each and everyday blends with the last
and I'm still chasing fleeting feelings from the past
I try to just forget but I'm locked in
my habits bound to put me in a coffin
~
I'm chasing liquor with more alcohol
and I'm afraid this night will end; I can't recall
each fucking day I struggle to walk out the hall
and baby girl I'm sorry that I missed your call
No excusses
I've been useless
all the damage that my actions will conduce it's
time to stop this
can I knock this 
think about to much I think I'm gonna vomit
~
horrid vitals when I'm checking in
I think I took too much of that 'medicine'
evil thoughts and incantations
no hesitation, enter visous spiral leave me vancant
I tried to leave behind all of the problems of the past
but those I put my trust into would think about me last
the rose I gave yo cut in two
we smiled and we laughed
and ya'll wonder why my trust issues refuse to move on past
~
I'm chasing liquor with more alcohol
and I'm afraid this night will end; I can't recall
each fucking day I struggle to walk out the hall
and baby girl I'm sorry that I missed your call
No excusses
I've been useless
all the damage that my actions will conduce it's
time to stop this
can I knock this 
think about to much I think I'm gonna vomit

Fleeting Feelings [Prod. IOF]

produced by killedmyself

mixed and mastered by me

completely non profit


lyrics 

Where u going
I tend to fuck off in the moment
All of my tears started rolling
All of my feelings are showing
Not that im tryna be stoic
I dont not like to be open
Not in the moment and they took advantage
So i find it hard to be open
Trusting is hard when u know that
And talking is hard so just talk fast
Straighten her back
Straighten her hair
Take in it all just be glad u were here
Tryna be clear
U kept me sober for almost a year
U kept me locked up in some kinda fear
But now that im numb i just miss all the tears 
So heres toast to the jaded
And maybe one more cause im faded
Raising our cups to the wasted potential
Id say it a was borderline taken
A typical borderline patient 
Cause nobody know what im saying 
My head is not ledgible fuck what im thinking id say im better off braindead
I am not worth conversation
I feel that i am not changing
Stuck on a loop 
All of the same things that i keep replaying
All of the memories that put me in pain
If im feeling fine why i zero the vape
Freezin my brain
Cause down at my core
I do not wanna relate

if i can be clear (killedmyself)

hungergamezzz(jabarionthebeat)

BEAM

BEAM (hell)

One Day At A Time [+ pekarot]

Featuring @steadysuffer
Produced by @lilrodger

Lyrics:
[Hook: heroine diaries]
I would die for you
But you won’t cry for me
All the times we had
Now it’s gone away
And the pain is here
I don’t want it to stay
I just want you to stay 
I would die for you
But you won’t cry for me
All the times we had
Now it’s gone away
And the pain is here
I don’t want it to stay
I just want you to stay 

[Verse: steadysuffer]
I just wanted you to stay the night again
We could stay up late and fight again
You can hold my hand if you want to
Or we could stay up late and watch the news
And if it's what you really wanted
You could tell me best being honest
It isn't hard to tell me what you're thinking
Unless your mind is sinking
I feel so dead, without you stuck in my head
I been waiting all night 
For you to be here by my side
I would die for you, but you wont cry cause you like being in solitude
And come back to me when I'm with you, you rid of the apathy

[Hook: heroine diaries]
I would die for you
But you won’t cry for me
All the times we had
Now it’s gone away
And the pain is here
I don’t want it to stay
I just want you to stay 
I would die for you
But you won’t cry for me
All the times we had
Now it’s gone away
And the pain is here
I don’t want it to stay
I just want you to stay

scrolling thru ur timeline (feat. steadysuffer) (prod. rodger)

Thanks to @lilduckk and @remghost for the outstanding beat and @yungaxstn for featuring on this track

I found a piece of my heart deep inside myself that still loved you good and then I stomped it out. Then I felt myself and I was overrun with all of this.

All Of This ft. yung axstn (prod. WellFed & remghost)

Prod: @gyzalofi x sadgods
Mix: sadgods

https://open.spotify.com/track/0LtYvK19hH9By8i2KbevxB?si=RHXAUe6nRUi888OVkeKhIg

Spotify

Roses

Track 1

[chorus]
does she like me, or am I stuck in my head
misinterpreting all of the things you've said
like what do i do, if i was wrong
I know I like you, please don't play along

[verse 1]
leave me on read when we texting, are you tired of me or are you resting
I am projecting my self consciousness on her not replying fast enough
you are so perfect I gotta cuff, but I often times feel like I am not enough
blessed by you're beauty the grace of your face and your waist puts my head out of place, we embrace
retrace my steps, find what made you entranced when we danced
this my last chance to fucking romance

[bridge]
like maybe, she'll save me
end all the pain and the suffering faced
can I erase
your face from my memories, wont leave a trace
if you don't want me than i need my space

[chorus]
does she like me, or am I stuck in my head
misinterpreting all of the things you've said
like what do i do, if i was wrong
I know I like you, please don't play along

does she like me [prod. amirzun]

Lyrics:
https://genius.com/No-handshake-pain-lyrics

Pain

Stressed

You've Had Enough

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