performed, written, & produced by me @mental

I think you're my most beautiful secret.

There's a hole where my heart is. I mean, where my heart was. Been there since it started, it's gotta be karma. And I know that I could never love myself, from the trauma. Even if they try to comfort me I know I'm the problem. Tell me why.

I broke my own heart again and fixed it by myself. And I stopped it but it starts again, I'm never feeling well. Can you send me down to hell please? Cause I'm scared I'm not healthy. Don't know how to make it feel alright. I told you a thousand times but you can't get it through your brain. Told you that I hate you but you went up and you got away. I wish you would ago away. I don't want to see your face. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE. ANYWHERE. NOT YOUR NAME EITHER

Tell Me Why

tell me whyy

@yureiclub prod. @prodsouls1
w/ @waystalkerr + @ilyexotic 
lyrics: 
samara:
Spendin all my money shoppin 🛍️
Don’t know what I fucking want, don’t know what I’m coppin 💳💵
You a bitch and u do a lot of talking 🫢 
Pull up with that up that fucking stick my choppa get to choppin 🥁 x2

Hit him with the .9 take his head off 9️⃣
Yes I smoke that gas pack no this ain’t no lil cough. 🍃💨
Run ur mouth we go to war just like it’s Tarkov 👨🏻‍✈️
And if you want that fucking smoke you know we let that shit pop 🚬🪦

Shot his house, made that bitch frown 🔫
Getting points just like a touchdown 🏈
Chillin with yo bitch now 😎
You is ugly, you a damn clown 🤡
You a lie, that ain’t ur sound 😆
Shot his whip, he was homebound 🚘
Committing all these murders having fun just like a playground! 😈🔪

waystalker:
pusssy talkin shit, on the internet
talkin bout some plays, that you know, that you'll never get 
 postin on your story, lookin real silly
you a fuckin weirdo, jus like drake and milly
ima put some bodies on the floor
say shit, you'll get more
im in love w/ gore
bloody knuckles feelin sore
Kickin down the fuckin door
wash you up on shore
I'm the one you all adore

eczotic:
bullet hit his face
yea choppa hit him lika 808
yea ion fw u cuh u a lame
aimin at yo brain ima leave u wit a stain
dirty fanta
sippin in atlanta
u a fan yuh
u is not my man nah
big bands yuh
and fine dancers
lost ur chance
now u sittin in the stands yuh

playground w/ waystalker + eczotic (souls1)

https://open.spotify.com/album/2g7JsDPZZqEFC8teUw0cb8?si=EhVkH8k4RtuMlFe4WxZnIg

#LP
#DPK

@mental
@blxty
@h4zrd

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mental blxty h4zrd ღ listen to ur <3 (mental)

(～o￣3￣)～ <-- youtube on ipod

@pray4solo
@ripwarheart

polaroid º❍｡ prod. solo + warheart

Sample: youtu.be/NFa_PhZKA-k?si=YzLazDSqdsNH3bIs
(✿ヘ‿ヘ) XO
@angelicxmei @neito1
Lagswitch222
lyrics;
yeah, i cant stand up right now
i cant stay sober, i love greening out
crushing pills in my soda got me tweaking out
XO, Xan Love, Do u see Me Now?

they say You Are Who You Hang With
Nevr been Around a Lame or That Lame Shit
M5, Hovercraft, Imma lane switch
iKnow things That U Dnt, cant Say it..

this MY revival
i got no time for rivals
i feel like im dead, walking, cycle
i might pass out, the ride home is getting
slowww
Dont Knowww
the Pain in ur heart will never let me go
and i Luv it
so hold Me Close until im rotten x.x

took another one last night, like the mavericks
i push this audi like its forza, automatic
theres nothing in between us, ur dramatic
i told sochi run it up with the lagswitch

@neito1
i told her walk beside me into the sun girl
and im starting to think ur the one girl
when im around u you make me feel numb girl
man im starting to think im in love girl
and i dont wanna talk if its not you
dont listen to them cuz its not true
and when your around u make my dead heart move
i just wanna feel every part of you

You Are Who You Hang With w/ neito (`･‿･´)ゞ @angelicxmei

prod @kggn & @1awliet

i stay lonely
bitch dont call me
i smoke plastic
you smoke broccoli
die soon prolly
roll like trolley
we gon tax him
i like money

ur not like me
i smoke oxy
pharma, pricy
u jus copy
tails like furry
get it so cheap
girl dont worry
i jus love sleep

i dont like you
i cant trust you
you dont know me
i cant love you
give her nose bleeds
im so pretty
schedule 1 bitch
keep it on me

hoes jus want me
ex dont block me
dont reply much
she jus hurt me
dont control me
high like always
i like cashapp
try to stop me

smoked too much now im a zombie
ilove downers so ur all above me
once its not cap they all judge me
i fucked up but try to trust me
got to deep now she dont love me
drag the razor hope it cut me
free drugs cuz they all wanna fuck me
stayed alive isnt it lovely

keep a cutter closely
she go down, below me
they dont really know me
stay up late i dont sleep
i stay gone im ghostly
shawty push up on me
fuck ur girl im sorry
she jus rly want me

i stay down in philly
bitch i feel like f1lthy
she like sober 4 weeks
i dont care not really
it wont ever kill me
i stay high i still geek
fallin thru the building
i dont leave the city

spotify

trolley prod. kuru & lawliet

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

Nobody's there to follow me home
I'm tired of lessons, don't want any more
And you should've lead me, don't know where to go
It's hopeless I know, know
Don't know what to say
I'm still stuck on hello
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
With a ghost, ghost

Still stuck on your love but I'ma stick it out
It's a lot of thoughts in my head I can't figure out
Still alive, I'm just feeling really sick right now
It's a lot of bad things I don't wanna think about
It's a lot of words in my head just tryna get them out
Don't know who to trust, go outside and I feel surrounded
I can't breathe without it
I can't dream without it
Your heart I don't know if I can be without it

Nobody's there to follow me home
I'm tired of lessons don't want any more
And you should've lead me, don't know where to go
I'll let it affect me, but act like it won't
Don't know what to say
I'm still stuck on hello
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost

Nobody's there to follow me home
I'm tired of lessons, don't want any more
And you should've lead me, don't know where to go
It's hopeless I know, know
Don't know what to say
I'm still stuck on hello
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
With a ghost, ghost

for a kiss

with a ghost

@skyejuul

Saw you in my dreams, but I know it's fake
Yes, I'm lightskin, but I'm not Drake
Put a couple thousand all up in my bank
When I got this glocky, better watch yo' head, boyyy

Amegakure where I'm posted at
Got a big head, hair too long to wear a hat
Yuh
She just texted me, askin' where I'm at
Gave her a fake addy, I ain't tryna hit that

Aye, aye
Oxy in my soda
Like, "Bitch, hold up"
All my bros up
Poisonous like Koga
Cold like North Dakota
That bitch wanna fuck, I'm grown up
Fuck these withdrawals
I don't wanna be sober

You not my bro, not my kin, so don't talk
Yeah
Yo' bitch want me to sign her titties, took off her bra
I got designer jeans, it's the home for my glock
Yeah, that shit make him dance like he on TikTok

Drink bleach, no Ichigo
Say "Please," I'll let it go
Monster, no Wendigo
Alt girl, she emo

Aye, aye
Oxy in my soda
Like, "Bitch, hold up"
All my bros up
Poisonous like Koga
Cold like North Dakota
That bitch wanna fuck, I'm grown up
Fuck these withdrawals
I don't wanna be sober

You not my bro, not my kin, so don't talk
Yeah
Yo' bitch want me to sign her titties, took off her bra
I got designer jeans, it's the home for my glock
Yeah, that shit make him dance like he on TikTok
Yeah, that shit make him dance like he on TikTok
I got designer jeans, it's the home for my glock
I got designer jeans, it's the home for my glock
Yo' bitch want me to sign her titties, took off her bra

amegakure (prod.skyejuul)

lovely melody~

lyrics:

Are you there?
I’m still calling
Keep on talking 
Don’t go silent 
I’m all out of sorrys 
I tried my best 
To keep you safe 
I made a worse mess
What will it take? (x2)

auxina:

Sharing my heart is such a burden 
I’m asking  what’s  the purpose 
You shatter it into a million pieces 
Then call me worthless
Standing in this old apartment building 
Gotta re-trace my steps 
Where did we go wrong 
How much can I give until I give up yet?
Every hallway is a light year 
Why can’t I  see my path clear
Stars hiding behind these dark tears 
won’t live in my fears
Well aquatinted w a rusty razor blade
Cut my throat and save the day 
Sick of silence in the room for goodness sake  

frendi:

Nothing feel the same, so I empty out my brain
Glocky, it go bang, somethings never change (like my love baby for you)
Read between them lines, baby, I can't waste no time baby
Who's wrong, and who's right, baby? Don't really wanna cry, baby
Yes, I really tried baby, you're not for me, but I'm not good for you
Swerve around in that coupe, could you hold me, down, down, down? (Down, baby are you down, down, down down? Down, down)

Are you there?
I’m still calling
Keep on talking 
Don’t go silent 
I’m all out of sorrys 
I tried my best 
To keep you safe 
I made a worse mess
What will it take? (x2)