w/ https://soundcloud.com/kairux_x

lyrics:
never wanna go to sleep, always missing therapy
lock myself up in my room i could hide away for weeks
you showed no concern for me
i don't have no time to grieve
i just lay alone in my bed lacking energy
i would give the world for you
remember all those movie scenes
whatever you had asked me
i just want you happy, i'm sorry
almost wanna take my life
the way i stay up every night
i wish that i could change the past 
but nothing will make you come back

honestly i wish that i could send a letter
but i know that i can't so i should just forget her 
my minds been at war it's not getting better
so i'll just write a song that i'll never send her
and i will never forget
the way she lit up every room

https://soundcloud.com/kairux_x:

i can blame my, can blame my past
i can wonder why the good dont last
why's it so hard just to be a friend?
i didnt want this to be how it ends

out of the smoke, and into the fray
i've given up hope, but ill be okay
im trying my best, but i feel stuck in place
i've come to my senses, you've left me defenseless

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lost boy,
decaying at a breakneck pace

formerly nightmare 🖤

contact me @ lostboikairu@gmail.com

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shattered