#haunting #lovesong #songwriter #emotional #dark #soulful


I’d pour myself through the sands of time
Baby, Just To find you. (To find you, baby.) 
Tossing, twisting in a cascading storm 
Just to find you. (To find you.) To find you.
Tumbling through an hour glass 
Among a million grains.
Filtering into an abyss 
Baby, just To find you. (To find you, baby) to find you.

No time. No space. No form of matter.
Can keep me from you.  (From you. From you.)
Can keep me from you.
No matter what is in my way
I will get to you (to you)
Get to you. (I will get to you.)
No matter will stop me. No matter will slow me down.
I will get to you (to you)
I will get to you (get to you.)

I’d fire myself into a black hole
Baby, Just to find you. (To find you, baby).
Baby, just to find you. 
Propel me, blasting me into the unknown 
Just to find you. (To find you.) To find you.
Gravity pulling, stretching me
Among a million stars 
Sending me beyond time into singularity 
Baby, just To find you. (To find you, baby)

No time. No space. No form of matter.
Can keep me from you.  (From you. From you)
No matter what is in my way
I will get to you (to you. To you. To yiu) 
Get to you. (I will get to you.)
No matter will stop me. No matter will slow me down.
I will get to you (to you)
I will get to you. 
 

Nothing can prevent my getting to you
I search each night in the depths of my mind
as I sleep. as I fall asleep
Maps. realms. pasts and futures
I map out and comb
Never landing. (Never landing)
Always floating. (Floating)
Never falling.  (Never falling.) 
Always searching. (Searching) 
Always searching (always)
For one I never knew. For one I never knew. (The one I never knew)

No time. No space. No form of matter.
Can keep me from you.  (From you.)
Can keep me from you.
No matter what is in my way
I will get to you (to you)
Get to you. (I will get to you.)
No matter will stop me. No matter will slow me down. (Slow me down)
I will get to you (to you)
(To you. To you. To you.)

i will get to you

WATCH THE SHOW
BY MADRE AND NOVA J

Sit back, watch the show (show, show),
Let it come and let it go (go, go).
No skin in the game (game), no bruises to claim (claim),
I’m just here to take it slow (slow, slow).
Sit back, watch the show (show, show),
Feel the stillness take control (control, control).
No need to fight (fight), I’ll be alright (right),
Let the silence softly grow (grow, grow).

Thinker, thinker, running free (free, free),
Pulling, pushing, chasing me (me, me).
Each thought fades, it slips away (away, away),
I’ll let it drift, I’ll step away (away, away).

(Ooh-oh-oh) Let it go, let it go.
(Ooh-oh-oh) Watch the show, watch the show.

Sit back, watch the show (show, show),
Let it come and let it go (go, go).
No skin in the game (game), no bruises to claim (claim),
I’m just here to take it slow (slow, slow).
Sit back, watch the show (show, show),
Feel the stillness take control (control, control).
No need to fight (fight), I’ll be alright (right),
Let the silence softly grow (grow, grow).

Talking, talking, fills the air (air, air),
Empty words go everywhere (where, where).
I don’t need to say too much (much, much),
Quiet moments hold my trust (trust, trust).

Step aside (step aside), let them play (let them play),
Close your eyes, it’s all okay (all okay).
Breathe it in (breathe it in), let it out (let it out),
That’s what peace is all about (all about).

INSTRUMENTAL

Sit back, watch the show (show, show),
Let it come and let it go (go, go).
No skin in the game (game), no bruises to claim (claim),
I’m just here to take it slow (slow, slow).
Sit back, watch the show (show, show),
Feel the stillness take control (control, control).
No need to fight (fight), I’ll be alright (right),
Let the silence softly grow (grow, grow).

(Ooh-oh-oh) Let it go, let it go.
(Ooh-oh-oh) Watch the show, watch the show.

Sit back, watch the show (show, show),
The thinker fades, the calm will grow (grow, grow).
No need to fight (fight), I’ll be alright (right),
Just let it go and feel the light (light, light).

WATCH THE SHOW

Три часа

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#electronic #altfolk #alternativefolk #altindie #electro

Lyrics:

They tell me I’m strong
You tell me I’m not
I wanna believe 
But you have me in a fucking knot
You take me off
When my need is you
I wanna believe 
Do what can I really do? 

Lalalalala hahahaha
Yeah we know you lie
Yeah we know I don’t care 
Could when I give a shit
Nothing matters now
Nothing matters now

Lalalalala hahahaha
Yeah we know you lie
Yeah we know I don’t care 
Could when I give a shit
Nothing matters now

Lalalalala hahahaha
Yeah we know you lie
Yeah we know I don’t care 

Creepo pervs ooze from the edges
While i try to make myself known
Send me DMs that are too fucking cringe
Trying to make me push send
One asked me to be his sugar baby
Like I’m candy for his taking
Chew this you shithead 
My boyfriends dead

I’ve been on the street
Scared to walk alone
They tell me I’m strong
You tell me I’m not as if you know
I wanna believe them
But you have me in a knot
You take me off
When my need is only you

Lalalalala hahahaha
Yeah we know you lie
Yeah we know I don’t care 
Could when I give a shit
Nothing matters now
Nothing matters now

Could give a shit
Nothing matters now

Lalalalala hahahaha
Yeah we know you lie
Yeah we know I don’t care 

They tell me I’m strong
You tell me I’m not
I wanna believe 
But you have me in a fucking knot
You take me off
When my need is you
You fucking died so now what do I do?..

They tell me I’m strong
You tell me I’m not
I wanna believe 
But you have me in a fucking knot
You take me off
When my need is you
You fucking died so now what do I do?..

[fade out]

i'm in a knot

A TREASURE AND A HANDFUL by NOVA J

I’ll never forget when we met
Told you not to take me seriously
Isn’t that sad?
Now here we are, we’ve come so far
Still together after all this time
And I’m so glad

I had a lot of healing to do
I was in pieces, you were the glue

You saw what nobody else could see
Beyond my broken personality
You gave me all your love for free
You saw the hidden treasure in me

I’m a treasure and a handful
Poison pleasure, it was painful
But you never called me shameful
You’re a treasure and a handful

High beams in a taxi cab
Scanning sidewalks for someone to grab
Me and a stranger sharing a room
Fighting off the impending doom
But you found me there
No judgment, just care

All the others held a grudge
But you never held back love

You saw what nobody else could see
Beyond my broken personality
You gave me all your love for free
You saw the hidden treasure in me

I’m a treasure and a handful
Poison pleasure, it was painful
But you never called me shameful
You’re a treasure and a handful

Oh, the world is breaking, creating
Oh, the tides are rising, cascading
Oh, the earth is shaking, rearranging
But through it all, you’re the one I call

Helping break my fall
Standing strong and tall

You saw what nobody else could see
Beyond my broken personality
You gave me all your love for free
You saw the hidden treasure in me

I’m a treasure and a handful
Poison pleasure, it was painful
But you never called me shameful
You’re a treasure and a handful

A TREASURE AND A HANDFUL

🔻 Song Insight: Goodbye My Friend by 4Me2BeFree
Some goodbyes aren’t spoken—they’re felt in the silence, in the emptiness left behind.
Some friendships don’t end in distance, they end in destruction.

Goodbye My Friend is a song about betrayal, loss, and the weight of someone else’s darkness pulling you under. It’s about watching someone fall so deep into their own chaos that saving them would mean losing yourself. It’s about realizing that some battles aren’t yours to fight anymore.

The drums beat low. The shadows stretch long.
And sometimes, the only way to survive… is to let go.

Lyrics -
Verse 1
Tied me down, cut my throat,
Stole the voice I’ll never know.
Hope was taken, left in me,
A hollow core that can't break free.

Chorus
Walk without care, lies in your wake,
Nothing around will ever be safe.
Without a core, a guiding light,
No mercy, angels take flight.
Drums beaten low in a fire's glow,
Lambs fall silent, the shadows grow.
Your sickness takes hold,
And drags me down below.

Verse 2
Consuming what's within,
My soul begins to thin.
Eyes that pierce with absent light,
Breathing fear into the night.
An evil glance, I claw, I fight,
Held beneath your weight and might.

Bridge
Saving your soul, I have to let go,
I see you fall, black cloak and all.
You spiral and drown, deeper you go,
Down through the earth, to the place below.

Chorus
Walk without care, lies in your wake,
Nothing around will ever be safe.
Without a core, a guiding light,
No mercy, angels take flight.
Drums beaten low in a fire's glow,
Lambs fall silent, the shadows grow.
Your sickness takes hold,
And drags me down below.

Outro
Hopeless, I can no longer stall,
Goodbye, my friend,
Goodbye from us all.

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Goodbye My Friend (Explicit)

Twisted Cries – Song Insight 🖤🎶
🔻 Song Insight
Some betrayals leave a scar too deep to fade. Twisted Cries is a raw, unfiltered dive into the mind of someone consumed by deception, a reflection of the chaos left in their wake. It explores the pain of witnessing someone self-destruct, dragging others down with them—until there’s nothing left but an empty shell.

This song is dark, intense, and brutally honest, unraveling the twisted truths, manipulation, and inner torment that haunt the shadows of a broken soul. It’s not just about loss—it’s about standing at the edge of destruction, staring into the abyss, and realizing some people were never meant to be saved.

If you’ve ever fought to hold onto someone slipping deeper into their own darkness, this song is for you.

🔻 Lyrics
verse 1
anger and rage tear me down, echoes of where I was found.
you never had the chance to try, for all you spoke were lies.

verse 2
broken, shattered—your darkness confined, twisted cries spill from your mind.
i never saw the real you reside; emptiness is all you hide.

chorus
dance on in miscreant grace, smeared traces blur your face.
distorted truths and warped reflection—broken hearts in dark connection.

verse 3
tired of reaching out on a limb, your splintered self stolen within.
shard fragments of who you used to be, condemned in empty space with me.

bridge
like venomous snakes you invade the charade, stealing roads and dreams away.
without fear, you suffocate their own, dragging souls far from home.

verse 4
every word spins a twisted tale, a lie cloaked in disguise.
building shells to break free, while in your hell a feast resides.
needles and drugs unlock the key, no longer human, no longer free—
an empty nothing is all you are, a void where lost souls wander far.

outro
fading into darkness, silence swallows me whole.

🔻 Personal Reflection
This song was written in the aftermath of watching someone fall into their own destruction. There’s a unique kind of grief that comes from seeing potential rot away, from witnessing a person you once knew turn into a stranger—not through accident, but through their own choices.

Twisted Cries isn’t about anger, but about the exhaustion of trying to reach someone who was never willing to be saved. The song pulls from real emotions, from frustration, despair, and the painful acceptance that some people don’t want to escape their own ruin.

At some point, you have to let go—not for them, but for yourself.

🔻 4Me2BeFree – Dark Cinematic Storytelling in Music
At 4Me2BeFree, we don’t just write songs—we create immersive, cinematic experiences. Twisted Cries is one of our darkest narratives, blending haunting melodies with visceral emotion, painting a picture of destruction, regret, and finality.

This song is for those who have loved, lost, and watched someone spiral into their own abyss—and for those who had no choice but to walk away.

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Twisted Cries

🔻 Song Insight: Song Title by 4Me2BeFree
Some betrayals aren’t loud. They don’t explode—they are designed, curated, rehearsed.
Some people don’t love you; they study you.

This song is for anyone who’s ever realized they were just a piece in someone else’s game. For the ones who walked through fire and still weren’t burned enough to play their part. It’s about manipulation disguised as love, about being framed as the villain in someone else’s story.

A match made in heaven, straight to hell. Some plans fail when love refuses to break.

[Intro]
 I know you planned my end
[Pause]
 A way to see me come undone 
[Pause]
 Planting seeds, seep deep inside
[Pause]
 The depths of hell you upheld your lie

[Verse]
 Did you ever think to try?
 Is this how you've survived?
 What's got you so fucked up inside?

[Chorus]
 A match made in heaven driven straight to hell 
 I thought I'd never see love die
 To think you were ever on my side

[Verse]
 Your nights awake, planning a break 
 A slipstream ideas
[Pause]
 A way to escape 
 Having thoughts, you made a plan
 Begging me to understand

[Chorus]
History, a time seduced 
Hoping to gain control 
An illusion you craft alone
No way to deny the lie
[Pause]
You set the trap, Seduction, you think I can't deny
[Pause]
Stop…
[Pause]
Don’t
[Pause]
JUST lose control!
[Pause]
BITCH… Use your fist!
[Pause]
Make me BLEED was your plea, angered threats or you'd leave
Lights, camera, it's your reaction
If only to convince me to take the bait
You needed to be seen
Paint me as your villain

[Outro]
 Broken plan I could never understand 
 To incite anger, fear, it never reared
 I didn't see the same you
 It was love that was inside of me
 Now I see what you could never be


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Broken Silence (Explicit)

Been On It

🔻 Song Insight
“Tolerated” is a truth grenade disguised as a spoken-rap performance piece. Blending confrontation with vulnerability, the track dives deep into the emotional violence of being merely “accepted” rather than truly seen. It calls out performative allyship, social double standards, and the quiet cruelty of conditional love. With sharp lyrics and theatrical harmonies, it exposes how tolerance, when masquerading as support, can feel like a muzzle rather than a hand to hold.

The track’s layered structure — shifting between lo-fi filtered quotes, direct spoken truths, and En Vogue-style harmony breakdowns — mirrors the internal split so many queer people experience: one side shown to the world, the other buried under the weight of others' comfort. “Tolerated” doesn’t ask for understanding. It demands recognition.

🔻 Lyrics
Intro
You say you see me, but don’t get my ways.
Say it’s "tolerated"—'cause I don’t act that gay.
You think that makes you woke? You think that makes you okay?

Verse 1
"I can’t watch that—it’s about two guys. Eww."
What, you think we’re contagious? Like love’s a disease?
Relax, it’s not a scratch-and-sniff video scene.
We won’t rub off or rub on—don’t flinch when I touch your arm.
Just ‘cause I’m gay don’t mean every man’s my type—
Get over yourself, you're not that fine.
Don’t act confused like you’re the victim.
Pushback gets loud, but your silence is the real affliction.

Hook
Tolerance sounds kind...
But it’s got conditions you don’t define.
It says: “I’ll let you be—just don’t make me see.”
That's not love. That’s sanitized cruelty.

Verse 2
"You can sit by me… as long as you're alone."
"Just tone it down, pretend, don't make it known."
That ain’t support—that’s a closeted leash.
You call it freedom, but you're holding the keys.
You hype up lesbians, call it hot,
But flinch at two dudes kissing? That’s your rot.
You lost the plot—
Love is love, and you’re stuck in the knots.

Interlude – Vocal Breakdown
He like dudes.
—And he don’t hide it.
He like d*ck.
You tried to deny it.
He even like the scent of his pits.
Ooh, that man’s legit.
He likes when he’s dressed...
He likes the way they have sex.
He loves his chest, he loves his heart...
He loves his man—every part.

Bridge
You say you see him?
No—you see the parts that fit your frame.
That ain't love—no, that’s just shame...

Build-Up
He tolerates you—
Your unplugged views.
He tolerates the slurs you slide into.
He tolerates the cracks in your ‘jokes’—
He shrugs it off…
But don’t mean he's blind to the smoke.

Climax
Tolerance is a cover-up cloak...
It’s a handshake with a side of choke.
It’s bigotry in a satin robe...
A word that smiles while it says ‘no.’
Get your sh*t straight.

Spoken Bridge
Open hearts, open minds—
That’s the only freedom worth finding.
To love someone’s soul,
Not the packaging that’s assigned them.

🔻 Personal Reflection
There was a time when I felt grateful to be “tolerated.” Like being allowed to exist quietly was a win. But that was never freedom — it was survival. “Tolerated” was born from the realization that silence is not kindness, and invisibility is not safety.

I’ve heard the side comments. I’ve seen the discomfort when I speak freely. I’ve watched people cheer on queer pride from a distance — as long as it didn’t cross into their space, their family, their comfort zone. That subtle exclusion? It leaves marks.

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Tolerated (Explicit)

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Tolerated (Explicit)

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