prod by me and jacob vallen

wont eat for a while
my stomaches been aching
and im not myself 
not as of lately
few months ill heal right? im hardly inpatient
its not feeling real, counting cracks in the pavement
takes all i have to pull my anchor out
i dont know who i am, know everything about u
takes all i have, to make the words come out
im making nothing last, im pretty anxious now
 
dont tell me "people change" like you look down on me
you always said "its nothing" its alot to me
started turning heads, wont look back at me 
was just more of the same a little differently
giving nothing back 
its not important now
things u take for granted 
let my anger out 
i just cant grasp it
nah, its not important now

takes all i have to pull my anchor out
i dont know who i am, know everything about u
takes all i have, to make the words come out
im making nothing last, im pretty anxious now

for a while

healer. w/ brecken & lil booj (king theta)

(it's very seldom and we're ordinary people and we’re alright, tell myself it's alright)
Yeah it's dull enough for the eye i don't think it's blinding
In spite of all the opposites tired of their findings
I'll mull it off with tonics while opulent confiding    
I used to think of you so highly no lying   

Now i keep a tighter schedule every hour take a pill
This house was unattended for a while where's the thrill
Irritate provoke the selflessness it's what we hope for 
I checked the walls and every corner of this floor
Sometimes you find something you wish you'd never seen 
It steals away expression yeah it takes the only gleam
And your vision now is blurry muddled out 
Expression everywhere you see without doubt  

This pattern i recognize its steady all around me 
This lack of strength is serious discouraged by the founding 
A formless sort of figure follows on it plunges equal
This optic sort of horror full of elms upon a steep hill 
This distraction 
I admit
Entertains for the moment 
Occupy this until it
Will, become my proponent

Yeah it's dull enough for the eye i don't think it's blinding
in spite of all the opposites tired of their findings
I'll mull it off with tonics while opulent confiding    
I used to think of you so highly no lying

dull enough (dead spyro)

i swear im sorry, i dont mean it
i just, i just
i guess i always get this feeling
i been, i been
i been coping with the feeling

i been feinin for this moment
ever since the day we met

just want your lips
you feel like bliss
every time when my hands up on your hips

you get closer, im just tryna breathe you in
its been too long so tell me baby where you been

girl im aware, i know im a mess
give me time i promise that i’ll be better
my brain is fucked, i swear it’s just bipolar weather
i know i crashout but your passion keep me centered

your passion keep me centered

where you been?
its a sin
pulled me out the water cause i dont know how to swim

Fein 4 U (prod Chroma2k)

lyrics

know you think you’re special and important, uh, yeah
but you’re not blowing gas inside this foreign, uh, yeah
i’m half asleep, god, you’re fucking boring, uh, yeah
just getting pockets filled with cheese while yawning
i’ve got the birks, and they see me
handing out bags like it’s vv
changing up ways, yeah, i’m feeling like yeezy
uh, “mum, i’m on tv.”
i’ve got the boys, yeah, it’s rounds on me
you don’t want beef, who is you fucking with?
cause i’m on the street, we’re on the street
i’m blowing gas, whipping this shit while you’re throwing your ass
when it’s this top shelf, i’m not doing math
but i’ll double down that
you show me love, and i love when you laugh
yeah, i’m a pleaser, a cookie to pass
living it lavish, uh, i’m here to please
baby, i get it, i got what you need
i’ma just slide to your crib in beat
come here, lil baby, my flow is on peak
come here now, cookies in stream
i know i get messy when i’m in the paint
stars so bright, it’s like i’m serving cocaine
sorry, that’s novocaine
other one told me to pick me up, no, i can’t
cause this one right next to me, she wants the ring
but still, i got to think
about who do you think you is while i do my thing
but right now, i am free
i got the key
me and maxy, everyone else inside baltic sea
cooking up sound waves and cooking up dreams
know you think you’re special and important, uh, yeah
but you’re not blowing gas inside this foreign, uh, yeah
i’m half asleep, god, you’re fucking boring, uh, yeah
just getting pockets filled with cheese while yawning
i’ve got the birks, and they see me
handing out bags like it’s vv
changing up ways, yeah, i’m feeling like yeezy
uh, “mum, i’m on tv.”
i’ve got the boys, yeah, it’s rounds on me
you don’t want beef, who is you fucking with?
cause i’m on the street, we’re on the street (i'm on the street

on me

on me (coffeelover)

killed myself again

drops on all platforms - friday 13th june 💫

produced by: @prodjolst
featuring: @ripskele

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it 

[skele]
i pray that someone take me home 
im not seeing right 
im mixing pills into my drink
so i can sleep tonight 
god i know u make me sore 
i don’t need reminded 
fucking kicking down that door
didn’t try to hide it
pouring up this drank 
into my cup gon make it worse 
i can’t even speak 
fuck up this check 
so it don’t hurt
put this metal to my brain 
go afk 
i’m making sure
hope i forget about ur face 
i pop this k 
like its a cure

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it

tired w/ skele (jolst)

at least he wanted something 

prod: @vito2300
 
you know i like it when you speak to me soft 
most nights i spend with you alone
feels like we don’t even talk 
know you don’t need me at all 
i’m just taking up this space 
know i’m just here by default

don’t want another 
staying here is gon make me suffer 
n my body shudder 
another night i spent playing lover 
so over summer 
sunlight poking right thru the shutter 
laid under covers
every time i just let him under 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

facing the repercussions 
it’s just what happens 
i can’t help that i'm no good at loving 
i’m just so unbecoming 
he only want me in passing 
at least he wanted something 

yeah is it too much 
promise i’ll be good enough 
be what you want 
even if i can’t feel your touch 
i'm leaking blood 
just waiting till i'm getting crushed 
and when we’re tongue to tongue 
i almost feel like there’s an us 

i’m just a body 
take it off 
and come put it on me 
no need for talking 
when it’s done 
you don’t need to call me 
this shit gon haunt me 
coming round it gets so disheartening 
i guess he caught me
every touch it just leave me starving 

but i’m still there 
right under you
every time 
you call my name 
in the way that i like 
don’t make me feel like 
i am more than a night 
god i tried 
god i tried 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

i know i do this to myself 
i know what’s going on here 
i know i could avoid it, well
i know you’ve put it so clear
and it’s so stupid that i’m wiping my tears 
yeah it’s so stupid that i hold you this dear

unbecoming

i’m glad your cheeks are red, my eyes have turned grey
and i look like a million but i feel like loose change
someone told me ill always get in my way
well if there’s two of me, ill make sure i include him everytime i pray

and with this circumstance, hope you think we should stay together
cause these dreams hurt so much
i miss you so much
and that’s my bad for thinking that i would be better after the mountain trip
i miss myself so much
and then you call my phone
i’m off the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live
cause my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

let’s get it started then, while im here i might as well turn up
i’m drinking right off the block at this block party im bouta fuck it up
i’m gliding through this shit i really might just blow up like “Just Cause”
i know i “pour for four” but bae i really think that you’re the one
and i’ll slide
but im scared that it’s the last time
but you stay by my side
and i don’t know why you do that
but i’m glad you’re here tonight

and given the circumstance i hope that we can stick together
cause these dreams hurt so much, i miss you so much
and i guess that’s my bad for thinking that we would be better after the mountain trip
girl i miss us so much
hate being on my phone
i love the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live baby
my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

i used to think that people like this were so reckless
now when my friends call me doing drugs i get jealous
my armors chinked with arrows sent here by the marksmen
they blocked out the sun and used my back like its a target
stop it
i been dodging shit like i did back when i fought margit
stars lit
baby come outside and we can stargaze
im out smoking on the balcony come and join me
i wont jump fr

and with this circumstance, hope you think we should stay together
cause these dreams hurt so much
i miss you so much
and that’s my bad for thinking that i would be better after the mountain trip
i miss myself so much
and then you call my phone
i’m off the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live
cause my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

loose change (p. under the maple tree)

Lyrics⬇️

its not a coincidence that i ruin everything in life
maybe if i just applied myself then they would think I tried 

i cant get myself to try if i dont think i have anything i should live for
why dont i just do more
cuz i spent way too many cold nights on the floorboards
i wish i could restore
i wish i could feel more

but i been stuck like this for longer than you know 
i dont feel like anybody even thinks that i could grow
cuz its been like this forever i dont see a place to go
i dont think that its been better but i swear that i can hope
i wish that you saw my life through my eyes and then you’d know 
that every single night since you been gone i felt broke
& i dont even tell you why i love myself, i dont
cuz i dont even tell you that i trust myself, i dont

i check my phone
its jus like a 100 messages to come home
i dont wanna do that anytime id rather be alone
 i been chillin on my own
im still happy what i chose

back then i swear i would do the most
and nowdays im not even close but you still think ill overdose

and it dont matter what i say if you dont think ill ever know
just how you really feel every time i touch the stove

all my cells have been straight burned from all the stuff inside my body
clearly i been stuck on every oerson who ever turned on me

please dont stab my back
i would rather do anything just to hear ur laugh
again 
i would do everything i never did up inside my head
i was stuck up in my bed everytime you time you said im next up
i dont wanna hear u tell me that im just the best of 3
bet those 2 other people had everything over me

best of 3 (mackk)

wednesday night

i can’t get the sound of ur voice out of my head

killed myself again

hoepless

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