RARE RAP AND POP SONGS

November

freeze my veins and stop my heart ❄️

Something I put together. instagram @oxy5eath

☆LiL PEEP☆ - High School (prod. Haardtek)

lil tracy - this year  (prod. big head)

Gustav Ahr's Album

overdose ft lil peep & lil tracy (prod by yung cortex)

θ

Guitar sample is from Empire! Empire! (I Was a Lonely Estate) - How to Make Love Stay (https://empireempire.bandcamp.com/album/what-it-takes-to-move-forward)

Bridge

s/o the og @scottysplash for co-producing w me <3
(prod scottysplash & shattered)

lyrics:
hold up
let me breathe 
ima cry
imma die
no life
grab the knife
in the night
potential potent 
hold up
let me breathe 
ima cry
imma die
no life
grab the knife
in the night
potential potent

blowing straight gas
with my boy scotty splash
you know that i leveled up
equip the flame when i show up
better turn me up 
driving down the high way
going straight 95
yeah i do it my way
do it my way
burning like an ashtray 
sleep is in the past now
grinding like everyday
bacardi 
fill my liver to the skies
we be blasting emo bops till we die
metro station 
yeah she shake it 
yeah she shake it

hold up
let me breathe 
ima cry
imma die
no life
grab the knife
in the night
potential potent 
hold up
let me breathe 
ima cry
imma die
no life
grab the knife
in the night
potential potent

you say you hate me
but you bumping all my music
all of these haters look like mucus
mucus
useless
stupid
fluid movements
fluid rhyme schemes
tear me at the seams
haunt me in my dreams
only drive beams
no license 
but i feel like im 18
buzz lightyear come through with the light beams
leave her on seen 
see you in your love dreams
got no self-esteem
but i make em scream
make them fall for me
then i break their heart
go and restart
i tear their heart apart

hold up
let me breathe 
ima cry
imma die
no life
grab the knife
in the night
potential potent 
hold up
let me breathe 
ima cry
imma die
no life
grab the knife
in the night
potential potent

follow scottysplash 💦

hold up! (prod. scottysplash + shattered)

telling me you love me
you don't know even know my name
telling me you want me
i said baby no way
all these shorties text me
but i don't know what to say
you're a ghost
by the coast
smoking roach
in the coach

call me 
cuz i'm lonely
i just want love
she just want drugs

u don't love me
u don't love me

you playing all my music
never thought you cared
i was at the party
all you did was stare
now i'm alone in my bed
with my sheets on my head
like a ghost
your girl does the most
playing at my head like atari 
look up at the sky 
yeah it's looking pretty starry 
paint your picture in my brain
feel your pain
feel your pain

telling me you love me
you don't know even know my name
telling me you want me
i said baby no way
all these homies text me
but i don't know what to say
i'm the ghost by the coast
smoking roach
in the coach

2 in the roll
and a g with some blow  
got no money
and no thotties
imma die all alone
never wanted any fame
i just wanted to be loved

u don't love me
u don't love me

u don't love me w/ lil dusty g

u don't love me (prod. HOllY BEATS)

lyrics:
so tell me that you miss me
i want you to kiss me
drown it in the whiskey
love you till i'm dizzy
love you 
till my heart stops
in your hands
in your hands
the ghost of you
floats in the smoke
i'm a joke
every aching night
stay awake
burning photographs
tell myself
i won't ever relapse

wake up in my bed
with the thoughts stuck in my head
my wrists are looking red
cuz of all the blood i shed
texting you at 2
baby you know what to do
call me up again
i wanna hear your precious voice
let me haunt your dreams
with the time that we were teens
hear my final song
while you hit your parents bong
i know that you don't care
i'm wishing i was there

so tell me that you miss me
i want you to kiss me
drown it in the whiskey
love you till i'm dizzy
love you 
till my heart stops
in your hands
in your hands
the ghost of you
floats in the smoke
i'm a joke
every aching night
stay awake
burning photographs
tell myself
i won't ever relapse

do it for the fans
never switching plans
heart in my own hands
throwing up a couple grams
you never even cared
talking shit like i'm not there
but i see you in his hair
like the weed that's in the air
baby i know you've been playing me
you got me torn in my heart
watching it all fall apart
watching it all fall apart

tell me that you miss me

SPOTIFY

tell me that u miss me

acoustic guitar: https://soundcloud.com/taurusmoon
lyrics:
i thought you were the one for me
turns out your just a cheap
and now i'm all alone
crying on the phone
wish you were
a different breed
but you hurt me
and i thought you were different
but now i'm here sickened
wishing you 
out of my head
it never worked
i am hurt
and i still seem to care
even though your never there
even though you never cared
lets take it back
to when were 
acquaintances
setnences
back and forth
through our phones
you told me 
to promise
to not hurt my own skin
but you did that
on your own
no regard
for my groan
what 
went 
wrong
when i didn't call
across the hall
i want you
to love me
like you did 
way back when
when we were only friends
when we were only friends

golden shawty w/ safehold

follow yung skah

golden shawty w/ safehold (prod. yung skah)

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/album/25vjh8aBWtwlHaGCemNDZC

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/better-off-single/1462118178

better off (prod. Young Taylor)

as it were

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZLwSyzwRCsA
Prod by me & @yongerbeats
mixed by me

So Icy Records!

thought we were forever but u know ur clever
so u would do shit like just lie in my face
never say never but my heart is severed
i dont think i ever wanna see you again
i gave you trust and you gave me lust
i guess i deserve it for fuckin a friend
i can look in your eyes and see when your lying
so how you gone look at me tryna pretend

i been running from demons so gotta get high
i smoke me a blunt to reset my mind
i smoke to the face
cause imma get paid regardless of what the fuck i do tonight
she been on my mind
she know im shy
she know i fuck better when im off the drugs
i aint seen my momma yeah it's beena  minute maybe im missing all the love

i had to move out my hometown
now i got money and hoes now
ur bitch aint a whale but she goes down
and people surprised cause im profound

pull up with me, we vip, im in the back of the club w the ice
diamonds on me,im really shining, tell me why yo hoe is tryna be my wife
she know imma star so shorty a stan
i pop xanny bar and fly to japan
designer my pants to stunt on ur mans
i feel like imt ecca im flying to france

oh yeah
it's tommy szn (lol)

Tommy Ice - Forever (Video in description)

I Hate That I Still Think About You ft. dying in designer

Stick Up

lyrics
--------
why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x2)

record a bunch of nonsense when i'm feelin' nauseous 
gotta play it cautious if she tryna hang
mirror mirror on this wall inside my heart
does falling out of love make a human go insane
i've tried three times, back it up & rewind
look into your green eyes, tell me if i change
baby you a goddess, you so fuckin' flawless
imma fuck him up if he speaks your name in vain

why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x3)

redemption of a lost mess speedin' up the process
by the time that august comes you'll know my name
g-u-a-r guardin yeah i beg your pardon
right to all involvement writing through the day
got my castle in the yard it's kinda fuckin' hard
to stand like i'm on guard when the clouds are seeing rain
so my bedrooms more appealing, suffer through the feeling
cause i know you're leaving gotta act like i'm okay 
 
why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x2)

stupid

never go back

passing by
i stay high
never content with the shit in my life
never learned how to tell you my goodbyes
drink it away when im running these lies

i can't sleep
i can't dream
only see you from a window pane
sold my evil soul today
i hope it fucking goes away


ill never understand
how you could be this way
i take my time
and im hoping that you would change
smoke a spliff
till im out
and im balling now
got all this cash
spend it fast
make it back
in a day
and im going on my way
take another to the face
see your love in all the rain
try my best to hide the pain
but im never blunt
i could never tell you 
how i feel inside
cuz that shit stay in my mind
you can see it in my eyes
hoping that ill be alright
hoping that you find that guy
knowing he wont treat you right
but i know to you its a game

take a blunt
to the face
swear im high like every other day
wish i wasn't like this way
smoke until my feelings fade
doctors say its not good for me
i'm a mess in this world
i'm depressed like i should
everything 
that i say
never comes into play
i talk to myself
a lot
remember everything
remember who i was 
the man i used to be
but now i'm falling fast
i swear i can not breathe

i know 
i'm not good enough
i swear i'm not enough
these emotions i have
never fail to impress me
i know im not the best
but at least im trying
im crying for you
on your doorstep and you
never cared you just sat 
and you laughed in my face
like that party you had
didn't click in my head
that i was only ever there just to be your comfort

passing by
i stay high
never content with the shit in my life
never learned how to tell you my goodbyes
drink it away when im running these lies

i can't sleep
i can't dream
only see you from a window pane
sold my evil soul today
i hope it fucking goes away

passing by (prod caspr)

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Links:

https://soundcloud.com/iamsadgods

https://soundcloud.com/itsnvrmnd

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See Me Fall (feat. sadgods, Clay Novocaine, and NVR/MND)

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