The way this song still overwhelms me after 5 years

to everyone reading this it's tough but im cheering u all on and everyday is a new day to find a new happiness

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come up (feat.Gmon$y)

producer. @lightbodyent
guitar written by @Tylerburkhart
https://soundcloud.com/tylerburkhart/i-want-to-drown-in-snow

i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
inside
i don’t want to live
but ill stay alive
i don’t want to leave
so ill make time
you don’t tell the truth
so you make lies
i cried
i cried again
last night flowers in my bed
last night i lost my best friend 
last nights flowers torn to shreds
last night our love wound up dead
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
inside
our love subsides i don’t feel right
pin me down you eat my insides
like a spider pull me in
kiss my neck make my blood thin
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
your pain inside

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Last Nights Flowers - (prod. lightbody)

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
https://twitter.com/sayygoodbyye
https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

@prodreaper
@guccihighwaters

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
kiss me in the rain or leave me at the front door
tell me you despise me tell me that you need more
tell me i'm a freak, tell me i'm insecure, mi amor mi amor

if i wanna dance with the devil i can ask
why you lock your phone baby tell me what is that
if you got an issue then you know i got your back
if he wants to meet you can say just, that

it won't come to floracion
i know that you kissed him i know that he put you down
he can find, someone else, he can throw, around

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
indecisive leaning on the vices i don't like advice, i just flip the light switch
sleep it off, overslept got missed calls, 
do not disturb on my phone got sick thoughts,

 mi amor, i wanna love you till my hearts sore, 
i was drowning in emotions, when i met you i really stopped choking
 but you deserve the world, i really mean that
i don't have it all, i know that you can see that,
 allot of things to explore, but i just want you behind this closed door

mi amor w/ guccihighwaters (prod.reaper)

it still hurts, forgetting you

featuring my friend @ihateshinigami

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-too-long-lyrics

blackheartemoji

spotify

too long (ft. shinigami)

prod. @notmorgn
featuring @guardinmusic

(guccihighwaters)
she said I look upset but girl 
there’s passion in this frown
cus i think i am obsessed with the all the 
love when your around
why they want smoke with me
not a stoner
when she’s not here im a loner
she too bad you can’t clone her
i live for her im a donor

i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

(guardin)
i'll stop breathing 
lie awake in the night fight the feeling 
fuck love i'm a mess for a reason 
six feet in the dirt for the season
i don't like this
life without the hue of your iris
erase your face embedded in my eyelids
patience paints the face of the silent 

sorry i'm not coming down 
elevated all around 
my conscience thinks i'm falling out
of grip i ripped the bong & now i'm

(guardin and guccihighwaters)
stoned beyond belief i know 
i fucked it up it goes to show 
that i get high when i feel low
please pick me up & take me home

(guccihighwaters)
i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

rather be a ghost (feat. guardin)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

that thing that u do 😓😓(yung conundrum unreleased)

https://soundcloud.com/weepingwolf
https://soundcloud.com/prodreaper

[Sleye]

just give me something to rely on
something i could die for
something i could put my fucking life on

i got this drug you wanna try some
got me feeling empty it's the shit i really strive for

i be on it lifelong
probably end up mind fucked
throw me in a jacket with some white and keep the lights off
i could treat you nice though
only for a night though
it's obvious i try but i can't help it i'm a psycho

girl just tell me what you want
i could give you anything
tell me how you want it now
i make it a reality
i don't really cover up that
nothing really shit to me
think i only want you cause
to me you're still a mystery
you don't really care nah i can see it through your smile
i can read between the lines
just like the print you know you're fine
yea i been seeing every sign
synchronicity in life
it never caught me by surprise
i saw your soul right through your eyes

[weepingwolf]

you said that you love me but i know that you lying like
every time i call your phone i swear you been crying
i seen all the drugs but you keep on denying
i read between these lines no there's no point in trying

why you tryna hide it from it me
my paranoia it drives me crazy
i know you don't want hurt me
can't you tell me like please just maybe

tell me i'll save your soul
i know that you can take control
tell me i'll save your soul
i know that you can take control

and when you do everything will be fine
we gotta go forward if you want this all behind
cause nothing's more important than how we spend our time
fuck it you ain't gotta tell me i can read between the lines

Between The Lines w/ weepingwolf (prod. reaper)

@mewsyc
@producedbyaidan
@guccihighwaters

yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide

numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind

whats inside my cup
blindsides my brain
so i hide my face
in an act of shame
and hope to dissapear
in a perminant way
u watch me fade to black
u'd love to watch my pain

and u know
who to call
ill b there
after all
and i know
when i fall
u wont care
afterall,

yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide

numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind

yeah, im just a waste
i dont got that much to offer
im selfish and conceeded 
but always put my all
into everyone and everything
then watch it as it falls
let it crumble to my feet
just like everything ive ever loved

yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy

im ur puppet and u play me like a game
text from my ex, yeah she never felt the same
use me on a rainy day
abuse me til i cant even think
that picuture that we took
i always kept it safe
id put it in my pocket just so i could see ur face
when i was out of town
u always kept me with u
never told u bout all the times when i would miss u

yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy

Follow me <3

boy toy (ft. guccihighwaters) [prod. mewsyc & aidan]

@qawikamri

LYRICS:-
QAWI KAMRI
start and drive the car
you've been on my mind
going to your house
you got my heart

can I have yours?
will not waste your time
life on the line
can I stay the night?

can I spend the night?
we gon' vibe all night
gon' treat you right
please dont leave my side

can I stay the night?
we gon' love all night
gon' treat you right
like it's your first time

she says "I don't bite" 
i said i dont mind
you can leave a mark
right here with a spark

there's good in my heart, 
you found it in the dark
you still stayed when its hard
you still stayed when its hard

this is how it starts
shoot it like a dart
loving is an art
you got it in your cards

i just wanna hold ya
i just wanna touch ya
show you that I love you
show you that I'm down for you

imma just pull you closer
carry the weight on your shoulder
treat you the same when im older
you can always come over

you can spend the night
we gon' vibe all night
gon' treat you right
i wont leave your side

you can stay the night
we gon' love all night
gon' treat you right
like it's your first time

Stay The Night

ill be fine (prod. irby)

Weathering With You OST - "Is There Still Anything That Love Can Do?" by RADWIMPS
天気の子 - [愛にできることはまだあるかい / RADWIMPS]

If you want me to upload any of the Tenki no Ko OST, you can send request at my Discord server
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#PrayForKyoAni

『Tenki no Ko | Weathering With You』◈【Ai ni Dekiru Koto wa Mada Aru Kai / RADWIMPS】

explicit

[+] Focus on the positive and you'll lose some sight of the negative
* produced by @lilbiscuitbeats + @yagoproduces *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro:]
they try to ride on my wave
I swear to god they afraid
nothing can save me im bleeding out
I feel alone around people now

[hook:]
and I hate that shit
so fucking much
you fuck me up
I hate your guts
im feeling numb

[verse: 1]
but that don't even change shit
I still keep my heart locked up in the basement
I still fall apart at the basic shit
while you play this shit
I be fading in
I be fading out
Wonder what you even gotta say now?
do I even wanna hear?

[hook:]
and I hate this shit
so fucking much
you fuck me up
I hate your guts
im feeling numb

[verse: 2]
kept your arms right behind your back
do I even wanna ask?
I can feel it in my heart when you're sad
do I even wanna take you back?
(I don't know now)

Cuz I be hitting shots, no lag
Thirties on me, bitch you know I keep a strap
I just had to take a step back 
realize who I am, then I realized what I have
Cuz I done did this shit with my fans
They done held me down now I feel like I'm the man
I be making hits no band
I just copped a flight be in LA when I land

[outro:]
ye be in LA when I land
I be smoking thrax
Shawty pull up in the AM
ye I don't need no friends
I be counting racks
they goin love me in the end

<3

Guts

spotify + apple music

guts (prod. lil biscuit + yago)

lyrics

t shan ~

so dazed n confused
with a lot of things 2 say
open my mouth
but the words wont escape
i fall forward
thru the steps back
2 much trama
makes the bones snap
cigarette burns in my damn skin
i dont even smoke [a racing heart might cease 2] x2

sui ~

exist anymore ~
need a reset a do over~

the thought of all those frozen days
turn tears 2 ice in a heartbeat ~
try to just forget
but memories keep
holding that thought of
every little thing that i ever fukd up
a sickness a disease
now i cant stand to think
id rather numb
myself its like a shield ~

4 everything falling apart ~
try 2 pick back up the pieces
wake up ~ in the morning ~
4 all of the people that yu let down ~
that were counting on yu
2 come back ~

a nightmare
its haunting
never wake up
no morning
no sunrise
just ashes
floating off in the wind

the thought of all those frozen days
turn tears 2 ice in a heartbeat ~
try to just forget
but memories keep
holding that thought of
every little thing that i ever fukd up
a sickness a disease
now i cant stand to think
id rather numb
myself its like a shield ~

4 everything falling apart ~
try 2 pick back up the pieces ~

element w/ t shan ~ [p. capsctrl & wellfed]

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why'd you have to go

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