bro what a unique voice I love this deppressed robot shit

prod by me
i know this is mid af but i was sad so i wanted to make something

lyrics:

havent seen you in like 6 years
thinkin bout you for like 6 years
cover my ears so i cant hear
cant feel my face
i cant see clear
ive been comin up wit my homies
everybody around but im lonely
cant lie to you
you dont know me
been fuckin up
feel like nothing
blood drip from my nose to my coat sleeve
lay in bed all day 
i dont wanna eat
put that gun to my head
i just wanna leave
put that gun to my head
i just wanna leave

i just wanna leave
im so sick of fighting
everyday the same
i can see the white lighting

coat sleeve

prod. neverfall

lost my mind, i cant seem to find it
lost some time, no i cant rewind it
everybody always telling me
that i should count my blessings

everything is just a memory 
long as i can remember always been the black sheep...
anti-social, might go postal
am i insane? guess its anecdotal...

im sorry if this comes off boastful
or if im unusually vocal
but im hella proud of 
what ive done...
never had any help form anyone...

never had any help...

dadada da da da x5

lost my mind, i cant seem to find it
lost some time, no i cant rewind it
everybody always telling me
that i should count my blessings

everything is just a memory 
long as i can remember always been the black sheep...
anti-social, might go postal
am i insane? guess its anecdotal...

anecdotal [+nevrfall]

lyrics vvv

"he believed that, that if you could do good things for other people, you had a moral obligation to do those things,
thats whats at stake here
not choice, responsibility.
thats nice.. thats great.. its all well and good, so where is he?
what?
where is he
wheres my dad?
he didn't think it was his responsibility to be here and tell me this himself? 
oh c'mon, how dare you?
how dare i? how dare you!"
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how dare you fucking leave like that
i never really thought that id miss my dad
you use to take me places
and now im just sitting faceless
and now its just too late
cause you never cared
and if you did
i was never aware
no i cant talk to you bout a damn thing
cause you wont understand
cause you wont understand
yeah i miss him..
yeah i miss him..
but he dont know..
cause he ignores everything..
yeah i miss him..
yeah i miss him..
but he dont know..
cause he ignores everything..

i miss my dad (skellington)

g a r d e n
my vocals were mastered & mixed by: @chain_trash

lyrics:
i'm not doing good 
psychologists and meds but baby i feel alone
i've been suffering lately but i don't really show 
just like my was made outta stone 

i can't stop cause this is my life
can't show my feelings so i say i'm fine 
i'm working , almost crossing the line 
baby can't pick up rp i got no time

i'm working there's no time to sleep now
i'll have time to sleep when i'm 6 feet underground
on the ground got the bed beside but i'm on the ground 
can't go to school i'm obssesed with this music 
but i feel so stressed but i'm giving my best look at me i'm giving my best


i'm not doing good 
psychologists and meds but baby i feel alone
i've been suffering lately but i don't really show 
just like my was made outta stone 

tomorrow i will sleep
or maybe not 
writting this lyrics and making this song 
doesn't  matter i will always stay strong
pale fucking face and heart made outta stone

heart made outta stone (skellington x yung balta)

<3 
lyrics vvv
[empty]
i needa
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
took ten steps back 
just to realize i was gone baby
every single night that i been writing
i been zoned baby
every single time that ive been dead
you were right besides me inside my head
think a little, think a little
i know that shit hurts
but you gotta be aware
if i really want everything,
ill prove it.
yeah ill prove it..

[casperrr]
i know you are loyal i know you're by my side
but my head keeps on telling lies
i'll keep my thoughts out of ur sight
i'm just trying to do what i think is right 
sorry didn't mean to cry 
dunno if this is love dunno if there's a why
hurting and bleeding baby u're like blade
if i hold you tighter i'll feel more pain
blood keeps on leaking from my veins 
blood on my shirt it's full of stains
i can't fucking think i'm killing what's left of my brain 
don't want all of my efforts to be in vain

[empty]
i needa
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..

formula. w/ casperrr (splashgvng)

*Disclaimer*
you are not alone in your struggles. Its okay to be sad. Its okay to cry. 

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 988 <3

lyrics:
And i dont know
I dont know
I dont know
Why im still here

And i dont know
I dont know
I dont know
Why i hold fear

4 years of music
Why do i still do it
They think that im good
But im still uncertain 

These bottled emotions 
Got me feeling hopeless
Still i waste my time
Writing this music

And i dont know
I dont know
I dont know
Why im still here

And i dont know
I dont know
I dont know
Why i hold fear

Still remember the call
In 2015
As i fell to my knees
And i started to scream

I did this for you
I wish you could see it
I never did judge
Cuz we have our demons
But u were the reason
Why im here

And i dont know
I dont know
I dont know
Why im still here

And i dont know
I dont know
I dont know
Why i hold fear

Being mentally ill
I did this to cope
Because i know you wont b there
When i get back home

I cried with u
U were screaming for help
I knew i could tell
You were losing yourself
Now all my memories 
Bring me to hell
I knew u felt worthless
Nobody is perfect
6 years have past
But i am still hurting

And i dont know
I dont know
I dont know
Why im still here

And i dont know
I dont know
I dont know
Why i hold fear

art by fatih

Spotify

i dont know why im still here (unlucky)

lyrics:

k shit this is goin too far
ion know who u r
why the fuck r we hanging
all i can think's get the fuck out my car
i would rather go lonely
i would rather go smokin
been doin this 3 damn years
whats a week or two to sit on it hard 

i could not walk that tightrope
much less stand up right woah
she knock me over with words
as they bounce from my brain off the sides of my skull
once it sinks its jus pain
so i take walks in the heaviest rain
i won't admit that it hurts
i'll stick it out jus for her

-

the light dips low
my heartbeat slows
i know its over
and i am at her mercy 

k shit this is goin too far
ion know who u r
why the fuck r we hanging
all i can think's get the fuck out my car
i would rather go lonely
i would rather go smokin
been doin this 3 damn years
whats a week or two to sit on it hard 

i could not walk that tightrope
much less stand up right woah
she knock me over with words
as they bounce from my brain off the sides of my skull
once it sinks its jus pain
so i take walks in the heaviest rain
i won't admit that it hurts
i'll stick it out jus for her

all strangers (autrioly)

1 (jolst x caves)

she told me I could be what I wanted,
then I left her in the dust and it haunts me still.
leave me alone, I never text back.
I don't got friends, cus they're a set back.

no no no no,
don't tell me so,
i've lost all hope,
i've lost all,

no no no no,
don't tell me so,
i've lost all hope,
i've lost all,

hope,
for the rest of eternity,
you'll be walking right next to me,
and I hope that you never leave,
ya i hope that you never leave.

she told me I could be what I wanted,
then I left her in the dust and it haunts me still.
leave me alone, I never text back.
I don't got friends, cus they're a set back.

Set back (prod. remghost x dead spyro)

Produced by Svnam (Sideview Drive) & Jolst
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@sendflowrs
Love, a simple thing
Has got me wishing I couldn’t breathe
& I like those words you speak
When you say you hate every single thing
But me..

@chxrryrxzla
Can we hit rewind?
Thought about you once
Now I thought about you twice
Can you get out of my mind
'Cause you're in it for a minute
Then you stay the whole night
Thought you were my friend
Shed your crocodile tears in my dm's
I guess this is how it ends
Might go ghost
No cloak, like I said

@kanashisadface
I guess this is how it ends
Too many pills & shaky hands
I've been looking in this mirror tryna find my answer
Every time I think of you
It kills me like the cancer
Rotting away my brain
Every hopeless thought
Yeah, it drives me insane
& I know that it's kind of absurd
But every fucking night I'm feeling like I'm in the dirt

Svnam @sideviewdriveca
She told me that she loves me
But baby girl, I'm loveless
Post up, all black foreign
Yeah, you're the call I'm ignoring
Press to start heart, I'ma floor it
I swear to god these pills don't work
I've been seeing strange faces everywhere I look
You've been haunting my dreams
& it seems like you're the only thing
Holding me back in the past
I can't move on

@brokekeeps
You were telling me I'm up next
Making songs while you were on my bed
Now I hear the sound of silence
And I can't keep balance
'Cause this drink is all in my system
We would laugh & talk things out
Now we slowly kill our lungs
I just wanna hear your voice
Think you really fill this void

@hazenova
Look at the moonlight
Just look at the rainfall
You told me you love me
But you told me its painful
& I'm bleeding from my forearm
But I swear I meant you no harm
I'm never sleeping
The memories creep in the back of my head
Is this really what you wanted?

@nevermadeithome
Is it this what you really wanted, wanted
Yeah, you're haunting my dreams
Leaving footprints in my mind whilst it mends
As I get older I seem to find myself loosing nothing
But all my family & my friends
I've been crying on my own to get
Back in 2012 playing Xbox with all friends
Guess they got up, turned their back on me
I don't have no family

@onlyfriendyeah
I can feel my soul tryna leave
My ghost stares down from the ceiling
Fear me
The hole in my soul is a whole lotta loveless
And it's over soon
My death, it blooms
The hole in my soul is a whole lotta loveless

@oakeyofficial
They all think I'm crazy
But I just like to hide away
I don't need nobody calling anyway
It's like it's just pretend
But I still deserve this
It's all pretend & loveless

+++++

@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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001 (svnam/jolst)

it's not enough (ft. caspr + morgan bates)

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coat sleeve

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