go nowhere,stay safe

water landing (dead spyro)

lyrics

I feel like the dirt
I question my worth
I wear and I tear
My favorite shirt
I hope that I can
She thinks I’m the man
I’m letting her down and
I feel like the worst

No it ain’t safe to say yet
Hung up on yesterday its
Still in my head
I’m sorry 
Hate when I’m so mistaken
Trying to savor faces 
Hoping you don’t replace me
I can do better baby
I can do better maybe

Maybe heavens worth the tests
But fuck, this smith and wesson
Has a way for testing what is next
Swallow my breath
I put the world in my hands
I feel like a mess
But she swears I’m the man
I’m doing my best
At least as well as I can
I barely stand
The fucking shell that I am

The Man (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics

1 foot is in the grave
idk what to say
it takes a lot for me to break
threaten that its over im like "whatchu saying"
sorry that u hate me i dont feel the same
1 cup 2 cup yea im off it
3rd drink
4 loko got me jumping like a moshpit
that last sip got me feeling like imma vomit
know what i said, u dont like it least im honest

yea i rarely pop out im like the loch ness monster
drunkin full moon im a lycan monster
my bros had formed a posse im a fucking mobster
sipping mickey ultra not budweiser

I been sipping ack
Till my eyes hurt
They tried to put my homie
Onna Gildan shirt
Pulled on the club
But it all still hurts
Pulled up on a witch
And we all got cursed
Amo angel in the sky
Yeah put’em inna hearse
The Lion do not care,
About these other guys
If it’s you against me
You’ll be traumatized
Uh, I’m in Ireland
With the mod ties
I’m the big bird
Yall the small fries
7 foot titan,
With the foresight
Emerging out the lake like the lochness
I got baptized

1 foot is in the grave
idk what to say
it takes a lot for me to break
threaten that its over im like "whatchu saying"
sorry that u hate me i dont feel the same
1 cup 2 cup yea im off it
3rd drink
4 loko got me jumping like a moshpit
that last sip got me feeling like imma vomit
know what i said, u dont like it least im honest

1 foot is in the grave
idk what to say
it takes a lot for me to break
threaten that its over im like "whatchu saying"
sorry that u hate me i dont feel the same
1 cup 2 cup yea im off it
3rd drink
4 loko got me jumping like a moshpit
that last sip got me feeling like imma vomit
know what i said, u dont like it least im honest

notahero x big wappa - 1footinthegrave (p. methboiswag x roxa)

you told me everything you said that you would
im teyin not to trip but its hard
i wish i aint did what ive done
got a futuristic feelin that i been plain
if i did what you had wanted then id feel pain
Tryin not to stress over the picture frame
and if i did it then its been fillin me with hella shame
lately i been sitting thinkin that its all a game
maybe you would take me seriously if i changed
but what im choosin in my life make me feel insane
maybe id better off jus switching lanes
contradiction when you claimin and u tell me that
you been skippin time with everything you like
its bad
and i been wonderin why its feelin bland
but its because you ruin every single plan
i dont even understand whats in my head
sometiems i feel okay but right now im feeling dead
I can’t understand how these feelings blend
with these silly words right now im seeing over text
oh my god make it make sense you know i hate to defend
i cant take offense if i dont care what you said
let me just pretend like i know whats coming next

smoking gas in the hotel
baby can you call me you can break me out my cell
pull me out of hell
and if im being honest im not feeling myself
im dizzy sipping hypnotic tryna make the best out of the worst days
but im still making you love songs so you cant complain
and im still smoking like i used to i think my voice changed
i know my souls quality went down but ill still love you always
i know im sitting right here in front of you but im far away
and i know i look unpleasant
the stars are out tonight ill wrap this blunt like a present
im scared that when im 21 theyll be no further progression
if i can make it out tonight ill take this sign as a lesson
its like i think this shit a game
high off of pride and i get drunk off of shame
im the only one to blame
still notahero same name
making money on the web like im spiderman
smoking mary jane
we get high like super man youll always be my lois lane
know when im down could always call my brother J
but how come when im down i always go right to the drink
i hope they dont make the shrine before i reignite the flame

spidermane (p. under the maple tree)

Lyrics <3 

Taylor - im sorry but I don’t relate , cause there’s no one to call when I break, they tell me im waisting my life cause I’m doing drugs til it rids me away, take a look at myself in the mirror I’m disgusted in everyway, my life full of stress and I’m so depressed , I wish you would pull me outta my brain 

200 the dash , took my pride and threw it in the trash, whole time I was wearing a mask , tryna be someone else didn’t last , 

but either way it goes , imma be alone until I’m bones , all I have is our memories , I’m sorry that I built a broken home ,I’m sorry I was never perfect and sorry I was never worth shit,  I just wanted you to love me and maybe realize I was worth it 

So if we’re being honest I’m a crumb , this ain’t moncler bro I’m a bum, I drink until I go numb , or I drink til I throw upppp , havent seen my daughter in a month , tryna hold it in and act tough , tears drain from my eyelids and nobody cares that I’m fucked

I’m walking in quick sand , sinking by the second , I keep coming back idk when I’ll learn my lesson


Swamp 🐍🐊- It’s muddy in my cup 
And there’s a forest in this blunt 
Ion got time for no bullshit so can we wrap this up
I’m just tryina catch me a buzz
but these Russians ain’t enough 
Should of filled em with more skunk
Instead we’re still here on this love shit 
Like do you even really want this 
Are you upset or just sinkissed 
Like my bad you’re feeling loveless 
I Gues ur skin ain’t the toughest 
Yuh yuh 
But I’m back in ball 
Blockin goofies like a prime Chris Paul 
Oh you wanna talk? Baby don’t hit call 
If your mission is to watch me fall 
Tell the truth, don’t lie to me 
It’s funny I can see the irony 
Let me take a page from Taylor’s diary 
learn to smoke away all my anxiety 
But it’s 
Tough luck 
No chance 
Ima surly fold again 
I’m fucked up 
Oh man 
Don’t leave me here alone my friend


Notahero 🚫🦸‍♂️— burberry glasses on but you’re not in the frame
i don’t wanna leave the house girl i ain’t pregame yet
this shit going back and forth like wii sports tennis
and i keep coming back don’t think i learned my lesson
i don’t wanna get to know you
i don’t even know myself
drunk as fuck in this function singing like alvin
simon on my belt
tommy keep me warm when it’s cold
wear that shit like pelt
if its bout my queen then im gon fold
that’s how the cards dealt
baby your so perfect
i can’t treat you wrong and if i do i don’t deserve it
i might be better gone lately i been feeling worthless
but you tell me that im wrong and swear that i have a purpose





Notcursed 🚫🧙‍♀️- i don’t feel much older
but i’m really worn down
wish i knew when i was younger this was how i’d turn out

cold room flooded out the summer
and i’ve been in this dark mood month after another
it’s been feeling daunting lately
no one here to shape me
yeah i could, i know, but my mental needs saving

i might feel better when the winter comes around
i’ve been finding lost letters that were better unfound
i stay locked in this house
the keys been buried now
you’d think i wanna get out
but i don’t know how

i might get better when i learn to love myself
i’ve been writing less letters to girl who never helped
she still looks like me now
down to the skin
i see you’re getting freaked out
should’ve never let you in

I’m sorry, but I can’t relate w/ safehaven , swamp , notahero & notcursed. (Prod by Cxrter)

lyrics

picture this-, picture this view
i can't get it quite across in the backrooms
branches strumming on guitars and it's so fitting
just fit in, stay sitting
i'd love to sit here in front of stars
but i can't see without the past
close my eyes but i still gotta make a living 
ain't it fitting, where we sitting?
i've got plenty coming in, double digits

what're you talking about?
this is all that i know
this is all that i've got
push the barrier
no one's staring at you
i know it's scary for you
all that compassion know you've got a heart to spare me, or 2
girl you're playing inside my mind just like you're galaxy 2
i put these beats all in the grave, thats where i'm burying you

i fucking lost it

just wanna tell you a couple of things
might not be poison but it still stings
cushion that bed 'coz girl you need sleep
sunrise before mine so when it's dark, i'm still dreaming 

every time i'm coming alive it's at a different time
you're so dark under eyes for no reason
no reason

heart + .5

heart + .5 (under the maple tree)

Wraith told me to do this and gem made me add the lyrics 

Keep it up I’ve been missing
This thing that I feel is drowning out
Try to keep myself afloat I can’t keep up. I’m losing steam I know that I might regret this thing I’ve done. 
I know I can’t keep secrets from anyone.
So if I peaked your interest and I don’t see it , means I don’t need it so pass it on

It’s just all been in our offset
So tell me what comes next
I’m losing hope that I’ll ever find love yet, I keep to myself and 
I think it’s upset. 
I think it’s upset.
This ghost is upset 
it follows the sunset
I keep to myself because I know what comes next
And wait for the sunrise to feel that regret
I don’t want to regret the things I protect
To keep it safe and I know it’s not 
real

Talking to myself, I think it’s real
think it’s real
I’ve been writing this note and I think it’s real
Really wish it wasn’t real

Still by the coast while I write this note
A note to a ghost that I’ll never grow
All for a girl that will never show
Up at the spots, we love the most
I can’t let it go
Just wanna know why try to hold on to things that closed
The door is closed
Just let it go 
they always tell me just to let it go but they’ll never know
How I felt when she held me close and told me she’ll be here for the worst of it
She’ll hold me when I need it. 
She’ll give me my fix like I’ve been feinin 
But I’ve been bleeding
Why the fuck did she never tell me she was leaving?
I came home to a door that was leaning
A chair knocked over
A throat no longer breathing

Pt.2

Keep giving away what my mind can’t comprehend, stop tryna fix what my heart can’t mend
What broke in my thoughts I know it won’t pass
Might as well leave it in the past
I really hope it doesn’t last 

Can’t fix what’s been broken
So tell me why it’s certain 
That everything will end
Everything will always end
Maybe on the best days i can find a new wave
Only on the worst days growing more n more grey
Only on the worst days I feel like the worst pain
Ever coursing through my veins
I need this shit in my vein
Tell me why there’s no other way
Tell me why there’s no other way 
Tell me why there’s no other way 
Tell me why there’s no other way 
I don’t wanna change but I can’t keep living this way
Gotta change my face before I go out and start a new day
I don’t wanna start a new day 
another day, living this fake
Another day,I’m making mistakes
Another day, I’m pushing these brakes

Keep giving away what my mind can’t comprehend, stop tryna fix what my heart can’t mend

Another day of feeling this way
while I write these words on a page
before I tear it out and throw it away
Fuck I wish I could treat this shit like my life and just throw it all away
But I still got too much shit to say 
too many words on my brain
Cannot change, just throw it away
Think that I might be insane I can’t change, just throw it away
I don’t wanna stay this way I’ve been trying to fix this pain
I can’t get no pay
I need to change my way

What broke in my thoughts I know it won’t pass
Might as well leave it in the past
I really hope it doesn’t last

Just throw it away, I keep on growing more gray
Just throw it away, I’m growing older every day
Just throw it away, and maybe I made mistake mistakes
Just throw it away, turning old and gray
I will throw it away
Just throw it away
get the fuck off my case I won’t throw it away
Stay the fuck out of my way 
got too much time to pay
Just throw it away, just throw it away

notes to your ghost,  throw it away(secre)

Keep giving away what my mind can’t comprehend, stop tryna fix what my heart can’t mend
What broke in my thoughts I know it won’t pass
Might as well leave it in the past
I really hope it doesn’t last 

Can’t fix what’s been broken
So tell me why it’s certain 
That everything will end
Everything will always end
Maybe on the best days i can find a new wave
Only on the worst days growing more n more grey
Only on the worst days I feel like the worst pain
Ever coursing through my veins
I need this shit in my vein
Tell me why there’s no other way
Tell me why there’s no other way 
Tell me why there’s no other way 
Tell me why there’s no other way 
I don’t wanna change but I can’t keep living this way
Gotta change my face before I go out and start a new day
I don’t wanna start a new day 
another day, living this fake
Another day,I’m making mistakes
Another day, I’m pushing these brakes

Keep giving away what my mind can’t comprehend, stop tryna fix what my heart can’t mend

Another day of feeling this way
while I write these words on a page
before I tear it out and throw it away
Fuck I wish I could treat this shit like my life and just throw it all away
But I still got too much shit to say 
too many words on my brain
Cannot change, just throw it away
Think that I might be insane I can’t change, just throw it away
I don’t wanna stay this way I’ve been trying to fix this pain
I can’t get no pay
I need to change my way

What broke in my thoughts I know it won’t pass
Might as well leave it in the past
I really hope it doesn’t last

Just throw it away, I keep on growing more gray
Just throw it away, I’m growing older every day
Just throw it away, and maybe I made mistake mistakes
Just throw it away, turning old and gray
I will throw it away
Just throw it away
get the fuck off my case I won’t throw it away
Stay the fuck out of my way 
got too much time to pay
Just throw it away, just throw it away

throw it away (secre x sorrowbringer)

Keep it up I’ve been missing
This thing that I feel is drowning out
Try to keep myself afloat I can’t keep up. I’m losing steam I know that I might regret this thing I’ve done. 
I know I can’t keep secrets from anyone.
So if I peaked your interest and I don’t see it , means I don’t need it so pass it on

It’s just all been in our offset
So tell me what comes next
I’m losing hope that I’ll ever find love yet, I keep to myself and 
I think it’s upset. 
I think it’s upset.
This ghost is upset 
it follows the sunset
I keep to myself because I know what comes next
And wait for the sunrise to feel that regret
I don’t want to regret the things I protect
To keep it safe and I know it’s not 
real

Talking to myself, I think it’s real
think it’s real
I’ve been writing this note and I think it’s real
Really wish it wasn’t real

Still by the coast while I write this note
A note to a ghost that I’ll never grow
All for a girl that will never show
Up at the spots, we love the most
I can’t let it go
Just wanna know why try to hold on to things that closed
The door is closed
Just let it go 
they always tell me just to let it go but they’ll never know
How I felt when she held me close and told me she’ll be here for the worst of it
She’ll hold me when I need it. 
She’ll give me my fix like I’ve been feinin 
But I’ve been bleeding
Why the fuck did she never tell me she was leaving?
I came home to a door that was leaning
A chair knocked over
A throat no longer breathing

notes to your ghost  (secre x babieyummo)

pretty stupid

Chronical (prod. 999ines)

grace with me

vendetta feat-onivill

just a diary 
Healing... not really tho
Just trying to do better
still a mess
   Kinda over it all
@deadwoodcollective TM pending 
  ⛓️💀🪵⛓️
Gang of divines

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