prod by me
i know this is mid af but i was sad so i wanted to make something

lyrics:

havent seen you in like 6 years
thinkin bout you for like 6 years
cover my ears so i cant hear
cant feel my face
i cant see clear
ive been comin up wit my homies
everybody around but im lonely
cant lie to you
you dont know me
been fuckin up
feel like nothing
blood drip from my nose to my coat sleeve
lay in bed all day 
i dont wanna eat
put that gun to my head
i just wanna leave
put that gun to my head
i just wanna leave

i just wanna leave
im so sick of fighting
everyday the same
i can see the white lighting

coat sleeve

lyrics:
these nights i just sit on my rooftop
reminisce bout the times that have passed 
moments where i was happy now i’m not 
cut me free oh cut me free 

if i could take what is left 
watch these cards turn into nothing 
a knife in my back 
guess it’s nice to have company 
i can’t forget these promises made 
no more painting in violet 

if i left would you forget my face 
would another person just take my place 
do i wanna stay or occupy your space 
are there better days will i just be erased 

cut me free oh cut me free 

some day i’ll just get off this rooftop 
but for now it’s the right place to be 
oh cut me free

rooftops [prod. pekarot]

frontline / doves

couldn’t care prod.kenzee

i miss you b <3

LYRICS:

[intro:] 
counting down the days til we would meet again
i just want you here laying with me in bed
wish i could just go back to the days that we spent
swear that's the happiest that i've ever been

[hook:]
and every time that our lips meet,
i feel my heartbeat racing
and every moment that you miss me,
u know my heart start aching
(i miss u, i miss u, i miss u too)
u know my heart start aching
(i miss u, i miss u, i miss u too)
u know my heart start aching (2x)

[verse:]
no more running away from the past
i just really hope this shit'll last
miss the high you would give me so fast
or how your fingers would run down my back
now im all alone in my room
im just really really missing u
wish u could come thru
im just so in love with u

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i miss you (prod. offline)

Produced by Taylor Morgan
Guitar by me
Mixed/Master by Safehold

thoughts of u <3

and I just wanna blackout in your room
and smell the cigarettes on you
and we can talk about the things you love
and what you're going through 

Hook:
and I just wanna blackout in your room
and smell the cigarettes on you
and we can talk about the things you love
and what you're going through 
and I just wanna blackout in your bed
cause your the reason I'm not dead tonight
although Im not doing alright
but thanks to you I'll make it through the night

and i was all alone fighting with my demons
till the day that you came by and slid through my DMs
on and on again slowly losing all my friends
and i was left to rot by a girl with a cold heart
till you came by and pulled me through the dark again, again

Hook:

and now I'm sitting here with these thoughts of you
if i didn't have you now i don't know what i'd do yah
sitting in your front seat yah and were listening to neck deep
moving on and on again, again
moving on and on and on again and on and on and on

thoughts of u <3 (prod. taylor morgan & me)

i be pulling up inside a black benz
black benz
now she wanna fuck me cuz i stack bands      
but im cooling it with all my school friends
school friends
i don't got the time so im off in a black benz

yeah im off in a black benz
i got my school friends
yeah we geekin off a tab on a weekend
now im gone again 
she ask me where i been
i told her good luck shawty you a hasbeen
now i'm fucking up
i swear i cannot love
these bitches on me but i never pay attention
now im faded 
and im jaded
what you taking
what you taking
tripping on the downlow
seeing demons
in the front row 
in the front row
baby what you made of 
let me see it
im a demon
and you're an angel

i be pulling up inside a black benz
black benz
now she wanna fuck me cuz i stack bands      
but im cooling it with all my school friends
school friends
i don't got the time so im off in a black benz

black benz (shxrkz & joeldemora)

Lyrics:

Did you really think that
We would get back
You wanna play my heart again 
but I don’t want that
I don’t want you
You make me feel blue
I want you to know
That I don’t fucking need you

Taking it back
Back to the past
Where nothing ever lasts

Tell me what you want now
Have you seen enough of my frown
Did you really think I’d be down

No
You’ve taken my joy from me
Away from me

Im not coming back now
Find someone else to drown
I’m not coming back now

Blue is for the wave 
That you cause 
Crashing down on me

You want me to take you back
you’re see through
I want you to see me winning
With the whole crew
That’s my way of saying back
Fuck you
For all the problems that you gave me
I got issues 
But I pushed through
All the bullshit
It was worth it
Just for this moment
Where I noticed
I don’t need no one else
To make me feel fucking important
Can’t believe I 
fucking let you to start with
Now I’m sitting here
Glass full of bourbon
I hope you know the pain
I had to deal with
Feel like the rain
Cuz when I’m sad
I start pouring

blue is for sadness

blue is for sadness (Prod. 4evr)

butterflies is the only thing i get when i see u
is it jus me or do u think that I’m see through
I’ve seen a lot girls, but i ain never seen u
u different from the rest its obvious i need u

the sun is shining through my window i can clearly think
everything u do is perfect even when u blink
blood stains on ur dress from last night
i could treat u better this has gotta be the last fight
sinking in the abyss, sombody get me out
yeah i feel like shit, for everything i doubt
you’ll be the one, but girl lets try
just be with me, for one night

its obv I need u
rollin down the street 
in a black jeep too
and I would never leave u
if we get together 
we can watch the stars 
and dream too

together were sinners
ur love gives me splinters

splinters butterflies

kais - splinters / butterflies (prod.irby)

here goes nothing

lyrics:

it's funny how right when she wouldn't talk to me anymore
it's you that answers the phone, dad
it's weird that it's weird to hear your voice, and
i know that you're busy as fuck, and
that you're not that proud of your son, and
didn't wanna answer my call, but
you still did, and for that i love you
i'm a fuck up
and i drained the well dry
runnin the streets, you were lookin for love
and you couldn't find it after my mother
i'm the same way, i need another
sickness tore all of us apart and
way too big of a heart for your chest, but
way too much on your shoulders to rest, you
run from baggage you left unaddressed, and
i relate 'cause i do the same thing
your son, and that shit's amazing
i'm sorry shit had to get fucked up,
i never meant to betray you
one year since we spoke on some real shit
i just hope i say the right things
i only dialed you 'cause i thought this time maybe you'd answer me

yeah
maybe you'd answer me
yea.. 
maybe you'd answer me

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letter from your son (prod. cxld blxxd)

new mega emo slapper with @svnam
produced by @hellahaunted
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
(decks)
i’d drop everything
if it meant
all of this
would come to an end
cuz this past year’s been living hell
and i’m spending it in a cell

and frequently i find
that maybe it’s not right
to sleep when the sun’s up
and sing in the moonlight
but i can’t go back now
gotta leave it behind me and get out of this town

i gotta get out of here
so many things that i’ve come to fear
idk where i can go from here
cuz everybody wants to hold me near
i never wanted attention
needed an outlet, now i’m representin’
all of my problems are used as a weapon
and i’m just the target, 
there ain’t no defendin’ for me :(

(svnam)
there’s a cold wind blowing through my hair
and i’m losing my grip on what i thought was my confide

i can’t seem to breathe the same as i did in the face of relief
‘cause there’s an anchor on my back
and it’s weighing me back to the sea

(decks)
i’d drop everything
if it meant
all of this
would come to an end
cuz this past year’s been living hell
and i’m spending it in a cell

and frequently i find
that maybe it’s not right
to sleep when the sun’s up
and sing in the moonlight
but i can’t go back now
gotta leave it behind me and get out of this town

black benz (shxrkz & joeldemora)

shattered