My third beat ever, I honestly quite like this one. 

 Guitarloop + vox were made from scratch

Drums + percs etc are from: https://www.reddit.com/r/Drumkits/comments/bg4f8n/lofi_drum_kit_vol_2_with_samples/?rdt=63317

2025-05-06 01:35

feels like home

(wraith)
You called it
I managed to make it worse
I guess I never learn
I guess I never learn
My problems
Bounce around my head in words
A repeating verse
All I’ve ever heard

I’m just tryna keep my head above the fucking water
I’m fodder, sorry father, another goner, a bother

Everything I speak about
you swear is in my head
Rewrite everything I said
Just to spin it into weapons
I’m feeling reckless
All on the offense
None to the caution
Hell with defenses

You called it
I managed to make it worse
I guess I never learn
I guess I never learn
My problems
Bounce around my head in words
A repeating verse
All I’ve ever heard

(grace horn)
you didnt want me at my worst
so you dont deserve me at my best
or even when im mediocre
i dont wanna spend another day sober
but
drinking the pain away never did work
for me so im puffing between every breath
maybe its me cuz im fucked in the head
but maybe its you cuz im trying my best

gettin better
spent years in this weathered
old shell of a body
im torn and im tethered to earth

bury me 6 feet beneath all the dirt
frequent assumptions that stick to the worst

if i had the chance to run it back then i would take the lead and run it differently
and ive been slowly goin goin thru the motions no emotions stick it to the mission please
im too lethal toxic can u step away do not approach come back whenever tensions eased
you could get a wrench socket power drill and still cant find a single point in fixin me uhohh

i tried to talk to you
but confrontation never works
i guess ill eat my words
before you eat me first

still waters of
corahbeiy have caused the dearth
the plague wiped out our fertile
ground and killed the birth

tethered w/ grace horn (dash)

days go by nothin changes
faded
way too high need a face lift
i dont wanna die but im best beneath the basment
all rise put my teeth on the pavement

i dont wanna lie but its best if you believe that
ive been doing fine im alright and i mean it
i dont need your eyes lookin down on me this evenin
all eyes hang my body from the ceiling

all eyes
i can feel you looking down on me
and its no surprise
that you never saw me honestly
you can see right through me
im an apparition evidently
ill be dead tomorrow
and ill be replaced by next week

oh youll just give it up to whoever asks
give me one good reason why i shouldnt leave this in the past
i could never trust or love someone who couldnt give that back
how could you expect that out of me you selfish psychopath?

days go by nothin changes
faded
way too high need a face lift
i dont wanna die but im best beneath the basment
all rise put my teeth on the pavement

i dont wanna lie but its best if you believe that
ive been doing fine im alright and i mean it
i dont need your eyes lookin down on me this evenin
all eyes hang my body from the ceiling

all eyes
i can feel you looking down on me
and its no surprise
that you never saw me honestly
you can see right through me
im an apparition evidently
ill be dead tomorrow
and ill be replaced by next week

all rise (secre x sorrow bringer)

lovely
guess i'll turn back to the one we knew
just company, keep holding back, never nothing new
focus, hit up a flow, mix my shitty music
you'll notice when sinking low underneath the floor
hopefully just a ghost u can still ignore
oh it's lovely, guess i'll become who i was before

none the music been made to blow
even half it wasn't relatable
but i steady cook
spearheader shit
fuck u talkn bout, go getter
i was made to push
loud autobot, team outroll 
baby girl u could smell the bush
homies smokin on cedar wood
really hope ts isn't laced kush
and really hope that i make it too
or else every dream ending up wasted

grinding till morning ember evanesce night sky
light this red trickling my eyes
likened dead, preyed upon life

so tell me why do u hide 
getting cold in my soul only frozen outside
like the snow finna reach inside my bones when i die
couldn't help me anyway so
i jus sit inside and fix to fucking lay low
i jus had 2 count my money get ur pesos up
boy u a pussy pos n i aint say that much
even on my worst days beat u in tha best way

lovely
guess i'll turn back to the one we knew
just company, keep holding back, never nothing new
focus, hit up a flow, mix my shitty music
you'll notice when sinking low underneath the floor
hopefully just a ghost u can still ignore
oh it's lovely, guess i'll become who i was before

lovely (ARVM)

she said that i need help like what abt it luv
better let her leave than watch it fuck me up
bruises under belt, you can see the swell
cause when i dwell in mirror never see myself

take me out this season
this sunlight never seep thru
my window, and rarely see it
same here, i'm barely bleeding
baby i really wanna leave to jus stay alone
cause if we take it slow i know my brain might make u home

sitting back in my room 
all I do is wrong
big bowl high asf
imma get me gone
I forget all the things
all the time that we lost
is it bad i dont care
I don't want this at all

ive been on the bench
I cannot play
I sit this out
my lifes been such a mess
I try my hardest to figure it out

part ways time to time
like we're old clothes
started off a secret
like nobody knew
frown on my face
when was this world so cold?

it was always cold
situation I froze
I don't know what to do
I don't know where to go
I feel like a burden I cant help this tho

she said that i need help like what abt it luv
better let her leave than watch it fuck me up
bruises under belt, you can see the swell
cause when i dwell in mirror never see myself

what_abt_it w/ yungcray (flyfx)

autumn_freestyle w/ yungcray + epitomeoffailure + wraith

😳♚  т𝕙𝕖𝐑𝒆 𝕤𝓱Ｅ Ｇ𝔬εⓈ  ♡🐤


lyrics:
looking for a lifeline
i don't care, i don't care, i don't care
somewhere to get to cloud nine.
i don't care if it's overrated.
i gotta make it.

leave ur health in my arms
why can't u believe
i got a simple heart
tell me what u need
x2

oh i don't know if this is enough
is it u, i think its us
i can't even tell if there's a heaven up above
or a hell
i'm crumbling down to the cells
help
can't deal with it all by myself

looking deep in ur eyes
don't say ur goodbyes
i won't leave u tonight
i could be ur lifeline

looking for a lifeline
i don't care, i don't care, i don't care
somewhere to get to cloud nine.
i don't care if it's overrated.
i gotta make it.

The Man (prod. wraithontheporch)

no mans land

no mans land (dolev talmor)

Waypoints

lyrics:

no i dont need hoes
but i been on my own
so damn i might need those
no i dont need hoes
im always switching girls like my clothes


no i dont need hoes
girl sent me texts but
i did not read those
like how its my fault
when you're blowing up my phone

she pulling up in a nightgown
just cuz i said that i needed her right now
i need a bitch thats with me when the lights out

what we even talk for 
i dont know myself
i been having thoughts with a gun upon my shelf
i dont wanna talk much
singing sound tone deaf
i been making garbage
thats why i dont drop much

no i dont need hoes
but i been on my own
so damn i might need those
no i dont need hoes
im always switching girls like my clothes

i dont need anyone (prod. killedmyself)

Producing since 2025-04-22

Currently learning, so don't expect anything good on here.  


main account: @houcii

feels like home

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