Cristian's playlist

ride or dies

Hunger

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Summer's Over Tour
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PARTYNEXTDOOR ~ Persian Rugs

MGK - Sail

PARTYNEXTDOOR TWO

Recognize (feat. Drake)

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PARTYNEXTDOOR ~ Don't Worry (feat. Ca$h Out)

40 MISSED CALLS W/ LIL PEEP BACK ON SOUNDCLOUD:
https://soundcloud.com/sowhatimdead/40missedcalls2025

FOLLOW ON IG: @sowhatimdead

@lil_peep
@lilskil features on the hook
@dietrich2003

w/ lil peep - black fingernails (40 missed calls w/ peep back on page go stream)

bandcamp link - https://nedarbnagrom.bandcamp.com/album/serenity

artwork by lil peep

NEDARB - BACKSTAGE SHAWTY (FEAT. LIL PEEP) [PROD. NEDARB]

Lil Peep X Yunggoth - Fishscale (prod. KALKO)

Instagram: ImRealUgly
Twitter: @ImRealUgly

Water

passed out in some garage
someone broke my guitar
spilled beer on your friend's couch
but i'm not fucking sorry
i'll see you tomorrow
i've gotta sleep some more
and when i leave your house
you'll hear me slam the door

i woke up in the eve-
ning with you in my bed
i wondered what was going on
i wondered what we said
both of us high as hell
surprised that we could speak
said something fucking stupid
and then you said to me

i don't know where i'm goin'
and i don't know what i feel
and i don't know who i am
or what is real

got a gig tonight
don't think i have a ride
supposed to start at 6
i'll be there at 9
what the hell's my name?
i don't remember it
and who plays in my band?
oh, i don't give a shit

i might hit the town
like where's the party at?
and stuff my fucking face
until i have a heart attack
i'm probably better off
a memory or dream
but for now i'm here
at least that's how it seems but

olive jacket, magenta hair
pale skin with a piercing stare
you see through my eyes to my brain
swallowed whole by an empty void
wondered if i'd be destroyed
but somehow you saved me from it

speak in tongues through a speakerphone
never see what i need to know
i always just do at the end
question morals and need support
swapping spit in a pillow fort
i'm drunk on a sunday again

i'm fading out
but i'll open up
at least i would
but i'm frozen shut
god damn

white lies on the telephone
might cry if i make it home
but something tells me that i won't
water bottle of alcohol
on my teacher's desk in a middle school
we all must find our escapes

broken clasp on a cookie jar
empty cabinets, looking hard
for something to eat in this place
going hungry or maybe starving
myself because i hate who i am
oh, i do, oh yes, i do

i'm fading out
but i'll open up
at least i would
but i'm frozen shut
god damn

i'm fading out
but i'll open up
at least i would
but i'm frozen shut
god damn

frozen shut

The Perfect LUV Tape®️

shog was here <3 @ecstasy

Do What I Want [Produced By Maaly Raw + Don Cannon]

sleep and showers beckoning
like knocks upon a door
heartache spreads like rumored news
but i still ask for more
staring through a keyhole
at the light that glows outside
like watching family videos
the night after your loved one's died

laying a puddle of my own sweat on the floor
i must let these demons out before they eat my core
cannot stand to be here that much longer, i am sure
why waste time living anymore?

i see my face
on your pack of cigarettes
i see your lungs
in every dying star

we lie awake at night
two owls in a tree
fading in and out
of our immortality
i question everything
from myself to the sky
i hope that i might learn
a fraction of it all before i die

praying in a huddle for a couple extra days
i can spend inside my house and use for coping with my ways
i imagine heaven as a room in which you stay
and i imagine hell as when you go away

i see my face
on your pack of cigarettes
i see your lungs
in every dying star

why must we lay here? 
oh, why must we lay here? 
oh, why must we lay here?
oh, why must we lay alone? alone?

i see my face
on your pack of cigarettes
i see your lungs
in every dying star
i see my home
in your fucking sillhouette
i see my loneliness
in your absence

absence

Lil Peep - Doubt Me Ft Eddy Baker (Prod By Smokeasac)

JGRXXN - Bitch Ima Kill You - Feat. LiL PEEP x GHOSTEMANE (Prod. By JGRXXN)

a song that functions as a coping mechanism

maybe i'll leave home today and drive or walk around
i could meet some friends for dinner at a restaurant downtown
but something tells me it's a bad idea to outside
that little voice inside my head that whispers "you might die"

maybe i'll get out of bed and go down to the store
i could buy a couple candy bars or bleed out on the floor
i'm so prone to accidents and awkward little habits
i don't wanna leave my room, i wanna hide out in my attic

i am afraid of everything
i run away from everything

i think i'll go out tonight, and maybe see a movie
'cause there's so much to fear in life, but also so much beauty
i know that my condition is difficult, alright
but i'm sick of letting all my friends believe that they're disliked

so i'm gonna leave my house today
i'm gonna say all that i need to say
and i'll talk to strangers and compliment them
to prove to myself that i'm strengthened again

i am okay with everything
i'll be okay through anything

anxiety; self-reliance

artwork was shot by mae <3 tysm

we keep drifting through these weekends
i keep wondering what's keeping
me away from ever speaking
properly in conversations

i can't swallow medication
you keep forgetting to take it
wonder how my name keeps ending
up in stranger's mouths

in all these conversations

nothing like anonymous comments
to make you feel like everything's fading out
i'm not waiting, i'm not waiting
for the sadness to go
too much time on my hands, yes
it's obvious that i am blessed
but something tells me i can't rest
until i find something good to do

i can't keep staying up all night
i can't keep waiting for daylight
i can't keep watching the sunrise
i can't keep hoping that something will rescue me

i can't keep staying up all night
i can't keep waiting for daylight
i can't keep watching the sunrise
i've gotta fix this shit now

been losing my friends and severing ties
we walked to the ending and said our goodbyes
but somehow, no matter the passage of time
they always fucking talk about me

conversations

shog was here <3 @ecstasy

LUV IS RAGE 2 COMING SOON

1.5- XO TOUR Llif3 (Produced By TM88)

The Fate of the Furious: The Album available everywhere now: https://atlantic.lnk.to/f8

Young Thug, 2 Chainz, Wiz Khalifa & PnB Rock – Gang Up (from The Fate of the Furious: The Album) [OFFICIAL AUDIO]

THE FATE OF THE FURIOUS: THE ALBUM TRACK LISTING
1) Young Thug, 2 Chainz, Wiz Khalifa & PnB Rock - Gang Up
2) Lil Uzi Vert, Quavo & Travis Scott - Go Off
3) G-Eazy & Kehlani - Good Life
4) PnB Rock, Kodak Black & A Boogie Wit da Hoodie – Horses
5) Migos - Seize The Block
6) YoungBoy Never Broke Again – Murder (feat. 21 Savage) [Remix]
7) Bassnectar – Speakerbox (feat. Ohana Bam & Lafa Taylor) [F8 Remix]
8) Post Malone - Candy Paint
9) Kevin Gates - 911
10) Lil Yachty – Mamacita (feat. Rico Nasty)
11) Jeremih, Ty Dolla $ign & Sage The Gemini - Don't Get Much Better
12) Pitbull & J Balvin - Hey Ma (feat. Camila Cabello) [Spanish Version]
13) Pinto “Wahin” & DJ Ricky Luna - La Habana (feat. El Taiger)
14) J Balvin & Pitbull - Hey Ma (feat. Camila Cabello)

Follow The Fate of the Furious:
http://twitter.com/fastfurious
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https://www.facebook.com/FastandFurious/
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Young Thug, 2 Chainz, Wiz Khalifa & PnB Rock – Gang Up (The Fate of the Furious: The Album)

The Fate of the Furious: The Album is available now - http://atlantic.lnk.to/f8

PnB Rock, A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie, Kodak Black – Horses (from The Fate of the Furious: The Album) [OFFICIAL AUDIO]

THE FATE OF THE FURIOUS: THE ALBUM TRACK LISTING
1) Young Thug, 2 Chainz, Wiz Khalifa & PnB Rock - Gang Up
2) Lil Uzi Vert, Quavo & Travis Scott - Go Off
3) G-Eazy & Kehlani - Good Life
4) PnB Rock, Kodak Black & A Boogie Wit da Hoodie – Horses
5) Migos - Seize The Block
6) YoungBoy Never Broke Again – Murder (feat. 21 Savage) [Remix]
7) Bassnectar – Speakerbox (feat. Ohana Bam & Lafa Taylor) [F8 Remix]
8) Post Malone - Candy Paint
9) Kevin Gates - 911
10) Lil Yachty – Mamacita (feat. Rico Nasty)
11) Jeremih, Ty Dolla $ign & Sage The Gemini - Don't Get Much Better
12) Pitbull & J Balvin - Hey Ma (feat. Camila Cabello) [Spanish Version]
13) Pinto “Wahin” & DJ Ricky Luna - La Habana (feat. El Taiger)
14) J Balvin & Pitbull - Hey Ma (feat. Camila Cabello)

Follow The Fate of the Furious:
http://twitter.com/fastfurious
http://instagram.com/fastandfuriousmovie
https://www.facebook.com/FastandFurious/
http://www.fastandfurious.com/

Follow PnB Rock:
https://www.twitter.com/pnbrock 
https://www.instagram.com/pnbrock 
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Follow A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie:
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https://www.facebook.com/TheRealKodakBlack

PnB Rock, Kodak Black & A Boogie – Horses (from The Fate of the Furious: The Album) [OFFICIAL AUDIO]

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//ごめんなさい//

thank you guys so much for the endless amount of support. working with my favorite artists is something i never imagined would become a reality, but you've all made it achievable. i cherish what this music has brought me & i hope we can all grow together in unison through it. i love you guys so much.

this is the first single off my upcoming album, "lacuna" which'll be out october 28th

huge s/o to my mans @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
i can't thank you enough for hoppin' on this one with me

follow 9tails

guardin x 9TAILS - suffocate

producer. @lightbodyent
guitar written by @Tylerburkhart
https://soundcloud.com/tylerburkhart/i-want-to-drown-in-snow

i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
inside
i don’t want to live
but ill stay alive
i don’t want to leave
so ill make time
you don’t tell the truth
so you make lies
i cried
i cried again
last night flowers in my bed
last night i lost my best friend 
last nights flowers torn to shreds
last night our love wound up dead
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
inside
our love subsides i don’t feel right
pin me down you eat my insides
like a spider pull me in
kiss my neck make my blood thin
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
your pain inside

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Last Nights Flowers - (prod. lightbody)

no samples

@carsonconner

I know I got problems taking pills now 
I know I got problems with my head now
I know you don't love me cut that shit out
No trust cuz girls jus fuck for clout now

I been staring at the sky till morning 
Connecting stars like dots to see your face 
really I'm just sinking in a sailors grave 
They acting like they know me so I hide away

Like where the fuck were you when I was down and out
Fucked up every day blacking myself out  
If you really loved me you would cut me down
Help me count the rings and then kick me out

I know I got problems taking pills now 
I know I got problems with my head now
I know you don't love me cut that shit out
No trust cuz girls jus fuck for clout now
x2

problems w/ carsonconner

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//私の心の断片//

lyrics
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i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

I love you all so much, EP drops on the 11th! Thanks for the support <3
Photo edited by: @collidingwithmars
Follow the producer: @mesiobeats
Mix/Master: @yvngcrow

Lyrics-

I don't think I love you anymore but I'm missing you
Every time I look into my heart I see a piece of you
Wonder what I could have fucking done instead of hurting you
I'm so sorry that I did, what I had to do
I don't think I love you anymore but I'm missing you
Every time I look into my heart I see a piece of you
Wonder what I could have fucking done instead of hurting you
I'm so sorry that I did, what I had to do

I'm no good for you
You're no good for me
No more excuses I know we are not supposed to be
Together
Maybe Forever
I wish I could have kept my promises and made your life better
But I know
What I did was
Pretty terrible and I'm sorry but it is done
I gotta move on
And break off
I know we'll never go back, because we can't make up

I don't think I love you anymore but I'm missing you
Every time I look into my heart I see a piece of you
Wonder what I could have fucking done instead of hurting you
I'm so sorry that I did, what I had to do
I don't think I love you anymore but I'm missing you
Every time I look into my heart I see a piece of you
Wonder what I could have fucking done instead of hurting you
I'm so sorry that I did, what I had to do

i'm no good for you (Prod. Mesio)

https://soundcloud.com/itschasm 💖

prod. https://soundcloud.com/spooftears

lyrics: 
shattered:
knew i shouldn't have ever called
but down the hall you heard me crawl
and make believe
that you loved me
kisses from too many misses
drown it all like falling bridges
you never
loved me back
knew i shouldn't have ever called
but down the hall i heard you call
and make believe
that you loved me

you never ever cared
you're always in his hair
i'll see you at my school looking hella bummy
got no more money
so i purge my tummy

wake up 
i'm dead
in my head
i feel fine
pour more wine
break my spine
wasting time 
i'm wasting time

knew i shouldn't have ever called
but down the hall you heard me crawl
and make believe
that you loved me
kisses from too many misses
drown it all like falling bridges
you never
loved me back
knew i shouldn't have ever called
but down the hall i heard you call
and make believe
that you loved me

chas m:
yea yea
I thought, you loved me
by the way you touch me and fuck me
that's I lie i've always been nothing
don't cry when I show you something, real
now I feel like I just fucked it up again
teardrops on my cardigan
come back and you start again
this is some every day shit
on top of the issues I'm faced with
taking my heart then you break it
thought you were special but shawty you basic

i thought you loved me w/ chas m (prod. spooftears)

shattered