Oh, hi
I been waitin all my life
Goodnight
Ill be waitin right outside (i'll be waiting, i'll be waiting)
Oh hey
I just wanna steal your day
Goodbye
I dont wanna shield your light
No fun
Rain clouds blocked out the sun
What for?
They want you to stay indoors (they want you, I want you, more.)
A bore
Everyday life’s a chore
Of course
They have what you cant afford

No love lost in the long run
Everyones here for a good time
No love lost in the long run
Everyones here for a good ride
No love lost in the long run
Everyones here
No love lost in the long run

And i woke up to a bright sun
He was tryna peak through the damn blinds
I let him in for a hot one
He just wanna hang have a good time
No love lost in the long run
Everyone’s here
No love lost in the long run

Oh, hi

VIDEO

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NKqkBYdzXQc

LYRICS:

And I know that he’s everything I’m not 
But you’re everything I am so I think I just forgot 
Thanks for maken her delete all of the pictures 
Acting like I wasn’t ever even really ever with her  
Woke up with a headache 
I need go I’m pathetic 
Close up when I heard you said it 
I’m frozen I think I let 
Get to me, get to us, tell me when 
It’s over fourth time now 
Need luck where’s a clover 
And I hate when I see you on my phone screen, I don’t wanna pick it up but I just end up folding 
Got a little bit lonley can just hold me 
Tell me it’s okay and  you’ll be here in the morning 
Hit me up cuz I really wanna lay low
Tell me love that you mean if I mean it if you say so 
When we fuck she don’t ever do a fake moan
When he calls I know that you gotta go home 

Darling I’m all over the place 
And I can’t think straight
Her curves I think  they wanna teach me a lesson 
And I think that I might just maybe go let them 
1 cigarette 2 shots deep, 3 words words that I know that I won’t ever hear your speak 
Please don’t be gentle break me like a window know that we’re in love but know you’re on the fence tho

Hit me up cuz I really wanna lay low
Tell me love that you mean if I mean it if you say so 
When we fuck she don’t ever do a fake moan
When he calls I know that you gotta go home

And I know that he’s everything I’m not 
But you’re everything I am so I think I just forgot 
Thanks for maken her delete all of the pictures 
Acting like I wasn’t ever even really ever with her  
Woke up with a headache 
I need go I’m pathetic 
Close up when I heard you said it 
I’m frozen I think I let 
Get to me, get to us, tell me when 
It’s over fourth time now 
Need luck where’s a clover

music video

Everything I'm Not (prod. YUNG SKAH)

from first to last - emily (shinigami acoustic)

(prod irby)

LYRICS:
If I can’t even love myself
How am i supposed to love anyone else
I don’t see the fucking point in life
Broken heart and a pain filled vice 
Wanna know what true love is like
Wanna know what it’s like to not wanna die 
Forget every fucking promise
They always break like my wrist did in august 

Words cut deep like a switchblade 
Cover wounds try to numb it with an oxy 
I got a problem all my demons seem to haunt me
Lately my closets not been empty

Words cut deep like a switchblade 
Open wound i added salt it starts to sting 
Life it hurts like a switchblade
Life it hurts like a switchblade
Life it hurts like a switchblade
I don’t wanna sing
Life it hurts like a switchblade
Life it hurts it stings

I opened my mouth and it caused hell
Didn’t think that words had power still
Sure enough knew i fucked up
Went too far you’re a mess you knew i gave up

And my wrists still bleeding
Constant fears my head is leaving 
And i my curb feelings
Constant fears i know you’re leaving

switchblade (prod. irby)

💀🤢💥

lyrics:

i'm scared of death but she thinks that i'm flirting
bloodshot eyes and my stomach keeps on churning
i fucking hate that it won't ever be enough
working right to the bone, this ain't a bluff

i'm scared of death but she thinks that i'm flirting
bloodshot eyes and my stomach keeps on churning
i fucking hate that it won't ever be enough
working right to the bone, this ain't a bluff

breathe out, breathe in
freak out, chew skin
breathe out, breathe in
wonder will it all be worth it in the end

i've been terrified by the things in my mind
what's the time? i don't got it to unwind
overworking problems they are self-inflicted
making my own prison, i'm not fine i'm addicted

stuck in my ways i cannot resign
heaven aside i don't think that there's a thing that can change my mind
i feel sorry for you if you're overwhelmed
don't know how to tell you but it's harder at the helm

i just know i can't go back
to the place that i called my home
i'm stuck on the wrong side
look all around i see dead eyes
i don't know that i have any other option
but i'm never gonna stop that's a doctrine

i'm scared of death but she thinks that i'm flirting
bloodshot eyes and my stomach keeps on churning
i fucking hate that it won't ever be enough
working right to the bone, this ain't a bluff

i'm scared of death but she thinks that i'm flirting
bloodshot eyes and my stomach keeps on churning
i fucking hate that it won't ever be enough
working right to the bone, this ain't a bluff

breathe out, breathe in
freak out, chew skin
breathe out, breathe in
wonder will it all be worth it in the end

spotify

to the bone

passing by
i stay high
never content with the shit in my life
never learned how to tell you my goodbyes
drink it away when im running these lies

i can't sleep
i can't dream
only see you from a window pane
sold my evil soul today
i hope it fucking goes away


ill never understand
how you could be this way
i take my time
and im hoping that you would change
smoke a spliff
till im out
and im balling now
got all this cash
spend it fast
make it back
in a day
and im going on my way
take another to the face
see your love in all the rain
try my best to hide the pain
but im never blunt
i could never tell you 
how i feel inside
cuz that shit stay in my mind
you can see it in my eyes
hoping that ill be alright
hoping that you find that guy
knowing he wont treat you right
but i know to you its a game

take a blunt
to the face
swear im high like every other day
wish i wasn't like this way
smoke until my feelings fade
doctors say its not good for me
i'm a mess in this world
i'm depressed like i should
everything 
that i say
never comes into play
i talk to myself
a lot
remember everything
remember who i was 
the man i used to be
but now i'm falling fast
i swear i can not breathe

i know 
i'm not good enough
i swear i'm not enough
these emotions i have
never fail to impress me
i know im not the best
but at least im trying
im crying for you
on your doorstep and you
never cared you just sat 
and you laughed in my face
like that party you had
didn't click in my head
that i was only ever there just to be your comfort

passing by
i stay high
never content with the shit in my life
never learned how to tell you my goodbyes
drink it away when im running these lies

i can't sleep
i can't dream
only see you from a window pane
sold my evil soul today
i hope it fucking goes away

passing by (prod caspr)

we all fall down (prod. yz)

I'll drag you to hell (prod remghost x skele)

forgotten (prod. 7ink)

Nosebleed

art/mix/master by me


i wonder if i can feel love again
i miss that snow coming down it's cold in my head
i made my bed so now i'll lie in it
it gets so lonely again with you not right there 

terrified by you
can't let it get to me 
i'm scared of what i know
that i can't see
& it's getting colder
every day getting older
let me find my way home
i don't remember where it is

i will make it on my own
i'm losing everyone so
take all of my love
you weren't worth it anymore

passing by (prod caspr)

shattered