it hurts, the weight on my chest
it burns, the tears that i shed
i want to breathe, but im dead
i cant take it, i'm sawing my head off

i spend my days just trying to figure out whats wrong with me
between the breakdowns and compulsions from the OCD
is borderline a good excuse for when i dont agree
im boiling on the inside, im Discouraged, you would never see

anxiety, throwing up like every morning
cause the moment that my eyes open im retching without warning
always think of suicide and then imagine how they're mourning
but i promise i wont do it, it's just thoughts they're getting boring

it hurts, the weight on my chest
it burns, the tears that i shed
i want to breathe, but im dead
i cant take it, i'm sawing my head off

man im so used to this shit i think i just be getting numb
ill stay attached forever if you show me bit of love
ill follow your whole trail, i be picking up the crumbs
really thinking you wont hurt me, how the fuck i be so dumb

why my stomach always hurting, feel it now writing this verse
im always feeling sick, and my brain always on alert
i never get a break i feel my body always hurt
cant keep up with my head, theres way too many fucking words

it hurts, the weight on my chest
it burns, the tears that i shed
i want to breathe, but im dead
i cant take it, i'm sawing my head off

what's wrong with me

Spotify

whats wrong with me

☦︎ Christ saves ☦︎
i'm on a new arc

23 | vox / songwriter & engineer 
i make what i want my music isnt for everyone
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email - m@scars.online

I’m CЯEⱯ☩VRE🫠2.2.2

I found a snail, a creature so grand,
With a spiral shell, like a treasure from sand.
I stumbled upon some slugs, so shy,
And gifted them shells beneath the sky.

I shared with them art, a world full of dreams,
And gave them paints, with vibrant beams.
We adorned their shells with colours so bright,
Now they shimmer, glowing with light.

Inspired free and no longer just slugs, they’ve become something more. For now, the slugs wear the snails’ sparkling might, and the snails oh, they’re more magnificent than before, in a realm where magic and art forever soar, where slugs can be snails dude because snails are so kewl.

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

New song: soundcloud.com/nottoocold/upp

Thank you for you 🫶🍟🔐

Thank you for you 🫶🍟🔐
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whats wrong with me

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