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Oh, hi
I been waitin all my life
Goodnight
Ill be waitin right outside (i'll be waiting, i'll be waiting)
Oh hey
I just wanna steal your day
Goodbye
I dont wanna shield your light
No fun
Rain clouds blocked out the sun
What for?
They want you to stay indoors (they want you, I want you, more.)
A bore
Everyday life’s a chore
Of course
They have what you cant afford

No love lost in the long run
Everyones here for a good time
No love lost in the long run
Everyones here for a good ride
No love lost in the long run
Everyones here
No love lost in the long run

And i woke up to a bright sun
He was tryna peak through the damn blinds
I let him in for a hot one
He just wanna hang have a good time
No love lost in the long run
Everyone’s here
No love lost in the long run

Oh, hi

VIDEO

Keep Fighting!

[Verse]
Shadows crawling
Whisper low
A battle's brewing
Don't let go
The night is heavy
Hearts might sink
But you're the fire
You're the link

[Prechorus]
Hold the line
Feel the spark
Even stars shine in the dark

[Chorus]
Don't give up
Don't back down
Lift your head
Wear the crown
Keep fighting
Keep fighting
The storm will break
The sun igniting

[Verse 2]
The mirror cracks
But you're still whole
Strength is forged inside the soul
The ground may shake
The winds may scream
But you're the thunder
You're the dream

[Chorus]
Don't give up
Don't back down
Lift your head
Wear the crown
Keep fighting
Keep fighting
The storm will break
The sun igniting

[Bridge]
Every scar a badge
A mark of proof
Every fall a step toward the truth
The climb is steep
But you won't stall
The louder they roar
The harder you stand tall

Keep Fighting!

[Verse 1]
[ intro ]
Shadows tear the silence wide,
MotherShip swallowed by the tide.
[ bridge]
Signals crumble in our hands,
[ bridge]
only empty golden [ bridge] lands.


⸻

[Pre-Chorus]
Whispers in the static rain,
calling out but none remain.

⸻

[Chorus]
Through the void we drift and weave,
holding breath, afraid to breathe.
[ bridge]
Lost beyond the burning skies,
[ bridge]
floating tears and asking why.

⸻

[Verse 2]
Found a shell in ancient dreams,
broken glass and faded  [ bridge] beams.
Roots of hope begin to grow,
[ bridge]
in the ruins, soft and slow.

 [ instrumental intermezzo ]

[Chorus]
Through the void we drift and weave,
[ bridge]
holding breath, afraid to breathe.
[ bridge]
Lost beyond the burning skies,
[ bridge]
floating tears and asking why.

⸻

[Outro, whisper, dramatic, mystery open]
Asking why…
Asking why…
[ bridge]
No answer in the sky.

[ instrumental outro ]

signal fading

from first to last - emily (shinigami acoustic)

Lyrics:

Did you really think that
We would get back
You wanna play my heart again 
but I don’t want that
I don’t want you
You make me feel blue
I want you to know
That I don’t fucking need you

Taking it back
Back to the past
Where nothing ever lasts

Tell me what you want now
Have you seen enough of my frown
Did you really think I’d be down

No
You’ve taken my joy from me
Away from me

Im not coming back now
Find someone else to drown
I’m not coming back now

Blue is for the wave 
That you cause 
Crashing down on me

You want me to take you back
you’re see through
I want you to see me winning
With the whole crew
That’s my way of saying back
Fuck you
For all the problems that you gave me
I got issues 
But I pushed through
All the bullshit
It was worth it
Just for this moment
Where I noticed
I don’t need no one else
To make me feel fucking important
Can’t believe I 
fucking let you to start with
Now I’m sitting here
Glass full of bourbon
I hope you know the pain
I had to deal with
Feel like the rain
Cuz when I’m sad
I start pouring

blue is for sadness

blue is for sadness (Prod. 4evr)

passing by
i stay high
never content with the shit in my life
never learned how to tell you my goodbyes
drink it away when im running these lies

i can't sleep
i can't dream
only see you from a window pane
sold my evil soul today
i hope it fucking goes away


ill never understand
how you could be this way
i take my time
and im hoping that you would change
smoke a spliff
till im out
and im balling now
got all this cash
spend it fast
make it back
in a day
and im going on my way
take another to the face
see your love in all the rain
try my best to hide the pain
but im never blunt
i could never tell you 
how i feel inside
cuz that shit stay in my mind
you can see it in my eyes
hoping that ill be alright
hoping that you find that guy
knowing he wont treat you right
but i know to you its a game

take a blunt
to the face
swear im high like every other day
wish i wasn't like this way
smoke until my feelings fade
doctors say its not good for me
i'm a mess in this world
i'm depressed like i should
everything 
that i say
never comes into play
i talk to myself
a lot
remember everything
remember who i was 
the man i used to be
but now i'm falling fast
i swear i can not breathe

i know 
i'm not good enough
i swear i'm not enough
these emotions i have
never fail to impress me
i know im not the best
but at least im trying
im crying for you
on your doorstep and you
never cared you just sat 
and you laughed in my face
like that party you had
didn't click in my head
that i was only ever there just to be your comfort

passing by
i stay high
never content with the shit in my life
never learned how to tell you my goodbyes
drink it away when im running these lies

i can't sleep
i can't dream
only see you from a window pane
sold my evil soul today
i hope it fucking goes away

passing by (prod caspr)

we all fall down (prod. yz)

ring ring but you won’t pick up
friday night all alone at the function
baby girl all about fuck shit
sip sorrows till i cannot function
saw you there
your bright blonde hair
the smoke still in the air
the summer nights
that we could spend
but you don’t seem to care

hey girl how you shine so bright
the moonlight shine
and the mood so right
let the night take us
so far away
we can dine pizza place
make me feel so safe
i swear your warmth is perfect
you make me feel so worth it
im just tryna make you notice
girl you blossom like a lotus
and i ask myself like what the fuck is with my brain
i just never felt this way
like could i be insane
copping tags for you like almost every day
and you said you love me back 
like what did you just say

shawty i feel crazy
but you feel the same way
im high off of your energy
my heart is racing

backwood smoke in the air
yeah we high as hell
we don’t need to go anywhere
make a date
outta smash bros
pizza we don’t care
chill at my place yeah we the perfect pair

racing to your house 
cuz u called me over
you want my affection 
you want my attention
im going like 90
i think i might crashhh
fuck on my waist
cuz shawty you bad

baby you know i feel so in love 
i just can’t sleep
the feelings that you give to me
i really hope you keep
and the memories we make
hope they come up in ur dreams
cuz when i wake up in my bed
you’re the one i wanna see

ring ring but you won’t pick up
friday night all alone at the function
baby girl all about fuck shit
sip sorrows till i cannot function
saw you there
your bright blonde hair
the smoke still in the air
the summer nights
that we could spend
but you don’t seem to care

ringtone (prod. wurlishmouk)

forgotten (prod. 7ink)

a bunch of unfinished / unreleased tracks from my 3 month "hiatus"

scars

art/mix/master by me


i wonder if i can feel love again
i miss that snow coming down it's cold in my head
i made my bed so now i'll lie in it
it gets so lonely again with you not right there 

terrified by you
can't let it get to me 
i'm scared of what i know
that i can't see
& it's getting colder
every day getting older
let me find my way home
i don't remember where it is

i will make it on my own
i'm losing everyone so
take all of my love
you weren't worth it anymore

passing by (prod caspr)

shattered

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