is there anyone home?

lyrics

[mæsk]

i cant listen to to u speak, gone and not coming back
she’s the one that fucked me up 
now she wanna blame her past now
feeling sloshed baby so u wanna talk now
i just needa stop 4 ur pushing me around

i should not
but now she in my arms
the face that look like heaven but behind 
its a ahhhhh
she calls my name like a saint
she fucked me up
but when in arms we can run it back

im running back on my own, dirt shoes
but she right on my neck to pay her dues
she said “i just hate it, i dont wanna make it if im not with you”
know ur on ur own on this one
but i can make it fun
my angel speaks, i wont listen
i think the horns have won

[flesh]
you can say you're sorry all you want know you dont mean it
you just wanted someone you could fuck and share your weed with
never really gave a shit about how i was feeling
im a hollow body to you none of it had meaning

hollow bodies w/ flesh golem (flesh x nihil空)

-lyrics-
I find myself at the 
Bottom of a bottle 
I find it hard to carry on
With all these problems 
No I can’t carry on 
No I can’t carry on
No I can’t carry on without 

You you
So tell me what’s the price to pay
I just cant seem to escape this fate uh
No I can’t carry on without you 

So I go about my day 
As if nothing changed
Keep this smile on my face
Even though it’s eating at me 
Now I can’t catch my breath 
I’m starting to fall down 
Can you just call me back
We can figure this out 

No I can’t carry on 
No I can’t carry on
No I can’t carry on without 

You you
So tell me what’s the price to pay
I just cant seem to escape this fate uh
No I can’t carry on without you 

Prod. Immortal
mix by Killing Art
Master by Kanashi

Carry on (Without you) [prod. immortal]

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Lyrics:

and all of these regrets
remain in my head
a pictures worth a thousand words
but theres no words to be said
and i tried to forget
everything you said
those Kodaks and those Polaroids
hung right beside my bed
now i miss you
the feelings run red
my blood turns blue
so ill take a lasso
and bring you the moon
and youll brush it off
like its nothing new 
(like its nothing new)

and all of these regrets
remain in my head
a pictures worth a thousand words
but theres no words to be said
and i tried to forget
everything you said
those Kodaks and those Polaroids
their burnt inside my memories
of you
im tripping on tapestries
in my room
thinking they’ll magically
disappear like you
when you clicked your heels
in those glass shoes

and all of these regrets
remain in my head
a pictures worth a thousand words
but theres no words to be said
and i tried to forget
everything you said
those Kodaks and those Polaroids
hung right beside my bed
now i miss you
the feelings run red
my blood turns blue
so ill take a lasso
and bring you the moon
and youll brush it off
like its nothing new 

(almost)
sunlight beams
are out of focus
just like me and you eroding
UV rays they kiss the lotus
while the love is decomposing
how the vines strangle the marble
your suffocating my airflow
theres no promise in tomorrow
so right now, its all that i know
melodies that sound like color
harvesting memories from each-other

your my drug
love potions 
mixing that shit up
so corrosive
they its say its bad blood
but i know its
toxic when it us
and we know it
x3

tapestry

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prod. mtchclr

lyrics:
let the sun hit my face as i run away
from the problems i started yesterday
why cant i be the person that you need
i'm a piece of shit and its all i see
huh
okay i think that i get it
sometimes im too damn pathetic
i wear my heart on my sleeve
she says i'm too empathetic
i never want her to leave and thats just me getting jealous
on the side of the crosswalk i cant make a decision
once i get it i just want more whats the point in me living
take a shot in the dark i'm your punching bag
watch it all fall apart watch it all turn bad
i been searching for a feeling that i once had
and i don't think ill ever get it yea its so sad
cherish every moment know don't look back
yeah its all gonna be okay
anytime i try and talk thats just what they say
yeah ooo
anytime i try and talk thats just what they say
yeah yeah yeah oh
take a picture maybe it'll last a little longer
im losing touch with myself and my momma
no i wont ask for your help i don't want none
it all goes down when you least expect it
comftorable inside my bubble girl i feel protected
ima keep my phone on dnd i'm scared to check it
i could live this life a thousand times wont learn my lesson
you can show me anything you want its not impressive
ooo
i said it once i say it twice and thats just really how it goes
im not looking for any new friends i got my own
she say jai you're such an asshole i already know
oh i already know yeah
she say jai you're such an asshole i already know
whoa
yeah oh

PUNCHING BAG

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had another dream last night
that i was runnin' away from a monster
and that monster was me
it had my cold dead corpse 
hangin' from its teeth
when finally i met the reaper beggin on my knees

take me away rn!
take me away rn!
i dont even wanna try
to make things alright

cuz i dont really give af about myself
in fact im always wishin that i could just be someone else
think id be better off locked up in a cell
i think id rather that
than being trapped in this hell

they used to tell me its a phase
but i still hate my own face...

take me away rn!
take me away rn!
i dont even wanna try
to make things alright

i dont wanna try
ive never been alright
i dont wanna try
ive never been alright!!!

take me away rn! [+gaxillic]

mixed/mastered by me 
-
produced by https://www.youtube.com/@DanielParisMusic

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my dear (daniel paris)

prod. da homie @noizzbeatz 

[chorus]
i saw her eyes
and all along i knew the fog had lifted
got scars up on her arm, it’s self inflicted
she stays alone and hopes someone would listen
we know we’re cursed
the sins come from the past to wreak their havoc
she screams and yells and pleas but they won’t have it
she cries herself to sleep and some how manages

[verse]
oh darling i’m sorry for things endured
she built up her walls but they slammed down the door
and oh in her sleep she had dreamed of release
had a few lorn attempts but her heart won’t cease
and she cries and she begs and she pleas for the pain
just to stop but it won’t, it repeats all the same
and the cause of it all is a curse so we lay
in defeat by the blade of the girl, what a shame

[bridge]
and i know you’ll recover just as before
the worst has yet to be seen
but soon you’ll find your recourse

[chorus]
i saw her eyes
and all along i knew the fog had lifted
got scars up on her arm, it’s self inflicted
she stays alone and hopes someone would listen
we know we’re cursed
the sins come from the past to wreak their havoc
she screams and yells and pleas but they won’t have it
she cries herself to sleep and some how manages yeah

stream!

rika (prod. noizz)

@sadtxnshi
hey, my love
dont forget that i love you
for there's no one above you
yayaya wait, i know
i cannot prove that i mean it 
but baby i'm never leaving
but like hey, my love
dont forget that i love you
for me there's no one above-

i know it's hard to trust but i'll stay with you
i want to give you all my love; i see us two
when i think about my future
fuck i couldn't lose her
wish i'd met her sooner
bro i'd always choose her

i didn't know that i can feel that much
fuck this "take it slow"; loved you since our first touch

@ibleedicare
babe, you're the one that keeps me alive
with you by my side, i feel like i can thrive
you're the one that guides me through the night
with you, i know everything will be alright

everything will be alright
will be alright
everything will be alright

i never thought i'd feel this way
but with you, i want to stay
my love for you will always be sincere
i'll be the one that wipes away your tears

@sadtxnshi
i know it's hard to trust but i'll stay with you
i want to give you all my love; i see us two
when i think about my future
fuck i couldn't lose her
wish i'd met her sooner
bro i'd always choose her

i didn't know that i can feel that much

stay with you w/ibleedicare (hernna)

iris

New single “God Complex” featuring Kanashi 

-Lyrics-
Oh wow 
I almost got a word out 
The moment you opened your mouth 
I knew I couldn’t say shit 
Cause you don’t wanna hear
No you don’t wanna hear it
Oh wow
I thought you had my back
Turns out it’s just not like that 
Cause you only care for yourself
No you don’t care about no one else
Cause it’s always bout you
No it’s never bout me
You don’t give a single fuck 
About my feelings
Cause it’s always bout you 
No it’s never bout me 
You don’t even know
Just what I’m dealing with
In my chest 
Dealing with in my head
This feeling of regret 
This feeling of regret

She thinks the world revolves 
Around her and her thoughts 
She’s only there to tear me 
Down down down 
Feeling like I can’t breathe 
Slowly suffocating 
I don’t think you know 
Just what’s best for me 

Say everything I says wrong 
Tell me I don’t belong 
Don’t think I don’t know 
Just what’s going on 

She’s got a god complex 
I don’t think it’s that complex 
Shes only there to tear me 
down down down 
Down below to my knees 
She wants me begging please 
Saying don’t you ever leave
I don’t think that’s what’s best for me

I don’t think that’s 
What’s best for me
One moment you are loving on me 
The next you want me to leave 
It gets me more fucked up 
Then you would ever believe 
But one thing is for sure 
You’ll never catching me begging for you
Yeah you think you’re so fucking special 
But you’re not 
You and that god complex 
Can fuck off and rot
You just wanna control me
And it probably would have worked
On the old me
Yeah it probably would’ve would’ve 
Worked on the old me 

Say everything I says wrong 
Tell me I don’t belong 
Don’t think I don’t know 
Just what’s going on 

She’s got a god complex 
I don’t think it’s that complex 
Shes only there to tear me 
down down down 
Down below to my knees 
She wants me begging please 
Saying don’t you ever leave
I don’t think that’s what’s best for me
She’s got a god complex 
I don’t think it’s that complex 
Shes only there to tear me 
down down down 
Down below to my knees 
She wants me begging please 
Saying don’t you ever leave
I don’t think that’s what’s best for me

Prod splashgvng X IOF
Mix by killing art X kanashi 
Master by kanashi

God Complex (feat. Kanashi) [prod. Splashgvng X IOF]

every word you leave behind
echoes what you never speak of

tell me, if I die tonight
would you pull me in for one last hug?  


but I still hold on to the hope 
that you feel the same deep in your eyes

get lost in the silence
one more day, one more night

but i cant remember the sound of your voice	
nah i cant remember the light on your face

and all the static in my head just slowly disappears
fading slow through the night like I've been here before

tell me where do you go, when you don't have a home?
tell me why are you still here cuz i lost my hope too

tonight i break down i'm drowning in ur tears
but i can't just let you go out of my life

maybe one day you will realize but i don't blame you
can’t hide the pain over my mind, nothing feels true

dying in this place where no one stays, I don’t know you

tell me the things you never said, I can’t leave behind

silence is enough

☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰
presave "pieces of us"
out june 14th
https://ffm.to/piecesofus

iris

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