The message of dissasociation here is relatable and is an example of how your older works tend to help other people unexpectedly. Man, if only I could portray into words how much of a coping assistance you are to me!🖤

Lyrics:
we're at a party but i never seem to get the fact that everyones an enemy theyll take what they cant give you back
im on my own im feeling low youll never know why im retracting from your touch id rather just sit here and be alone

stay away cause we'll fight then ill break down
no other way i dont care im in space now
i can float far away in my brain now
think im safe but im not its too late now

its just a body, its not me, its not me, its not me
and im not here cause, its not me, its not me, its not me
im on my own and its lonely, its lonely, its lonely
they dont believe so its lonely, its lonely, its lonely

it always happens in the middle of the night

how could this happen please not me, please not me, please not me
how could this happen its not me, its not me, its not me
im on my own and its lonely, its lonely, its lonely
they dont believe so its lonely, its lonely, its lonely

Not Me

not me

https://soundcloud.com/itsyungvan
https://soundcloud.com/jolst
https://soundcloud.com/cielx

disappointment (ft. yung van) (prod. jolst)

Cold

Lyrics:

[Yokai Dreams]

something's been eating me up as of lately
i'm never enough and i feel like they hate me
can't blame anyone but myself
i don't have no one else
i don't take no ones help
i won't take yours
after it all i am still just the same me

weak
maybe i'm an asshole
i'm scared but i won't let that show
no king
sick of this castle
i'd leave but it's too much hassle

got a tortured mind and a broken heart
i barely recognize me
u wouldn't understand a thing
mind over matter but both mine are weak

[hero]

if it's really what you wanted then there's nothing to forgive (AAAA)
trapped in cells of condemnation my mind is gonna give
depression comes in cycles
2nd guessing come in sweeps
what my friends are spouting
you'd have to torture outta me

everything
i think
i say
and all i said
i meant
i'm not jus gonna skim right past it
go get fuckin bent
"you wouldn't understand it"
bitch it's happening to me
"mind over matter"
but both of mine are weak

mind over matter w/ yokai dreams (prod. vowl x brothel)

Lyrics:
Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I'm staying up, I'm laying low
I'm in the stu, don't check my phone
Don't understand, the new world we know
Not as a part, but just as a whole

I feel left out, not gonna cap
All this new shit, don't keep up with that
I stick to myself, the loneliest fact
Life just goes on, you can't run it back

Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I will keep trying, just for the sake
Yes I will bend, but I will not break
Take a step back at the end of the day
But it's not even over, like give me a break

I don't agree with my fate, yuh
Chasing the money since day one
Still in this mess, I'm a late one

Getting Older

https://tr.ee/oQfN01jBHc

produced by metlast

lyrics:

wastin all my time with you, yeah
i just wanna get high with you, yeah
[x2]

if i die today would you miss me?
show up to my grave just to kiss me
i don't feel the same unless you're with me
can you heal my pain, can you fix me?
[x2]

can you fix me?
i'm not doing good, can you convince me?
and when i'm six feet-
deep, would you even miss me?

i would go, anywhere as long as i'm with you bae
call my phone, down to hear it if it's something you say
i don't know if i'll make it everyday is doomsday
but i'mma try to make it through this tuesday

wastin all my time with you, yeah
i just wanna get high with you, yeah
[x2]

if i die today would you miss me?
show up to my grave just to kiss me
i don't feel the same unless you're with me
can you heal my pain, can you fix me?
[x2]

wastin all my time with you, yeah
i just wanna get high with you, yeah
[x2]

would you miss me?

Бля

Я скажу лишь одну фразу которая изменит твою жизнь

Бля

Бляяя

Я ебала твою мамку в рот
И ей понравилось

Я ниче не слышал про тебя
Их глаза на меня
Их глаза на меня
Девка твоя хуйня
Полная хуйня
Нормис ты а не я
Ты а не я
Курю водный сразу зависаю
Бошки не люблю от них залипаю
Куколд твой парень
Твои глаза на меня я знаю
Я люблю одну и ща страдаю
Бля страдаю
Нахуй те паль пацан
Не выкупаю
Нахуй те шлюхи пацан
Не выкупаю
Нахуй те бабки пацан
Я не играю
Шлюхи достали меня
Я улетаю
Курю водный сразу зависаю
Нахуй хоу
Проебал тебя и ща страдаю
Купил билет в ла я улетаю

Глаза на меня

um a different genre hope yall fw ts i defintely got more coming guys!!!

Stupid toy

Sleepyhead (with waitingoncisco)

In A Box Freestyle

FOR EDWARD COLLADO. 2000-2021

folding under pressure. 

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lyrics:

falling back into old habits think its quite alright 
when i speak to her its like im swallowing the knife 
i hope it cuts my vocal chords so i dont speak again 
the words i keep when i hold my tongue become rusted 

wake up starting to decay from apparitions 
lately ive been going south like migration
everything around me turning red cause of frustration 
sitting back and watch it all collapse start to abandon ship 

you said im toxic and i know that
please dont hit me up bc down bad 
visions of the past pls erase that 
~folding under pressure think im gonna snap~ 

i think im gonna snap in half like elastic 
bending over backwards to be thrown away like plastic 
hide myself from everybody feel ecstatic 
im pushing those who care away from me thats my aesthetic
im not feeling empathetic My visions turning to static 
everything around me dissipating at my own expenses
im trying to feel sorry for myself but i cant help it 
waste away the day and walk around mindless and senseless  

wake up starting to decay from apparitions 
lately ive been going south like migration
everything around me turning red cause of frustration 
sitting back and watch it all collapse start to abandon ship 

you said im toxic and i know that
please dont hit me up bc down bad 
visions of the past pls erase that 
~folding under pressure think im gonna snap~

SPOTIFY

pressure (prod. notmorgn)

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

not me

HKFIFTYONE

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