everything is different
produced irby
love u all, thanks for everything

lyrics:
its been a long time

i dont know how i can get better
i hate when the times just change the weather
i lied, liked it better in december
i wish, that i could just forget her :(

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

i wanna make it right
but you dont really want me to win
i hate it when we fight
i have to go repent for that sin
my future is not bright
all the blame just seems to be pinned
on myself, me and I
and that is why i cant win

wanna impress my idols but no one pays attention
i try my hardest but i dont even get follows or mentions
they like my song, say im good, but they dont even listen
im an outlier, on my own, never seem to fit in

maybe one day ill be good enough
think that someday things will not be rough
maybe i wont get excluded by everyone
i wanna call it quits, i really wanna be done

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

but will it ever be good?
yeah idk
inches away from the top
yeah im so close...
ever since this yr its been so damn different
everybody shuts me out and disregards my feelings

but i shouldnt care about that oh no
i got many friends, dont have many foes
and all of the people that doubted are low
this is where i belong, this is truly my home!

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

grateful for everything
thank u all
project soon

different prod irby

(intro)
It takes me way too long to lose
Sometimes its fine sometimes I cant keep it cool
(hook)
What should I expect from you
Strangers don't make sense for you
We can conversate
But you deprecate oh
Everything I say
Like damn
I opened up my heart for you
I don't care
But sometimes feel like yes I do
Its like I don't know how
I keep coming back
to you
(verse)
Seems like I been off my head
If not me then who instead
Yah yah wow wow
I still forget it like yah yah wow wow
Its hard for us get we are really strangers
No more love
I guess I'm not a saviour
Cant save this oh nanana
Broken home sing lalala
I knew you so well
Sing bout it on mels
They know but oh well
Care but I wont tell
Pictures of us yea
The silence it kills me
Last night were you free
Why didn't you text me
I find it hard to love
I don't wanna sober up
Thinking bout just giving up
What's the point in falling in love
(hook)
What should I expect from you
Strangers don't make sense for you
We can conversate
But you deprecate oh
Everything I say
Like damn
I opened up my heart for you
I don't care
But sometimes feel like yes I do
Its like I don't know how
I keep coming back
to you

Conversate (Michael Warren)

trying my hardest

lemme see if i can get the lyrics correct off dome

i decided not to cry today
feeling sorry for myself
but ill be okay one day
always online
people posting pictures on my timeline
ispy
with my little eye
something's not right
((not right))
walking home in the dark night
hard to make it home
when you dont recognize the street signs
think i need to rewind
i just need some me time
((i just need some me time))

now i know i made her mad
when she left me in the parking lot
im walking home 
tryna figure out
how to collect my thoughts
they told me life was just a game
and i dont give no fucks
just put a bullet in my head
im tryna test my luck
walkin through the grave
just tryna figure out
where my headstone
callin up my ex
to figure out 
what i did wrong
she didnt pick up 
i dont know what i expected though
find another reason to open my script
of lexapro
you can see that
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
monsters all up under my bed
i cant see tonight
walking to the underpass
debating suicide
wake up do it over again
forget bout last night 
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right

but i do it all over again
flipping different pages
tryna find the shells in the sand
with my head in my hands
tryna figure out what i did wrong
but i cant pretend that i was innocent
tryna build me up 
to break my confidence
didnt give a fuck
and it was evident 
shouldve seen right through the lies
you told me last year

now i know i made her mad
when she left me in the parking lot
im walking home 
tryna figure out
how to collect my thoughts
they told me life was just a game
and i dont give no fucks
just put a bullet in my head
im tryna test my luck
walkin through the grave
just tryna figure out
where my headstone
callin up my ex
to figure out 
what i did wrong
she didnt pick up 
i dont know what i expected though
find another reason to open my script
of lexapro
you can see that
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
monsters all up under my bed
i cant see tonight
walking to the underpass
debating suicide
wake up do it over again
forget bout last night 
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right

i did pretty good ngl

music vid

ispy (ft. swazy*)

The truth hurts
Woah woah
The truth hurts
Hurts

So many questions keep on asking myself
Yeah i keep running running running
But i cant find no help
Theres people telling me some lies 
When i know the whole truth well

Would you rather stay alive
Or would you rather be killed
Gasp

Can you believe yourself?
You've been down in, down in, the depths of hell
You can lie to me but I can tell how u felt
You live life on the edge if it is warm then it will melt

And I've been wanting to feel free
If my life is over will I still be me?
Will I be a laughing stock or a good memory?
Changing questions to my answers cus I know that it will be.

And I know that stuff changes I've seen it first hand
There's a lot of damn things that you don't understand
Came in just a few years ago I had a plan
Think that you should be the one to leave this land

And you know you're selfish so why won't you admit it?
Things have been changing so much yeah they've been shifting
I feel my spirit go up I feel it lifting
And you're gonna stay at the ground there is no kidding

Can you believe yourself?
You've been down in, down in, the depths of hell
You can lie to me but I can tell how u felt
You live life on the edge if it is warm then it will melt

And I've been wanting to feel free
If my life is over will I still be me?
Will I be a laughing stock or a good memory?
Changing questions to my answers cus I know that it will be.

The truth hurts
Woah woah
The truth hurts
Hurts

truth prod dercept and aidan han

my brains talking too loud and i can’t turn it off

when you can’t trust your friends how you know it’s gonna end when you can’t trust your head what is real and what’s pretend when you’re staring in the mirror and you’re seeing someone else now you turn to the one thing that won’t make you feel let down 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

cause i feed off your negativity i’m the one that you hate to see doing better and better and better you know me i can say it’s whatever blood stained dreams hide inside of my sweater stole the stars from the sky hid em under my mattress couple thousand wishes hoping that i can manage couple thousand more hoping that i will vanish 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

substance (yungspoiler & king theta)

@1yugenn

lyrics:

(intro)

flatline
i just wanna die said i just wanna die sometimes probably
flatline 
have u ever made a wish and it doesnt come tru this time ima-

(pre-chorus)

all these thoughts about u leaving i cant think about it
this feeling is just like a part of me cant live without it
i told u that im sorry but u said u doubt it
so i put on my mask, cant be seen without it

(chorus)

i feel like im always afraid
but i feel so warm inside your imbrace
when i looked at u, u said its okay
i had this pain that u could erase

i feel so fucking betrayed
i thought i was aware but i wasnt awake
what the hell did u do to my fucking brain
u put a flame right up to the propane

(verse)

now im burning up
u tried to put me out but now ur outta luck
i have always called u a diamond in the rough
forgave u all the things that u tried to go corrupt

the autumn leaves are falling
and i keep stalling
cause i dont wanna deal with the poison in the pollen
and i dont wanna think bout the times back in august
u said that we were perfect but poisoned by the toxins

(pre-chorus)

all these thoughts about u leaving i cant think about it
this feeling is just like a part of me cant live without it
i told u that im sorry but u said u doubt it
so i put on my mask, cant be seen without it

(chorus)

i feel like im always afraid
but i feel so warm inside your imbrace
when i looked at u, u said its okay
i had this pain that u could erase

i feel so fucking betrayed
i thought i was aware but i wasnt awake
what the hell did u do to my fucking brain
u put a flame right up to the propane

(outro)

i just wanna die said i just wanna die sometimes probably
flatline 
have u ever made a wish and it doesnt come tru this time ima 
flatline

think about it (yugen)

part 1
prod  (tonycomputerlove + elxnce + nomu + kuriosity)

but u cant see past it
empty carts empty bottles on the mattress 

its like my whole world blackened
i hit that shit and feel my fingers turn to static

cuz imma fuck up i get it
im constantly beggin 
for all ur attention 
its not my intention x2

yea all ur words cut 
deep and down to my soul
yea thats some shit that you wont ever know

you left a bullet
flyin right to my skull
when i saw you and him tho

cuz i been running it up and i do not care bout your opinion 
no i dont give a fuck cuz i did it
walk in the bank and im walking out counting up digits 
take a look at my stats girl im winnin
you are not me no you cannot be in my position 
bitch im reppin the M like a piston
if a bag on the mf table lil bitch imma get it
but, i know

you cant see past it
the empty carts and empty bottles on the mattress 
the empty BO- oh…

its like my whole world blackened
(i think i blacked out!)
i hit that shit and feel my fingers turn to static
(no…NO! LIKE OH MY GOOOOD)

cuz imma fuck up i get it
im constantly beggin 
for all ur attention 
its not my intention:( x3

cuz imma fuck up i get it
im constantly beggin 
but its not my intention 
no its not my intention 


and i try, to stay inside your mind 
and i tried, but i ran out of time 
and i know, i might’ve crossed the line 
but its not my intention 
no its not my intention x2

intention

+ @1wondir
prod @1spooz
inspired by @threedimensionsapart

@1spooz
im having trouble fitting in
im 11 and i cant tie my laces
and all the rain makes the world feel dead
and all the rain makes the world feel
im having trouble fitting in
im 11 and i cant tie my laces
and all the rain makes the world feel dead
and all the rain makes the world feel dead

ur voice is all i hear
these places far but they feel near

im too scared to talk back
i cant sleep cuz we always come back again
and u hate when i say this
i just want this to be over im praying

@1wondir
n if ur scared ill run away
lights on til the sky turns gray
send injections to my face
its not my fault i rot away

n i saw it
every single word lay on my conscious
i’m lost n i’m fallin
got me sick to my stomach too often

p.s: this song took 3 months to finally finish lmao

truth prod dercept and aidan han

hovis

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