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I have more than enough

top 2

“Holding glass hearts” pt 3
It’s okaii to cry here..

Heavy heart🖤

Keeping Me Numb

🎶⛓️

All I See Are Dead Faces or In My Room By Myself or I Can't Take It


NeMo + ALL 8 & God

Boeing-747 or Starring Thru My Rearview or Settling Down for NOW

Last Night Ft. Lil Roar [Prod lileffort]

Limit✝️$ATSUK1 boi(ft.骸音,ZEKU BOY)

DThang X Bando X Tdot - Talk Facts

<//3

w @heylog
produced by sleepwater
lyrics:

i don't think that i feel it
my stomach can't heal it
my heart i warn you
surround me i turn blue
you doubt me you flew
you drowning in sloot
my heart break in 2
im ready to die
cos i left ur side
i kick back and cry
this where i resite
i laugh at myself
its good for my health (oh no)
whats that on my the shelf (oh no)
i think its yourself (oh no)

ash blonde hair i need you now
carve my life thru the fields im a tree in the ground
i can't feel my fucking heart so why does it go pound pound pound
i sense you wanna dart, so why
 dont u wannaa stay, now

i can sense the fear ik our loves linear now
feeling like a tree thats never gonna grow; help
beat me black and blue with all the words you spew pal
you could save him now but i don't think he wants you now

heylog:

your pretty little words are meshed and i don't feel them
i'm to the point where i just lost every feeling
i still wouldn't feel a thing if i had a million friends
i'm getting closer everyday to ending it
the sun falls and creeps through my window
it's blinding me, now orange is painted on my walls
the same colour i saw when i fell in love
when i see it again i just can't get enough
can someone end my life, i don't wanna be here at all..
i'm past the part where i care at all
that's when i know shits getting bad
and i wonder how long this'll last

tree w/heylog

なにもない 愛ない
わたしに生きる価値などない人生
明るい音楽所詮人生の逃避どうせ

なにもない愛のない
自分変えたくて
何度だってもがいてたって
なにももう救えないや
ちゃんと生きて息を吸って
呼吸さえできなくて
ああもう生きてけないや

人なんてみなずっと死にたい
生き甲斐探したってもうない
願わくば海飛び込みたい
姿消して…もうばいばい

やり残したこと
1.君を救いたい
2.自分の全て愛してみたい
3.たくさんの花の中で死にたい
もう叶わないそれじゃばいばい

校舎裏
たくさんの友達と居場所がほしくて
無理して通った学校さえも
半年もせずにやめてしまったよ
後悔は数え切れないほど山積みになっても
死ねないわたしはどこへいけば
生きる価値あんだ

なにもない愛のない
自分変えたくて
何度だってもがいてたって
なにも救えないや
ちゃんと生きて息を吸って
呼吸さえできなくて
ああもう生きてけないや
なにもない愛のない
自分変えられなくて
リセットして一度死んで
やり直したい人生
願ってたって叶わなくて
生きてくんだどうせ
ああもう生きていくんだ

なにもない 愛ない
わたしに生きる価値などない人生
明るい音楽所詮人生の逃避どうせ

lost wrist (2001 x Jolst)

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SugarHill Ddot x Notti Osama x DD Osama - Too Tact (shot by KLO VIzionz) (Prod by Jefe Productions)

lyrics:


Gimme the quick revive cause my hearts done
When love is the focal point u bun the outcome
Im surprised to see at this function
Cause last time we were close u left my soul numb

To be honest
She lied for five months for the profit
I was lost for a while but now im on it
How are u I only ask to be the bigger man
What is life if we only live to live again
In ur head im sure ur only seeing static
How u treated me was lessons bout neglecting
So my partner knows I dont need to be managed
How u treated me left wounds more than a bandage could solve

I heal these wounds with plenty of alcohol
And now im sure I wouldn’t miss u at all on me
Until I think about the nights u were all on me
Oh my god
Alone at 3am in my bed I just miss you
The ghost of u can hit hard
If it weren’t for these drugs Id be gone
I hate that This drink give me courage to push on

Red leaves Fall fast
Us two Won’t last
Friction and Kickback
Good things Will Turn bad
No one had checked on me at my lowest point
So I developed on my own that’s why im to the point yea
Bedbug bites were on my thighs and back oh its bad
Plus people tried to put a price right on top my head

To be honest
She lied for five months for the profit
I was lost for a while but now im on it
How are u I only ask to be the bigger man
What is life if we only live to live again
In ur head im sure ur only seeing static
How u treated me was lessons bout neglecting
So my partner knows I dont need to be managed
How u treated me left wounds more than a bandage could solve

tbh (eric godlow)

heavy rain (prod. VENXM)

@kiri_rose_
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heavy rain

My discography reflect upon my state of mind
I be thinking bout what I've been writing this whole time
Who am I really fooling when I'm saying that I'm fine?
Listen to my lyrics, learn I'm twisted like some twine
~
Trust me I am trying
I am done relying on these to drugs for peace of mind
They grip me like a vine
I use them when I'm feeling like I lost control of my
Life, this inner strife will strip me right down to the spine
~
Lately ain't been feeling like myself
I just escape at night
Pack another bowl and I just disassociate from life 
Love to medicate my mind
Thoughts that I can't leave behind
Miss when I was younger, God please take me back to simple times
~
Found myself on the ground floor
I've been working on myself and going out more
People come and go but I'm around for life
so I must learn to love what is behind my eyes
Dark and Light you must have both sides
Shine too bright and you might ignite
But if you in the middle and you balance out your mind
Problems will be little for enlightenment you find
~
Lately ain't been feeling like myself
I just escape at night
Pack another bowl and I just disassociate from life 
Love to medicate my mind
Thoughts that I can't leave behind
Miss when I was younger, God please take me back to simple times
~
Just for a minute, Admit it ... I'm wrong
that's why I'm singing this song
I can't find a meaning, pack weed in the bong
haven't been happy for long
you make your purpose, stay committed so your life isn't worthless
At times I feel nervous, But I just remember I'm forged in this furnace
I'm molded by all the heat

Simple Times

MY HEART MATCHES THE CONCRETE

lyrics:

Separate your body from your mind 
Its possible if u try
I could never die It feels like
Id come back to life In spirit
I shall breath again In minutes
I went to hell and I aint like it so I came back to earth
I could wipe the tears ur crying
Something bout the night is like dying
Something peaceful lays in this silence
copper found a home on my eyelids
The afterlife is not promised
If it were ill be honest
Id lay neath in this fire
In this chaos im my calmest
These promises
Hold barely anything
I pray I suffocate
On all this bullshit pain u conjured
Im alright
Ill make it by tonight 
at least I have my mind and body
Im the only one that got me
Let me die my love im dnr
Disregard my beating heart
Place me in my early grave
The pastor hates me anyways
Dont u think its funny how
I will suffer for ur faults
Maybe u should help me out
Or maybe u should let me go
Let me go I swear ive had enough torture
Sat me down and told me stay and that’s an order
Flood the church if she comes in the light will scorch her
No one cried no one showed up here to mourn her

wreck me (xlhc x noahmadethiss)

prod. sherif xr
s/o her-b for playing the guitars for me since i broke my wrist haha

MUSIC VIDEO✪: fanlink.tv/addynic

gnawing on your face...

XR 2022

music videooo

ADDY & NIC

Notti Osama X DD Osama - Dead Opps

DD Osama X Dudeylo - BACK TO BACK

How You Every O Shot

Kiss Me

Kiss Me w Cold Hart & Weepings [Remix]

produced by chalyre <3 

lyrics:
you make me
incomplete
no escaping
your cold reach

now my throat is sore
from saying your name
i'm not going to go
until you repay
the debt that you owe
its always the same 
for love

let go
of your hold

you say you love me
i would just die
i'll never be worthy
of your divine

you're killing me slowly
but i'll be fine

it's not like i'm better
from seeing the light

careworn

Ghost of US

Withdrawals

Hollow Space

Finally Home

Perfume

Ghost of Us

lyrics ⬇️ 

you mean nothing to me 
you mean nothing to me

one minute trippin 
next minute you know wassup
well you should speak up then
cuz I don’t do well with the drugs
I’ll fall down the stairs
and everyone knows you won’t pick me up
yea you do not care
i think our life better without us in love

cuz it’s not getting better if you do not get away from me
say I want you later but I cannot have your company 
look to check the weather app
but it’s gonna be raining
so what I’m saying
is I’m not waiting
around for anyone else to get with
i stand my ground well I hope that you keep ur distance
huge town
but I cant find no one to live with
move south
well that’s where I went ye a that’s where I live in

one minute trippin 
next minute chillin
what’s this abt
say I’m a villain 
well I’m in ya head and I’m in ya mouth

just listen the lights gettin low
for the mission
i don’t wanna speak 
when you don’t want attention 

might weep for my life get to wishin like
how can I tell what is real 
how can i tell what is fake
get out my face
cant catch a break or even a meal
like what is the deal they not fixin the wage
I been makin my plays 
every single day they going to waste
livin a lot make it harder to save
but don’t get it wrong I’m still makin a lane

yea no mission accomplished only assumption 
yea I need an accomplice but I got no options yea

you mean nothing (yunny goldz)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISMFvsAGj38

its not you its you nd me
hidden in the leaves
look at where we are theres not much that you cant see
tell me where to start i don't mean to intervene
im just what you need and not rhetorically
moving accordingly and stacking this bank roll
oh watch me dangle and walk on this cable
join in the light show its better w eyes closed
roll back in my dome and ask how my night go
say its alright tho i knows its concerning
hope that im learning won't end up deserted
properly furnished end up in a nice home
been through them nights long enough we don't like those

its not you, its you and me (isolated) [video in description]

Its A Beautiful Day I Feel Like Shit

happy halloween! thought i'd hit y'all with a fun one for the holidays!
s/o to @siemspark + @rjpasin for brining this to life!

lyrics
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wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

and i don't think that you're alright
it's the little things about you i've been noticing on site
you've been howling all night
inconsistencies will always be attached to your life
if you're running don't hide
cause the probability of getting caught is so high
oh and at least i fucking tried
a corrupt intervention when your truth is just a lie
so throw this away
flush it right down the drain
you've perfected your aim
looks like nothings changed
so maybe

wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

music video

half baked (prod. siem spark x rj pasin)

Lyrics

Doc said these will make you better
I don't think I'm getting better
Fuck these pills, my fucking head hurts
I wake up with fucking shivers

Have thoughts bout pulling triggers
I can't get them out my mental
I've got problems that are mental
I don't feel love, not even a little

Wake up, I'm fucking over it
Need to let it out but I keep fucking holding it
Wanna scream and shout into this mic I'm holding
It'll hear me out better than any other person

Don't know how I got here, I don't think that I deserve it
God ain't really out here tryna show me what's my purpose
Sittin' at this screen, still tryna find out if it's worth it
Know that nobody is but still wish I was perfect

I told the doc that I was depressed, he told me back that I was anxious
He pulled a bottle out his vest and he told me that I should take this
I took 'em for a couple months but I was numbed out
I rather feel everything than feel like that my heart out

You wern't there for me, I would do anything for you
You ain't talk to me, I would never just ignore you
I just needed you, you made me feel like I bore you
They won't find a body when the police looking for you

Doc said these will make you better
I don't think I'm getting better
Fuck these pills, my fucking head hurts
I wake up with fucking shivers

Have thoughts bout pulling triggers
I can't get them out my mental
I've got problems that are mental
I don't feel love, not even a little

spotify.

shiver. | Produced by septfree

thanks for listening <3
prod by king theta

lyrics:
My life is a movie shot by Ari Aster
Hard to stay on script like an actor
Nothing really matters
What's the point when it ends in disaster
Theres no happy ever after
Cut! I need quiet on the set
Cause there'e a mother fucking riot in my head
I, I just wanna do my best
But honestly I don't know how much better it can get
I can't act right without direction
Every time I speak I hate every fucking sentence
I forgot to mention
I'm doing better that's a point of contention
I guess I never learned my lesson

Scratch that, I think we need another flashback
Way before I ever turned to a jackass
Doing good is something that I'm bad at
I'm a joke go ahead and cue the laugh track
Lights, camera, action
It fell apart before it ever happened
It's the story of my life and its tragic
Demons in my head and I'm trapped at the cabin

Close your eyes and count to ten
This is where the story ends
I'm all alone lost all my friends
There's whispers in my head again
I hear voices coming from the shadows
Saying that I'm worthless
Calling me an asshole
It's like I'm swimming up stream, no paddle
My life is a never ending battle

I feel like something's after me
I'm followed by catastrophe
I woke up from a nightmare nauseous
Now I hear noises coming from the closet
Life's like walking barefoot on a spiked floor
I'm just another point you added to your high score
My tongue's tied and you always seem to bite yours
My heart is racing and I hope it's on the right course
I only feel fear and loathing
Black hole my hearts imploding
It's hard to keep the camera rolling
Game over a new one's loading

Lights, camera, action
It fell apart before it ever happened
It's the story of my life and its tragic
Demons in my head and I'm trapped at the cabin
Scratch that, I think we need another flashback
Way before I ever turned to a jackass
Doing good is something that I'm bad at
I'm a joke go ahead and cue the laugh track

Close your eyes and count to ten
This is where the story ends
I'm all alone lost all my friends
There's whispers in my head again
I hear voices coming from the shadows
Saying that I'm worthless
Calling me an asshole
It's like I'm swimming up stream, no paddle
My life is a never ending battle

My life is a never ending battle
My life is a never ending battle
My life is a never ending battle

quiet on the set! (prod king theta)

first track off of the new guardin x flowars tape
full project comin' soon!

produced by space race x juannib x cruzgod

lyrics
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tongue tied
words just fall apart when you look at me right in my eyes
if i'm being honest witchu baby you is so fine
liquor in my cup & you've been dancing up in my mind
open my mind
tongue tied
words just fall apart when you look at me right in my eyes
if i'm being honest witchu baby you is so fine
liquor in my cup & you've been dancing up in my mind
open my mind

i fell in love cause she’s dead inside 
girl got me so weak she’s like my kryptonite
red all on her lips, i like baby girl 
i dreamt of the way that your lips
met my lips in the rain 
mesmerized by your pretty little eyes 
tryna get inside your mind 
baby you drive me crazy
you got me losing 
my mind my mind my mind
grabbing up on you behind 
let everyone know you’re mine

oh me oh my
don't waste no time
i get right into it baby you gon feel alive
it's eight past five
but we stay inside
the doors are locked with your body pushed into mine
  
tongue tied
words just fall apart when you look at me right in my eyes
if i'm being honest witchu baby you is so fine
liquor in my cup & you've been dancing up in my mind
open my mind
tongue tied
words just fall apart when you look at me right in my eyes
if i'm being honest witchu baby you is so fine
liquor in my cup & you've been dancing up in my mind
open my mind

follow flowars

guardin x flowars - tongue tied (prod. space race x juannib x cruzgod)

Lyrics:
Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I'm staying up, I'm laying low
I'm in the stu, don't check my phone
Don't understand, the new world we know
Not as a part, but just as a whole

I feel left out, not gonna cap
All this new shit, don't keep up with that
I stick to myself, the loneliest fact
Life just goes on, you can't run it back

Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I will keep trying, just for the sake
Yes I will bend, but I will not break
Take a step back at the end of the day
But it's not even over, like give me a break

I don't agree with my fate, yuh
Chasing the money since day one
Still in this mess, I'm a late one

Getting Older

Empty Ft. Seon

should have 
should have been my body
should have 
should have been my body

ill never get another chance now
and i dont want it, i just want you back now
i cannot deal with all these faces looking at me
i really think it should have been my body

ive been lost now for a while and i need some help
but none of my friends even seem to care
throw me on the ground while youre walking out
say its all because of me you know its not fair

have so much to tell you bout my come down
its not funny its not funny im still bleeding
how much do i need for me to pass out
if im gone before the morning then i need it

i really thought i tried my best
im putting all my scent across your messsages
just to ruin it again
youre my love and all my medicine

whats stopping me
nobody can stop me now
what is happening 
words barely leaving my mouth
but im lost again
gaps of air barely creep out
im asleep again
i dont mean to let you down

ive been lost now for a while and i need some help
but none of my friends even seem to care
throw me on the ground while youre walking out
say its all because of me you know its not fair

have so much to tell you bout my come down
its not funny its not funny im still bleeding
how much do i need for me to pass out
if im gone before the morning then i need it

should have
should have been my body...

body

it hurts, the weight on my chest
it burns, the tears that i shed
i want to breathe, but im dead
i cant take it, i'm sawing my head off

i spend my days just trying to figure out whats wrong with me
between the breakdowns and compulsions from the OCD
is borderline a good excuse for when i dont agree
im boiling on the inside, im Discouraged, you would never see

anxiety, throwing up like every morning
cause the moment that my eyes open im retching without warning
always think of suicide and then imagine how they're mourning
but i promise i wont do it, it's just thoughts they're getting boring

it hurts, the weight on my chest
it burns, the tears that i shed
i want to breathe, but im dead
i cant take it, i'm sawing my head off

man im so used to this shit i think i just be getting numb
ill stay attached forever if you show me bit of love
ill follow your whole trail, i be picking up the crumbs
really thinking you wont hurt me, how the fuck i be so dumb

why my stomach always hurting, feel it now writing this verse
im always feeling sick, and my brain always on alert
i never get a break i feel my body always hurt
cant keep up with my head, theres way too many fucking words

it hurts, the weight on my chest
it burns, the tears that i shed
i want to breathe, but im dead
i cant take it, i'm sawing my head off

what's wrong with me

Spotify

whats wrong with me

Still stuck in my emo phase
Lyrics:


I've got the whole world on my back

Yeah, cause I'm 5'9, 165 
Established 1995 
Living like I'm not getting out alive 
Ima take a second just to tell you why 

I had thoughts since 6th grade 
That this world was not made for the sake 
of the people like me 
who can't see past their mistakes, and  misdeeds 

And I bleed the same blood you bleed
So why are you tryna cut me? 
Why's there always something you want from me?
Why can't you be happy for me?

That I'm not that kid on the phone screaming fuck this world I'm leaving? 
Like when I was sixteen and,  it still feels like I'm dreaming
When I call your phone and realize I forgot to breath in 
Forgot the grave that he's in 
I hope you know I mean it 

When I say I'm only here today cause this music keeps me breathing 
It's my only healing

I'm not alone if you can feel it

I'm not alone, if you know the bliss 
When i  heard that girl don't slit her wrists no more
From that time I reminisced at my show 
Told her there's reasons to stay don't go 

Don't push your family away I know 
They don't understand all the pain you hold 
Im just as sad know you're not alone 
Don't let your story go untold 





 I know you're here in spirit, put on deja entendu 
The only time I'm sad now is when I think of you
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only help one of them then I did it for all you 
I don't know how she's doing, no we haven't stayed in touch 
But I helped her put the knife down and that means so fucking much
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only helped one of them then I did it, I did it for you

I Hope You Know I Mean It

out now via @lowlypalace 🌑

listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3x3z7VWqrjYePbHNBsXFhf?si=DT44trdkSAKRvBFHX1-Neg

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Supermoon (with Karra)

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

I'm standing on my own but is it ok if I hold my chances?
Tell me what's temporary and what stays permanent.
Temporary, permanent we keep on shifting surfaces
So who you tryna fool right now?
If you're not stayin' just leave right now
Can't feel you now, Losing my grip now I'm fading out
Couldn't hear my voice even if I shout
Tell me what's next for us baby
You hear it in my voice, Can you erase me?

I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

Baby I've been overthinking
See the blood from the thorns on the roses
If I tried could I let you go now
But the memory of you stays permanent...

What Stays Permanent (prod. killedmyself)

Track two from Make It Through Fall

Guitar Lyrics And Vocals: Lil Xtra
Additional production: Kado

Links:

Spotify

https://open.spotify.com/artist/7j8XINhxkD7WS4efrPxbhm

Soundcloud

 https://soundcloud.com/lilxtraatl

Merch

https://lilxtraofficialmerch.bigcartel.com/

Insta

https://www.instagram.com/lilxtraatl/

Twitter

https://twitter.com/LilXtraATL

Youtube

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Facebook

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Lyrics: 
Yo I'm Doomed to a life of 7.25, 
No point living right won’t make it out alive 
Making plays downtown, let me sleep on the drive
Leaning from the fucking codine in my sprite 
Leaning on the hollows in his fucking four-five like,
Put it to my head and we’ll see if I can fly 
He don’t really care if I’m impaired just stares, says 
What the fuck is up, bruh you really want to die? 
Yeah, I been blessed with a death wish 
I just hope that I die young and high like Hedwig 
I’ve been too distressed to address this
But I know I can’t be the only one who feels helpless 
And I’m sorry that I’ve been so selfish
I’d change if I could, but I just can’t help it 
But I know who I am, no need to pretend 
Guess I’m I’m still fucked up, and let down again.

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture underneath my mattress
Can’t see the sky to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I know I'm fucking different....

Why the world gotta be like this?
Getting high and she tells me what her step dad did 
I keep the secret so she can pretend 
That her innocence hasn’t been lost in a sense 
So we go to the mall and buy some bullshit 
To block out how fucked up it all is
I just need a whip with the gold plate rims
I just need a pill to feel happiness 
I just need a check and some ice I can flex 
A few more drugs to feel a little less 
A few more hits and a girl that’s obsessed 
That loves all my shit and loves having sex
So I can pretend everything’s okay 
But the world’s so black and I’m so grey 
I hope in the end one day I’ll say 
I see the same old world in a brand new way

Cause I’ve been feeling down can’t wait until it passes 
I hope you keep me underneath your mattress 
Still too blind to see my own condition
I know I can’t be perfect I know that something’s missing

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture, underneath my mattress
I can’t see the sky, to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I hope I'm always different

I hope
I hope
I hope...
I hope I'm always different

Different

Artist:
https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

Producer:
Jody

Lyrics:
all over again, sparked blunt in my hand
said she wont hate me, but I know she can
strapped wit my keyblade, im heartless at best
I hope that I make it, im prayin to death

all over again, sparked blunt in my hand
said she wont hate me, but I know she can
strapped wit my keyblade, im heartless at best
I hope that I make it, im prayin to death

the sun is all that I want 
I wanna see the light 

dont fuck around 
u jus wanna put me down 
imma lay back, chilllin
watch yo body hit the ground
flowers bloomin but its not even august
summers rlly lonely when ur makin some hard shit

the sun is all that I want 
I wanna see the light

all over again, sparked blunt in my hand
said she wont hate me, but I know she can
strapped wit my keyblade, im heartless at best
I hope that I make it, im prayin to death

all over again, sparked blunt in my hand
said she wont hate me, but I know she can
strapped wit my keyblade, im heartless at best
I hope that I make it, im prayin to death

kais - all over again

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MF3jfMTDl1k
fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffast like ramadan 🕋
ビルの屋上からジャンプ！
????になって爆発💥
輝いてる夜の光
逆らったら当たるバチ
??????新たな街🗼
抗っても俺らの勝ち
x2
回らない頭壊れた時計🕜
お前らは常識の奴隷
弾丸装填 b-b-bang 脳天🔫
次から次へと新たな冒険
さっさとそこをどけ
do or dieとか知ったこちゃねえ
お前らにできない俺の真似
Fuck sChoOOoOOOoOOOool 💃
態度はデカめ
身に着けたいのは鉄仮面🎭
俺王様まるでツタンカーメン
インスタントに仕上げるカップラーメン🍜
問題ないぜไม่เป็นไรครับ
雲の上からyo wassup👽
when I hop on a beat it’s a guaranteed bop
Space Boyならボードの上で履くcrocs

Welcome! /prod. dltzk/ *visual in description*

Prod Kado

Art by mattiswithdrawn

I feel that man,  good luck! I’m sure you’ll come with something great
❤
1
Wed 3:57 PM
Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try 

Everybody knows that it’s my fault 
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk 
No sleepwalking too fucked up for talking 
Pretty soon be an outline made of chalk 
I’m gonna die soon
And when I do 
I hope that you know it’s not about you 
Turns out I didn’t know enough about you 
Turns out the world don’t revolve around you 
But in my head, everything’s bad 
Everything’s wrong, everything’s sad 
Been way to long I feel like that 
Pandemic vibes, miss mom and dad
And the little lost pleasures I once had 
Is the measure of my life really my stacks
Whether or not you’re better off in my bed
I want to Love what I treasure and clear my head
So get the fuck away from me if 
This isn’t where you want to be then
Just Go abead, you can leave and when 
It’s all over you can be free 
I don’t really understand my thoughts 
That it’s all my fault 
When it’s clearly not 
Every time we talk 
I test my luck 
Then I fuck this up, who would’ve thought yeah 

Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try

Where You Want To Be

Produced by tundrabeats

Lyrics

I thought I moved on, thought I forgave
But the shit that you done still stuck in my way
Tried to ignore and I tried to escape
But I still think about your touch everyday

Still think about what I could of changed
You were the reason my soul got saved
I try to find love but I retreat to the fact
That I know no one else is the same

Maybe that's good that you're one of kind
But I swear on my life you won't get out my mind
I thought I let you out but when I walked away
You were standing on the other side

And I can't lie, if you came back
With all of the knives in mine
I'd still have yours, because I never lied
That you were the love I was dying to find

Will I ever move on?
I can't get you out my head
I think a screws gone
Luna you're my last light

Look what you've done
I know something's not right
Looking for a new one
Chasing at my last high

Fuck it, I'm stressed again
I don't who you been messing with
I thought that you were my medicine
But it don't seem like you heaven sent

But for your love I'm hellbent
I'm so selfish, I want you all to myself
But it don't seem if that's it
So I think I'ma just take you to my little hell

I think my mind gone bad, I'm so sad
You think you leaving me? Not so fast
"Yo shit man, why so rash?"
I guess we all want the shit we ain't have

This ain't aesthetic, it's fucking pathetic
You think it's a trend, you gone fucking regret it
I can burn all of you down to the filter
I say the words of a mouth with no filter

Will I ever move on?
I can't get you out my head
I think a screws gone
Luna you're my last light

Look what you've done
I know something's not right
Looking for a new one
Chasing at my last high (x2)

spotify

pathetic aesthetic

Check Out Heylog:

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/heylog
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5Jf6pl4SGgueZHZ4pC313c?si=2lXboaQlQoKOHU4o9_U8rQ
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/heylog/1506866195
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/byelog/

Lyrics
------------------------------------------------------
(Robstar)
And she said that she's breakin' down tonight
Baby if I'm there I would hold you tight
And I know I can never ever make things right
But baby let me wipe the tears from your lil' sad eyes

And you're deservin' better than a guy like me
Tellin' her I love her when I'm on my knees
And we're staying together only in my dreams
But this is a nightmare, please don't leave
And I don't wanna fight this no more
Screamin' that I love you 'till I'm on the floor
Baby if you leave don't close the door
I don't wanna hear you cry, cry no more

(Heylog)
stay
im lonely
crave
u want me
babe
im crying
hey
i hate me
i rip all my heart out of my chest again
go ahead take it dont mind u crushing it
but pretty soon ill need it back again
but she teasing me im not a fan of it
oh man im crying now im pissed again
im still learning how to calm my temper less
this fire finna burn out from my chest
i dont know how to talk and im sick of it

(Robstar)
And she said that she's breakin' down tonight
Baby if I'm there I would hold you tight
And I know I can never ever make things right
But baby let me wipe the tears from your lil' sad eyes

Cry No More Ft. Heylog

Cry No More Ft. Heylog [Prod. Too Late]

https://open.spotify.com/track/0NPrRpo8Z66KgBroH22hE2

produced by @fantom-instrumentals
featuring @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x2)

[@seejayxo]
why you act like you aint see thru?
thought i told you that i need you
i was steady bleeding
you were so deceiving
baby, i just wanna know if you believe him

i see faces on my wall
i still be waiting on your call
but i know it wont come thru
know that it wont come thru
why even i gotta love you?

im better pickin up a gun
smoke all up inside my lungs
baby i just gotta tell you
gotta tell you the one
fuck it, i just gotta run

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x3)

dead faces w/ seejayxo [fantom]

produced by @metlast
featuring at @ihatepromnight

https://soundcloud.com/lottaheart/broken-in-two
https://soundcloud.com/ihatepromnight/restart-prodmetlast


@lottaheart:
broken in two
but i keep falling for you
that's how i know that its true
you say you want me
i want you too

baby come with me
just take my hand
i can tell you really wanna dance
if only you could give me one more chance
cause you're the only one that understands me

as long as i have you i dont need no plan b
tell you i want you and you say that you want me
hold you so close when i'm feeling lonely
you're so sweet baby you remind me of candy

so sweet
you're so sweet whenever you're around
i want you to hold me down



@ihatepromnight:
yeah i'm back where i started
back to being broken hearted
never gave a fuck about myself
you think by now that i would try to find some help

self destructive-
type of person
my demons chase me,
they fucking lurking
i'm sick and tired-
of fucking hurting
will i ever be better than a burden?

yeah i'm back where i started
back to being broken hearted
never gave a fuck about myself
you think by now that i would try to find some help

broken in two + restart (ft. promnight) [metlast]

prod. @l1lbiscuit x @gualabeatz

lyrics
--------
hey you
why you mad at me?
i've been falin' backwards runnin' barefoot through the leaves
i could bite my tongue until i really gotta leave
if the issue isn't settled why you settlin' for me?
hey you
whatchu wanna be?
i remember back when i was sleeping with no sheets
back when we were struggling off 89 a week
when the habits i possessed was partially possessing me
when the root of all my problems disappeared inside the green
and i was acting like i gave a fuck but no one fucked with me
when the busses to the 6 were all i had just to be free
i got a passport for that bitch but but now i travel overseas

yeah it's been a couple years but honestly it's all i see
when i close my eyes & reminisce this shit is just a dream
guess i really overcame a lot & now i've come to see
all the work i've put into it paying off by 23
thought i'd never live to tell but now i'm tellin how it be
when you overcome the obstacles & turn into a g
you could a. run for cover are you ready for the heat?
self destruct until i feel like anyone but me
you could be anything that you desire whatchu seek?
i've been plotting on this shit for years since i was seventeen
never felt like i could do it the depression come in sweeps
i put my headphones on & spit some shit until i fall asleep

back in 2017 i plotted out my death 
tied a noose inside my closet drew a target on my chest
if you think this shits a gimmick you can put it to the test
check my browser history for all the answers be my guest
googled "how to kill myself" but every option involved pain
every forum full of isolated kids that feel the same
saying they would end their lives in hopes of ridding all the shame
it's much easier to talk about when no one knows your name 
it's hilarious how motherfuckers profit off an act
you ain't ever put the blade against your skin and that's a fact
you're bewildered by the concept of a struggle so you cap
yeah my eyes are fixed upon you & i'm ready to attack
guess this is a wrap
fuck you & your homies all the shit you do is whack
this ain't no specific diss it's simply a smack
in the face of all these influencers actin like they sad

barefoot (prod. lil biscuit x guala beatz)

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

whats wrong with me

HKFIFTYONE