lyrics

im broken, i hate it
im stupid, i hate it
im fine now, ill fake it
hurt me, i'll take it

oh, why the fuck did i fall for this again?
im blind and in the dark with bloody wrists again
im coughin up my lungs from all this medicine
i went looking for a light but i got lost in it
and the days got cold
and the highs got low
and it all got old, i was all on my own
then i read ur text that said its all my fault
n then i ripped my bong, n then i went home
u say ur just friends but i know its a lie
i see it all in what u post online
u got ur legs pressed against his chest
just like me, was he ur very best?
whats the time? 
its half past 5
i sat back and watched it all unwind
i saw the love marks on his neck
hung my head and wished that i were dead

a part of me died when u left that night in july
and that without lie is the last time that i felt alive

july

blood odyssey (prod. hurtclub)

𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧<3

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
cant even snap back 2 this snapchat
got 80 ounce in this backpack
making lame shit on this old mac
while my friends out in their pontiac
how are you so contagious
holding back on my anguish
'cardi rocks when im anxious
blood n mud on these pages
she dont talk but her eyes flirt
louis v n that black skirt
pulling up in that chrysler
bloody shirt n my chest hurts

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊. 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

ep w/ bry soon also~ if you've read this far then thank you all sm for all of the support this past year, and just in general if you listen to any of my stuff. it genuinely means the whole world. ily all sm<3

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let_down w/ residential. (ushanka boy)

flavour of the week (prod. ghxst)

deep october - palm in your hand (hurtclub flip)

[Intro: Nerina Pallot]
A state of grace
Untouched
Untraced
(​notmorgn)

[Chorus: 9TAILS]
Rip from my joints through my spine, toxic (Toxic)
Lines on my back from the time I had slit (I slit)
Still hit my line talkin' 'bout what you missed (What you missed)
I'm seeing signs, I think I'm toxic (Uh; Think I'm so toxic)
Get to the point, you think I'm toxic (I'm toxic)
Out in the snow while the cold wind hits (Wind hits)
I'm all alone walking home, love sick (Walking home love sick)
I should have known I was too toxic (I was too toxic)

[Verse: 9TAILS]
Are you okay? (Ayy)
Tell me, are you okay?
I called every night
I swear that I could hear your phone ring
Close the propane
I don't want the fault drain
Feel the rain, let it leave you with a cold taste—

9TAILS - toxic (prod. notmorgn)

solitude:

everynight im on the same shit, in the studio n i cant miss
i cant blame nobody for this hole im in
im jus gon keep digging till my brain cave in
its been so long but it feel like yesterday when ts tore me up
pour me up, it aint no liqour in my cup es morton grove
think they tried to warn me
but i never been good at listening to what im told
yes or no, are u rly down for forever, lmk



Empathy:

it’s okay, I got me and my friends we all here
we got opps, bitches watch n they hope we dissappear
she feed her hunger with my tears/that’s why I never cry 
oh my gosh let me guess i bet you’ve never lied
you have, you tell yourself that I’m so terrible 
so you don’t feel as bad for some shit that’s unrepairable
I hope that you’re glad, you seen my sister lose her life 
you couldve got with my friends but had my family in line you chose my brother in law, u must wanna see me fall
oh gosh it’s hard to believe
when you look into my nephews eyes
did you see them grieve
did you tell yourself their mom is looking back at me
and that her brothers back at home 
wondering where i could be
he would snap if he found out
and if he dies that’s alright 
we’ll have something to talk about
yea something relatable
two siblings that are dead 
and their life was never full 
i’m not a fool

Empathy - nvrfull ft. solitude (neverforever)

Prophet in the Asylum

More prod.saintmike

lyrics 4 the fan that asked for em shout out to you 

nightshade
and my Styrofoam in twos 
i change
and when i go home with you i'll stay

these nights in this waistland, ay
keep me right by your waistband, ay

ooo, leave me on my own too high
leave me make me start a new life
seen it far to much it aint right
too many times