produced by hiraeth
(sinxi on guitar at the end :>)

let me down
said that theres no reason to mourn
you let me drown
reaper pushed me outta the door
ur not around
i dont wanna die to a sword
put me down
said that theres no reason to call

i dont need a reason 
do u believe that im fine ?
tear me up cant do this 
u said that you wont lie
i dont need ur passion 
stop pushing me dont try
i was just a pot that you pissed in the whole time

letting me go 
to stay the same youll never change
turn me to stone
my bones get colder everyday
i wanna know
if all this love was never trained
tear me apart
so i could feel it all again


cant find the time to stay
wasting it all away
feelings i cant erase
blood ripping down in the rain

shovel  shit across the  yard in the silence
take him out man i aim where his head is
such a switch swear before he wasnt like this
how do u not get sick of being pretentious

i dont need a reason 
do u believe that im fine ?
tear me up cant do this 
u said that you wont lie
i dont need ur passion 
stop pushing me dont try
i was just a pot that you pissed in the whole time

letting me go 
to stay the same youll never change
turn me to stone
my bones get colder everyday
i wanna know
if all this love was never trained
tear me apart
so i could feel it all again

feel

</3
guitar played by acey
rest prod by me

how can i not talk to you everytime i overthink
think of the words that you've been spewing
your right arm is covered in ink
found my charm and i let him in
i wanna know why you ruin it
found my heart and it might be pink
i wanna know why u pursuing him

i wanna know if you want me dear
raise our love but never our fears
i dont know if you want him here
recycle what you said to me ill make you go a floot
remember what you did to me i fucking hate you
do you hate me too, well hey i fucking hate you
i kissed a girl, i fucking love you

your eyes so nice i love them
im on ice when i talk to your best friend
she told me i suck i should leave you
back off i know my wrongs due
sunflower we're in orbit
you a lone wolf and i want it
and i want you babe he got you and i hate fate
slits in his brows your attracted to that
im here with a towel conflicted to scrap
i need out, resist all that cap
im bugging out i hate you for that
ill tough it out, ill make you look bad
if you loved me and if you want home

you touch on my neck and girl it felt like home
now im filled w stressed now and now im fueled w bones
you said you wouldent go, but now im all alone
you touch on my neck and girl it felt like home

busy

@imgeist

prod hira

i see the color of your eyes 
in every hue of the sky 
fall asleep every night  
to thoughts of just you & i 
no more goodbyes 
took all my pride 
and departed  

oh love just look what you’ve done to me 
hold my heart, it barely beats 
i’m struggling here to breathe 
do u not have sympathy? 
is this not enough? 
i swear i’m just not that tough 
u stab the knife in my gut 
pouring salt on my cuts

oh love just look what you’ve done to me 
stab my heart, it only bleeds 
i’m struggling, can’t you see 
but u don’t have empathy  
i wasn’t enough 
i swear this isn’t called love 
pouring salt on my cuts 
and then expect me to trust

u promised me it wouldnt hurt
im getting sick of all the arguing its back and forth
i know ive said it all before, you know it wouldnt hurt
struggling to find a reason i keep going on
and everytime that i go out i feel like everyone
is always watching watching over me 
but i need something more
i cant believe you really left me just to never call
this could be my last night and ur watching me fall 

dropping, on the way she sees my body laying cold
leave it out to surface, baby leave me on my own
dont ask for my advice ill be responding with a no
please dont let them find me promise you wont let them know

surface w/ i'm geist

guitar played by @user-374890447

lyrics:
what do you know about this
what do you know about this
oh what do you know about this
I'm sick of saying that I'm okay

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
im sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone

say what u done to me
you open me gave me misery
you blow out the candle as i set it alight
fate wasn't kind to me
your over me were history
into someone else
erases every part of me

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i prey it don't
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone

anxiety

you could get somewhere if you shut your mouth
six shooter spinning lately let me down
in too deep you dont want me now
in too deep you should pull me out

aim for my throat girl
i dont even choke love
give me some more
im a ghost when im inside of you
we rot on the floor
dont stop
gimme it all love
i shouldve know
my friends all told me that youre going out and talking alone

i dont feel much better after all this time
you should let me choke and pretend you tried
you should fill my throat with some morph and wine
so i cant feel a thing i feel like nothing else is going right

stab me to watch me bleed
youve taken all that i am
my friends are leaving me
dont know how long i have left

i shouldve know what youre pulling me for 
dont stop now
i feel like i could do more

is your father not bored
youre dressed like a whore
everytime you go out you fuck 5 or more
alcohol 
theres no alcohol
you swear you get pissed
no you dont at all

and you can try to change me
ur time is wasted 
you might be deluded need a milli to persuade me
my bones are breaking
harvest wasted
drop me in the shit so you can flush me vacant

vacant

i dont really like where youre pulling me now
i thought id do better, but youre barely proud
i dont really like that youre not calming me down
ive got nowhere to run now
nowhere to go now

you thought its best for me
but i dont need anything but you now
i did whats best for me 
and honestly i need you right here in my house
cant let this run on much further
further ill fall down
dont know how much i can cope fore' i hit you and fall back down

on the pavement 
on the pavement

pavement

i still see blue

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/user-411557229
prod: saint mike
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

writing out these letters
lately i can't help
but pray that i get better 
i'm stuck in my own hell
talk to me slow,
don't let me go 

we were so happy,
what happened?
stuck on the past tense
sometimes i miss it 
it's hard to forget it 
blue,
(i still see blue)
i still think of you
(i still think of you)

lay by the lake,
i was never the same 

baby ima masochist at best
got a lot of scars on my chest 
i was your porcelain puppet 
cracks line over my stomach
even with my body going numb
i still wished to feel the cuts 
and after everything was done
i still wanna be your one

(residential:)
am i bothering at all?
kinda wish you stayed 
is it someone else's palms
or the portraits that i framed

is it killing you at all?
cause i can't say the same 
the hazel in your eyes
is embalmed into my brain 

i cant sleep at night 
it's better with time
but i'll

pull it together
keep my dignity tethered
guess it's better than never
your words here forever

(skele:)
fucking wasted my time
still on the back of my mind
fucking wasted my life 
oh trust me, i tried
(trust me i, trust me i tried)



after everything (w/ residential)

Я в тебя влюблён, но в твоём взгляде укор
Лечишь или разрушаешь? Я не знаю, с чем укол
Вою на луну от боли - это и есть МунКор,
Но для неё это прикол
Счастье слепим мы, только не играй с мукой (не надо)
У тебя голос топ, а мой кринж, будто у анкорд (а-а)
За собой ведёшь меня, словно ты аккорд
По течению плыл, но ты стала рекой
Йа, знаешь, для неё
Я побью рекорд и свой, и чужой, и другой
Этим я буду очень горд, да, который год
Ты так далеко
Ничего не помогает
Как с тобой быть нет же гайдов
В мире только много гадов
Я один из них, дилемма, казус (йа-йа)
Любовь ослепила, счастье не слепила
Дело не только в либидо, было бы обидно
Слёзы не остановить, я уже промок
Ты меня ненавидишь - я наоборот
И мою сносит башню, любить тебя опасно
К тебе подходят пацы, сочиняют басни
И они трусы, речь не о панцу, ну а у меня же толстый панцирь
Нет, я вовсе не заебался, задай вопрос, я ансэ
Так романтична, словно ты с Кореи
Для меня звезда: далеко, не согреешь,
Но я хочу всё же к ней поскорее,
Но думаю, что уже сгорела.

MoonKore Goyxrd XanGangSGP

Pop Out (TAZ TAYLOR + NOAH MEJIA + SCIZZIE)

lyrics:
(heylog)
why u cryin do u even have a reason
the suns behind the clouds the plants need feedin
its always up to u i dont care what we ever do
but can u stay for me dont leave so soon

but i fall too easily
all i want is sleep i do nothing
they cut me off im worth nothing
but she make me feel like im worth something

(yuno)
i can sing to you 
inside a dream with you
i cant count sheep anymore i'm in love with you 
tell me what can i do
to feel less invisible 
and feel i'm worth it 
cause i'm not what you want 
and i'm not who you think i am
tears falling from the sky 
cause if i'm not
then i'm just lost 
and i'm no longer who you know
 my hearts cut in two
what else i can i do
but breathe 

(heylog)
why u cryin do u even have a reason
does that consider me a rude person?
in your eyes i know thats how u look at me
u need god its not my fault atleast im helping

(yuno)
why cryin do you even have a reason
lonely girl what a way to live a life
if it were me i wouldn't make to the night
buried in that phone talking to guys she doesn't like
she don't think twice when she breathing in her lungs 
she has fun
in her lonely world

(heylog)
i forgot your name
can u tell it again?
i cant sleep now im daydreaming wow
my loves in it too, god i miss you