not fair w/ sage envie x kennedyxoxo (p+ shyburial)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5oodSx1VXqSffLSCqiUkKq?si=111860bd32f647ee

prod moneo
mix/master @vito2300 <3

really excited to have vito on this one, hope yall enjoy it :)

lyrics:
a ghost in a crowded room
doesnt like the attention
your death still haunts me too
is that even worth a mention 
if i keep on this path of abuse
maybe ill see you real soon
but what kind of ghost are you
maybe its not so frightening

like the spiders web
that catches the fly
in the same way that earth
takes back what dies

it got way too loud
oh dont make a sound
it got way too frightening
ill leave it behind me

(vito)
your eyes, melt mine
like cheap silverware
your cries, in the night
echo through the air
so keep holding out
to bear the weight all on your own
is not easy
ill be there every time you call
if you need me
ill keep you safe from me
as long as im breathing

do you believe in ghosts (w/ vito)

~2300~

i wrote this song a few years ago about my predisposition to drug addiction. I never planned on sharing this publicly but I wanted to keep my SC page as more of a "time capsule" so here it is. I've lost many loved ones to the cycle of addiction and i'm grateful for my friends who have helped keep me grounded over the years even when things have been hard <3 love you.

predisposition (you weren't meant to hear this)

Break me apart? :) w/ the bros <3
Vails 

hole in my heart, feeling fable 
Left my house, keys on the table 
Heading out and I won’t know when
 you’ll be back …
You’re the prettiest girl that ive seen
But theres plenty more fish in the sea 
I just gotta learn a few things about me 

Will you remeber my last words?
Will you tell me that you’re okay?
Will you remeber my last words? 
Text my phone and tell me you’re okay!
Yeah the moonlight, looks real pretty right? 
Just hope you arent out with another guy 
Another guy that you can break apart 
Right from the Start 🥲

Autumnisending

How many victims will you tear down?
Before you realise, that you’re in the wrong 
And I let you get the best of me now
And I find myself now crying to my mum 

Vails 

Yeah this cigarette tastes real good when I’m sad
But the alcohol inside me , just makes me feel bad
Cus I remeber the times like last night 
Where we would chase away into the stars 
Sat outside, by the fire, the leaves are red, and my heart turnt hard

Autumnisending 

It’s all my fault, it’s what you tell your friends
But it’s not, it’s so much more worst than that
Maybe it’s just your beaten complex  
Maybe it’s just cus you’ll loose a lil street cred
Maybe it’s cus you’ll find out who you really are

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Break Apart (feat. Autumnisending)

all i wanted. (trying.)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/talking-alone

:(

lyrics:
I can’t deal with it 

All these people fucking fake 
an I can’t deal with it 
I’m tryina get off the drinks and drugs but I can’t sleep without em
I just wanna talk to my friends but I get anxiety when around em
I gotta pop some just to join the call
If I fall
If I fall I wont even ask for help at all
I wanna ditch this town and never come back 
Pain in my back I couldn’t even count the times I been stabbed in it 
I don’t think that I had ever deserved this shit

I can’t deal with it 

We could talk it out 
I can’t deal with it 
Swear you never listen when I’m talking now
Everything could be different now
I can’t deal with it 
But you just wanna fight it out
I can’t deal with it 
An I just wanna talk about 
Shit that I can’t talk about
We used walk about the town 
And talk about the shit 
We couldn’t talk about around 
Are other friends 
But I guess I’m one of them now cuz you won’t talk to me about shit now and I guess this is where it all just ends 

I can’t deal with it

I can’t deal with it 
All these people fucking fake 
an I can’t deal with it 
I’m tryina get off the drinks and drugs but I can’t sleep without em
I just wanna talk to my friends but I get anxiety when around em
I gotta pop some just to join the call
If I fall
If I fall I wont even ask for help at all
I wanna ditch this town and never come back 
Pain in my back I couldn’t even count the times I been stabbed in it 
I don’t think that I had ever deserved this shit

talking alone

spotify

talking alone (prod. michael harrison)

Prod by me

(lyrics <3)

8 legs
im cold
haired back
im shocked
venom
in touch
where do i start

where do i get started started
where do i get started started 
where do i get started started
where do i get started started

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

oh
oh-ah

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

the hourglass
has made me fall
ive reached down
spinning views of my end
where do i go

Black Widow

The Forest Floor: Outtakes and Demos from The Naturalist, part IV. 

𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘯, 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺, 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘕𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵'𝘴 𝘤𝘪𝘳𝘤𝘶𝘪𝘵𝘳𝘺, 𝘢 𝘧𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘺. 

𝘈 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘨𝘰, 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘺. 
𝘈 𝘥𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦. 
𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵. 
𝘛𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭-𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵.
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘵.

𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭?

Lyrics: 

Well, it's winter here again, 
but I don't feel the chill anymore 
when I think about those nights we had

when the factories shut down,
so we struck out on the town 
and wandered silent streets, my hand warm in your hand 

and we laughed like kids again 
hey, this place isn't so bad when you're dodging curfew
stealing bottles of storerooms 
they'll never know how the world was ours 
when the sun went down 

we didn't have a lot back then, 
but I had you, and me, and all our dreams 
everything that we hoped would come to be 
and a situation like this can only last so long
so we'll look for a way out, look for a way out 

Sometimes when I'm sitting by the campfire 
and I'm watching the snow fall
I wonder what it is you're up to now; 
if I should have even left at all

Did nostalgia make my vision rose colored, 
or was this a mistake?

dodging curfew [memory bank reboot 1]

INTERSTATE 80 [PROD.YUNGMEXIC$NBIH]

produced by caves

lyrics:

seele:
hey i like u, where u comin from?
i like ur dark hair and her eyes are hazel brown
she put me on her playlist, she listen to my songs
u got me up and down cause i don't know what she wa-a-a

she got me real bad, catching feelings really fast
oh my brains hurtin, words that i won't understand
too busy makin music, forgot to eat all day
god i am so obsessed with it, she asks "are u okay"

(watchin out the window, i see the sunlight fade
talking to u is like the best time of the day)

GIRL I DON'T GET UR INTENTIONS
I AM STUPID I DON'T GET A SINGLE THING
CAN U JUST GO I DON'T WANT U AS A FRIEND
HOW DO U THINK IT'S OKAY?

4given:
sometimes i am sure i am still hung up on u
and sometimes i am sure i am so pathetic for the thought of ur shirt
next to my bed and all these kisses now hurt
cause they ain't comin from u
i grind my teeth now they're loose 
reaching seems so pointless even after second tries
all u do is talking abt feelings for another gu-y-y
did he reach ur heart so much more?
that u walk right out of my door 
atleast u won't scream at me no more
(atleast that, yeah)

seele:
reaching for my heart, rip it out my chest
shawty u so pretty u makin me nervous
oh hi can i see u?
oh hi i think i like u a lot
u so pretty i can't get my eyes of off u
come and sit right next to me, we both enjoy the view
the trees are catching colors and the flowers start to bloom
i think i'll stay here with u

<3<3<3

hey, i like u (ft. 4given)

a slow groove downtempo track about missing people you love.
this is for those people who miss someone or more than one

on repeat

On a journey with no destination. 

Producer /  vocalist  / engineer 
@prodhorosha on twitter

For mixing, mastering, or beats contact me at prodbyhorosha@gmail.com or on Twitter!

dodging curfew [memory bank reboot 1]

Horosha