your fault [+ joshwa]

prod by me.
cover art by me.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7fzzYYHc4ctcx5bDPUyyUR?si=47d766589b134e20

Please don't forget what I said
If you can truly help it
I can be the medkit for your head
Or am I just that selfish
Would you rather wake up out of bed
Or just be dead X-X
Nothing else really matters now
When the walls are covered in red

Please don't forget what I said
If you can truly help it
I can be the medkit for your head
Or am I just that selfish
Would you rather wake up out of bed
Or just be dead
Nothing else really matters now
When the walls are covered in red

She's just a lonely girl
Wants to escape this world
Oh yeah, oh yeah

She's just a lonely girl
Wants to escape this world
Oh yeah, oh yeah

Just a lonely girl

very wifi skel inspired r.i.p

prod by. me
cover art by. my gf

Everytime I see youre eyes
I know that I will be alright
We will both get through this night
If I know that you're by my side
Alexis I'll make your dreams come true
Call me crazy but I know what I must do

We'll get better I hope you know 
We can change the weather if it snows
Cause are souls are tethered I won't let go
I won't let go
I won't let go
I won't let go

Everytime I see youre eyes
I know that I will be alright
We will both get through this night
If I know that you're by my side
Alexis I'll make your dreams come true
Call me crazy but I know what I must do

Alexis

we made this like 2 months ago 

prod by. @deadyami

w/ @akira3ksucks

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/44nIhegzZLQSoC5buGanGh?si=fb18ebd3a9134411

pwnd/
I know it's hard for me to give a single fuck 
When I wake up I'm always thinking bout' us
Taking tablets knowing that I'll end up in a rush
But if you call me back I will be singing about us
I was sober until I met this girl 
She told me run the way I'd fuck up your world
But I'm stupid I like watching my life burn
But that's what I get and why it still hurts
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know you would just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
And that's why I still pick up you're calls

redize/
I'm left on read again
I'm still seeing red I guess, but just know
I'm still mad about it I can't help from shouting
About all the bullshit that you wrote
How could I forget about you said 
I'm feeling left for dead 
Yeah I hope you know
Yeah I hope you know, yeah I hope you know
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know that you'd just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
That's why I still pick up you're calls

Care abt us

Care abt us w/pwnd [+ deadyami]

prod by. me
cover art by. @kaitoscribbles on instagram

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4PIqynoY0fZiZ1Oam0LIEr?si=RShnFsG3TMmQ-leu0kBIng

Hey you with the red dress on
Hit me up we can party all night long
And I just wanna have fun
But it's hard when she don't know
Right from wrong

XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO

She'll hit my line again yeah I'm sure
That I'm just freaking out
No I havent seen her around before
My patience is thinning out
Where'd she go, was she bored
I don't know whats it for 
You'd say I'm really cool the way I melted
Now I'm dead on the floor
Oh my god such a chore 
I can't partake any longer

XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO

Hey you with the red dress on
Hit me up we can party all night long
And I just wanna have fun
But it's hard when she don't know
Right from wrong
XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO

She'll hit my line again yeah I'm sure
That I'm just freaking out
 I haven't seen her around before
My patience is thinning out

Red dress XOXO

Red Dress XOXO

prod by me.
cover art by me.
w/ @haunted_sad

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/40NhgfTYY3VRBYpFF9gYdx?si=vuWtjkVGQya_ugSwx9Aktg

redize/
What a perfect way to end things
I'll end it all I can't help myself
I've been throught this before I can live without
This other bullshit

Not tryna go through all this again
You say I'm the worst but does that mean ur the best?
I can't think I'm taking sedatives to the head
I won't try to make up for the things I did

haunted/
And yeah I've been running out of time, baby
The death clock it keeps on ticking 
These emotions I have, yeah, they are livid
All these visions of my death they're are vivid
You stabbed my heart in front of me
I watched myself dying every fkn day
I thought girl that u were fkn cool :(( 
Yeah ur the one that just made me end it 


redize/
Thought I had the balls to tell you sooner
But I waited so long why am I such a loser?
I try to keep it all to myself and not ask for help
K I lied, or maybe once a few times
But it will all get better, just don't ever say never
cause there's no better endeavor in life

redize/
Not tryna go through all this again
You say I'm the worst but does that mean ur the best?
I can't think I'm taking sedatives to the head
I won't try to make up for the things I did

Not tryna go through all this again
You say I'm the worst but does that mean ur the best?
I can't think I'm taking sedatives to the head
I won't try to make up for the things I did

haunted/
And yeah I've been running out of time, baby
The death clock it keeps on ticking 
These emotions I have, yeah, they are livid
All these visions of my death they're are vivid
You stabbed my heart in front of me
I watched myself dying every fkn day
I thought girl that u were fkn cool :(( 
Yeah ur the one that just made me end it

a perfect way to end things

a perfect way to end things w/hauntedsad

prod by me.
cover art by me.
photo from Halloween of 23

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1JpQKHOdrXLIg9TFAlRDhF?si=84aX8SoZTd-t-dVPIoaetg

What's done is done 
So can you just stay gone
It took a lot for me 
To see I'm just I'm just your pawn
It shouldn't be that hard 
For me to just move on
Or so I thought
Don't know what's right for me
Because you've always been wrong

2x
Your friends might hate 
What I'm 'bout to say
I never cared for them much anyway
I'll just skip on school
And go another day
Wish I could have done things
The right way

Catch u later

cover on @menthol100s bipolar
prod by me. (duh)
cover art by me. (also duh)

I talk at night
Each butterfly's a moth that can't stand light
SSRIs
They're what I need, it's a Band-Aid for my mind
"But it's alright"
That's what she'll tell you when she leaves your life
And you'll just die
But in the end this time

I'm happy, I'm sad
You're so dramatic
So damn mad
I'm enigmatic
When we kiss
I feel the static
Between us
A chemical reaction

I talk at night
Each butterfly's a moth that can't stand light
SSRIs
They're what I need, it's a Band-Aid for my mind
"But it's alright"
That's what she'll tell you when she leaves your life
And you'll just die
But in the end this time

epic redize guitar solo*

bipolar [cover]

prod by me.
w/ @lovecupid1

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2HCxMW9gQq31XiYK97ueUt?si=4HujxzUSQ3CcG7xbCJgCUA

this song is abt my friend alex and his shty relationship <3

*they broke up lfg! </3

redize/
You say you love me but I can't really take any more
I come on over, then we fight, what are we fighting for?
You thought I wouldn’t notice all your post on twitter 
Now you got me feeling bitter
Threw me out like I’m some litter 

All my friends hate you
And now I know why
they try to talk me out of it
But I cant snap out of it
You’ll slit you’re wrist 
And then go tell me that’s it’s my fault
I couldn’t wait for you to leave 
I guess that’s my flaw 

cupid/
You told me unfollow all my friends
Well let’s just play pretend
It’s my fault 
It’s my fault 
Does that makes sense to you ?
Then you said you hate me 
Like what did i do
You always have them cuts all on your wrist then i say
How does it feel to make your bf turn pale in the face
Then you said you wanna leave
Why do you just wanna leave
Just tell me why do you want to leave

Love of sorts w/lovecupid

prod by. me
w/piggybank

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0hcwYBzPEcuP2eZ8TVzHQ6?si=8W3EPonUQ2y03jiePCsnFA

No, not again 
I guess I’ve been alot happier since 
The time you left 
Everything just crumbles down it’s bad 
Cause it’s so bad
I never thought that I’d end up like this
It’s what we had
Suck it up it’s just more time wasted

It's just more time wasted
It's just more time wasted

piggybank/
Was it me?
Or was it the fact that you couldn't take what I got?
I guess I'm free
You gonna thank me?
I'm guessing that you're not
I checked our text
And ran to the bathroom, almost throwing up
I guess I'm dead to you, to me, to them and all you're friends
I won't take it all back
Because you just messed with my head
I wanted you so bad
That I left a part of me that I already had

redize/

Bl4sted Fool w/piggybank

prod by me.
co prod. @decago

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5LizFc6AfhKRiVaXabE2pw?si=ReUB5G-iRv2fZeGG7vn-Lg

your fault [+ joshwa]

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