I was @ ya front door knocking like shiiit
@sendflowrs
@bi0wrld
@xmichealwarren

u can forget me now ft. sendflowrs

I wrote this before I knew what mastering or a de-esser was lmao

lyrics

all that I could ever see myself being
is a deadweight, a nightmare, 
vicious rapture born a heathen
and the marks upon my flesh 
are rendered old yet evident 
there's an illness in my head
ok hold up, hold up, hold up

can I have a little bit of time to rewind?
try to calibrate and focus up my mind?
keep my cool and try to straighten out my spine
while shes with other guys 
and she's telling me lies
so I called it quits and went to kick back with the guys for the night
Suicidal u can see it in our eyes its alright
we just trying not to die for the night 
so we poison the sprite
and we let our hearts die

what the jesus-fuckin-christ is this?
I tried to write this song 3 times I said I knew my shit
it's crawling up my walls this illness lies inside my head
but I could not not be bothered 
no this life I still resent 
all the wasted time
Could've made it mine
I know u ain't really fuckin with this voice of mine
I call it a paradigm 
I'm not a prodigy 
it's just a part of me
I tried therapy but I guess I just hate to breathe 
I cannot change the past
these years move lightning fast
I cannot deal with this shit in my head anymore 
look at the blood
oh the blood on the floor
Good god

I cannot change the past
these years move lighting fast
I wonder if I'll last
I'm guessing not 
just judging by my past

l05t 1n 7h3 54uce (jolst x cherry)

prod by me and vee (legend also mixed everything from a rough demo I made)

lyrics

i only see u in my nightmares
and then i wake and then ur not there
i wasted time and that is not fair
cause i still see u in my nightmares
i only see u in my nightmares
i lay awake and that is not fair
i think about u and ur long hair
cause i still see u in my nightmares

every night i have the same dream
u walk up and say u miss me
and now im crying in the back seat
the world around me starts dissolving
these are just dreams ik
what do u think they mean?
im cold
keeping all the memories inside ill hold
no matter what the card in my hand ima fold
thats all im good for
2am talks when we drunk on the floor
i cannot give more
hanging my head as i walk to the door

momento mori (betweentheveinsandi x viera)

with @betweentheveinsandi
produced by @jolst and @sshinju

lyrics

noooo
here i go
i only think about u now when im alone
i cant wait to go home and just smoke
see my eyes blood red like a rose  
blue pill red pills what i chose
all this time i might still go ghost
the affections really what i miss most
but its hurts to know it wasnt real at all

veins

i spent the new year throwing up in a kitchen sink 
with my eyes blood red and this rage it fills my head
i'm lashing out, barbarian, there's lightning out my cornea 
sparks and hits the walls and we got burn it out in flames
but the blood that's running thru me isn't human in these veins
and it's charred and made of ember but the spirit still remains
i swear that ash is compensating for all the shit I lost to pain
i don't mind tho
watch the time go
i can't even write a song without my eyes closed
watch me go
woah rolling up
gonna pour another cup 
won't take no shit from no broke ass cunt
when ur jaw locks up
and ur time runs up
when u play that song
man u break my heart

blood red w/ betweentheveinsandi (prod shinju + jolst)

EPITOME:

i-i-i-i-i try to forget the past 
but it just keep bringing me back
n-n-n-no we didn’t  know how this would last
is it funny to you to see my life shatter like glass
t-t-t-the world around me left me broken and scarred
don’t be surprised when i’m dead in the dark
these lonely feelings that i can’t shake

oh god
when will i break

(epitome & casperrr)

all of these feelings 
what is the meaning
i struggle every day to keep on living and breathing 
at this point i’ll be dead hanging from the ceiling 

i’ve been so alone
got no where to go
not even a home
walking down this lonely road
no hands to hold
i’m really on my own
it haunts me to know 
that i can’t let 

c-c-cant let
GO
of the past

it haunts me to know 
it haunts me to know

CASPERRR:

u keep haunting me in my sleep
n u keep haunting in my dream
i thought u were mine to keep 
but nothings really what it seems 
everything is black and white 
so much shit that i can fix
the only coloured thing is lean

dirty sprite makes me feel fine
all this buzz man am so high
did i lose weight i feel light
do you still remember thst night

it haunts me to know w/ casperrr (cl6udy x yunny goldz)

(intro)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

(chorus)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

and theres nothing you can do except stare at the ceiling 
and wonder if your life has lost any meaning 
nothing but a disgrace from the very start
but would you be surprised if i was hanging in the dark

(bridge)

it has been centuries since i gazed into your eyes
you were perfection and i miss you in my life

(verse)

there should be nothing to hide
but you still keep feeding me lies
into my head
do you want me to end up dead?
every night i’m staring at the lead 
at the end of my bed
one bullet is all it should take
to put me inside my grave

(chorus)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

and theres nothing you can do except stare at the ceiling 
and wonder if your life has lost any meaning

(outro)

i know it’s hard

(it has been centuries since i gazed into your eyes)
(you were perfection and i miss you in my life)

one shot from the grave (sorrow bringer)

[+ sogimura]
@northshoremusic
@autumndropsdead
@navyxower
@emptychest
@shizukesaaa

scared to go to sleep w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, NAVYXOWER, emptychest & shizukesa.

beyond the black rainbow ft. sace6 *pavlos & horesspline*

lil skele x yung axstn - stressed out! (prod. nate2timez)

w/ @fleshgolem

first single off of the ep, 
happy bday fleshy

lyrics

[mæsk]
im worn, im worn
been wearing and my skin is all torn
but i feel alive, when in eye of a storm
i tip my hat off to those that can move on

she said lets go
well ur just going home
ima be drifting slow

she paddles out to sea to see i see her halo
i cant allow it, need to escape 
ill fuck u up, 
please just go back to where u came

depression i just battle it
im sinking on this battle ship 
steer till i cant battle shit
this is my own settlement
until im old, thats if im old

im holding on to rafts with no sign of a life boat
i know on this 1 i wont have time to grow

she sent a signal to me that i wasn’t alone
now urs to take 
all my flesh, yeah my skin and my bone

im outta time in this world im outta time 
and its just me by myself on this grind
and its time to let the pen down
write my final words coz im just out of time

[flesh]
so why is there still time to waste?
i'm still disoriented from the time the tidal wave came thru
cause i've been washed up, cleansed all the way thru
and i'll be damned if i'll be drowning cause of you
it's a process, that's what i tell myself 
inside my head its saw traps, i run with reason 
but i always tend to talk back, it's changing seasons
nearly autumn guess i'll fall apart in my room

i said let's go but i'm just going home
i wish that you'd come too, lay my fantasies out on the table
high seas, pulling me away
i went too far the tide is tryna steal my shame
i try to battle it, i swim but i'm just paddling
there's water in my lungs and i don't think i can handle it
i'll tip my boat, that i'll do
before i ever admit defeat to what i knew
before the life before me ever became true

u can forget me now ft. sendflowrs

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