These songs are gonna take you where you wanna go

everything is different
produced irby
love u all, thanks for everything

lyrics:
its been a long time

i dont know how i can get better
i hate when the times just change the weather
i lied, liked it better in december
i wish, that i could just forget her :(

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

i wanna make it right
but you dont really want me to win
i hate it when we fight
i have to go repent for that sin
my future is not bright
all the blame just seems to be pinned
on myself, me and I
and that is why i cant win

wanna impress my idols but no one pays attention
i try my hardest but i dont even get follows or mentions
they like my song, say im good, but they dont even listen
im an outlier, on my own, never seem to fit in

maybe one day ill be good enough
think that someday things will not be rough
maybe i wont get excluded by everyone
i wanna call it quits, i really wanna be done

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

but will it ever be good?
yeah idk
inches away from the top
yeah im so close...
ever since this yr its been so damn different
everybody shuts me out and disregards my feelings

but i shouldnt care about that oh no
i got many friends, dont have many foes
and all of the people that doubted are low
this is where i belong, this is truly my home!

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

grateful for everything
thank u all
project soon

different prod irby

prod recyclebin the literal god
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https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCFztYTzZsPflqbQQ2Lisaew

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@0noahh
@ihatebixby

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addiction w/ noahh & bixby (recyclebin)

trying my hardest

my brains talking too loud and i can’t turn it off

when you can’t trust your friends how you know it’s gonna end when you can’t trust your head what is real and what’s pretend when you’re staring in the mirror and you’re seeing someone else now you turn to the one thing that won’t make you feel let down 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

cause i feed off your negativity i’m the one that you hate to see doing better and better and better you know me i can say it’s whatever blood stained dreams hide inside of my sweater stole the stars from the sky hid em under my mattress couple thousand wishes hoping that i can manage couple thousand more hoping that i will vanish 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

substance (yungspoiler & king theta)

far from you

shoutout @k4yd3nce for working on this song w me ily <3
and shoutout @kaihaunted too ily bestie this cover art pretty 

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sitting in my room, feel like an asshole 
everyone around me building castles 
i can feel my brain starting to unravel 
starting to get bashful 
posted up on twitter, feel my bones shake 
wish i was satisfied with all that i make 
i can feel my brain replaying every mistake 
wishing i had switched lanes 

im going down
and what i found 
is no one notices any time i'm not around 
i make a sound 
and then i'm crowned 
will someone tell me it's in my mind, im being drowned 
by all of the clout 
that's not what this is about 
if i had known that this would happen then i would take a different route 
but things feel different now 
it's a vociferant sound
yeah i gotta get the ignorance out 

i know what you've been seeing but it's not me 
it's all my fault i'm the only one to stop me 
feel the same everyday, yeah the pressure got me 
wanna pave my own way but i'm just a copy 
i swear to god i promise 
my own image, is being shifted, i wanna keep it honest 
cut my eyes out, lights out 
see a cliff and i'm driving off of it now 
and what i found 
is no one notices any time i'm not around 
i make a sound 
and then i'm crowned 
will someone tell me it's in my mind, im being drowned 
by all of the clout 
that's not what this is about 
if i had known that this would happen then i would take a different route 
but things feel different now 
it's a vociferant sound
yeah i gotta get the ignorance out

vociferance

Produced by @delto & Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
You’re the best sculptor I’ve ever known
And sometimes I wish for an alternate ending where we were still close
In this abyss where a million things could’ve happened
I’m not sure why it went how it did and I can’t help but look back
I can’t find a way, I can’t find a way
To stop that

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

And I’ve tried giving it time
It feels like you’ll always be a part of my life
But for some reason we had to say goodbye
Maybe I’ll find you in another lifetime
And I’ve tried to distract myself
Think about something else
But my head keeps on taking me back to you this is hell
I’m tryna figure out how to live my life without you
And I still don’t know how to
Cause nothing stops the hurt

You’re the best sculptor I’ve ever known
And I’ll always wish for an alternate ending where we were still close
In this abyss where a million things could’ve happened
I’m not sure why it went how it did and I can’t help but look back
I can’t find a way, I can’t find a way
To stop that

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying yeah
Just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying 
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

Sculptor (coprod. Delto)

covers of @avit69 one of my favorite artists (prod. avit & jacy nyte)

happy new year !

lyrics:

(ghost town re:do)

lately ive been fallin down
but tell me how you doing now?
its been so long since you left town
i miss when i could see you around
u know, i know
what we both had
is never ever
coming back
emotions flooding, feeling drowned
but now I guess
ill see you around

i miss your shine of moonlight
glowing bright on you tonight
i could never be enough for anybody in this life
walked around this empty town just so I can look upon the night
and it hurts me without you here
i just want my friend to stay
why’d u leave me without even a single goodbye?
it was all just so soon…

i know i gave a lot of me
but you know
you stole a part of me
sunrise
shining on your face
me and you
could never separate

lately ive been fallin down
but tell me how you doing now?
its been so long since you left town
i miss when i could see you around
u know, i know
what we both had
is never ever
coming back
emotions flooding, feeling drowned
but now I guess
ill see you around

(same old me)

these last few months in these thin walls
blood spilt w words, i’ve been through it all
n i grow tired day by day
watching all my “friends” leave me
wish they’d just stayed...
don’t know who i am anymore
i just don’t wanna b ignored
sick of it all…
cuz i’ve changed for y’all for far too long
n all ur lies roll off ya tongue
i’m done j being what u want
it’s clear that i do not belong

i could change the way i look
i could switch the way i talk
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
i just try again n again
so i can feel like i fit in
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
making the same mistakes
these problems, i create
ingrained inside my brain
falling back to my old ways
i’m tired, don’t wanna let myself go any further
cuz everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me

my memory’s faded and i’ve lost who i am
this piece i’ve painted, fragments of what was then
let’s leave it in the past
let it decay to ash
let it just falter… away
feel like my whole life, i’ve been erased
always made me feel like i’m a waste
wishing i could never ever wake
people switching up on me, it’s hard to say
but i don’t really feel a thing but apathy
yeah every part of me is numb to pain
everyday is just a cycle of my misery
and i hate it
cuz it’s always my fault and i’m always the cause of my fall

i could change the way i look
i could switch the way i talk
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
i just try again n again
so i can feel like i fit in
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
making the same mistakes
these problems, i create
ingrained inside my brain
falling back to my old ways
i’m tired, don’t wanna let myself go any further
cuz everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me

https://soundcloud.com/avit69/ghost-town-redo
https://soundcloud.com/avit69/sameoldme

ghost town re:do/same old me cover

this time of year again,
i always wonder why,
if u still hate me still?
you'll know ill try to find,
i need that reason why,
to just be satisfied,
you know its hard to break me down like this.

once again im obsessive with the past again,
ill try to forget it as much as i can,
but you know it hurts just to think about now,
ill distract myself,
to forget about the pain.

it took a while for me, it'll take a while for us, to get back on track,
and u know that it hurts - as i look on back, we'll never be the same, we'll never be back, we'll never go back.

its taking over me, u know that we wont see eye to eye, cause everytime we talk im terrified,
i know its u thats gon make me, its u thats gon bring me home.

it took a while for me, it'll take a while for us, to get back on track,
and u know that it hurts - as i look on back, we'll never be the same, we'll never be back, we'll never go back.

its taking over me, u know that we wont see eye to eye, cause everytime we talk im terrified,
i know its u thats gon make me, its u thats gon bring me home.

it'll take a while for us...

it'll take a while

"Come Back" by gxmy featuring Yung Fazo & Xhulooo (@yngfazo + @xhulooo)
produced by internet
mixed/mastered by vedr4n (@vedr4n)

Instagram:
www.instagram.com/luvgxmy

Come Back feat. Yung Fazo & Xhulooo (prod. internet)

basically twitterloser but i’m even more mad

production: jane remover @janeremover
mixing & mastering: me & heavn @heavenindaclouds

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[verse]
get out my head
wish u were dead
yeah when i bled
u laughed n stared
while i was down bad
left with dread
without a friend 
left in the end

i’m all alone and i’m ok with that
as long as u stay way the fuck right back 
yeah baby don’t attempt to come right back
cuz baby i don’t rlly know ‘bout that

[pre-chorus]
and even though u been gone from my life so long
ur presence lingers on and on
and all those scars u left on me
just make me want to fucking scream

[hook]
i h8 u! 
despise u! >:(
ur the reason i’m this way
suicidal
can’t get up, no
ur the reason i’m this way
i’m numb to 
the pain now :/
ur the reason i’m this way
your lies and 
your fake love
ur the reason i’m this way

[verse]
yeah it’s so hard for me to just pretend 
it’s all ok
when u were close to me, and u just gave my love away 
i trusted u, guess that’s too bad :/
i shoulda knew, it makes me mad >:(

well it’s ur loss
n it’s ur fault 
that we fell apart
n u left me to rot 
what we had, i laid it to rest
those wasted years, i feel regret

[pre-chorus & hook]

[outro w/ 28 ppl :o]

ur the reason im this way (jane remover)

20 art haarmony hob whynotus? @artsyndicate

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