i love this song
shoutout swamp and checkout the og song he killed it<3 https://on.soundcloud.com/bEslCbYLCqjkWp3RqM


lyrics 
(swamps part)

i said i’m fine like fuck ok
what do you want from me 
i lock myself in here and i don’t want no company 
the silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting
the end is just outside 
this time i feel that it has come for me 

 I just  can’t escape 
All of the calamity thrown in my face 
Shit I got enough on my plate 
But i eat it up and dont leave non to waste 
And honestly id rather rot in this hell
Than ever step foot inch’s out of my shell
Im comfortable here as if you couldn’t tell 
Now I’m getting tired of repeating myself 

(my part)
i dont got much to say 
bottles on bottles i sip to the face 
i throw all my memories 
thinking about things my mind just aches

outside i still feel lonely 
my room a prison it owns me 
i laugh but your jokes are boring
you could never fix my self loathing

calamity cover (wraithontheporch)

lyrics
i would like a bit of closure
but that’s never gonna happen
could u level with me quickly
like whatd u think would happen
i had tried as much as possible 
to try to keep you happy
but i could not keep u happy

i had never want this
its alright 
i hope that u hear this
in time
sometime
could i put myself down
i think i might be time
could i blow my head off 
can i feed these mice
can u clear this up
oh it never made sense
if you feel you should be sorry
you shouldnt leave me for dead
im sick and vomiting the last that i ate
this the second fucking time in the last seven days

whats the point of taking me back
to break it off again
i dont think im ever coming back
i cant be your friend
theres a warzone rn
and its in my head
time out
time out
imma end up dead
baby could you stand on your words
speak with your chest
you made your decision 
and bitch im never coming back again
i may forgive but i dont forget
i dont applaud being left for dead

i had never want this
its alright 
i hope that u hear this
in time
sometime
could i put myself down
i think i might be time
could i blow my head off 
can i feed these mice
can u clear this up
oh it never made sense
if you feel you should be sorry
you shouldnt leave me for dead
im sick and vomiting the last that i ate
this the second fucking time in the last seven days

im like jacob degrom if he was a complete loser. (hollowprpl x babieyummo x juliaalex.a)

hot prod silentheaven & misogi

lyrics:

no i dont need hoes
but i been on my own
so damn i might need those
no i dont need hoes
im always switching girls like my clothes


no i dont need hoes
girl sent me texts but
i did not read those
like how its my fault
when you're blowing up my phone

she pulling up in a nightgown
just cuz i said that i needed her right now
i need a bitch thats with me when the lights out

what we even talk for 
i dont know myself
i been having thoughts with a gun upon my shelf
i dont wanna talk much
singing sound tone deaf
i been making garbage
thats why i dont drop much

no i dont need hoes
but i been on my own
so damn i might need those
no i dont need hoes
im always switching girls like my clothes

i dont need anyone (prod. killedmyself)

first time trying to layer
dont dog me too hard
all love,
thank you for listening
- vampy <3

-------LYRICS-------

drained out in the streetlight glow
perfume in my winter coat
deadwood night i have no pulse
empty veins
heart of stone
i was blind while you played your games
now i’m numb to the sound of your name
you laugh while I fall apart
left my body
took my heart

i see it clear, i see it now.
said forever
knew to doubt
words were warm
your eyes were loud
told the truth you’d never mouth

took my soul
left me cold
such a whore
pull the cord
kissed your lips
i fold
so bold
no soul
story told

empty eyes
the glass still shakes
footsteps fade
my body aches
you said love but it felt like blame
every word
felt the flame

now the silence drags me down
love decayed inside this house
you’re reaching out
long gone
cant turn around

took my soul
left me numb
cold and quiet
here I come
kissed your lips
felt the frost
all is lost
no way back
story closed
i lost track
in my home
oh no

decay. (cxrter x cl6udy)

Going through motions, I know it’s over
Not sober but certain tell me it’s working

I’m not sober right try to fix shit, but it leads to another fight
I don’t think I’ll sleep tonight. 
I don’t wanna sleep tonight.
Tell me why 
tell me why I can’t tell you what I want to

I’m going through motions 
I know it’s all over I’m not sober but I want to 
I feel complete when I’m with you

I know it’s done right
I don’t wanna see you now you were like my kryptonite
I don’t wanna feel all right I don’t wanna feel all right
I don’t wanna have you here at my crib tonight 
leave right
I don’t think I’ll sleep right

goin (Jang0 x LickOwens)

I drink too much when I’m feeling empty 
I do too much is this weight is heavy
And on my psyche, there’s too much envy
There’s too much hate, I think I’m going crazy

So what if it just ends in a blur and I don’t find enough words to fix this curse 
it’s done
My time on this earth? 
I think I had my fun
I had my fix. 
I think it’s time I’m done.
Been falling going too fast
I’m in a car with no brakes. 
It’s hard to relax.
I don’t wanna relapse everything is too fast
Tell me why
I can’t stay behind

Fuck

I drink too much when I’m feeling empty 
I do too much is this weight is heavy
And on my psyche, there’s too much envy
There’s too much hate, I think I’m going crazy

I do too much 
I tell you I don’t miss love
One more sniff my nose gives up
I don’t wanna feel this love
Fuck, I think I’m giving up
I could never get enough
Had my fix now I’m done
I don’t think this is the love you said it was

you said it was (NE'ERDOWELL)

Mcqueen Prod Puresnow

the comedown (prod. Idealism) 9tails Cover

Keep giving away what my mind can’t comprehend, stop tryna fix what my heart can’t mend
What broke in my thoughts I know it won’t pass
Might as well leave it in the past
I really hope it doesn’t last 

Can’t fix what’s been broken
So tell me why it’s certain 
That everything will end
Everything will always end
Maybe on the best days i can find a new wave
Only on the worst days growing more n more grey
Only on the worst days I feel like the worst pain
Ever coursing through my veins
I need this shit in my vein
Tell me why there’s no other way
Tell me why there’s no other way 
Tell me why there’s no other way 
Tell me why there’s no other way 
I don’t wanna change but I can’t keep living this way
Gotta change my face before I go out and start a new day
I don’t wanna start a new day 
another day, living this fake
Another day,I’m making mistakes
Another day, I’m pushing these brakes

Keep giving away what my mind can’t comprehend, stop tryna fix what my heart can’t mend

Another day of feeling this way
while I write these words on a page
before I tear it out and throw it away
Fuck I wish I could treat this shit like my life and just throw it all away
But I still got too much shit to say 
too many words on my brain
Cannot change, just throw it away
Think that I might be insane I can’t change, just throw it away
I don’t wanna stay this way I’ve been trying to fix this pain
I can’t get no pay
I need to change my way

What broke in my thoughts I know it won’t pass
Might as well leave it in the past
I really hope it doesn’t last

Just throw it away, I keep on growing more gray
Just throw it away, I’m growing older every day
Just throw it away, and maybe I made mistake mistakes
Just throw it away, turning old and gray
I will throw it away
Just throw it away
get the fuck off my case I won’t throw it away
Stay the fuck out of my way 
got too much time to pay
Just throw it away, just throw it away

throw it away (secre x sorrowbringer)

Guap

just a diary 
Healing... not really tho
Just trying to do better
still a mess
   Kinda over it all
@deadwoodcollective TM pending 
  ⛓️💀🪵⛓️
Gang of divines

you said it was (NE'ERDOWELL)

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