don't wanna stay (prod. boyfifty)

lyrics

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

closed doors get knocked down theres no one there
problems i got em but i wont share
deep down im damaged but you wont care
somehow i manage it isnt fair
omg omg can you hear me
i get lost in my own fucking feelings
omg omg can you feel me
im the ghost in your walls hear me breathing

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

stockholm syndrome ft 20ofive (tiedforsilver x st4rscream)

my_tUmmi3_hurts ft. AVXiD x XELFIY (prod. jango)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/talking-alone

:(

lyrics:
I can’t deal with it 

All these people fucking fake 
an I can’t deal with it 
I’m tryina get off the drinks and drugs but I can’t sleep without em
I just wanna talk to my friends but I get anxiety when around em
I gotta pop some just to join the call
If I fall
If I fall I wont even ask for help at all
I wanna ditch this town and never come back 
Pain in my back I couldn’t even count the times I been stabbed in it 
I don’t think that I had ever deserved this shit

I can’t deal with it 

We could talk it out 
I can’t deal with it 
Swear you never listen when I’m talking now
Everything could be different now
I can’t deal with it 
But you just wanna fight it out
I can’t deal with it 
An I just wanna talk about 
Shit that I can’t talk about
We used walk about the town 
And talk about the shit 
We couldn’t talk about around 
Are other friends 
But I guess I’m one of them now cuz you won’t talk to me about shit now and I guess this is where it all just ends 

I can’t deal with it

I can’t deal with it 
All these people fucking fake 
an I can’t deal with it 
I’m tryina get off the drinks and drugs but I can’t sleep without em
I just wanna talk to my friends but I get anxiety when around em
I gotta pop some just to join the call
If I fall
If I fall I wont even ask for help at all
I wanna ditch this town and never come back 
Pain in my back I couldn’t even count the times I been stabbed in it 
I don’t think that I had ever deserved this shit

talking alone

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talking alone (prod. michael harrison)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/eye

ALL PLATS

you say that you missed me i cant even get a second of ur time
were you even listening when i told you half a million times

that ive been flying
floating
falling fast for you
wait for me i cant let go
when did
every   
second 
with you
feel like minutes
we died so slow 

dont look down take my hand
ill keep u safe give me a chance
i dont want you to wake up alone

please step back from the ledge
youre everything that i regret
but i still wanna be your home

got a lotta pain in me
i can feel the end coming
every days the same old thing
every single song i sing

doesnt have a meaning i
think im running out of time
i can see the stars align
i can see the stars align

everything that i regret

everything that i regret (king theta)

https://soundcloud.com/avxid

time
running out, cus i fuck up each time
taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

will he text back
feeding the anger
regret that
i cant control 50 feelings
lazer holes in the ceiling
but i'm not a nice being
i'm just fine
cant do this lonely shit
all the time
suffocate me with reason
wont make it to the end of the season

i spark it up n i'm flying
i feel i'm closer to dying
honest i'm not even trying
i do not wanna keep fighting
i feel like more of a ghost now
life is too fast need to slow down
i cant think what it takes
i let this take it all away

taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

s0ul (ft. AVXiD) (caves)

lyrics 


water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

winter weather frozen my soul
up in ny and im shivering cold
rotting away in the stronghold
chairs all collapse and the food molds
dont wanna ask u what u know
look at the ice in this wood bowl
look at the damaged old ship hull
look at the damage ur brain holds

this forest leads me out to open air
its been twenty months since i had found u there
held my lungs so i culd try compare
but nothing u had tried could let ur soul repair
the salmon swimming down the riverbend
had been ur final meal, for that i make amends
and if u find urself on this plane again
i hope u let the grudges guide ur sweet revenge

water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

Folk Tale As Old As Time Itself But Forgotten By Many (tiedforsilver X Jupiter)

long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play yhe victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

winter cold tells me something thay i dont know
wind chill on my heart sub zero word to homie nick i tried but not a hero 
tried to make a list but i left it up in reno
i don’t know whats gotten into you but i cant help but wonder why you lost our love 
i know im not enough x2

yeah i know its hard x2


long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play the victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

guess i couldn’t be your man
3 years gone now i dont know who i am
but i know its hard
but i know its hard

flesh [sorrow bringer]

uh huh uh huh uh huh
yeah ik u wanna get so high
roll up this blunt
private class smoking gas in the sky
popping tabs everything looks tie-dye
committing felonies on I-95
the way i drive my whip you’d think i wanna die
baby if we locked in don’t waste my t-

took her to the crib i ain’t gotta romance her
text me that she miss me i don’t ever answer
money multiplying in my wallet like a cancer
fuck around ill turn a killer to a dancer
mr. steal yo girl u should probably ask her
percocet shivers colder than alaska
crushing up the x pill hit me a little faster
30 milli addy got me preaching like a pastor
so much drugs inside my system i ain’t got no more storage
i was so damn broke i couldn’t even buy fucking porridge
like my bitches alien i like my cars foreign
should i keep my job or be a junkie which ones more important

uh huh uh huh uh huh
yeah ik u wanna get so high
roll up this blunt
private class smoking gas in the sky
popping tabs everything looks tie-dye
committing felonies on I-95
the way i drive my whip you’d think i wanna die
baby if we locked in don’t waste my t-

Uh huh (prod. silver + dilip + april21)

first time i preformed live, so my singing isnt very good. i was very nervous lol. but i hope you enjoy

lyrics:

she thinks im a narcissist
tell me how i am my love
i think you're piece of shit
i can tell you how you are
believe me when i say it, i fell victim to her touch
her soft little hands, like a angel up above

i swear i never felt this way before
for anyone
i dont want to feel this to way towards anyone
but you

she thinks i should live my life
but i still struggle to survive
i think your amazing
she thinks of the ways that i could lie
believe me when i say it, i fell victim to her arms
she held me like no other, but still her felt harmful thorns
i pushed it all aside for the sake of both us
and what did i get in return? nothing but fucking mental burns
tell the audience how the hell u fucked me up

i swear i never felt this way before
for anyone
i dont to feel this way towards to anyone
but you
i still love you
for anyone

mental burns by icantsleeplol (live preformance 5 - 20 - 24)

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talking alone (prod. michael harrison)

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