(You're always..) 
When will you move on
(Holding on)
Please I'm sick of it..

I gave my heart and my soul
I let you take it all
The darkness it evolved
I thought you said that it'd go?
Please leave this isn't your home
(Please just go)

I've got nothing left to spare
My bones you've scraped, I'm aware
That you want so much more
But I won't be your whore

Oh you've had me for years
I'm done screaming through tears
You always whisper in my ear
I've bled too much, how am I here?

You broke me apart
Now I feel like a spare piece
Open my heart
See the memories of us
I just can't cope with the way this is going
I remember the days we would bloom love was flowing

Now I'm floating down, in a river on my own
Trapped inside these paper walls
Metaphorically alone
Just consider what you've done
And maybe change your mind before I go
'Cause I'm not coming back
Until this fairytale is over now

I've had enough with you inside my body
Reject your presense but you never resign 
Always lurking in the night

I've had enough telling others it's not me
Had enough crying abt how u got me
No you ain't got me, no more 

I've got nothing left to spare
My bones you've scraped, I'm aware
That you want so much more
But I won't be your whore

Oh you've had me for years
I'm done screaming through tears
You always whisper in my ear
I've bled too much, how am I here?

Gears are turning
I keep learning
Not to trust those around me
I'm just hurting
I'm such a burden
I'm lost at sea and I'm drowning

I'm beat up and bruised
Keep on being abused
I'm just fighting for my life
and I don't want to lose
Burry me, carry me
Tell me I'm okay
You kick me when I'm down but
I grew up this way

I've got nothing left to spare
My bones you've scraped, I don't care
I will mend my soul, my body will be whole

You may have had me for years
But I'm done screaming through tears
You always whispered in my ear
I've bled so much, but I'm still here

spare ft. Vails x Lunalis (prod. PartyAtTheMoonTower)

endcreed:
I don't wanna talk unless we really say sum
I been thinking bout the day that i make sum
Low key ain't been feelin' shit and I hate it
Thought I tried to make it right but I hate it

I was probably rollin' shit up in the club lights
Words were comin' out but I was getting tongue tied
Yeah, fuck last night
Yeah, fuck last night

Ghostu:
i’ve been crying in the motherfucking bathroom

i never wanted you to leave
i know you had to

i saw you moved on but i could never pass you

i’m waiting patient for the moment you come back thru

cravings of your gentle voice and touch

save me from this melancholy love

evilmiku:
I swear my life is a wreck, you should just kill me instead
And I've been yellin' into mics like it's gon' do anything

No, nothing's alright, so I just sit and pretend
And I never wanna fucking, ever do that again
I'm such a no-life, man, I'm just getting by
Everything's alright is what I say when I lie

Don't ever fuckin' tell you that I never tried
Cause I'll be pouring blood and tears until the day that I die

Tem3nos:
I’m trying, every days a breakdown 
I can’t win might as well just lay down 
I may drown 
Smile gone away now 
Mind playground
Makes me spin way round 

Mind constantly over racing 
I can’t seem to find my place in 
I don’t even know what I’m chasing 
Everything’s frustrating 
Nothing seems to make sense 

Rin:
tried to lift my self up
But I cant
Laying all alone
Inside my bed

Wait up
Wait love
I cant 
Give up

Bojack on the tv
Man im dead
Feeling really shitty
For things I said

Wait up
Wait love
I cant 
Give up

DISSIMULATION (Prod. Wixxy) (Feat. endcreed, Ghostu, evilmiku, Tem3nos, Rin)

Lyrics:

Why can't I seem to meet your gaze? 
𝘐𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰.
There's something that's deep inside my brain 
telling me to run away from everything

I walk into the room and I can feel 
every single eye that turns in my direction
I can't help but turn away 

cuz under every smile there lies the fear 
that I'm not good enough for anybody else 
and I'll always be the same; this way.

[ ̶I̶ ̶c̶a̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶k̶e̶e̶p̶ ̶r̶u̶n̶n̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶f̶r̶o̶m̶ ̶a̶l̶l̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶s̶e̶ ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶i̶n̶g̶s̶ ̶
̶I̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶h̶a̶v̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶g̶o̶ ̶f̶a̶c̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶m̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶d̶a̶y̶]

Why can't I seem to meet your gaze? 
𝘐𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰.
There's something that's deep inside my brain 
telling me to run away from everything

so when the feeling rises up inside my chest
paralyzing everything in my perception 
I just hope that you will stay 

because I'm more than all the things I've come to fear 
𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚 𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒂 𝒔𝒚𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒐𝒎
and I'll prove it to you someday 

I'll meet your gaze.

Gaze

prod. by me, mixed and mastered by @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
I need a klondike
Or somethin
To help cool me down
I need a day off from stressors
To get myself round
My mood is sideways
Hard break
I'll get out this town
Were drivin' 90
I'm flyin'
forget bout this drought

I'll show you what I mean
Been in the longest dip
My mentals in the dirt
I want to get a grip
Off myself and me
Make this statement known
That i'll do what I please
That means let's hit the road
Lean back
Windows rolled
Volume on blast
I'm eatin' takis
The sun beam
Hitting the vents
If we're pulled over
We'll smooth talk
The cops out a fine
Speedin' off on the gas
As they chase us behind

I need a klondike
Or somethin
To help cool me down
I need a day off from stressors
To get myself round
My mood is sideways
Hard break
I'll get out this town
Were drivin' 90
I'm flyin'
forget bout this drought

Oh my god
The prices were watching
Soarin' too high
It's hard on our pockets

Sign of the times
I'll shut off the news
The world in distraught
It's all much too soon
If debts pile up
Then bankrupt my account

I need a klondike
Or somethin
To help cool me down
I need a day off from stressors
To get myself round
My mood is sideways
Hard break
I'll get out this town
Were drivin' 90
I'm flyin'
forget bout this drought

leftquiet:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/42f0KXL3P8tuMPnwMT87SJ?si=U5dOkVYxSu69-TXaIGZO-w
https://soundcloud.com/leftquiet
https://www.instagram.com/left.quiet/

klondike

rotting from the inside [+sorrow bringer]

Lyrics:

You’re my life, you’re my death
You’re my want, and you’re my need
In my heart you’re still around
And i can’t get rid of you

Another folded piece of paper
With a broken heart thats printed
Imagination still rampant
Yet scared of whats to come
Each and every day i lose sight of you
My memory together would wither out
Took another look away for a second more
And i feel as if i lost a part of me with you

You’re my life, you’re my death
You’re my want, and you’re my need
In my heart you’re still around
And i can’t get rid of you

I can take you anywhere you want to
No need to lie, i can see it in your eyes
No matter what, i’ll be there
Took me by surprise, that’s not fair
I can see it in your eyes
You’re my type
Even if i die
You’re my life

you're my life (part 2).. [+ recyclebin x wasterr]

lyrics:

intro: ohmace
how far would you go 
to tell me i don’t know 
well drive along the road 

chorus: ohmace
tell me to my face how you feel
thought we were in love it wasn’t real
everytime i fall in love
i feel like i was never enough 
stop calling i know what you want 
stop telling me that i was the one
stop lying you’re not in love 
just tell me that i wasn’t enough 

verse: murph
just tell me that i wasn’t enough
cuz i know what you think
when you look at me that way
yeah it’s so clear to see 
what you really think of me
so go and speak your mind
i ain’t got no time

and you keep on wasting it
stepping out of bounds
baby tell me what you make of it
started with a white lie, 
and that was just a taste of it
now you’re a pro when it comes to faking shit
so i did it on my own 
got my ass off my phone
and i made myself something big 
huh, now you’re saying you’re alone 
and there ain’t no one home 
and you need someone to have fun with

please tell me are you kidding?
cause it feels like everytime i speak 
that you don’t even listen
yeah, i feel like everytime i leave 
you call on him to hit it 
i’ll say it once ill say it again 
i’m only stickin to business, ugh..


chorus: ohmace x murph
tell me to my face how you feel
thought we were in love it wasn’t real
everytime i fall in love
i feel like i was never enough 
stop calling i know what you want 
stop telling me that i was the one
stop lying you’re not in love 
just tell me that i wasn’t enough

never enough w/ b murph [tnvr]

a place that doesn’t exist

shoutout @xemmy_exe for finishing this, fuck zel he a bitch

[safeatlast]:

talkin that shit but i came wit intentions
next up better pay me attention
im in my bag and you cant get a mention
tough luck but i work for my interests

im gettin sleepy off double cups
boy ima run it up
pickin up scraps but im still goin hard as fuck

im just an artist wit not enough time on my hands
do what i love do it all for the fam

that boy wanna tote poles dont come my way
you aint got shit to show get the fuck out my face
2 blocks down heard gunshots thats the gang
do it for the message give a fuck bout the fame

who am i kiddin bitch ima be famous and thats on god
i got the digits im runnin the playlists bitch im on top
why is you simpin you dont gotta say it that bitch is a thot
the numbers im flippin are gettin outrageous think i gotta shot

that boy wanna tote poles dont come my way
you aint got shit to show get the fuck out my face
2 blocks down heard gunshots thats the gang
do it for the message give a fuck bout the fame

[ӼØ︎3]:

im just here for the message don’t een hit my line don’t text it 
i been wondering why did all this shit have to get messy 
i don’t understand why she had to leave could’ve gave her blessings 
it don’t matter yuh i found me a new obsession

get that bag (yeah) go get back yuh (hey)
that’s sad, damn got stabbed 
relax finger finna squeeze talmbout huh subtract 
yeah i had to leave but huh im back

intentions

intentions ft. ӼØ︎3 (mobe)

amv:
https://youtu.be/vXHDlnhLHXA

@owtiss
@yashio20k
baz

[chorus]
won't u put urself in my shoes
can’t u see im trying to survive
won't u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can't fall asleep at night
won’t u put urself in my shoes
can't u see im trying to survive
won't u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can't fall asleep at night

[verse]
i go thru it every time
im losing my mind
i can see right thru ur lies
push me to the side
maybe then i'd breath easy
can u even see me?
why can't lovе be easy..
free me
just wantеd u by my side
believe me
everyday i sit and watch
time is bleeding
i dont wna stay awake
tired of thinking
can you hear my heart stop beating?
(can you hear my heart stop beating x4)
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[chorus]
won't u put urself in my shoes
can't u see im trying to survive
won’t u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can’t fall asleep at night
won't u put urself in my shoes
can’t u see im trying to survive
won't u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can't fall asleep at night

erasure

survive

SPOTIFY

owtiss - survive (yashio & baz)

lyrics

i felt the blade up against my arm
im not saving whats left to rot
i will build something brand new
in the spot where i saw the truth
i feel ur blood pump thru my heart
how long for my pulse to start
i wont search what was left blue
draft blowing in , door askew

take another step
to me
again
all inside my head
i see
the end
when my lungs
are torn
to shreds
will u stay
right by
my bed

i want this to last forever
i change in colder weather
to my soul i know ur tethered
tonight im leaving in a stretcher
i tried but i cant seem to help it
will we feel this way forever

why dont
i know
myself better
than u do
and i hope
when i go
ill be there
right next to u

take another step
to me
again
all inside my head
i see
the end
when my lungs
are torn
to shreds
will u stay
right by
my bed

i want this to last forever (grayskies)

On a journey with no destination. 

Producer /  vocalist  / engineer 
@prodhorosha on twitter

For mixing, mastering, or beats contact me at prodbyhorosha@gmail.com or on Twitter!

Gaze

Horosha

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