perfect endings and prefect drawings fire song

@holdmetillicry
baby, come and rip up my skin!
bae are you gon' tell me the truth?
please just come let me in, and just stop faking!
dissonance, you know im sick of this :/
i been fucked up, tryna go quick
why you move weird?
its the same shit.
why you move weird?
u a damn bitch.

@holdmetillicry + @zura32
ive been gone for a long time
ive been gone for a long time
ive been gone for a long time
ive been gone for a long time

@zura32
i can’t let you in
and do u really wanna know,
where i’ve been?
i haven’t seen you in so long
u told me you want me dead
looking for u from dusk till dawn
i cut my wrist in my bed
peeling my skin until it’s gone
break up then make up
my minds fucked up i hate drugs
gave you all that i had and it was never enough
left that shit in the past
cause u was giving up
now it’s time to move on
and get gone
i don’t wanna see u again baby
get lost
i keep dying for u
like what’s the cost?
find my body with a rope
like i’m sorry for ur loss :(
(cry n zura should fucking rot)

skin w/ holdmetillicry

https://open.spotify.com/track/4A0HfDPDu4akF5Cay4Qgue?si=f50b21c8611d4116

prod me

cant watch u walk away
cant let u leave this place behind
need u by my side
cant watch u walk away
cant let u leave this place behind
need u by my side
ill let go of my pride
can u jus stay for one more night
swear ill be ur knight

in shining armour
with wings on my back
but i guess karma
rlly bites back
gotta work on my act
i know im not meant for that
not built for love just for zappy
i just wanna be happy

cant watch u walk away
cant let u leave this place behind
need u by my side
ill let go of my pride
can u jus stay for one more night
swear ill be ur knight

wings

prod, mixed, mastered, etc. by spawncamped

lyrics:
@spawncamped

oh change me like the seasons
its been getting hard to sleep
all i dream about is losing all my teeth
and you loving someone else while thinking of me
no more drive of conversation
im going insane i cant take it
all the time I spent on you is wasted
why would i try again if you fake it
think im running low on my patience

change like the seasons (w/ elyzn)

prod by me.
cover art by me.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/18Wj6ONTw9q0XFIOS0jweB?si=75d9f83c2b1f4427


I think she wants me dead
4x

I'll go talk to no one 
Maybe she'll like me better 
She tells me to move on 
with her blood stained sweater

It's my fault I don't know what I did
I fucked up, no I won't do this again
I'll take another hit until my eyes turn red
She says I'm full of shit I think she wants me dead


I think she wants me dead
4x

I'll go talk to no one 
Maybe she'll like me better 
She tells me to move on 
with her blood stained sweater

I think she wants me dead
4x

I think she wants me dead

we made this like 2 months ago 

prod by. @deadyami

w/ @akira3ksucks

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/44nIhegzZLQSoC5buGanGh?si=fb18ebd3a9134411

pwnd/
I know it's hard for me to give a single fuck 
When I wake up I'm always thinking bout' us
Taking tablets knowing that I'll end up in a rush
But if you call me back I will be singing about us
I was sober until I met this girl 
She told me run the way I'd fuck up your world
But I'm stupid I like watching my life burn
But that's what I get and why it still hurts
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know you would just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
And that's why I still pick up you're calls

redize/
I'm left on read again
I'm still seeing red I guess, but just know
I'm still mad about it I can't help from shouting
About all the bullshit that you wrote
How could I forget about you said 
I'm feeling left for dead 
Yeah I hope you know
Yeah I hope you know, yeah I hope you know
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know that you'd just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
That's why I still pick up you're calls

Care abt us

Care abt us w/pwnd [+ deadyami]

prod by me.
w/ @haunted_sad

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/40NhgfTYY3VRBYpFF9gYdx?si=vuWtjkVGQya_ugSwx9Aktg

redize/
What a perfect way to end things
I'll end it all I can't help myself
I've been throught this before I can live without
This other bullshit

Not tryna go through all this again
You say I'm the worst but does that mean ur the best?
I can't think I'm taking sedatives to the head
I won't try to make up for the things I did

haunted/
And yeah I've been running out of time, baby
The death clock it keeps on ticking 
These emotions I have, yeah, they are livid
All these visions of my death they're are vivid
You stabbed my heart in front of me
I watched myself dying every fkn day
I thought girl that u were fkn cool :(( 
Yeah ur the one that just made me end it 


redize/
Thought I had the balls to tell you sooner
But I waited so long why am I such a loser?
I try to keep it all to myself and not ask for help
K I lied, or maybe once a few times
But it will all get better, just don't ever say never
cause there's no better endeavor in life

redize/
Not tryna go through all this again
You say I'm the worst but does that mean ur the best?
I can't think I'm taking sedatives to the head
I won't try to make up for the things I did

Not tryna go through all this again
You say I'm the worst but does that mean ur the best?
I can't think I'm taking sedatives to the head
I won't try to make up for the things I did

haunted/
And yeah I've been running out of time, baby
The death clock it keeps on ticking 
These emotions I have, yeah, they are livid
All these visions of my death they're are vivid
You stabbed my heart in front of me
I watched myself dying every fkn day
I thought girl that u were fkn cool :(( 
Yeah ur the one that just made me end it

a perfect way to end things w/hauntedsad

prod by me.
w/ @lovecupid1

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2HCxMW9gQq31XiYK97ueUt?si=4HujxzUSQ3CcG7xbCJgCUA

this song is abt my friend alex and his shty relationship <3

*they broke up lfg! </3

redize/
You say you love me but I can't really take any more
I come on over, then we fight, what are we fighting for?
You thought I wouldn’t notice all your post on twitter 
Now you got me feeling bitter
Threw me out like I’m some litter 

All my friends hate you
And now I know why
they try to talk me out of it
But I cant snap out of it
You’ll slit you’re wrist 
And then go tell me that’s it’s my fault
I couldn’t wait for you to leave 
I guess that’s my flaw 

cupid/
You told me unfollow all my friends
Well let’s just play pretend
It’s my fault 
It’s my fault 
Does that makes sense to you ?
Then you said you hate me 
Like what did i do
You always have them cuts all on your wrist then i say
How does it feel to make your bf turn pale in the face
Then you said you wanna leave
Why do you just wanna leave
Just tell me why do you want to leave

Love of sorts w/lovecupid

originally made for dariicord songwars
[p. piepar & roko tensei]

am i in the wrong?

if i was perfect cover
prod me
art by @ mischa.askins on insta

u shouldve told me
idk what to say
why are u sorry?
how did things get this way?
my heart is broken
down to the core
this is not what i wanted
idk what i want anymore

im afraid the bandaids
are no good
for heartache
not okay
so tell me
when ur world comes crashing down

why are you sorry? (cover)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1jhGvhmGUVUW1G2oEOH2ni?si=71f450d5c52b422d
prod me vocal mix by @blehh2

i met a girl shes pretty cute
makes me wanna kms
its the perfect typa mood
they all say i shouldnt date her
i just say they're fucking rude
but i know i shouldn't date her
i just think shes really cute

oh god
yea u make my head spin fast i dont think i can take it
and it's so fucked up
i don't think ima make it
and ur voice replays in my head
don't wanna hear it so drop me dead
ur always pushing me to the edge
and i don't ever wanna do this again

chorus repeat 2x

(ON SPOTIFY) nyan cat

I Dreamt you Never Turned Away!

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I prod most my stuff.

a perfect way to end things w/hauntedsad

redize

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