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im seeing blood on my walls
idk where we are
spending my life in a stall
im raising the bar
oh its a toll on my heart
oh i dont care who u are
oh i got tears in my eyes
oh we’re alone in the dark
oh i think its better if u shut up
whats the point of wasting breath on a dead husk
you know i got reasons not to trust up
i think i feel cameras focused on us

whyd i build it up just to fall
i got seven empty bottles lining up the walls
its terrible 
its horrible 
i know it so just stop
can u drag me away before i try to risk it all
oh i tried
gave it my all
i feel im being watched
can u shelter me at all
mold is by my feet at the base of the wall
i could never breathe thru this smog like u could

u should rly think abt it b4 u speak first
u should rly think abt it b4 u speak first
diving off this building going feet first 
feet first, aight im goin knees first

im seeing blood on my walls
idk where we are
spending my life in a stall
im raising the bar
oh its a toll on my heart
oh i dont care who u are
oh i got tears in my eyes
oh we’re alone in the dark
oh i think its better if u shut up
whats the point of wasting breath on a dead husk
you know i got reasons not to trust up
i think i feel cameras focused on us

food4thought (hollowprpl x sorrowbringer)

I genuinely love this one so much

lyrics
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Wraith
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Locked out of my house
And its 20 below
I could go back to you
But I’d rather the snow
Winter winds, hitting skin
And I’m cold to the bones
Now it’s all sinking in
I was always alone

Look what did to me
Grabbing the mic and I’m spitting epitomes
Thought you were digging me
Making a mess and and then blaming me
You fucking kidding me?
Talking to you like are you even listening?
Gucci on me diamonds wet like a christening
Feel like I’m solving a mystery
Every time you even speak to me
Tell me what's happening

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web
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i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home
its cold but i dont got a coat
i feel the blood sinking down in my throat
i feel the ache in my ears and my nose
when the winter time comes make december my home
i see your name when it comes on my phone but i dont wanna talk so i leave it alone
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home

december w/ web (wraithontheporch)

deadwood collective

Lyrics
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I don’t even wanna go outside
I just wanna stay right here in my room
A thousand chemicals
Consuming everything I do
I try to show it’s all for you
But these intentions never prove
I have my back up to the wall
And I can feel it falling through

Into the quick sand
Feel it like a sixth sense
I’ve been feeling sick since
You said that you miss me
Plucking the six string
I’m feeling misery
Tryna find a melody
To show you what you did to me
Anxiousness a tendency
That tends to get the best of me
I bite this fucking tongue until it splits upon my bloodied teeth

I don’t even wanna go outside

Nah I’ma keep that shit right here
Stabbing my back u don’t fight fair
No time shared
Like why care
Flippin the script and I’m taking a rip from
I don’t know
I don’t care
You don’t even care when I’m right here
Like right here
I’m right here
Girl can’t you hear me I’m right here

I'll die in this room (wraithontheporch)

Vocals, Mix & Master by @alex-thomas-fox
Produced by @everythingmackk
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Amy Rose / safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CqJG0Qzo-E

lyrics:
It doesn’t matter what I said to you
I didn’t mean it, I just didn’t think it through
Now I regret it, and all these words I can’t undo
Echo in my head like a ghost in the room

Late nights, replayin’ all the damage I made
Cut too deep, but I swear I never meant it that way
Tried to stitch it up, but the scars still stay
I keep losing love in the games I play

I hate the silence, it’s louder than the fight
Wish I could rewind and make it all right
But every broken promise is stuck in your eyes
And I can’t hide the truth behind all my lies

It doesn’t matter what I said to you
I didn’t mean it, I just didn’t think it through
Now I regret it, and all these words I can’t undo
Echo in my head like a ghost in the room

I never wanted to hurt you
I just didn’t know what words do
Now I’m drowning in the fallout
Praying you won’t shut me out
I’d give anything to change this
Erase the pain, rearrange it
But I’m stuck inside the mess I made
And I know I might have lost you

vails - lost you (everythingmackk)

doors W/MisFiiT (prod. web)

swamp:

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself 

But if I go I’m taking you with me to hell 
It was always from your hand, every card I was delt 
So it just seems fitting that your end is with my help 
“What a let down” like shit that’s exactly how I felt 

So pull the trigger if you want I think I’m ready now 
To try and start avoiding your whole arsenal of let downs 
You’re always more prepared than I am it’s so typical 
But it’s chess not checkers baby all my plays are critical 
Ok so 

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself 

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself

cxltmoon:

Soaked in these memories
But all this kerosene is a product thats been sold to keep you away from me 

Watch where your walking
The floor is rigged to fall in
I know cause im falling and falling and falling again

I'm exhausted and sleep is for the weak
I'm exhausted cull me out while I sleep
I'm exhausted i'm bleeding to my feet
And ill wipe it all down and clean myself without a peep

The wounds afflicted by you are kinda bittersweet
The hole inside my heart hurts
But I hold you dearly
Hey, dont shoot the messenger
I only asked you first
So drop the hate and just take what's worth

swamp & cxltmoon:

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide
(before we collide)
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
(While I brace for the impact)
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of my-
Self
Before we collide
Brace for impact


The Hideous Creature [prod. cxrter & irby]

lyrics
Do you hate it when I chicken-scratch
These paragraphs
I could hit the backspace
Trust the sword, in your two hands
And say your half
I could care less these days

No I never was supposed to have enough of you
But closer only helps as much as patches do
I swear I’ll try it all for you
I’ll bare the weight til
These weary legs fail
The wires tangle
And I’m stranded, mangled

I’m doing all that I can
What is it all for
All for the damn war
I feel the blood on my hands
I feel like less of a man
why do we do this
Wasting the meaning of human
Already know that I don’t wanna do it
Girl 
Raising the blade isn’t worth what it’s proving

Do you hate it when I chicken-scratch
These paragraphs
I could hit the backspace
Trust the sword, in your two hands
And say your half
I could care less these days

swords (hero x emptychest)

lyrics

I feel like the dirt
I question my worth
I wear and I tear
My favorite shirt
I hope that I can
She thinks I’m the man
I’m letting her down and
I feel like the worst

No it ain’t safe to say yet
Hung up on yesterday its
Still in my head
I’m sorry 
Hate when I’m so mistaken
Trying to savor faces 
Hoping you don’t replace me
I can do better baby
I can do better maybe

Maybe heavens worth the tests
But fuck, this smith and wesson
Has a way for testing what is next
Swallow my breath
I put the world in my hands
I feel like a mess
But she swears I’m the man
I’m doing my best
At least as well as I can
I barely stand
The fucking shell that I am

The Man (prod. wraithontheporch)

some days I be waking up
and idk why I try no more
some days I just fake this love 
cuz lately I been feeling bored 
not I cannot get enough 
like give me something a little more 
don’t know what I took but it got me feeling good 

i been on some different shit
im stuffing 3 grams in that wood 
no they never high like this,
not high like me they wish they could 

I said ah shit it’s crashing down on me again
and I don’t like it 
back in school I hated that shit 
I said fuck it 

way too ahead of myself I thought I had u in my pocket
I don’t believe in god but it feels like there is someone watching 

some days I be waking up
and idk why I try no more
some days I just fake this love 
cuz lately I been feeling bored 
not I cannot get enough 
like give me something a little more 
don’t know what I took but it got me feeling good 

but i know that someday if i go
like you will think about the past
walking down a lonely road
like thius aint good for my head
i been stuck on auto mode
tryna fix the bad things


but i pray soem day when we are up
may the angels follow us
shit, a couple people left me now 
but they’ll be back so quick
can’t wait o to get up out this town
I fucking hate this shit
my bad it I don’t text u back im 2 busy working

angels [tiresss]

lyrics

picture this-, picture this view
I can't get it quite across in the backrooms
branches strumming on guitars and it's so fitting
just fit in, stay sitting
I'd love to sit here in front of stars
but I can't see without the past
close my eyes but I still gotta make a living 
ain't it fitting, where we sitting?
I've got plenty coming in, double digits

what're you talking about?
this is all that I know
this is all that I've got
push the barrier
no one's staring at you
I know it's scary for you
all that compassion know you've got a heart to spare me, or 2
girl you're playing inside my mind just like you're galaxy 2
I put these beats all in the grave, thats where I'm burying you

I fucking lost it

just wanna tell you a couple of things
might not be poison but it still stings
cushion that bed 'coz girl you need sleep

heart 1.5

heart 1.5 (under the maple tree)

Keep giving away what my mind can’t comprehend, stop tryna fix what my heart can’t mend
What broke in my thoughts I know it won’t pass
Might as well leave it in the past
I really hope it doesn’t last 

Can’t fix what’s been broken
So tell me why it’s certain 
That everything will end
Everything will always end
Maybe on the best days i can find a new wave
Only on the worst days growing more n more grey
Only on the worst days I feel like the worst pain
Ever coursing through my veins
I need this shit in my vein
Tell me why there’s no other way
Tell me why there’s no other way 
Tell me why there’s no other way 
Tell me why there’s no other way 
I don’t wanna change but I can’t keep living this way
Gotta change my face before I go out and start a new day
I don’t wanna start a new day 
another day, living this fake
Another day,I’m making mistakes
Another day, I’m pushing these brakes

Keep giving away what my mind can’t comprehend, stop tryna fix what my heart can’t mend

Another day of feeling this way
while I write these words on a page
before I tear it out and throw it away
Fuck I wish I could treat this shit like my life and just throw it all away
But I still got too much shit to say 
too many words on my brain
Cannot change, just throw it away
Think that I might be insane I can’t change, just throw it away
I don’t wanna stay this way I’ve been trying to fix this pain
I can’t get no pay
I need to change my way

What broke in my thoughts I know it won’t pass
Might as well leave it in the past
I really hope it doesn’t last

Just throw it away, I keep on growing more gray
Just throw it away, I’m growing older every day
Just throw it away, and maybe I made mistake mistakes
Just throw it away, turning old and gray
I will throw it away
Just throw it away
get the fuck off my case I won’t throw it away
Stay the fuck out of my way 
got too much time to pay
Just throw it away, just throw it away

throw it away (secre x sorrowbringer)

just a diary 
Healing... not really tho
Just trying to do better
still a mess
   Kinda over it all
@deadwoodcollective TM pending 
  ⛓️💀🪵⛓️
Gang of divines

throw it away (secre x sorrowbringer)

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