lyrics:
i just lit a fire underneath my feet and i'm not slowing down
i was stuck up on the ceiling, but i found my way back to the ground
you don't know a thing about me
why you acting like you know me now?
you don't know a thing about me
why you acting like you know me now?

i'll be walking on the water, everybody gonna wonder how
i might have poison in my mouth, but in a second i'ma spit it out
you don't know a thing about me
why you acting like you know me now? 
you don't know a thing about me
why you acting like you know me now?

living every day like my last
everything could slip through the cracks
wear a smile, it's just an act
you pretend you know who i am
you hear things said behind my back
i'll defend, but i won't attack
words, they wash away like the sand
tide will take us all in the end

udkatam

produced by cxrter & retz
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
i’m so sick of the notion
they won’t ever understand 
got no things to put hope in
got me hanging by a strand
keep a cabinet open
and a bottle in my hand
found the pressure too potent
now i'm nothing like you planned
thought you wanted devotion
now you want some other man
got me stuck in a ocean
it’s high tide

everybody wanna know what i do
it doesn't matter
when i'm writing
swear it's pulling me through

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed, but i need one more
sorry baby, i know lately i'm an eyesore

yeah we used to want that house with picket fence
now summers almost over and you told me it depends
putting teardrops on my pants 
and now my music my one plan
i don’t wanna walk around it
quit the drama no offense
i’mma 
i’mma be who i'm destined to be
watching people pull me down
but i'm still on my feet
bet you’re looking at now
while i'm living out my dreams
never did it for myself
girl i did it for the weak

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed, but i need one more
sorry baby, i know lately i'm an eyesore

everybody wanna know what i do
it doesn't matter
when i'm writing
swear it's pulling me through
just hoping for some guidance
looking at my scars
on my cheeks and on my eyelids

like girl i feel it in my chest, when the night turns young i can feel it in my head now
why i’m feeling so depressed
but i try to talk about it
and it turns into a mess
i was just a kid now i'm losing all my hope
put a bounty on my head
point your gun and now i'm broke
wrong way wrong turn and now im dead weight
can't kick a habit
i can feel it on my worst days
they keep saying that im perfect
but u knew im never worth it
like i kept lying to ur face
now i'm going back to bed
but its been feeling like my grave

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been  sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed but i need one more
sorry baby i know lately i'm an eyesore

eyesore w/ halfhearted (cxrter x retz)

Shout out my man wraith for killing his verse in this song, go check out his music and tell him swamp sent you!❤️

https://on.soundcloud.com/LmhrUsjh5Pws53rJ8

Lyrics:

I’m not too comfortable 
What made it obvious 
I could just tell by that look on your face 
And You get so nervous sometimes that you bite on your nails and forget what to say 
Such a shame 
But that’s ok I’m too youug to care or to dumb to realize I wasn’t prepared 
I can feel it, there’s a chill in the air we’re in the calm of the storm the void is here don’t be scared 

I tend to choke on my word’s they just never out 
Guess the cats got my tongue somewhere tucked in his house 
I’ve spoiled beyond all return so please turn around before I let you all down 
It’s too cold here in this realm that I call my head such a lonely hell 
The airs so thin throughout this shell 
Inthe catacombs of my former self 

Leaving my texts unread
Don’t even care what's said
Why even bother send
Baby it’s time this ends

I have my hands in my hair
I rip and I tear
I’m scared of a memory
Lost in the air
Deep in despair
It’s all into ashes
They fall off my blunt like a flare
I’m barely scared
But also
I’m barely here
I got an eighth
In my bloodstream
Feeling like nothing
Fuck up this body
I guess that I never was someone to care

I’m not too comfortable 
What made it obvious 
I could just tell by that look on your face 
And You get so nervous sometimes that you bite on your nails and forget what to say 
Such a shame 
But that’s ok I’m too youug to care or to dumb to realize I wasn’t prepared 
I can feel it, there’s a chill in the air we’re in the calm of the storm the void is here don’t be scared

comfortable w/ Wraith

patterns

healer. w/ brecken & lil booj (king theta)

DUMMY PT 2

shoutout underoath im sorry i stole ur hook dont hate me i love u

im known for the pain that comes with the silence
you only see grace, not war that defines it
i breathe in the ache, the exhale feels violent
if i lose my home, it's twisted reliance

scared of the past but can't realign it
buried in scars, i learned how to hide it
hope's just a ghost, im stuck in the dry end
but love is a drug, so i still invite it

it's all in my head, if you want, you can look inside
nothing but red, and all the mess i've been
it's all in the way i say what i do mean, i don't think i should
i need to speak of you

created void

heaven2

im sorry ifi  let anyone down. 

lyrics:

how can i love u?
when u keep pushing me away..
and i dont know what im supposed to say
its not my fault but i always feel to blame
cause you just push me, u just push me away..

dont know. if u noticed
inside im dying im soulless
outside
i put mysmile on
get kicked awhile im down
go and write a song, still
i hope that you listen
my words your thoughts submission
i dont think that im rly a bad guy
but u kill me so i guess ima flatline

how can i love u?
when u keep pushing me away..
and i dont know what im supposed to say
its not my fault but i always feel that way

how can i love u?
when u keep pushing me away..
and i dont know what im supposed to say
its not my fault but i always feel to blame
cause you just push me, u just push me away..

push me away

lyrics:
dont know myself
how could you know me then?
hundred percent, im feeling lost
always feel lonely then

the root of my problems is all myself
ill just go back to bed
why am i so fucked, i stay inside
think about eating the lead

why do i see myself im dead now when i fantasize
got too much to lose, i dont want to go, so im staying high
id rip out my brain if i only could, so i dont say goodbye
perform lobotomy, im begging, on this brain of mine

its so empty i cant mistake it
hallow chest, but i still can fake it
cold black eyes, my soul cannot take it
if there's hope, then why do i break it

face down, a flood in the basement
i sink the more that i face it
when im awake, the more that i hate it
venom spills, the more i can taste it

i just wish i knew who i was
call me semi-automatic, the same as my gun
its like im stuck on autopilot the way that i run
its like im sinking in myself, but theres nothing, im done


lobotomy

sippy cup

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

created void

HKFIFTYONE

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