deep october - palm in your hand (hurtclub flip)

wake up in the mornin i jus wanna roll up
dont know what im doin but ik im goin up
but bae u actin different lately i can tell u changin on me
i keep it 100 baby u more like two 20s and a cool 50
i gotta watch my back idk whos wit me
touch down touch down touch down
bae im in yo city
im tryna run it up yea im tryna touch a milly

ra ra ra ra ra ra
im tryna run it up yea im tryna touch a milly
ooo ok heres one thing to kno bout me
ima find a win no matter wat no matter were i be
mmmm oh thts jus the way it go
im not tryna fall in love again fuk it geronimo
huh yea
blame it on the
whatever tho
make up ya mind bae cuz this shit unprofessional

unprofeshinal [p. nojupiter]

And they always ask 
How did you forget 
I didn’t choose to 
I got distracted 
and that’s my fault 
I’ll own up to it like it was written on the ground in chalk 
If I controlled it from the start I think I could make that call 

(brecken)
I was walking so far
Thought everything was okay
Locked in my car
All the stuff you’d given back to me
One chance now its all gone
Coulda give you the world but now i write a song
About all of the misery that me and you have come by
I don’t need you temporarily like i need sunlight
Like life forever and ever just take me back
I could write a letter cause we’re better with a gap
I thought it was all good
Gave you everything that i could
But you never gave it back to me

(halfhearted)
Tryna find my way back up
Bet you wish you never messed around
I been tryna keep my head up
But my demons keep pulling me down
I gotta get outta this town again
But you made it so i never get out
Lay me down to rest in a flowerbed
Pull my petals and my roots out the ground

And they always ask 
How did you forget 
I didn’t choose to 
I got distracted 
and that’s my fault 
I’ll own up to it like it was written on the ground in chalk 
If I controlled it from the start I think I could make that call

how did you forget ft. brecken + halfhearted  (michael harrison)

cover by @noskeleton
prod seye

sunk cost, there's no saving that
in my arms where she said her haven at
when i feel lost i wanna fade to black
move cautious, move cautiously

i got fire in my heart
leave the keys in her purse cause this bitch push to start
she was there when i was down, she was there when it was dark
thats the reason why i treat her like a work of art
dont wanna waste no time
how could i be looking at a face so fine
i think id be better if i made u mine
what u think? im tryna..
what u think im tryna slide in this bitch
burn tires in this bitch
gun on me i wont run for my life in this bitch
run up on me leave a stain that tide wouldnt fix
hollow points, hollowbody, one last kiss
gimme one last wish, one last dance, gimme one last kiss
one last dance, gimme one last, one last, one last wish

gimme one last wish, one last dance, gimme one last kiss
one last dance, gimme one last, one last, one last wish

1last (seye)

can you turn all that shit down?
just a little bit
i’m gonna kms
i’m a little on edge
i’m just trying my best 
what’s the point in it 
anything to get out of my head 
i’m just voicing it 

Numb, Ive been feeling numb
After everything I’ve done
Love, what the fuck is love
Everything is lust
Dust to fucking dust
Came up from the ashes 
I’ve been feeling like i’m nothing
Ever since your absence
Don’t know what I’m looking for
i Know that you keep asking
Feeling so fucking depressed 
I hide it in my laughing 
I don’t know what to say
Better to get out of your way 
All I see is your pretty face
Burned into my fucking brain 

can you turn all that shit down?
just a little bit
i’m gonna kms
i’m a little on edge
i’m just trying my best 
what’s the point in it 
anything to get out of my head 
i’m just voicing it 

Sinking slowly
You don’t even know me
Were up doing cocaine all night 
While I’m thinking about the codeine 
None of this is feeling real 
Its feeling like I’m floating
Knowing
Knowing I’m holding on to hope

can you turn all that shit down?
just a little bit
i’m gonna kms
i’m a little on edge
i’m just trying my best 
what’s the point in it 
anything to get out of my head 
i’m just voicing it

can you turn all that shit down? *methboiswag*

you feel it too
i’m not alone in this alright
beat around the truth
9tails on this bumpy ride
can’t conrtol what you do
but i’m trusting you tonight
put all my faith in you
going too fast, im losing sight
100 we’re goin too fast, the musics too loud, will we even survive?
the tears rolling down to my neck, i gotta accept, do you want me alive?
my hearts beating out of my chest
u never want me at my best
these complications are a weight i can’t compress

ill catch myself on the way down
i get that im just a face now
i smell his scent when we lay down
9tails tryna calm down
i know one day i should face it
feels like everydays wasted
grey eyes and i hate it
days spent suffocating
harder to breath its gets harder to be
ugly man but she's so lovely
i wish u knew what u wanted of me
i wish i knew what she wnates to see
it would make so much easier
march walks home it breezier
no phone its street sounds
back home and feet pound

pretty eyes i wish you could see
our lives are only temporary
no one around it’s just u and me
tied together in our memories
i got nothing left for me, can’t you see
i been dragging round this body all week
i got no independency
i want no independency

late night its just you and me
no fight, cause i know im weak
im so gone, hoping that you see
phones off, i just wanna sleep
its to cold in the white snow
bed all day now the suns low
still on the same thoughts from years ago
oh gosh i should let it go

too fast (ft. boxedcat) [desolent]

prod. domesticsoul

lyrics: 

I’ve been having trouble sleeping 
i wish my Brain could just shut off
That would be a dream come true 
Everybody slowly vanish
Lately Ive been feeling blue 
U always had me feeling yellow 
Now nobody hits me up 
Not even a simple hello 
So I spend all of my time 
In the corner of my room
Lying on the floor 
Thinking about u
Staring at my ceiling 
Is this what life is all about?
Will I spend another 60 years
Stuck inside of this cycle now?
I pray to god I find some people
That decide to stick around 
but I’m always hella shy
& I always tend to hate myself 
& people tend to find me boring
I don’t rlly blame em though 
I got nothing much to offer 
I don’t need to say that though 
Cause u can see that from a mile away
I wish that I could travel through time
cause I miss the time I spent with u 
I lost myself when I lost u
When u turned toxic is when I turned to
Unhealthy habits 
hoping that feeling will return soon
But deep in my gut
There’s the feeling that’s it’s gone for good
If I could go back & change 
a couple of things I would
But I bet with my luck 
things would still turn out the way they did
I wish I wasn’t such an introvert 
I wish I could delete all of my problems 
& just make it work
I got to many taking up to much space
U can see it in my face 
I can’t keep up with the pace
Is my life rlly just a waste?

unhealthy habits

Mistletoe and Wine

Epic Hook -Cliff Richard  Mistletoe and Wine cover

Text:
Verse 1
In the shadows of forgotten fields
They plant the white petals of our fears.
A golden bloom for a dollar’s yield —
But what grows rich is not always deer.

They say it’s tradition, they call it survival,
A trade spun from broken trust.
But under the moons and the desert’s rival,
It’s the blood of dreams turning into dust.

Pre-Chorus
Eimer, Blech, Trommeln im Wind —
die Erde weint, doch sie bleibt blind.
Shaker zittert, die Triangel klingt,
während jemand sein Reich in der Dämmerung ringt.

Chorus
Opium kingdoms — built on pain,
Empires made from our tears and rain.
They sell nightmares, they buy our sighs —
while innocent souls pay the price.
Opium kingdoms — who holds the crown?
While the fields bloom red, the poor drown.

(solo)

Verse 2
From Kabul roads to distant shores,
the wealth of sorrow flows disguised.
A hidden war, in silent scores,
where power feeds and truth dies.

We’re shaking hands and breaking hearts,
while the poppy’s promise clouds the sky.
The rich get richer, but who imparts
the cost of each winded lullaby?

Bridge (mit Frauen-Chor, sacraler Klang)
Oh, in the haze of the rising sun,
hear the whisper of souls undone.
Triangel rings, the drums remain,
for every seed sown in blood and pain.

(solo)

Final Chorus
Opium kingdoms – built on pain,
Empires made from our tears and rain.
They whisper "peace" with a poisoned tongue,
while the future bleeds, and the bells are hung.
Opium kingdoms — who holds the crown?
In the fields of sorrow, the innocent drown.

Outro (tiefer Rap-Stimme + Chor)
We see you, in the petals of greed.
We pray for the day when your harvest is seed —
seed for a better tomorrow, not a richer sorrow.

Opium Kingdoms

[prod. Dead Spyro] @deadspyro

Lyrics:
[Frvr]
I can feel my insides 
Crumble into pieces
Everytime i think of you again
You again

I know that im not fine
Baby you can see it
Do you even think of me like that
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

Baby i was falling way before

[Kais]
do u even think of me?
Im not who you want me to be and I know 
think of things we’d see
I know you cant do that, im already jus a memory

time dont fly by,
i feel like im stuck in your eyes
why do you use a disguise
I crumble to pieces at night

[Frvr]
I can feel my insides 
Crumble into pieces
Everytime i think of you again
You again

I know that im not fine
Baby you can see it
Do you even think of me like that
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

Baby i was falling way before