imma go smoke

LYRICS:
when we’re face to face, you gas me up
when doors are closed, i’m dirt
i’ve seen the way you move, it throws me off
it makes me think that you’re
a different person hiding right in front of us
it makes me shudder
i have a feeling if you’d get the chance
you’d leave me in the gutter

u remind of a manager that i had that extorted me
ur acting like a snake but unaware, that shit is comedy
i’m burning palo santo, smoking j's, enjoying company
ur spreading negativity, you’re wasting all your energy

and now i’m spreading negativity, you got inside my head
i need to break the cycle
but it’s hard because you’re a fed
there's another side of you i’ve seen
i swear it makes me shudder
i have a feeling if you’d get the chance
you’d leave me in the gutter

shudder (prod taylor morgan x shinju x fats'e)

[sendflowrs]
and as the cold came, it didn’t feel right
on my deathbed i pray for your warm soft kiss
these angels they lay next to me and calm it 
i don’t think i really loved you baby if i’m honest 

and in my resting place, keep the seal tight
cus i would raise all the dead for you if you wanted
i would purge these dark woods with a bow and harness 
just cut out my heart whenever u want it 

[nevermadeithome]

You’re not where i need you
When i sleep at night
My lungs are so hard to breathe through 
My throats so tight 
You’re pretty like the pleiades
I mesmerised just by your eyes
I can’t seem to look at you 
Your hue and glow just seem so bright

Sleeping at night in your gown wear 
Swim the sea
Kill the king just to be there 
Bring your coat because its cold where  we‘re leaving 
Hold my hand baby this is the deep end


[sendflowrs]
on my grave 
in native tongue under my name 
is a phrase that says
“the one i love will always get away”
guess it never changes
no matter how much i sit and pray
for a better day
i’ll always be the one that rots away 
call me anyway
call me when you’re home or MIA
call me when you’re sad
when you’re feelin down or feel ok
call me everyday
call me fuckin now before i tear my face 
maybe you would love me more if i would finally get in shape 

[blaidd]
Stack my chips up high like I'm all in
Fall in love with your face in the morning
All this hate in the way had me bawling
But now I got you 
Your love was the only thing to prove
This world is nothing without you 
Now i find myself with nothing left to do 
But I came back from a business trip 
I Wanna go home cause I miss my *beep*
If I stay longer I just might flip
I wanna go home to the softest lips

starlight (feat. nevermadeithome + blaidd) (prod. flesh + jolst)

and she then text me saying  “fair enough”
i didnt think that u was scared of anything 
so tell me baby are u scared to love ?
i typed out like fuckin everythin 
and then she text me she said “fair enough” 

2 pills all night im slippin 
lc nah i never had bring ins 
and the lights too bright 
for my eyes, head spinnin 
poured sprite all night 
half 9 still sippin 

tell me what are we baby are u just a friend to me
she told me what do you want we can have it your way jus tell me what u wanna be 
i said that’s cool i just think that we jus need to slow down n take it slow so what u tellin me
she said ive gotta go now ill be sure to come round tomorrow night got somewhere to be 
i said fair enough

FAIR ENOUGH (SCOTTYSPLASH)

i swear im sorry, i dont mean it
i just, i just
i guess i always get this feeling
i been, i been
i been coping with the feeling

i been feinin for this moment
ever since the day we met

just want your lips
you feel like bliss
every time when my hands up on your hips

you get closer, im just tryna breathe you in
its been too long so tell me baby where you been

girl im aware, i know im a mess
give me time i promise that i’ll be better
my brain is fucked, i swear it’s just bipolar weather
i know i crashout but your passion keep me centered

your passion keep me centered

where you been?
its a sin
pulled me out the water cause i dont know how to swim

Fein 4 U (prod Chroma2k)

shoutout underoath im sorry i stole ur hook dont hate me i love u

im known for the pain that comes with the silence
you only see grace, not war that defines it
i breathe in the ache, the exhale feels violent
if i lose my home, it's twisted reliance

scared of the past but can't realign it
buried in scars, i learned how to hide it
hope's just a ghost, im stuck in the dry end
but love is a drug, so i still invite it

it's all in my head, if you want, you can look inside
nothing but red, and all the mess i've been
it's all in the way i say what i do mean, i don't think i should
i need to speak of you

created void

prod. @sogimura

lyrics
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do or die
if i don’t do this who am i
face one more get stupid high
save my breath for another life
save that girl for another guy
my soul precious, so alive
we go fast up 45
you drive home off 4 or 5
and truth be told that don’t sit right
and my concerns go through the night
but what you do’s just what you like
so if i talk it’s out of spite

so i backpedal bunny hop it right back on the curb
let her punch out all my teeth i guess that’s just what i deserve
split the edges of my mouth until it’s fixed upon a curve
for the way you treat me lately babe you got a lot of nerve

who are you
who is the person i’m talking to
you outta line and i got a queue
you outta line and i got a queue
hope you save your breath for another dude
and i’m sure he’ll treat you like all is cool
but ghosts all roam in the coldest rooms
and your closets filled with bones and glue
couldn’t fix yourself if you wanted to
but i guess that’s life so fuck the truth
gonna change your mind when the night is through
but you break what loves you, nothing new

so i backpedal bunny hop it right back on the curb
let her punch out all my teeth i guess that’s just what i deserve
split the edges of my mouth until it’s fixed upon a curve
for the way you treat me lately babe you got a lot of nerve

nerve (prod. sogimura)

for the cloud
enjoy; thank you for listening.
thank you for being here.
take care🖤

prodby @wraithontheporch & @solofttt 
<3

it's stormin',
copper threads up on my chest;
electrified, got not time, i need no breath;
i'm still a wreck and savor every sip i can,
berry juice and cardi, but i really need a friend
okay, weathered down and soaking wet
hear that? death ain't want me over yet
fear glands washing through a sober land
makeshift oasis in cold hands

out of luck, sippin' nothing but the water in my cup
only after what i touch;
sorry, should've clarified, i'm getting fucked up
but that's my lunch, skip the hunch, pressing trust
parasites on the screen, double tapped just to feed
i ain't human, i'm a fiend, from the flower to a seed
pardon me, the only love i know recedes, then repeats

but someday i'll be okay,
somehow, in some way
i think i lost mine, yea

got sick shit like patients, cuss him out lacking patience 
boy's aimless, ain't the greatest,
but i'm wine, bitch, when i'm aging
stay whining and frustrated, son, i'm sowing this fermentation
even six feet, feeling rays hit
if ion like it, i'm erasing

lighting up like i'm goku, a straight super saiyan when the clouds move
like it's circuitry, y'all made soft, get my rocks off and electrocute
penning this like riolu, got a force palm, get the flow smooth
got my chest spinning from these palpitations, but i'll grind you up like it's jamba juice

baring heavy haze through a midday
feelings strong, but the words stay
said "he's too calm to be worsening"
guess i'm better off being two-faced
two liter for the throat pains
burning out like i'm propane and she's melting down when the weather change,
but i'm just tryna hear the birds sing

feel like i'm losing, is it that i'm useless?
give it all to the music, only time that he's fusing
indefinite bruising, steady rebuking
fuck it, i'm cruisin', contentment is ruin

got sick shit like patients, cuss him out lacking patience 
boy's aimless, ain't the greatest,
but i'm wine bitch, when i'm aging
stay whining and frustrated, son, i'm sowing this fermentation
even six feet, feeling rays hit
if ion like it, i'm erasing

vermin/virtues (wraithontheporch x soloft)

sippy cup

guitar, production -https://soundcloud.com/poppytears

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s for jumping on this one with me  

"Behind Screens" full album: https://open.spotify.com/album/25XjozBMStYBDrlGk3wqHw?si=xAQ3iCJaTb6kz4hOhSMS0g

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/familypet
https://soundcloud.com/4ever-falling https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s

cover art: www.instagram.com/kenny_ravee/

Bandcamp link: https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/track/healthy-relief-ft-9tails-remastered

love you all

LYRICS: 

9TAILS:
not much i can do
pretty girls always needed more acceptance from you
i told her I'd
love if we ran away
cheap grams and cheap faith arent much of a reason to stay
and we could come back anytime but my souls had enough for today
enough with these moodswings i love you i love you but please go away
she feeds me real great
i can only wait so long
i can only show you once
december weather got my fingers numb
we end with the day
were gone with the sun

Poppy Tears: 

You call yourself a rockstar 
and you can't even play the fucking guitar
I know it isn't in your heart 
couldn't give two fucks about the art

we all fade away like a picture losing colour inside it's frame 
are we all waiting for the day, the day we look back upon what we made

like was it worth it 
Am I deserving
I'm still learning 
with death I'm flirting 

I slow my heart rate 
I've made that mistake 
feel my bones shake 
and find my own lane

✧ spotify ✧

healthy relief w/ 9TAILS (prod. poppy tears)

love you guys <3
HIT 200 ON THE DASHBOARD: prod. https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke x Anxiety Attacks!

IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

LYRICS:

93:
Hit 200 on the dashboard
Oh no
Dummy lines like imma crash course 
Fosho 
They been scheming on my net worth
Of course
Keep my cards under the table 
Fuck off 
X2

AA!:
when there's nothing left
I'll save my breath
my one regret
is thinkin that I never needed anyone
all my problems they've been weighing on my brain now
wouldn't trade a million dollars for the pain, no
I been waiting for somebody I could talk to
but never found an open door that they could walk thru 

93:
I’ve been up 24 seven 
Gettin bands up
Why u actin so damn friendly
U should back up 
Ya they know the dome 
In scope they don’t act tough
Goofies out here showing teeth
Rely on backup 

Spend 600 on some diamonds
Like an asshole
Hope they use my chains 
To hang me like a damn rope 
I’ve been out here planting seeds
And watching roots grow
I’ve been living in the past
Watching the trees blow

Oh no
Dummy lines like imma crash course 
Fosho 
They been scheming on my net worth
Of course
Keep my cards under the table 
Fuck off 
X2

Spend 600 on some diamonds
Like an asshole
Hope they use my chains 
To hang me like a damn rope 
I’ve been out here planting seeds
And watching roots grow
I’ve been living in the past
Watching the trees blow

Spotify <3

HIT 200 ON THE DASHBOARD - Anxiety Attacks! x 93feetofsmoke

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

created void

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