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valleyofdeath

never loved

Lyrics:
and i still feel my hands on your thighs
and i still see the look in your eyes
and i remember when you wanted to die
well i did too but we learned to get by

stay close cause i miss you on your smoke break
they know that im crushin but i wont say
lay low holding secrets make my throat ache
i hope you know just how i feel because i wont break

i cant connect, open my mouth, i try to speak but no words come out
i cant connect
thoughts in my head, wish i were dead, im zoning out into the ceiling again
i cant connect

i dont blame you if you ended up not liking me
im a bore and im a menace to society
every day lost in my mind im tryna find some peace
im a ghost and im a shell of what i used to be

always keep you close you know i just cant connect
girl i kept you by my side i had my lips on your neck
if i could only use my words to tell you that im a wreck
and that i need you next to me so i feel safe in this bed

i got some real dark secrets that im hiding away
im tryna keep mental sanity and lock it in place
you know im tryna do my best to make it feel like im sane
i got a fucking parasite i keep it deep in my brain

and you know i might explode, like a land mine
and im sorry if i panic at a bad time
i know you prolly wanna fuck but i flatlined
im just sorry im a wreck im tryna get by

Can't Connect

cant connect

lyrics:
get my guap, with a bop, like a palindrome
back and forth, south and north, but I grind alone
keep it lonely, only brodies digits in my phone

run it up dude, keep it on the down low
ion trust you, prove it to the crowd bro
who is you I ain't heard you till right now tho
you a joke you aint even tokin loud bro

I cant say nothin to nobody
catch me alone im a homebody
I aint be trusting in nobody
name out your mouth get your own hobby

Nobody

nobody

Old Me

old me w/ GGLeak

Welcome

lost up in the shadows got me searching for the light
feeling trapped inside this hallow shell a never ending fight
i really try to understand whats going on inside
its like im living in a nightmare and i cannot seem to find

all the answers im looking for, but nothing seems to fit
every day i wake up like a stranger in my skin
go on explorations but im walkin in a spin
never seen without when i havent looked within

like “boo hoo, poor you” ill shut the fuck up
and bury all the feelings and the trauma that i dug up
it could make a pitchers mound so i can chuck it when you run up
so theres nothing left inside when ya boy is on the come up

come up, i gotta show you where i stand, my hand, reached out, while the fog be sprawl across the land, its a plan, understand, that everything you see could be yours
your phone illuminate your glass and the bottle you pour

id try to get another drink, but its making me sick
im always desperate just to float, but homies bodied by bricks
like, R.I.P and sie la vie opposable fits
cause one you dancing in your grave or you livin in the pits

get up, you should be marking my words
i put the pencil to paper, what comes out is absurd
the all but lucid thoughts are always getting worse with no cure
i really wish that i could find a way to keep it secure

did all i could do i gave it all of my breath
breaking all the promises that i ever kept
fallin to floor and then the heavens they wept
steppin through the stones in the valley of death

valleyofdeath (Universe 1)

Lyrics:
catch me out in tokyo, my bitch she call me romeo
they say i got the dopest flow, if you aint heard then now you know
im slicing up your speakers like a ninja dressed in black
i be runnin through ya city like a killer in a mask

call me freddie kruger no wait call me michael meyers
say that im a monster but theyre all just fucking liars
rubbin burnin down the strip im fryin up my tires
make the getaway so i could stay up out the flyers

bitch what you really be know about me
i just love when it rains but im scared of the sea
cause i feel like im downing thats just how it be
when youre drifting away and you float through the breeze

hard times coming but i gotta get a fresh start
keep shit running but i never really went far
dark force tugging at my soul is the best part
3, 2, 1 i better run i gotta head start

out in ureshino you can call me yung lean
i wont fuck again with syrup but i might just pop a bean
i could float away so far this time my life is like a dream
while the devils pulling out my bones im something in between

hide my side, gonna be go getter
shove shit down, so ill get more bitter
take the mic, ima stone cold killer
cause i murder with the beat like my name J Dilla

dilla

dilla (Universe 1)

Lyrics:
like i said, call me shinji mikami
im the resident evil, inside the shell of my body
im just tryna get a benz and live it up like a hobby
im tryna get my fuckin fame so i can die in the lobby

but it dont matter if i never really got a say
cause we all die before we live but do it anyway
its all the same it never change its just like every day
and if you left i hope youd tell me ‘fore you move away

blade skills with my words, like a samurai sword
i split and slice vernacular and leave your body a corpse
ill pick the bones up out your flesh and leave it rotting of course
youll think im crazy cause my face aint never show no remorse 

huh, like why is homie always stare at me?
coming for your throat when you dare to fuckin glare at me
im not paranoid im prolly just way off that lean, or was it just the weed i hit and panicked searching for a bean

come down, come down, come down, come down
tell me when im coming down
come down, come down, come down, come down

everybodys out to get me i just better lay low
if you really need me you could hit me on the pay phone
i aint really fuck with no one even if you say so
you dont really know me or the things inside my brain tho

step one like, why you gotta do that
step two, lost my racks i gotta get em back
step three, sell my soul and then i get the bag
step four, i get shot at and thrown in the back

everything really soon gonna be okay
thats what i like to tell my brain
when i come down soon but i feel insane

comedown

comedown (Universe 1)

Lyrics:
blow an ounce of kush, i got weed in this hoe
syrup got me seeing double i got lean in this hoe
homie ask me where i got it but im keepin it low
if i catch you snoopin round got the beam on your throat

you know its fucked, when theres nothing on the paystub
homie going broke yeah but i aint wanna say nun
i just gotta hustle on the side thats gotta pay sumn
i just wanna smoke, fuck it keep it real since day one

make one wrong move i got the reaper on me
take one, slide through, you get it cheaper on me
dont hit my phone i got the beeper on me, matter fact just stay away i always got the heater on me

where did i come from and where did i go
losing all meaning like cotton eye joe
im a virus that spreads from the hell deep below
and im losing my mind over time and it shows

get more money, gotta get more done
stay inside, gotta get more sun
blow tree roll just to get more dumb, gotta choke on smoke just to get more numb

beam

beam (Universe 1)

comedown (Universe 2)

[prod. karma rhythm + convolk]

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SiSXhyAZfEw

happy valentines day...

My life aint shit look through yuh
Hate me hate this What it do yuh
Trust you i did what a fool yuh
Die quick i wish it was with you yuh

Suicide pact
Suicide pact
Imma lose it all in suicide pact
Suicide pact 
Suicide pact
Imma lose it all and imma never get it back

I deserve everything im gonna get
I got this sound that nobody heard of yet
Fuck money bitch im bouncing like a check
All these rappers faker than the shit they flex

And i dont need you
No i dont wantchu on my team
I dont believe you
Because you always lie to me
Dont wanna see you
Cuz when i do then i cant sleep
And now im see thru 
Because the one i hate is me

With slamming the door in my face
hate me and want me to leave this place
A weak disgrace

They say that ill come up someday
But i want it now ill keep the stage
wont be replaced

My life aint shit look through yuh
Hate me hate this What it do yuh
Trust you i did what a fool yuh
Die quick i wish it was with you yuh

Suicide pact
Suicide pact
Imma lose it all in suicide pact
Suicide pact 
Suicide pact
Imma lose it all and imma never get it back

Suicide pact
Suicide pact
Imma lose it all in suicide pact
Suicide pact 
Suicide pact
Imma lose it all and imma never get it back

Never get it back

suicide pact

sometimes things just dont work out,
if you wanted me to stay you should know now,
you can tell me anything that you dont doubt,
Park Jefferson in the air while we roll out

cool breeze in her hair got my heart warm,
orange leaves in the air got me lovelorn,
cold fights on the phone make a big storm,
guess ill leave, wanna stay, got my heart torn

when i wake up my bed too big,
sleep in the hole in the grave i dig,
i walk away like i know you did,
turned my back the same time that you hid

some day when we're both alone and lonely,
some day when i want you back to hold me,
think back on all of the things you told me,
miss you feeling like you were my only

Im sorry i ran away
Im sorry i couldnt stay
Im breaking down every day
I know its better this way

can you feel this pain inside
broke inside got me out of my mind
all these days pass by i cry
wanna go back, do it right this time

i been down im so broken
cant stand my hearts been stolen
the way our lives been woven
just makes me sad im frozen

i tried to sleep away my feelings im still sad
i tried to get all of this weight up off my back
i tried to numb all the emotions that i had
i cried and laid in bed for weeks i still feel bad

Im sorry i ran away
Im sorry i couldnt stay
Im breaking down every day
I know its better this way

runaway (prod adjustisac)

Please Don't Shoot

Lyrics:
I'm so cold right now, hit a low right now
Hit a bowl while I'm drunk I'm in the flow right now
In the gutter right now, get her number right now
Get the number for the plug cause it's over right now

Gotta cope with the pain, get that shit out my brain
I don't need to explain, gotta run from the blade
Gotta stitch up my veins, shawty stay in your lane
Why you call me insane, I got scars you got the same hoe

I'm boutta pass out, (yeah)
I'm boutta crash out, (yeah)
I'm boutta cash out, (yeah)
See the tunnel with no light, (yeah)

You been on my mind too
Shame that I cant find you
No feeling inside you

But nothing can hide you
I know that you lie too
It's okay dont cry boo

I feel a migraine comin on
Shit too real so I run along
Nothin real when I'm analog
World is gone while I'm in this song

Crashout

crashout

soldier freestyle

don't nobody get me

Lyrics:

she said she wanna hear my voice, so I'm going a capella
we could rockout at the show, you could take me to Coachella
all this money coming in it dont mean nothin but its hella
every time i put in work it's like I need a new umbrella

-its boutta raindown, you could make a bet that we all eating
i dont play now, know i got ambitions past the ceiling
every day now, live outside my body say I'm dreaming
what you say now, pack up all your bags and say I'm leaving

I be chillin with your ghost like im legion
there ain't nothin change at all throughout the seasons
i could stay up late and kick it with my demons
i could fall asleep right now without a reason

I could get you on the bed, shawty you heard what I said
But you wont stay till the morning cause I'm busy getting bread
So I guess I'll stay alone I'm like a zombie half dead
I could float and I could sink and I could run you through my head

Run U Thru My Head

run u thru my head

Lyrics:
the sun has just set and im looking at lights
on top of a hill while i sip on this vice
the darkness is closing in i say im fine
just give me some space while i pour up this wine

im sending this letter hope it finds you well
im not doing great that's if you couldnt tell
i know that you're fine so this is my farewell
was good while it lasted fell under your spell

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
and now im climbing into bed i wanna have that dream
where im happy only reason that i go to sleep

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
you used to say that you believe in all i could achieve
but now its nothing more than just a memory to be grieved

im a ghost now
im a ghost now
got no host now
i do the most now

and I remember used to talk about just cruisin to the coast
but you always hated water so we never took a boat
and im drowning in my feelings like the ocean i cant float
you could catch me at the bottom cause i sink just like a stone

i dont know, where to go, cause i drift, like the snow
now im out, in the cold, got no love, got no soul
got no heart, jus a flow, pay the bills, you dont know
how im dead, now you know, that im done, so ill go

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
and now im climbing into bed i wanna have that dream
where im happy only reason that i go to sleep

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
you used to say that you believe in all i could achieve
but now its nothing more than just a memory to be grieved

im a ghost now
im a ghost now
got no host now
i do the most now

Leaving

leaving

Why'd You Have To Go, Pt. 2

why'd you have to go Pt 2

Lyrics:
call me hideo kojima cause im always playing games with the big dollars
hit me on the phone wit a burner if you need me holler
messin wit a freak got these females in a leather collar
comin out in droves cause they heard i got the big guala

kick start hearts cause im layin on the big dough
pour that henny all alone im gettin lit tho
fuck fake friends i rather stay inside and live low
stone cold heart but its the best that i can get tho

master of horror, call me shinji mikami
i stepped up to the game might fuck around and make a tsunami
all this fye that i be spit send me a beat i could body
you could see that ima dragon so dont call this a hobby, cause i could murder it

got so many flows you never heard of it, smokin on that gas so i could learn from it,
im permanent
i write some letters just to end up burning it,
i had some feelings im returning it

heard my name around so you like hold up
you send a message to the boy like wassup roll up
but i aint messin wit no snakes or no bitch in the cut
dont you ever hit my phone cause i done glowed up

you seen me ball but issa big sell
cause when i close my eyes i see hell
im gettin money if you couldnt tell
im gettin bread with my personnel

late night face time grave sight same time slave mind but im sure itll be alright
smoke right no light no fights sit tight while i think of what of what to say while youre in the sky

cant steal my flow without thinking bout death
embody the void that you feel in your chest
reaper come thru thats an infinite rest
its coming soon based on what ive assessed

am i getting deprecated, everybody medicated
feel it in my stomach so i stayed up late and meditated
dont know if ill make it, but i know that it been long awaited
you could check my verse and see that i aint even motivated

heard my name around so you like hold up
you send a message to the boy like wassup roll up
but i aint messin wit no snakes or no bitch in the cut
dont you ever hit my phone cause i done glowed up

i got that big talk but it dont mean nothing yo
i got these kids out there tryna be cop the flow
and i could set it up it drop like dominos
cause im the illest im the realest you prolly know

been on that grind day by day but you aint showed up
you get to talkin lil bro but you aint glowed up
and now im icy im cold and my heart snowed up
dont even talk to me bitch cause i done grown up

Grownup

grownup

Lyrics:
i wake up to the guap i'm, gettin money
im still lonely on the block ya, very funny
almost thought that you would stick around, but its nothing
everybody come and going now, aint real sunny

im a martyr ima scape goat, i got boats all on the lake hoe
if i had a girl you know i be defend her with the payload
if i had another life i probably end it way too late tho
all i got is sloppy rolls and a guitar cant get a break tho

heard you down but ive had enough
block your call cause i catch your bluff
stone cold heart with the reptile blood
you would take life from a snow white dove

guess ill just stop cause im borin yuh
no more response its laborious
only the green is euphoria
you could of at least just warned me yuh

searching for ghosts in my phone now
i just need help i dont know how
stay in the dark cause im low down
guess ill just reap what i sow now

guess ill just reap what i sow now

Stickaround

stickaround

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

comedown (Universe 2)

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