waiting for you (prod. cardo x irby)

miss u so - DEMO

i really dont have the time

produced by @killedmyself

and i guess thats alright

https://soundcloud.com/itschasm 💖

prod. https://soundcloud.com/spooftears

lyrics: 
shattered:
knew i shouldn't have ever called
but down the hall you heard me crawl
and make believe
that you loved me
kisses from too many misses
drown it all like falling bridges
you never
loved me back
knew i shouldn't have ever called
but down the hall i heard you call
and make believe
that you loved me

you never ever cared
you're always in his hair
i'll see you at my school looking hella bummy
got no more money
so i purge my tummy

wake up 
i'm dead
in my head
i feel fine
pour more wine
break my spine
wasting time 
i'm wasting time

knew i shouldn't have ever called
but down the hall you heard me crawl
and make believe
that you loved me
kisses from too many misses
drown it all like falling bridges
you never
loved me back
knew i shouldn't have ever called
but down the hall i heard you call
and make believe
that you loved me

chas m:
yea yea
I thought, you loved me
by the way you touch me and fuck me
that's I lie i've always been nothing
don't cry when I show you something, real
now I feel like I just fucked it up again
teardrops on my cardigan
come back and you start again
this is some every day shit
on top of the issues I'm faced with
taking my heart then you break it
thought you were special but shawty you basic

follow spooftears

i thought you loved me w/ chas m (prod. spooftears)

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/qawikamri for this song <3

lyrics:
im a problem like a disgrace
cuz i think about your face
and all the things i never say
yeah i miss you everyday
i miss you everyday
yeah i miss you everyday
i miss you everyday
yeah i miss you everyday

and i miss the smell of the smoke on your breath
the way you tasted
could never replace it
and i don't think i can move on babe
the way that you spoke got me all afraid
and i just gotta go
all the pressure around me but i'm still feeling low  
got a sad life
spend it all alone
and my phone is dead
i lay awake in bed

im a problem like a disgrace
cuz i think about your face
and all the things i never say
yeah i miss you everyday
i miss you everyday
yeah i miss you everyday
i miss you everyday
yeah i miss you everyday

pretty people scare me

pretty people scare me (prod. QAWI KAMRI)

while the rain drops

Mixed by @prodbyshattered
For those going to wonder, this isn't a form of a suicide note. This was when I was going through a very rough point in my life and decided to write them down to put it into words. Everyone seems to love when mine and shattered's lyrics layer over one another so here you go. 

Lyrics: Kiasu & Shattered 
My broken heart can't be mended together 
Who made it worse I can't remember 
Cold winter breeze flying through my sweater
The snow reminds me when times were better

So bye bye to the people that knew me 
And hello to the new life I seek 

I can't hold all this weight like concrete 
I can't bare to stand on my own two damn feet
It's slowly driving me six feet deep 
Drive the nail inside the coffin, the roses are pricking me 
Crows flying in the sky 
I'll see them when i'm dead 
The reapers come to take my soul and that's the end of it 
But it's just me, a system of memories 
No one will miss me 
Well, maybe my family 

So bye bye to the people that knew me...

Not So Happy Ending Kixsu X Shattered (Prod. Dead-Rou)

tell me if it hurts

tell me if it hurts w/ bangss [prod. vaegud & hxrxkiller]

I've always hated that feeling


(((LYRICS)))
i hate the feeling , 
the feeling of knowing you’re not coming back ,
ever again
i lost a friend,
but i lost the person that i wanna be with forever 
i thought we’d make it work,
but it’s over ,
and we’re getting colder ,
but summer comes
and you’re still not here,
So we can try to pretend that everything’s fine ,
but the way that i see it
is to blur for my mind ,
oh no,
oh no,
so we can act like we never rlly,
met from the start ,
every single word is too hard for my heart,
i’m trying, 
yea i’m trying,
i’m trying to forget about the way that we were ,
but i wanna go back so fucking bad and you know ,
that id do my best ,
id do best ,
i do my best for you cause you did the same for me ,
i miss the talks that we’d have about who we wanna be we were old ,


(SLOW MOTION
ITS LIKE IM LIVING IN SLOW MOTION)

i hate the feeeling ,
the feeling of knowing youre not alone ,
i scratched the ceiling ,
by putting my fist up into the wall,

Sent from my iPhone

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