I drink too much when I’m feeling empty 
I do too much is this weight is heavy
And on my psyche, there’s too much envy
There’s too much hate, I think I’m going crazy

So what if it just ends in a blur and I don’t find enough words to fix this curse 
it’s done
My time on this earth? 
I think I had my fun
I had my fix. 
I think it’s time I’m done.
Been falling going too fast
I’m in a car with no brakes. 
It’s hard to relax.
I don’t wanna relapse everything is too fast
Tell me why
I can’t stay behind

Fuck

I drink too much when I’m feeling empty 
I do too much is this weight is heavy
And on my psyche, there’s too much envy
There’s too much hate, I think I’m going crazy

I do too much 
I tell you I don’t miss love
One more sniff my nose gives up
I don’t wanna feel this love
Fuck, I think I’m giving up
I could never get enough
Had my fix now I’m done
I don’t think this is the love you said it was

you said it was (NE'ERDOWELL)

just a diary 
Healing... not really tho
Just trying to do better
still a mess
   Kinda over it all
@deadwoodcollective TM pending 
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Gang of divines

you said it was (NE'ERDOWELL)

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