Buried Alive

produced by jxsie beats & nuxe
mixed and mastered by lxst boy
@cavasoul
@jxsiebeats

-lyrics-
(lxst boy)
was it something that i said that ticked you off
cause now you won't talk
i feel that we're running out of time
cause i know that i get inside my head
i'll never understand
i never did this now i do it all the time
i am overthinking to the point im never sleeping
i been writing songs, i even do it when im dreaming
i hope this goes away, yeah, cause God, i hate this feeling
i am trapped within these walls, my eyes are glued to the ceiling
yeah

sometimes i get a little closer
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres  no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress

(cavasoul)
i gave all of my love right away
then for me, im left with nothing
i was walking alone in the rain
i could snap at the press of a button
it's december now, rain coming down
it freezes before hitting ground
it reminds me of the feeling i had on my neck
when you coming around
is it something about me? 
cause lately i feel like you better without me
idk whats going on in my head
but the negative thoughts overwhelm me, im drowning
im never healthy, i cannot help it
how can i help me? i wanna be dead
i still remember the lies you had said to me
so i just fill up your side of the bed
now

(lxst boy)
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres no thing i can say
that will undo what had happened
please just explain
i am drowning in my sadness

when it rains in december w/ cavasoul & jxsie beats

Moonlet ft guardin - Oh No

@lilxtraatl <3

[chorus]
ripped black jeans and Snow White hair it’s like no one sees or no one cares,
its like all I crave is her
but I’m not what she deserves 

[verse]
she fucks with my head on daily
she fucked me like she really hate me
she love when I sing her to sleep
I love her so much I can’t breathe when she speak I see stars in my dreams

every girl I talk to hates me
I feel like I can’t even cry I wouldn’t date me
and if you told me that you loved me you were faking
I make the most of all the hearts I end up breaking so,

I don’t even cry no more
but, lately I been cryin on the floor, like
I don’t even want this life
why, does it have to so bright

I, know
i, know
i, know

you're not alone
[chorus]
ripped black jeans and Snow White hair it’s like no one sees or no one cares,
its like all I crave is her
but I’m not what she deserves

[verse]
yeah i know i'm not alone but it sure does feel like
everyone hates me i just don't feel right
and you said, you're not alone, but when i show up there's no one home

its not easy believe me, when i'm standin' right here and you still can't see me i'm, in your ear but you still can't hear me i'm, speaking truth and you still don't believe me

i've been broken before and i'm broken again
i guess i'm being punished for my sins
lately my nightmares feel like my friends cause
only they understand me in the end

you're not alone

not alone w/ lil xtra (prod. boyfifty)

All credit to 9tails
lyrics:

I'm right here when u need me
Same me I ain't ever change
I ain't ever
No old me just the real me
Baby I'll never leave again
I ain't ever
It make me cry that you fear me
Would never hurt you
Baby look at me you know that I
Hate that I've built this life
Why

Streetlight glare lit up the yellow brick path
Is this the right way to go or the way to go fast
Night cap
Disaronno in the cup and then he crash
Basement cot I forgot you mom me at parties
Where I'm supposed to play dad
Come nap
Let's talk about the time we really never had
Shit we ran towards before our knees had blown and went bad
Then wished that we had went back
For mouse taps and numpads controlled my life
Just like a face tat
Like a crime past
I hear a broadcast inside my brain
It tells me stop ignoring shit before you go insane
But damn it's too late
I chalked the future top of what was there like fuck a clean slate
Now it's a dirty plate
I'm eating other meals on top of it don't feel great
But yo I'm quite baked
I'll take the food I get and live the next day like nothing happened
I'm living simple
Suppress my actions
Keep it limited
Designer fashion

I'm right here when u need me
Same me I ain't ever change
I ain't ever
No old me just the real me
Baby I'll never leave again
I ain't ever
It make me cry that you fear me
Would never hurt you
Baby look at me you know that I
Hate that I've built this life
Why

Rainy weather always to calm me down
I don't wanna fight this now yea
Later we can work it out
We can turn this round fast
On me
I don't wanna be nobody
I just wanna make me something
I just wanna make me something
Something
Baby
I just need some more lessons
Knowledge is our greatest weapon
It's bout the time that my head in check
Mason jars in the cabinets
Living my life no stress
End of the month no cheque
Still u gotta love this shit ya

I'm right here when u need me
Same me I ain't ever change
I ain't ever
No old me just the real me
Baby I'll never leave again
I ain't ever
It make me cry that you fear me
Would never hurt you
Baby look at me you know that I
Hate that I've built this life
Why

9tails - never change

i'd rather you hate me (prod. A L E X)

Feat: @daddydandy
Feat: @kvnny

Prod: @splashgvng x sadgods
Mix: @aleclarkmusic x sadgods
Backing Vocals: @aleclarkmusic

https://open.spotify.com/track/4vlUQ96XBJK19ptod3mONc?si=Vflc29JSSLSjCj_BL54EnQ

Spotify

Forever (feat. Flowars & kenny)

prod by me
guitar by @splashgvng
photo by @shakyhandsx on instagram

lyrics:

my aura shine like a full moon
energy fill the whole room
when i'm up on stage i feel

my aura shine like a full moon
energy fill the whole room
when i'm up on stage i feel
some type of way
almost just like i'm a god
but i am not
so don't you praise me
cuz we're the same thing
ya
i'm only human
ya

if i could never be your savior
then why's it in my nature 
hmm
to try and save you 
from you
that's too much weight on my own
ya, i gotta let go
there's just some things
that i can't control
mmm
i need to let go
ya
you're the only one
who can set you free

but i hope that my music helps you
find a light in the darkest places
i hope you know the pain that you've felt i've felt to
you'll never be alone this heart of mine embraces
all of you for eternity
i love you unconditionally

my aura shine like a full moon
energy fill the whole room
when i'm up on stage i feel
some type of way
almost just like i'm a god
but i am not
so don't you praise me
cuz we're the same thing
ya
i'm only human
ya

if i could never be your savior
then why's it in my nature 
hmm
to try and save you 
from you
that's too much weight on my own
ya, i gotta let go
there's just some things
that i can't control
mmm
i need to let go
ya
you're the only one
who can set you free

savior

big shoutout powfu and remghost for making this with me <3 https://soundcloud.com/powfu
@remghost
coverart by @seejayxo

fall in love (w/ powfu) (prod. remghost)

prod yusei  & me

lyrics:

i had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry, don't die
give it two years it'll only take time
and you're never ever ugly with a smile that bright
no your parents don't listen but i swear they wanna try

know your stressed, and depressed, and your hair is a mess
but you're cute when you lose or you're mad at your friends
and i hate when you'd cry every time that i said
oh i love when you're here, i don't want this to end

can we not talk school for once, it makes me nauseous
everyone in class is either mean or real obnoxious
and i'm sorry that i said it, but i felt so fuckin lost
it's like my life is just a token either spent it or you lost it

here i'm sittin, eye inside the storm issuing
waiting being patient for the rain to ruin
everything i've ever loved or ever touched, 
or ever gave a fuck about, i'm sorry that i hurt you friend i'm sorry that i let you down

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

 had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry

On digital stores soon. Enjoy this new song I did with the talented @powfu

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/1Xt4eqgxZBte0F4V6CFzVB

spotify

Wont Be The Last Time (ft. Powfu)

Instagram @ sadgods
contact: sadgodsmusic@gmail.com
Music on Spotify & stores.

Forever (feat. Flowars & kenny)

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