🔻 Song Insight – “Evil, Evil, Drifting Away”
There are songs that scream with pain, and there are songs that smolder with it—slow-burning truths that rise from the ashes of what was. “Evil, Evil, Drifting Away” is one of those songs.

Originally written during a time of betrayal, this track has been reborn through a blues-acoustic lens, letting the emotional weight breathe between every slide of the guitar. It’s not just a breakup song—it’s a confession, a reckoning, and a final letting go.

The lyrics unravel the manipulation and emotional decay of a toxic relationship, told from someone who once loved blindly but now sees with sharp clarity. As the verses unfold, the song moves from grief to strength—from being used to reclaiming power. This new version trades rage for reflection, turning heartbreak into a cinematic testimony of self-worth.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro – Sung]
"The levels of betrayal run deeper,
Stolen hope in the life we live and the life after,
Cold-hearted evil is all he was made of,
No soul to take with him."

[Verse 1 – Rap-Fusion]
"I’m feeling enraged with emotions,
Hope can't live on any plane,
A man I loved was nothing but lies,
I can’t see him even when I die.
Evil, evil, drifting away,
Red blood pumping in my veins,
Remember things you’d say,
My eyes locked in, a precision scope.
I feel my heart decay,
Rising faster as you get closer,
The lies you told me,
A twisted way, not thinking,
Stealing memories along the way."

[Chorus – Sung]
"We were real to me,
More than just a passing fling,
I gave you a part of who I was,
Something you couldn't see,
Despite all your messed-up ways,
I loved you anyway."

[Verse 2 – Rap-Fusion]
"You stole the show when you broke the truth,
A lie, a performance, nothing but proof.
An act to make them pay,
Money’s all this ever was, no love in play.
I was just a prop for your display,
A nine-year stretch for your payday.
I fucked up, slowly stepping aside,
Blurry vision blocking my way.
Thought about this moment and what I’d say,
But now words are not coming, I just want you to pay."

[Bridge – Sung]
"You don’t get to take a bow,
No ovation, no flowers now,
You’re buried six feet under,
Beneath the lies where no truth is found."

[Verse 3 – Rap-Fusion]
"I walked away with nothing I could say,
Not worth the time or risking the dead-end way.
A stranger you are, always a mistake,
Fucked up, unhinged, nine years of roleplay.
Never trust a man that lies,
Unless he’s dead and buried alive.
It’s the only truth he tells in the end,
No more lies, no more pretend."

[Chorus – Sung]
"My music set me free,
It was always his loss to see,
Killing his muse was his last show,
Now he’s gone, but I’ll grow."

[Outro – Spoken-Sung]
"He’ll have no part of me, no big, no small,
He’s dead to me now, gone after all.
I’m free to love another, this time for real,
No more lies, no more deals.
This is the last—no more pain,
I'm free to rise, to love again."

🔻 Personal Reflection
When I first wrote this, I wasn’t ready to see the full truth. The song was raw, yes—but it was born from the chaos, not the clarity. I didn’t remember all the words until now. Back then, Suno was new, and so was my ability to say what I really felt.


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Evil, Evil, Drifting Away (Explicit)

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Here is my music as I make it. Check out my latest mixtape, Rearranged: https://open.spotify.com/album/7sFQUJ5sNiGDXlxPUdZiFo?si=p-PofiBhT--D0BABF78tFA

NOVA J is a songwriter from the United States who has spent the last decade living and working abroad.

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