produced by (me)
guitars by ( @auburnleavesfall )

lyrics:

swear to god i seen you in another dream again
i'd fucking kill myself but i dont even have a plan
i sit here tastin death, and thats my whole life span
i wanna go back to the smile i had way back then

its a issue when ur not around,
i,ll take her heart when im numb inside
i love it when i am alone, i dont wanna see ya smile
i think shes the love of my life
but i aint even met her in real life
but oh my gosh she's got such pretty eyes
i wanna know what she thinks of mine
nevermind it was all a lie
you broke whats left and whats all inside
if u need a man then i will try
but we both know that u want me to die

pls just stick around and i will always wish the best
think about all the times that we will fall into a mess
dreams of you appearing in my bed god just get outta my head
stop appearing with my dread i wish that i was fucking dead

i dont wanna fight someone thats always a mini me.
take apart my heart rip away every piece of me
TAKE UR TIME CAUSE I WONT EVEN TRY TRY TRY
but bitch im cautious
always nauseous, i brought the thompson
and im not afraid to shoot someone that i despise

pls just stick around and i will always wish the best
think about all the times that we will fall into a mess
dreams of you appearing in my bed god just get outta my head
stop appearing with my dread i wish that i was fucking dead

ILL TAKE WHATS MINE, WE'RE SO ALIKE
CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE. ARE YOU ALRIGHT, WHY YES IM FINE
BUT IM CONFINED WITHIN OUR BOND, THAT'S INTERTWINED 

"you think that i was done? haha"

i swear to god i seen you in another dream again
i'd fucking kill myself but i dont even have a plan
i sit here tastin death, and thats my whole life span
i wanna go back to the smile i had way back then

deceit

"home II" produced by: ilyl1ght

lyrics:
everyday i wake up make a song and do it all again
everybody talks its so annoying you dont know a thing
just about year ago nobody even knew my name
just about a week ago your talking like you have no shame
lying on my name like tell me hey what are you doin
tell me im the worst but its okay already knew it
everyone's the same the double standards really stupid
you cant break my heart that part of me is already ruined

whatever, you can say anything you want
whatever
wow hey man thanks i needed that
wow hey man thanks I needed that
wow hey man thanks I needed that

its okay already knew it

home II

produced by: ilyl1ght 
lyrics:
why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see oh 

𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚 
𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩, 𝙞 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 
𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 
𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪

i feels like i’ve nowhere to go
your not here and im trying to cope 
that look in your eyes feels like home 
home, home 
ohh 
with you it feels like i belong 
with you i don’t feel im alone 
ohhh

why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see ohh

you, i wont cope in a world without you
i wont live in a world without you 

<3

comfort

prod me

𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘹𝘦𝘥.
𝘢 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘎𝘐𝘝𝘌𝘕 𝘛𝘖 𝘔𝘌.
𝘖𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵.
𝘞𝘏𝘖 𝘌𝘓𝘚𝘌 𝘊𝘖𝘜𝘓𝘋 𝘏𝘈𝘝𝘌 𝘋𝘖𝘕𝘌 𝘐𝘛
𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘊𝘖𝘔𝘌 𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘚 𝘍𝘈𝘙!
𝘞𝘖𝘜𝘓𝘋 𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘠 𝘏𝘈𝘝𝘌 𝘒𝘌𝘗𝘛 𝘎𝘖𝘐𝘕𝘎?
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘢 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥. 𝘐𝘴 𝘮𝘦.

I BUILT THIS KINGDOM FROM THE GROUND UP
DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU WHERE'D YOU COME FROM
I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU YOU SHOULD RUN
RUN, RUN, RUN
THOUGHT THINGS WERE DIFFERENT
BUT I GUESS THAT I WAS WRONG
YEAH ICON
THE WAY I MOVE IS DIFFERENT
WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE?
PROLLY BEST YOU MOVE DON'T GET STEPPED ON
TALK ABOUT THE PAST
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WE CAN DO THAT

why you beggin for a ft like a dog with no leash?
why you beggin for attention like my ex?
your a leech
yeah, latch onto me
yeah, the fuck do you need?

I DON'T NEED OLD MUSIC
WAY TOO GOOD REDO IT
I DON'T NEED NO NEW FRIENDS
IM CUTTING TIES DONT GIVE A SHIT
YEAH, LATCH ONTO ME
YEAH, THE FUCK DO YOU NEED?
I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU YOU SHOULD RUN
RUN, RUN, RUN

walk slowly, why you talkin whatchu say?
you don't know me, so pathetic in my way yeah
old news, its a little sad nobody even know you
oh ohh, oh ohh
i guess you feel important
waste my time ill just ignore it
the day still passes by and i dont fuck with the lies

I DONT (x4)

took out time for this
im busy locked and focused
looks like im back it took some time for you to notice
and i repeat myself because god your like the slowest

WALK SLOWLY
YOU DONT KNOW ME

leech

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy

lyrics:

i met a girl i loved
and everything was fun
i felt the stars align 
our nights were so alive
a rose from you can rot
but love from you can not
our souls are intertwined
this love is hard to find

i can’t loose you
and you can’t loose me
our life’s are so free 
when things are meant to be
who would’ve knew
i fallen for you
i guess i agree
there’s is room for three

when you start
to look at me with those eyes
our worlds start to collide
the night dosent end tonight
only when you decide

she makes some music too
she sings while i produce
hvci, we’re a tiny little crew
she bends and ties her shoes
while we listen to her tunes
i mix and i master from our tiny little room

i never felt this way before
before
i can’t feel anyone unless it’s 
her

bring me peace
and love for me
i counted the days that i was alone
but now im free
with something meant for me
i had so much hatred inside of me

she took it out
she took it out
the hatred inside
she brought it out 
she brought it out
the love inside
and you can see
and you can see
the new look in my eye
and now i say
and now i say
i’m really fine :)

i’m a new person 
i’m a new guy
and you don’t have to mention
all of the sleepless nights
i’m a new person 
im a new guy

bring me peace
and love for me
i counted the days that i was alone
but now im free
with something meant for me
i had so much hatred inside of me

you and me

her patterns are much prettier than mine
evolves down her hair to her spine
but ive been waiting all this time
how could i compare it to any of mine

is it safe love
you dont lie?
cause i cant help but not feel your type
and youre waiting, but i dont mind
if im honestly not what you like

so call me
call me back home
im poorly 
poorly and cold
so tell me 
tell me im enough
hate me
hate me all you want

i hate to remember 
its haunting me now
im used like a puppet youre dragging me round
im viewed like a peasant, im serving you well
but what is my purpose i really cant tell

i changed, is that enough for you ?
and ill wait, contort my body to be
whatever you want
whatever you want
whatever you want
whatever you want

i cant make this worth your time
run right past me i wont mind 
far behind everyone in life
cut my skin, reveal my spite
tore my biceps, fuel my eyes
still cant see past all ive tried
now its nearly the end, but ive hardly begin
my finish line is closer
youve got further to run

patterns

fighting for a life that i
do not want
ill cover my eyes and ill shake it off
howd i wake up wishing
i never did
scared of almost everything
youll probably set me off
anxiety is crazy bro
like i can barely talk
howd i wake up wishing
i wont again

im hopeless
you beat me just to know who i am
i think im losing
arrested by the palm of your hand
imprisoned
you held me there to judge who i am
you think im losing
Du sahst mein Schweigen nie als Schrei

how many more times do i have to say to you
that im fine with it
youll lie again
surely its so obvious that all ive ever wanted
was to die again
ill hide again

im so scared of the future
i dont know
how to reduce it to nothing
running around in my head
im sure
if i told you what i planned for
call me delusional
im bored
fighting for a life

im hopeless
you beat me just to know who i am
i think im losing
arrested by the palm of your hand
imprisoned
you held me there to judge who i am
you think im losing
Du sahst mein Schweigen nie als Schrei

imprison

prod. me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
guitar by me (dawsin)

lyrics:
you drinking is gonna slowly kill you
maybe I want that
you drinking your slowly killing yourself dawsin
tal--y- shi-- bab-
no- like you kno- tru-
abo-t what i- doi--
bab- ill com- to yo
THAT'S STUPID DUDE

talk your shit babe
not like you know the truth
about what im doing
bae ill come to you

Ill talk my shit babe
like how i've been wanting to
for a moment...
you really thought I was feeling you?
you really thought I was feeling you?

she mad at me swerving
she makes me wanna crash though
" we'll talk about this in the morning "
enough came outta that mouth hoe

came out that mouth ho
came out that mouth ho

huh yea
your making me wanna crash
making me huh
yea
your making me wanna crash
making me huh hmph
your making me wanna crash
making me huh
yea
your making me wanna crash
crash
crash
she's about to make me crash (out)
fast, fast
the only way for me to last
i'm last, i'm last
im an egomaniac
just like your dad, just like your dad
but im not a piece of trash
huh?
bae im worse than that
i'm not afraid to stab
i'm not afraid to kill him
babe IM WORSE THAN THAT

i'm just a butcher
looking for another
person
to fill the void
to fill the void 
to feel the void

I killed that man
and I'd do it again (again)
do you remember what I said?
see- seeing red
"there will be no guy friends"

from the start babe I told you that "I'm a bit insane"
and these thoughts I say, don't mind
they just leak out my brain
so predictable come back
when I push you away
you won't make it in life
selling your pics babe

did you really think I wouldn't find out?
IF YOU FUCKED HIM, TELL ME I NEED TO KNOW
didn't do a good job at hiding it did ya?
the bay harbor butcher, you know the nickname
and you know what he did
he dismembered his victims

my head feels fuzzy
I don't even know how imma make
it another day
cause my brain is tense, I'm afraid
my knuckles covered in flesh and blood
make him see grain
If I wanted you dead, I'd pull the colt out the safe

she don't like how I'm acting
what I've done with him is none of your business
oh why can't you get past it
by now that body is nothing but maggots

RUNNING A MILE, TO REPEAT THE CYCLE
YOU'RE SO OBSESSED LIKE YOU ARE A DISCIPLE
HE IS NOT WORTH IT
PUT YOUR HAND ON THE BIBLE
TELL ME IM THE ONLY ONE
I'M TOO IN DENIAL

butcher

Fuck all these bags (feat.AMN stax)

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𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳.

leech

ilyl1ght ✦