prod.thislandis
lyrics:

depressed..

ima fix that this year

mama lost our crib

ima get it back this year

all hits cant miss

cant afford that this year

she said kill you lit everybody wanna pic with you in here
(x2)

Too many L's i need my dub
In real life im fucking you up
where the bag you talk to much
you wanna song with bro just cuz
you aint lit boy you just cap
you aint tough boy you real sweet
Me and MGK got beef
when i see him i aint letting him speak
I CANT DO RELATIONS CUZ YA BOY HELLA TOXIC
CIRCLE WAY TOO SMALL IF I DONT KNOW YOU THEN YOU OPPIN
EVERYTHINGS ALL ON ME THATS JUST HOW MY LIFE BE
IM SICK OF IT BEING ON ME BUT IT HAPPENS TO ME FOR A REASON

yea

reason

i know its true

god got my back

i hope he got you

im damn near homeless

i aint frontin to you

who said shit easy

i know that aint true

Last winter i was on the bottom now im on top
i lack dinners i been losing weight i needa get guap
heroin took my fucking brother made my heart stop
R.I.P my brother john im going non stop

(hook replays)

ima fix that this year! (thislandis)

I WEPT (EVIL MIXX)

1. purgatory prod. siem spark + rjpasin
2. wheniwakeupinthemorningillbesorry prod. ria
3. cancer prod. siem spark

purgatory prod. siem spark + rjpasin

on my own terms
living slow burn
really it don't hurt
i can tell you that it's worth it now
with the confidence that i just found
but am i allowed
to say something mean
i might make you cry
and i know it might seem
like for all of this time
there was no honesty
i'd tell you the truth 
but you like lies you believe
can you believe in me 
when i say who i am
you don't believe in anything 
and i just can't understand
i really love everything 
you hate the world in your hands
i hid the world from your plans
i had to pay your demands
seven hundred fifty i don't have
i probably gave you double that
said you didn't wanna be selfish still
but i wanted a spoiled brat
every single time you came my way
you left same day and doubled back
and i know that you wanna be friends
but i keep my friends close and we're so much more than that
i got so much more than money i got honeys coming over
i got something in my system cause it's so hard to be sober
but it's over, oh thank god its over
i'll live without the closure
oh thank god its over, i'll live

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

lies u believe

wake up in the mornin i jus wanna roll up
dont know what im doin but ik im goin up
but bae u actin different lately i can tell u changin on me
i keep it 100 baby u more like two 20s and a cool 50
i gotta watch my back idk whos wit me
touch down touch down touch down
bae im in yo city
im tryna run it up yea im tryna touch a milly

ra ra ra ra ra ra
im tryna run it up yea im tryna touch a milly
ooo ok heres one thing to kno bout me
ima find a win no matter wat no matter were i be
mmmm oh thts jus the way it go
im not tryna fall in love again fuk it geronimo
huh yea
blame it on the
whatever tho
make up ya mind bae cuz this shit unprofessional

unprofeshinal [p. nojupiter]

And they always ask 
How did you forget 
I didn’t choose to 
I got distracted 
and that’s my fault 
I’ll own up to it like it was written on the ground in chalk 
If I controlled it from the start I think I could make that call 

(brecken)
I was walking so far
Thought everything was okay
Locked in my car
All the stuff you’d given back to me
One chance now its all gone
Coulda give you the world but now i write a song
About all of the misery that me and you have come by
I don’t need you temporarily like i need sunlight
Like life forever and ever just take me back
I could write a letter cause we’re better with a gap
I thought it was all good
Gave you everything that i could
But you never gave it back to me

(halfhearted)
Tryna find my way back up
Bet you wish you never messed around
I been tryna keep my head up
But my demons keep pulling me down
I gotta get outta this town again
But you made it so i never get out
Lay me down to rest in a flowerbed
Pull my petals and my roots out the ground

And they always ask 
How did you forget 
I didn’t choose to 
I got distracted 
and that’s my fault 
I’ll own up to it like it was written on the ground in chalk 
If I controlled it from the start I think I could make that call

how did you forget ft. brecken + halfhearted  (michael harrison)

cover by @noskeleton
prod seye

sunk cost, there's no saving that
in my arms where she said her haven at
when i feel lost i wanna fade to black
move cautious, move cautiously

i got fire in my heart
leave the keys in her purse cause this bitch push to start
she was there when i was down, she was there when it was dark
thats the reason why i treat her like a work of art
dont wanna waste no time
how could i be looking at a face so fine
i think id be better if i made u mine
what u think? im tryna..
what u think im tryna slide in this bitch
burn tires in this bitch
gun on me i wont run for my life in this bitch
run up on me leave a stain that tide wouldnt fix
hollow points, hollowbody, one last kiss
gimme one last wish, one last dance, gimme one last kiss
one last dance, gimme one last, one last, one last wish

gimme one last wish, one last dance, gimme one last kiss
one last dance, gimme one last, one last, one last wish

1last (seye)

breathe.

back out p. shoiyi x jolst

untitled WIP (2026 preview)

produced by: @yunnygoldz
artwork, vocals, mixing, crying by: @sendflowrs

lyrics:

and would you stay?
would you tell me if you really wanted me?
yeah, baby would you stay?
yeah, baby would you stay?
would you lie for me?
would you die for me?
ive been running
for her love,
I try to intercept her, 
but no luck,
yeah ive been calling,
her bluff
but her heart ice cold,
she don't show no love

I watch it vanish, from my hands,
if I close my eyes, maybe you'll come back yeah
then I start to panic and I grab my notepad,
and I write another song about the bad days,
always bout the BAD DAYS,
BAD DAYS,
think about the BAD DAYS, 
I just cant get over you, ill sleep forever gladly,
everytime you're sober you cant even fucking stand me,
I said baby thats not love she smiled at me, said "exactly"

so get the fuck out my head, im falling again, where are you?
don't hit my friends, 
I wanted you dead, but are you?
pressure again, I cannot pretend ill call you, 
the money you spend has changed you my love, you're not you 

(the money you’ve spent has changed you my love, you're not you)
x2

and would you stay?
would you tell me if you really wanted me?
yeah, baby would you stay?
yeah, baby would you stay?
would you lie for me?
would you die for me?
ive been running
for her love,
I try to intercept her, 
but no luck,
yeah ive been calling,
her bluff
but her heart ice cold,
she don't show no love

no love
my hands 
come back
note pad 
bad days

m my hands 
c come back
n note pad
bad days

I WEPT (EVIL MIXX)

shinigami