely finished this song I was too sad
I got cheap drugs in both hands
I got problems don't say that

And I'm attached now she's mad
Pop pills. and I lean back
You come in, paint the scene black
I got bad plugs like where he at?

Please just shut up get out my way
Mud in the cup blunt to my face
It makes me sick so I don’t say her name
She’s fucking him rubbing it in my face

And I’m not okay
Two or three words put me in a disarray
Need a lil somethin to numb out the pain
Gave me your love should've known it was fake

A few words now
Girl you’re in my brain

Could you move cause
Girl you're in my way

Yeah you're just watching, you don’t care if I break

Leave me in the dirt, and walk away

(heylog)
Like pls girl just get out the way
But she tried seeing if he was okay
And his eyes filled with heavy rain
But he lied said hes happy im great

No she has no idea hes in pain
But he smiles faking every day
And he always said "dump me on the blame"
So he vanished and left not one trace

And if u think i love you baby im already passed ya
And hes falling far behind maybe tyo will help u catch up
I got bigger problems than to worry bout the both of ya
So imma go to sleep even though ill probably dream of you

I wanna get rich so i can isolate in montana
Maybe have a cat and a golden retriever
One named max and the other named bella
Maybe have you, cause i really want you

(bbyk9)
A few words now
Girl you’re in my brain

Could you move cause
Girl you're in my way

Yeah you're just watching, you don’t care if I break

Leave me in the dirt, and walk away

surface w/ i'm geist

hiraeth

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