one of my fav recent songs from you brotha, keep it up 🔥🔥🔥🔥

lyrics 

tell me what u saw
its a bad sight
i cant talk rn 
issa bad time
omen in the sky
its a bad sign
shrapnel in my eyes
its a bad night
u left me behind
thats about right
oh im comfy oh im cozy
in my confines
wheeled away 
strapped to a gurney
but i cant die
cant die
u know that i cant die

oh its just so spider tack sticky in my cold heart
bb can i show u how it feels in the deep dark
im just a scrap heap project made of old parts
i am just defective and i know its gonna get hard
oh im ineffective is it worth me tryna help out 
gotta start looking for some contacts that could help now
i am just a toy , u could put me on the shelf now
i keep tryna hold onto something out my grasp now 

take over the post when i cannot stand
my legs had been shattered by the impact
could u save me from this
cuz i think u cant
i felt the glass dug in my free hand
oh the concrete is soft whenever you land
and the concussion gained is nothing too bad
can i take off my skin and bones and my hands
itching and scratching off all the scabs

tell me what u saw
its a bad sight
i cant talk rn 
issa bad time
omen in the sky
its a bad sign
shrapnel in my eyes
its a bad night
u left me behind
thats about right
oh im comfy oh im cozy
in my confines
wheeled away 
strapped to a gurney
but i cant die
cant die
u know that i cant die

spidertack (sorrowbringer)

lyrics:
what if they dont like me
yeah like what if im a failure
what if i lose sight of the goal when im chasing all this paper

yeah but what if i dont make it, and she leave
well i dont blame her
she an angel, im a vampire
still do my best to save her

what if she stop calling when the money start to slow
what if i forget myself the further that i go
what if i lose grip if im tryna carry every load
but fuck it i was born to walk this fire down the road

well fuck that, ima be that, everything she need and more
aint no cop out, ima pop out, and i swear that to my core
im so tired now, of being scare now, i just want it even more
if the world fall, and collapse now, im still standing at her door

what if all this grinding just get heavy on my soul
what if every song i drop still never make me whole
what if i go numb and stop believing in the goal
what if i get rich and end up having no control

what if every friend i had, just a phase i never chose
what if every "im okay" was the pain i never showed
what if she get tired of the silence in my tone
and realize that she need somebody stronger down the road

whats wrong with me
just tell me please
i been looking in the mirror like the enemy

and my thoughts are playing tricks
i know they want to play both sides
like "youll never be enough"
and then "youre destined for the skies"

no cop out

lyrics:
dont know myself
how could you know me then?
hundred percent, im feeling lost
always feel lonely then

the root of my problems is all myself
ill just go back to bed
why am i so fucked, i stay inside
think about eating the lead

why do i see myself im dead now when i fantasize
got too much to lose, i dont want to go, so im staying high
id rip out my brain if i only could, so i dont say goodbye
perform lobotomy, im begging, on this brain of mine

its so empty i cant mistake it
hallow chest, but i still can fake it
cold black eyes, my soul cannot take it
if there's hope, then why do i break it

face down, a flood in the basement
i sink the more that i face it
when im awake, the more that i hate it
venom spills, the more i can taste it

i just wish i knew who i was
call me semi-automatic, the same as my gun
its like im stuck on autopilot the way that i run
its like im sinking in myself, but theres nothing, im done


lobotomy

Athena freestyle remix

2.DONT GIVE UP ON ME

lyrics ⬇️ 

its been a lot to bottle up what ive become
ive came to terms with what id done a year ago
but i forgot how we had met and how it crashed and how it burned
you said it would all be worth it in the end maybe wed learn

what i wanted ended faster than i hoped for
its been exhausting my whole memory straight folklore
yea i see dreams along my hall
its been weeks since we last called
maybe i should write it off
i would rather lay than talk

i take anger out on everybody that dont deserve it
but when its wearing off i promise you ill feel like a burden
so when im hurting really bad ill make sure they know im alright 
i did everything i could with what i had i tried fight

but it aint go to plan whenever other thoughts arrived
it made me realize how i wasted all my time

In 2019 i was lost and then i packed my bags im gone
you can’t remind me how i felt unless you slash me with sword
hold tight yea hold tight yea hold tight to me tonight
i have an awful feeling this will be the last time i cry

so if it is please don’t remind me i wont be there tomorrow 
and i regretted when you caught my only shot my only arrow

its only fair tho
i was at my lowest point and i was acting like a scarecrow 
i dont care no

act like you know me like you know how it goes
on the daily
just a microdose 
i think im coming close
please save me


you hate me, i know I been wrong 
im sorry im sorry
full sprint i been on the wrong road
ill hurry ill hurry
hardly what you know you deserve
i wish i had all of that
car crash it hit the curb 
it could be worse-that family okay




yea, way way too quick its a blur
i can’t conjugate i slur
i told my parents im at work- work
think i need a clerk- clerk
before its gets way worse
cuz i can foresee what im talkin bout im jus waitin my turn

my stomach burns -burns
i flip and turn -turn
in my sheets
i cant sleep

hold tight (under the maple tree)

DEADWOOD

prod. web

yeah i blame it on the drugs but it must be something else
writing lyrics bout my life with a gun on top my shelf
i dont got no one talk to man i really need some help
i just dont wanna put my feelings all on top of someone else

everytime we talk you make me feel like shit
i just wanna fucking die let me slit my wrist
need to clear my mind need to reload quick
got the high beams on 110 in the whip
blocked your number because 
everytime we talk you make me feel like shit
i really hate to wake up and just feel like this
i dont really miss you but i still reminisce
when i would hit your phone and every shot was a miss

I guess I’ll sit up in my car
Puffing loud in rerolled cigars
When you look back, is it ever fondly?
I get cold and nights just get long
I get sick of making these songs
When nothing hits the way that I want
Nothing feels the way that it was
I don’t think I’m fit for the part

everytime we talk you make me feel like shit
i just wanna fucking die let me slit my wrist
need to clear my mind need to reload quick
got the high beams on 110 in the whip
blocked your number because 
everytime we talk you make me feel like shit
i really hate to wake up and just feel like this
i dont really miss you but i still reminisce
when i would hit your phone and every shot was a miss

You know
Everything about me
And you pick me
All apart
I’ll go
Everywhere that you go
Until you burn it
All to tar


everytime we talk you make me feel like shit
i just wanna fucking die let me slit my wrist
need to clear my mind need to reload quick
got the high beams on 110 in the whip
blocked your number because 
everytime we talk you make me feel like shit
i really hate to wake up and just feel like this
i dont really miss you but i still reminisce
when i would hit your phone and every shot was a miss
(2x)

I said to stay away because I can’t give what u take
I’m compressing and my head thinks maybe we just need a break
Okay?
I gave it all away
I tend to face the flames
I never bend, I break
So say it’s all okay
I guess you found the fucking cracks up in this armor
I harbor all the hatred you have given for a whole year straight
Yet you negotiate
The price upon my fate
I’d trade it all for heaven
But you will never take

clearing my head

lyrics<3

girl you tore up that apartment
when we started growing cold

someones daughter, needs a father
but he left her all alone

left the bar when i was carded
wasent 21 years old

took my heart, now its discarded
whyd you use it as your own?

last ditch, i rest my eyes in a parked car
so sick i left my wine on ur bar cart
time ticks and love will leave u with a dark scar
words slip and i think you just took it too far

where do we go?
im stuck on the outside
been losing control
been losing my damn mind
but you’ll never kmow
our loves on a faultline
turn me to stone
when im gazing at ur green eyes

baby i think thats toxic
maybe you think im all wrong
one word and im changing the topic
suprised myself that im moving on

yet u coiodnt care less
7 days same clothes got a loose neck
i was down on my own like a reject
pardon my problems i feel like a nuisance

last month i saw your mom in that walmart
on lunch i shed some tears on my carhartt
as kids we measured heights and left a door mark
we grew quick it’s such a shane we didn’t go far

fault line [jacob vallen]

a single from brecken and i's upcoming album

lyrics

i know that you worry that this shit gonna keep growing and culminate
i dont give a fuck about it anyway
i peel my skin back in hopes that people will resonate
im getting honest at an alarming rate
staring at the sun as its falling down
baby im too high cant talk right now
i know it sound repetitive but theres nothing else to talk about
but i cant get my point across if you dont hear me out
your fit is so precious but i counter it with all black
but i know that you like that baby
youre the queen of hearts and im just a fucking jack
joker
discard pile
mediocre

please please dont say that its over over
lost too many people in this shit thats what i told her
once i get some money in my pocket you would know
baby pick a spot tell me where you want go go
once i crack the seal im on go go
everything at this party moving slow mo
i can tell you hate me got the notification
but we should stay together no more time should be wasted

i know im not making money on vacation
gave me the cards but you hate it how i play them
thought i had em all in order but you gave a flush
not talkin about the one that everybody wants
but i was at the party i was doubling my cup
while shorty want Bacardi i was lookin for the runtz
she ask me if i want her i said hardly not much
itll be over for awhile in a minute
ill be in the corner of the party up on business
i wont even talk to nobody or get the digits
if i wanted something i know that way ain’t efficient
if you saw me now
you would see in me im winning
making all this money now my people see me grinnin
everything im seeing on their face had me feelin like im different

fifty two pickup w/ brecken (p. under the maple tree)

am i two-faced if i open up now
and i’ve been solo feeling so left out
i been hanging out with the wrong damn crowd
i just want my family to be proud

i’ve been feeling nauseous at the thought of being left alone
i don’t know a thing about you but it might be nice to know
we could speed this up cus i don’t really wanna take it slow
“i heart u”
was that just another typo?

was it just another typo
I swear ur playing with my head
i'm always wrong tho

two sides 2 this life
oh like I know
get high for the ride
got my eyes closed

i'm not even from this fucking planet
yea my blood is green
I walk around the town I wonder if u think of me
and I cant sleep at night im busy countin all these sheep
and I don't have a plan for life so I wonder what is next tho

is it too late just to say ur proud?
I been in the lobby waiting for that conversation

u call me two faced, "why'd you tell me now"
I been wasting all this time contemplating


Typ0 (ft. yungcray) [tiresss]

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lobotomy

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