Nothing I say or do will change it
Memories last

Changing feelings n switching wit the seasons at last
Not stuck in the past, I got scars on my back
Blood on my bed, room filled with red
Can't see past it right now but there's something ahead

I dunno what u wanted but can I take a wild guess?
U wanted something, or someone who was less of a fucking mess

Memories past nah there’s no going back 
Sometimes I feel so sad cause nothing good ever lasts 

You’re all that I had now and you’re gone like that 
We stabbed each other’s backs and things turned out bad 

Now I’m messing up yeah I don’t know where I’m at 
Feelings gone so fast oh yea that’s a fact 

I used to be so attached then you packed your bags , it was over like that , now baby that’s a wrap 

I was such a mess I was so depressed
Under so much stress turned into a mess 
I was such a mess I was so depressed 
Under so much stress turned into a mess

mess ft. LA LUKO (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

DS3 [Prod. Nichebtw]

~ stuck forever borderline ~
prod. by me <3
additional prod. (trumpet) by @dramatrial

-
I can't wake up to alarms 
I shake my legs, an anxious mess, and draw shit on my arms
My mental's covered in scars 
My life's a wreck and I project it from my heart

As unstable, impulsive, intense it gets 
I'm unable to stop fearing abandonment
Am I able to change my ways or how I live? 
'Cause uncertainty's creeping up on me again

I'm the opposite of fortified 
I push away, then let you stay the night
I say I'm sober, I'm still getting high 
In a former life, the order's right
But I'm stuck forever borderline, borderline

My mind is racing along 
A million miles, it's been a while, my inhibition's gone
It gets too hard to respond 
I might as well be embalmed
Emotions on a swing, I'm spiraling, I'm too closed off

As aggressive, repressive, uptight I am 
I'm unable to stop trying to give a damn
And this feeling's been stuck inside my diaphragm 
'Cause uncertainty's creeping up on me again

I'm the opposite of fortified 
I push away, then let you stay the night
I say I'm sober, I'm still getting high 
In a former life, the order's right
But I'm stuck on the borderline 
I'm the opposite of fortified
I push away, then let you stay the night 
I say I'm sober, I'm still getting high
In a former life, the order's right 

But I'm stuck forever borderline, borderline
Stuck forever borderline, borderline 
Borderline
Stuck, oh on the borderline
Stuck forever borderline, oh
Borderline, borderline
Stuck forever borderline, borderline

borderline

Black & blue w/ Yung ØD

(Hook)
Baby I’m so black and blue
Tell me what the fuck to do 
I been trying to escape but I keep wondering like who
Should I be asking for help cus it’s so lonely at the bottom
I got bruises and these scars but yet you calling me the problem
Your abuse was free, but everything was at cost 
I took chance for this love but now the feelings were lost 
I’m fully engaged in your life, like my past time 
All I see is black, but feeling blue in the inside ddff

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7. Black & Blue (feat. Yung Ø.D)

Break me apart? :) w/ the bros <3
Vails 

hole in my heart, feeling fable 
Left my house, keys on the table 
Heading out and I won’t know when
 you’ll be back …
You’re the prettiest girl that ive seen
But theres plenty more fish in the sea 
I just gotta learn a few things about me 

Will you remeber my last words?
Will you tell me that you’re okay?
Will you remeber my last words? 
Text my phone and tell me you’re okay!
Yeah the moonlight, looks real pretty right? 
Just hope you arent out with another guy 
Another guy that you can break apart 
Right from the Start 🥲

Autumnisending

How many victims will you tear down?
Before you realise, that you’re in the wrong 
And I let you get the best of me now
And I find myself now crying to my mum 

Vails 

Yeah this cigarette tastes real good when I’m sad
But the alcohol inside me , just makes me feel bad
Cus I remeber the times like last night 
Where we would chase away into the stars 
Sat outside, by the fire, the leaves are red, and my heart turnt hard

Autumnisending 

It’s all my fault, it’s what you tell your friends
But it’s not, it’s so much more worst than that
Maybe it’s just your beaten complex  
Maybe it’s just cus you’ll loose a lil street cred
Maybe it’s cus you’ll find out who you really are

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Break Apart (feat. Autumnisending)

Thank you @yungillpilllatso for the amazing album cover <33

Also big thank you to all the artists who worked on this project with me!

@wontevergetbetter
@alex-thomas-fox
@holloww17
@devin-nunemaker
@t3ddyblack
@repenting4u

Problems (feat. vails)

(prod by @whos-that-clown)
2/16/24
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO]
A lesson learned for when I'm fallen sick
I've built my home out of stone and brick
My hands are burnt and Ima follow the tide, tide

[CHORUS]
Follow the tide and Ima wash away your worries
Open your mind cuz my eyes are getting blurry
Standing in light, I can see why I chose you
Mission devine, Im so glad that your mine

[VERSE]
A dollar for a sentence
Bitch, your wringing out my pockets
Another night in the cold got my brain feeling nauseous
Outta pocket, ripping out my socket

[HOLLOW17]
I aint going nowhere baby ur my tonic
When u come around u make me so alive
When ur gone I don't feel at home
Yeah when u shut that door I feel so alone

Yeah ur my queen ill get ur throne
Baby I know that ur worth it 
With the love you've shown

A lesson learned for when I'm fallen sick
And I've built my home out of stone and brick
My hands are burnt and Ima follow the tide, the tide

[ZBee]
Girl don't you hit me up
I don't wanna talk
Everyday feeling the same
So I'm just giving it up
I just took another pill
I think I'm running my luck
Any time that I keep going
I think this is enough
Crash the whip then I go
I feel great off this dope
Everythings in slow motion
Feeling wavy like the ocean
Then I move in closer like a slow dance

[OUTRO - Cap.Kyle]
A lesson learned for when I'm fallen sick
I've built my home out of stone and brick
My hands are burnt and Ima follow the tide, tide

Tide feat. Hollow17 x ZBee (prod. TheSoundClown)

Prod by me

(lyrics <3)

8 legs
im cold
haired back
im shocked
venom
in touch
where do i start

where do i get started started
where do i get started started 
where do i get started started
where do i get started started

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

oh
oh-ah

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

the hourglass
has made me fall
ive reached down
spinning views of my end
where do i go

Black Widow

The Forest Floor: Outtakes and Demos from The Naturalist, part IV. 

𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘯, 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺, 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘕𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵'𝘴 𝘤𝘪𝘳𝘤𝘶𝘪𝘵𝘳𝘺, 𝘢 𝘧𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘺. 

𝘈 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘨𝘰, 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘺. 
𝘈 𝘥𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦. 
𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵. 
𝘛𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭-𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵.
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘵.

𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭?

Lyrics: 

Well, it's winter here again, 
but I don't feel the chill anymore 
when I think about those nights we had

when the factories shut down,
so we struck out on the town 
and wandered silent streets, my hand warm in your hand 

and we laughed like kids again 
hey, this place isn't so bad when you're dodging curfew
stealing bottles of storerooms 
they'll never know how the world was ours 
when the sun went down 

we didn't have a lot back then, 
but I had you, and me, and all our dreams 
everything that we hoped would come to be 
and a situation like this can only last so long
so we'll look for a way out, look for a way out 

Sometimes when I'm sitting by the campfire 
and I'm watching the snow fall
I wonder what it is you're up to now; 
if I should have even left at all

Did nostalgia make my vision rose colored, 
or was this a mistake?

dodging curfew [memory bank reboot 1]

FAMILY

On a journey with no destination. 

Producer /  vocalist  / engineer 
@prodhorosha on twitter

For mixing, mastering, or beats contact me at prodbyhorosha@gmail.com or on Twitter!

dodging curfew [memory bank reboot 1]

Horosha